(Hirre's POV.)I was laying on my bed in the fetal position. The thick sheet covered my body because of the shivering coldness that surrounded me. It's already morning and I opened my eyes. I looked around but like what I thought, Severus did not come back after rejecting his offer.I felt a little angered because I never thought that he would go away without saying a word. I sat on my bed and took the sheet out from me. I fixed my hair and jumped out of my bed.At this moment, I felt annoyed with him. I wanted to argue with him so I went downstairs to find him. But when I go outside my room, a strange feeling suddenly entered my body. I knitted my eyebrows as I knew what that was."Harsha...Do you smell Severus?" I asked my wolf as I could not smell Severus. I felt a little bit worried when Harsh replied."I can't. Maybe he is out of this pack." Harsha said and I felt it was not just a simple one because Severus did not go away from the pack without any reason."I need to find the re
( Author's POV.)When Androssi visioned the rouges attacked, Hirre immediately offered her to back to her pack with her family. She was worried about the safety of these small packs. She walked toward Androssi to propose something important."Androssi, I think you need to go back to your pack right now," Hirre said seriously and Androssi did not refuse. Androssi was very thankful for the concern that Hirre put into them."Thank you Hirre for the concern." She replied and she walked out with Severus's troops according to what Hirre planned to do.However, Alpha Gregor did not agree to that. He did not want to put his pack in danger. He wanted to fight with Androssi's pack even though they were just mere small packs."Wait! I think I'm the one who needed to go first. We know that Androssi is incapable if this place was occupied by the rouges, it will turn bad!" Alpha Gregor said indignantly which made Hirre shake her head. She never expected that this Alpha would turn selfish and stupid
(Author's POV.)A Week Later...Tuuuttt..."Seon? What's now?" Hirre asked when she received the call from Seon."Let's enjoy...My men killed them. So you don't have to worry. Nothing left but their blood in the basement..." Seon replied and it made Hirre feel timid. She widened her eyes, as she lost her courage to listen. She couldn't swallow the news that she heard from Seon. Even though those hooligans spread nightmares to other packs and were a real pain in the ass for the others, she knew that they needed to have the right to depend on themselves.Hirre shook her head. She sat on the couch with her heavy heart. But even she felt that kind of pain inside her, the rules of the hooligans and rouges were different. The one who made a mistake would be punished with death. And that was the reality that she could not interfere."Ummm...I want to go back to my house."Hirre said as she felt something burdened in her heart."W-why?" Severus looked at her wondering. He kneeled on his left k
(Hirre's POV.)One Month Later...The students rushed on their way. Some were talking in the hallways. The laughter of the students was heard along the school entrance. I felt loner but it was not a matter. I'm here not to have friends but to study. I took the way down the second floor and went to the library, away from the noises. I wanted to free myself first from the memories behind me, most of all, about Severus. It was been a month since I left his pack and went to the human world. But the scars and pain were still here every time he did not give me his time to look for me.Luckily, when I looked at the library, I saw that a few students were reading and studying. I took my identification card and went to the lobby."Get in." The librarian said seriously. She was a terror librarian I guess because of her fearless aura.I entered and I choose the last chair at the very end of the library. I wanted to make my time more useful. The deafening silence filled the entire room. And that
(Hirre's POV.)Hufff...Hufff...I ran and ran as fast as I could. I felt that there were eyes that watching my steps. I did not turn back to the place I came from. There were mixed emotions that suddenly drew into my heart. The anger, anxiety, and fear. I was worried about my grandpa because I knew that at this moment, he would chase by the media to ask him.I ran and reached the highway. I was a little afraid when a black car appeared and stopped in my front. I thought it was a media and it really made me shiver.I stopped and went in the opposite direction. I didn't want someone to catch me here. I ran faster and went to the next street. I needed to go away from the strange car. And Even though it looked expensive, I needed to protect myself. The beads of sweat were still flowing down my forehead. And even my knees were tired, I needed to go away from this.But before I made another couple of steps away from the car, my name echoed and it made me turn around. Because there was no on
(Severus's POV.)I was sitting on the balcony. Giving myself some piece of time to think about Hirre. I was a little bit distracted by the issue that was now linked to her. Nobody was here, I'm just waiting for the time to pass. Gamma Elias and Beta Leo were not here because they were doing something downstairs.I took a deep breath before I picked up the glass of wine on the table. I felt worried about Hirre. Even she hurt me secretly. And for almost a month after I heard her saying that she didn't want to marry me...She was gone like a bubble in the air. She did not try to call me or text me where she was. And even though I felt angry and in pain, there was a gap in my heart that wanted to fill by her presence. I felt like I was looking at a needle in the hay because I couldn't see her anymore. And even I tried to contact her, no sense was linked to her. Her smell was gone. I looked for her in every pack but even Alejandro had no idea where she was. And at that moment, I felt her lo
(Hirre's POV.)It's already late in the morning. I felt exhausted because of the whole day's stress cause of the issue that now I faced.I was laying on my bed when I heard my phone ringing. Because I was boredom, I answered it even though I didn't have time to talk with people.I rolled my eyes and slapped my forehead as I saw Severus calling me at this moment. Why is he calling me in this f^cking situation? I ignored his call and took a deep breath. I wanted to put myself in calm before answering him.But when I took my phone off the table, the words that I heard from Severus before I decided to move away echoed inside my brain. I clenched my hands into a fist and I reluctantly answered his call."Don't call me anymore!" I shouted at him indignantly. I didn't want to hear his voice at this moment. I thought that he just used me for his fame.When I ended up the call, I never heard his voice. I lost my temper and I felt I was in the dean of hell right now."Urgh." I felt upset. I tho
( Severus's POV.)"Coming from you Severus. How ridiculous." Hirre's words puzzled me the most. I could not get her point. I did not want to put my hands over her even though I was at the point of being angry."Hirre... Why are you blaming me? Why are you saying that words? Even you are the one who hurt me?!" I replied when I couldn't control myself not to tell her what I felt so I did not lower my tone. What was on earth she could say that I hurt her even though she was the first who did that? Is she out of her mind?"Ha-ha-ha..." Hirre insulted me. I felt she allowing me to get mad and threw away the anger I had inside.I clenched my hands into a fist, trying to calm myself. Because I'm not here to tell her what I heard before she was suddenly gone and left me. And I am here because I wanted to see her and asked my intent for visiting her pack."Hirre listen. I'm not here to argue with you. I wanted to clear everything." I said, giving her my low tone of voice. Hoping that she would