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Chapter 68 - The Winter Palace
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2025-01-08 14:05:42“Are you really going to get married?”
I blink out of the memory of what was…one of the most complicated nights of my life as I look down at my daughter, riding ahead of me as we climb the steep final path up to the gates of the Winter Palace. Vivianna – a beautiful, golden-haired consequence of that very complicated night.
But consequence is too hard a word. Surprise. Gift. Yes, my gift. I drop a kiss to the top of her head.
“Yes, I’m getting married,” I murmur, hoping that it’s a lie and that I can find a way to explain it all to her later. “You know this. I’m going to marry the King.”
Vivianna frowns up at me. “But you don’t even love him!”
I burst out laughing, shaking my head at her. “Of course I do. He is our King and your grandfather. We all love him.”
God, she’ll have to forgive me for that blat
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