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Chapter 89 - Anxious Nights
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2025-02-01 15:03:32I stare up at Auden, because he can’t possibly mean that he wants me to come to him tonight -
But he frowns a me, confused, and my wolf slumps to the ground of my soul with a wolfish little moan of mortification. Because yeah! He can’t possibly mean that! It’s just me, with my filthy dream-addled little mind that was thinking that he could have wanted that.
I clench my teeth against a groan.
“Are you all right?” Auden asks, stepping forward, reaching out a hand to support me.
“I’m fine,” I sigh, stepping away and turning towards the center of the children’s room, walking unsteadily over to Vivianna’s little bookshelf and placing the tiara on top. I take the opportunity of my turned back to pull myself together, my wolf regaining her feet and shaking out her fur, newly determined not to be such a mess.
“So…” Auden says. I turn to see him watching me, still leaning against the wall, expression bemused. “Are you com
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