Sabrina
I come out of Cosy’s cramped little bathroom about forty minutes later, munching on my third chocolate croissant, my cousin’s fuzzy bathrobe wrapped warm around me. “These are delicious, Cos –“
“Oh, cut it, Sabrina,” Cosette mutters, scowling, lounging on her bed and flicking through some gossip site on her tablet. The tablet I sent her for Midwinter. But no need to rub that in now.
“I mean it,” I say, taking another bit and then holding the flaky end of it out towards her. “You got really good – so crispy, yet so soft. This stupid school lucked out when it hired you as its pastry chef.”
She ignores my very nice compliments, lifting her eyes to mine, her face stony. I smirk. Clearly, she’s used the last forty minutes to get super pissed off, all signs of my frantic sweetheart cousin tucked away. “What are you planning?”
“Just some light espionage,” I say, plopping myself down on the edge of her bed. “A little mischief, only a smidge of murder –“
“No. Murder.” She sits straighter, leaning towards me as she glares.
I hold my fingers close to my face and pinch them close together. “A lil bit of murder? Just a tinge?”
She growls, the wolf she so rarely gives any space in her personality finally coming out. Her blue eyes flash and she kicks me, hard enough that I screech and go flying off the end of the bed.
I groan, rubbing my sore butt as I get to my knees and glare at her over the edge of her blanket. “Not nice, Cosette.”
“I swear to god, Sabrina, if you’re going to murder someone I’m going upstairs and telling the Head Mistress right now!”
“Well, then the person that gets murdered will be you!” I flash my teeth at her, climbing back up onto the bed.
“I’m serious!” she says, getting all worked up, though it’s not as funny now that I see she’s genuinely upset. “I like my job here – and I like the people I work for! I don’t care what leverage you have over me - if you’re going to put any of their lives at risk I’m not going to stand for it –“
“Oh, they’d all throw you under a bus if it worked in their damned courtly favor, Cosy –“
She scoffs at me, shaking her head.
A frown takes my mouth as I growl and lean towards her, gesticulating at her with what’s left of the croissant. “Every single one of them would push you off a cliff if it worked best for them - and if you think they wouldn’t then they’ve got you all wrapped up in their bullshit politics –“
“There are good people here!”
“None of them are good!” I shout, losing my cool. “You think I’m the villain! You think my family are the bad guys! But we’ve done more for the people of this nation than the rich and the monarchy have ever done!”
“Oh, tell yourself what you want, Sabrina,” Cosette murmurs, looking back at her tablet. “Your family has been marked as a crime dynasty for a reason.”
“The monarchy was the original mafia,” I mutter, shaking my head and shoving the rest of my dinner in my mouth. “You’re just too spellbound by the lure of the shiny crown to forget it. No one gets rich by mistake.”
We’re quiet for a long time - so long that my anger fades, replaced by exhaustion. My shoulders slump, my eyes starting to drift shut, no matter how hard I try to keep them open. But I’ve been running for days – and what sleep I got was wet, and cold, and –
“I’m sorry,” Cosette says quietly.
I look over at her, surprised to find her eyes on me, not on her tablet. Surprised to find real sympathy on her face.
But my wolf bites at my heart for that because Cosette loves me. She always has. She’s been my best friend – probably my only real friend – since we were children. The sympathy – it’s all I’ve ever gotten from her.
Cosette is…perhaps the only person I feel safe with anymore.
“I’m sorry that your dad got caught, but only because it means your life fell apart too,” she says, her eyes moving over me, taking in my too-thin face, my ragged hair.
I look away, not knowing what to say. I clench my jaw. Dad raised me to be tough. Tough girls don’t cry.
“You can stay here with me,” Cosette says, leaning closer. “I’ll get you a job –“
“No,” I say, snapping my eyes back to her. “I have work to do. I have a plan.”
She sighs, shaking her head at me. “Just give it up. If you keep going you’ll go down with them.”
I shake my head. “I’m doing this. And you’re going to help me. And if you don’t I’ll tell them about your connection to my family and you’ll get fired anyway.”
