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Chapter 58

Author: Luné_ex
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Thalia

“Why aren’t you saying anything?”

I let out after over five minutes of silence. I couldn’t stand the silence and the tension in the air. I couldn’t even meet his eyes. He hasn’t even done anything.

He wasn’t even close to me but my whole body was already on fire. My nipples were hard and pressing against the sports bra I was wearing. My throat felt dry and there were a million butterflies in my stomach.

With Cross, it was easier to accept those reactions but with him, it just felt wrong. He doesn’t respect me and the fact that I still want him. The fact that my body still reacts to him like this makes it seem like I am disrespecting myself too.

“You want both of them. You already know that.”

The voice in my head whispered and yes, she was right. I wanted both of them but that doesn’t mean I have to give up my self-respect. If I give him what he wants and act the way he wants, he won’t stop at that.

He will continue to be controlling and think he has a right to make me do th
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