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If You Could

Author: Covey Pens
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-16 07:34:31

ALANA

“William…” I whispered in disbelief.

He is willing to take all the blame for me? My heart bled at the thought. He is willing to embrace being hated by his parents and the whole of the state just for me?

The thought brought me dread even more.

“No…” I shook my head wildly and stood up away from him. “I can never allow that to happen! You will be branded a traitor by your own father and will likely be banished to live as a rogue wolf! William, I can never allow that to happen!”

He smiled at me and shrugged off his shoulders. “It’s okay. I could live as a rogue wolf for my entire life. I think I would love being one.”

I gasped at him. Why is he lying to himself and me? Why is he doing this just to make me feel okay?

“William, are you hearing yourself? How can I allow that to happen when I am the one who ruined you? If you did not find me in the basement, then you will still live your life by now. You will not be embroiled in this mess. Have you thought that ever since I came into y
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