Her mouth slowly falls open, shocked and betrayed by my ultimatum.
Cosette’s connection to the nation’s most vicious crime family is cursory, her mother only the sister-in-law of Romeo Lupa long enough to produce a single set of twins before she died. But it’s enough. If this stupid school finds out? Cosette is toast.
And she knows it. I know it. But I’m out of options – the monarchy took them all away from me two weeks ago, backing me into a corner. And wild dogs, trapped?
We fucking bite.
Cosette frowns at me, shaking her head, her mouth pressed to a thin line. “I can’t believe you’d do this to me.”
“Look,” I say, soft and slow. “I’m not going to hurt anyone. I’m just going to make some connections, get some information, and get out of here. I promise. A month – maybe two. I’m gone by midsummer with no harm done. Okay?”
She looks me up and down like she doesn’t believe me.
I fight a smirk because – like I said – Cosy is cleverer than most give her credit for.
But nothing I said was a lie.
At least, not technically.
I move, starting to crawl towards the top of the bed. “Come on, Cosy-wosy,” I say, all sing-song, using the nickname she hates.
“Brina!” She lifts her foot, a silent threat for a kick I know won’t come.
“Pleaaase!”
“I’m not helping you commit crime!”
“I know!” I say, flopping down next to her and pulling her with me. I put my head on her shoulder, just how we always used to lie as kids. “You’re just letting me crash.”
She sighs. I can feel her give in. Gratitude races through me and I relax for the first time in weeks.
“Hey,” I whisper. “Tomorrow I need you to…kind of steal me an outfit.”
She gasps, trying to sit up so she can protest in a more dignified manner, but I wrap an arm around her, hugging her close. “Sabrina!”
“Just one outfit!” I say, keeping my arm tight, laughing. “The sluttiest one you can find.”
She goes still, staring at me like I’m crazy. “Oh, come on,” I say, grinning at her. “I know you know which of these rich girls has a short skirt we can steal for one day. Just one day!”
She groans, slumping back against her pillow, covering her face with her hands. “I don’t even want to know.”
I sigh, settling my head on the pillow too. “I love you, Cosette.”
She takes a deep breath but keeps silent. She stays that way for so long that I really do start to fall asleep, my body giving in to the exhaustion that’s been weighing down my bones for days.
But I hear her when she says it, quite soft.
“I love you too, Sabrina.”
I fall asleep warm and content, a smile on my lips.
***
The next morning, I tug on the end of the little skirt that Cosette “borrowed” for me as I sit down at the Prince’s table, not wanting my mostly bare ass to come in contact with the cold wood.
But I fail.
Apparently, the girls of Witloch Seminary outdid even my expectations when it came to expensive and slutty. My bad for underestimating them so much.
But Prince Maxwell doesn’t notice, smiling gently at me as he sits in the chair next to mine.
“Don’t worry,” he murmurs, nodding towards his two friends. “My Betas don’t bite.”
Shame, I think, running my eyes over the pair of Betas who look curiously at me – one with rather dull brown hair cropped short, the other with lovely auburn curls. Both of them Alpha-quality, both of them…stupid hot.
But I shove that opinion away and giggle as I turn my eyes back to the Prince, beaming up at him, hero worship in my eyes. “Oh, I didn’t think they would. You’re all so nice.”
“Philip, Kai,” Max says, turning to the pair who frequently take spots two and three on the list of most eligible bachelors in the kingdom, “I’d like you to meet….”
He turns back to me with an embarrassed smile and – god, seriously, is that a blush on his cheeks? This is going to be…way too easy.
“I’m so sorry,” he murmurs, rubbing the back of his neck with an embarrassed hand. “I didn’t even get your name.”
“Oh, hi,” I say, my shoulders going up around my ears, my words breathy and shy as I give an awkward little wave. “I’m Betty.”
“Betty,” Max says, smiling so kindly at me. “It’s really nice to meet you.”
I smile up into his face, thinking that he’s very mistaken in that.
Because I am, in fact, his worst goddamn nightmare.
SabrinaMy wolf yips, trotting back and forth in my soul, encouraged by how well this is going. I like being Betty, she says, her tongue lolling, her head low as she keeps her eyes on our quarry. Betty is tricky Betty is fun. But I just give her a mental swat her rump and bid her to be quiet. I have to concentrate.“It’s so nice to meet you too, Max,” I say, smiling shyly at him.I jump a little – fake of course – when a new tray of food settles in front of me.“Enjoy!”My head whips up at the sound of that voice, my surprise genuine this time when my eyes meet my cousin’s blue gaze.Cosette gives me her most peaceful smile, folding her hands neatly in front of her flour-spotted apron. “Anything else I can do for you, Celestial?”I do my very best not to clench my jaw as my cousin’s eyes crinkle at the corner, just a little wicked.“No,” I say, breathy, shaking my head so hard my braids jump. “Thank you so much for bringing this – and I’m so sorry about the first tray.”“Oh, please d
I sigh with happiness, looking around at the elegant suite as I step inside. Bright and sunny with dual doors that open onto a pretty rounded balcony. A huge fluffy bed and an elaborate ensuite bathroom beyond.Yes. Yes, this will do just fine.“Thank you so much,” I say, turning to the Headmistress at the door, my eyes wide and my voice all stupid and breathy. “It’s so much prettier than I could have imagined –“She nods sharply, looking around. “Well, it should be, for our second-finest suite. You know, we gave it to another student when you didn’t appear as scheduled and it was quite a bother, asking them to move out again on sudden notice –““Oh, I’m so sorry,” I say, tucking my little fists beneath my chin and giving her big puppy-dog eyes. Who the hell does this woman think she is, trying to make a Celestial of Elizabeth’s status feel guilty about anything? But, I know how to play this. “If the other student really needs it then I can surely take another suite – I won’t even ask
“Seriously, Rhett,” Max says, laughing awkwardly and looking between us – Rhett’s fury, my shocked horror. “It’s…fine…”Something about Max’s awkward realization snaps me back to the present. My wolf snarls and I emit a terrified shriek, shrinking away from Rhett and holding my book up between us like a shield.I press my eyes shut, clarity flooding me now that I can’t see him anymore.Cool cool, I murmur to myself inwardly. Be cool. You’re Betty. Betty has – has never seen this man before –And even though I know that I haven’t either, slipping into Betty’s vacant demeanor brings me calm.“Betty!” Max says, stepping forward and wrapping an arm around me, cradling me to his chest. “Honestly, it’s fine! Back off, Rhett, you’re scaring her!”Rhett grumbles but I hear him move a step or two away.Hesitant, I look up into Max’s handsome face. He smiles so softly at me, gentle and protective. “Are you all right, Bett?”I straighten slightly, thinking that…well, maybe this Rhett guy did me
“The Women Who Destroyed the Rothian Empire,” Max murmurs, eyebrows raised as he reads the title of the book aloud. “Damn, Betty, that’s one hell of a start to your reading list. So, historical studies?”“Yes,” I say, nodding eagerly, leaning closer as Max starts to page through the book. “I’m researching Philomena d’Caia in particular.”He turns to me, eyebrow raised. “The whore who assassinated the Imperator and was burned at the stake for witchcraft?”I purse my lips together, perhaps a bit more Sabrina than Betty in this moment. “Well, my research will suggest that she’s a little more complicated than that.”He smirks, handing my book back to me. “Sounds fascinating.”I smile at him, all squinty-eyed and delighted, hugging the book excitedly to my chest. “I mean, I think so! I know not everyone will be as interested as me but…you know.” I shrug. “I just love to get lost in a good book.”Max studies me, engaged but a little crestfallen. I force a giggle from my lips, knowing that t
“Brina!” Cosette growls, striding forward, her hand raised to smack. I laugh and doge out of her way just as she brings her arm furiously down.“Watch the bread!”“What the hell are you doing in here!?”“What, you don’t like my new room!?” I dodge another blow and then shout her name, getting sick of all this violence that’s not going to get us anywhere. Besides, I’m hungry.Cosette gives up, as I knew she would. Her shoulders slump and she groans as I perch the basket of bread rolls on my hip and move to the cart, peeking under the dish covers and starting to smell all the delicious things the kitchens prepared –Damn, but the food’s good here –“Sabrina.”I pause, a dish cover in my hand, looking at my cousin.She just sighs, all dejected, shaking her head at me.“Oh come on, Cosette,” I say, likewise giving in with a sigh. “It’s not a big deal.”She huffs, clearly believing that it’s the opposite. “You’re impersonating a Celestial -““Very well, might I add.” I wrinkle my nose at h
SabrinaI inhale sharply and look away from my cousin’s pitying face, forgiving her. Cosette doesn’t know what she’s talking about – she’s not part of the family. She can’t understand.But my destiny as the heir to this family, the true Boss, is something that I know in my bones. There’s absolutely nothing my cousin can say to convince me otherwise.“Come on, Cosy,” I whisper, turning back to her. “Let’s not fight.”“I can’t just…watch you destroy your life for nothing.”“You’re not,” I say, grinning. “You’re watching me build it.”Slowly Cosette raises her eyes to me, her face doubtful.“Let’s talk about other things!” I sit up primly, a smile coming to my mouth as I force us to move on. I wrinkle my nose as my smile curls at the edges. “So. Tell me about your love life.”She groans and rolls her eyes. “You seriously have a two-track mind, Sabrina. Crime and boys.”“Ya,” I say, nodding eagerly. “So, seriously, are you and the big boy –““Sabrina!” she groans, snatching up a piece of
SabrinaI exhale a long breath as I walk out of the breakfast hall with my few books pressed to my chest, my fingertips rubbing against the ache in my cheek. God, so much time spent smiling – laughing at all those patently unclever jokes, smiling around at all the boys, making sure that at every turn they felt funny and smart and validated.Damn it, I don’t do it often but being a nice girl is…fucking exhausting.I go over the morning meal in my mind as I wander down the seminary’s main hall, passively keeping my eyes on the numbered doors that flash by on my left, all lit by the bright sunlight of the wall of windows on my right. It went well, I think. I’d spotted Cosette in the kitchen staging area, looking very dedicated as Queen of the Pastries, or whatever her job title is. Then, as I’d hoped, Max invited me to eat breakfast with him and his Betas, saying he wanted to get to know me.Of course, he didn’t spend the time getting to know me. He just chatted with his Betas, letting m
The library is…fantastic.I exhale a long breath as I enter, avoiding the urge to turn in a slow circle to move my eyes over every gorgeous bit of this place. My wolf pants, her toes eagerly tapping at the sight of the low-lit desks and study nooks, the arching windows of the glass ceiling, the automated brass ladders that lift library aids with ease up and down the four-story shelves. And everywhere just…books.Quick, let’s take a few more, my ravenous little wolf says, spinning in an eager circle. Just start at random – you can carry more - or I’m sure we can get through twenty by dinner – all the things we don’t know – I have to admit that I’m tempted, but I just smooth a mental hand over her fur, knowing that we’ve got work to do and the books we want are not in this room.I fix my eyes on the librarian’s station at the center of the room – a series of oak chest-height desks built like a fortress around the reference center. And at the center of that, a set of spiral stairs tha
Sabrina“Sabrina!”“It’s just girl code –““It’s insane!”I frown at her. “No, it’s not.”“Sabrina, I don’t even have a chance with him –““It’s not about that.”“It’s ridiculous to end all of your plans just because I asked you to –““But you didn’t ask me to,” I say, nodding seriously to her. “And…I mean, it would be easier to pull off all I have planned if Max is gaga for me, all wrapped up in a love haze but…” I purse my lips, considering again what I spent the whole night considering after I left his rooms. “I can do it in other ways.”She just stares at me, her mouth continuing to hang open.“I’m still going to have to stay close to him,” I sa
Sabrina“Cosette,” I say softly, pressing my hand to my heart and leaning toward her, needing her to hear me on this. “I didn’t know that you felt that way about Max.”She blushes and drops her eyes, her natural bashfulness coming into play. “I know you didn’t, Sabrina. I just…didn’t know you intended to get close to him in that way.”“So, when I said I was going to his dinner parties…”She shrugs. “I guess I just thought you meant as a friend. Or like, a spy. It never even entered my mind that you’d want more. I mean…” she lifts her eyes to mine now. “He’s your enemy. Why would you want to kiss him?”I smirk a little. “I mean, you’ve never wanted to…”She scoffs at me and I put my hands up, not pushing any furt
Sabrina“Stop it!” she shouts, grabbing her pillow and hurling it at me. “It’s not normal! No, it was not okay for him to put his hands on me but you’re not going to kill him! This is going to be handled in a very normal way!”“Which is?” I ask, dry.“We’re going to report it to the bosses and let them decide!”I huff, shaking my head at her as I turn back to Matt –“Don’t look at him!”Kind of stunned by my cousin’s unusual order, I turn back to her, eyebrows again raised. “I’m in charge!” she says, smacking her palm against her mattress with a thwack. “This is my life! We’re doing this my way – not some sick underworld Lupa way! Say it! Now!”I take a deep breath. “I’m not letting him hurt you, Cosette.”
Cosette“Whoa!” Juliette shouts, skidding to a stop at our side. “What – what the hell’s going on here!?”Matty slowly raises to his feet as Demrick groans in pain – and maybe in terror - and I just stand very still, shocked.“Demrick put his hands on her,” Matty growls, glaring down at his enemy before lifting his eyes to Juliette. I watch as he shifts in to his usual calm demeanor – tucking his Lupa identity away, becoming again the hapless nice guy who is so helpful in the kitchen. “I told him not to.”Juliette turns her attention to me, eyes flaring. “Is that true, Cosette?”“Um,” I say, hesitating but then shrugging. God, I don’t – I don’t want this to become a thing. “Yes? He shook me –“Juliette gasps, spinning her attention back to Demrick with ire in her eyes as more people gather
Cosette“Was it a guy!?” he asks again – shouts, really, his arms tightening around me so much that I yelp, surprised as I’m crushed against his chest.“No!” I cry, shaking my head. And it’s not a lie – not really – Max didn’t do anything – and honestly, neither did Sabrina if I’m admitting the truth to myself – I didn’t tell her that I like the Prince, and even if I did I have no claim on him –The only person who’s really hurting me is my own stupid heart –“Who have you been seeing, Cosette?” Demrick snarls, his head lifting and snapping as he looks up and down the hall like someone who dated and dumped me is just going to be standing there thumbing his nose at us or something.“No one!”Demrick snarls again, louder now, his
CosetteI wipe hastily at my cheeks as I rush down the hall, sniffing hard. But no matter how fast my hands work they can’t seem to make the stupid tears just go away.God, this is so embarrassing.But I can’t help it – I’m just…fucking devastated.I couldn’t believe it for a second when I wheeled the cart into the room – I though I had to be imagining it or that my eyes had suddenly broken or that I’d gone insane.Sabrina! Fucking Sabrina in Max’s lap – my Max!My wolf howls and I scowl at myself because…why am I being so stupid!?I whip around the final hall corner and hurry down the basement corridor toward my room, desperate to get in there where no one will see me.Because this truly is so incredibly stupid. And not even just silly – just stupi
SabrinaAnd I remember that he’s always known her name. And while that might be just him liking her pastries and being kind to the employees of this institution, that sort of thing means something to girls like Cosette who are so talented and so often overlooked.I remember back to the night I tried to poison Rhett –And the charm she used on the water – the rhyme so simple, but flexible enough that a powerful Pancibus like her could…could use it every day, bake it right into the bread…Bread that Max eats every morning and evening.My jaw drops when I realize that…Cosette has been protecting him. Protecting Max from any poisons that someone might slip into his food – into any of his food, as long as he eats her bread along with it. And more than that, she’s been boosting his health – everyone’s health who eats her pastri
Sabrina“No!” Rhett calls back to me, pushing the door from the other side. “My thesis statements are fine – I don’t need your damned critiques tonight –“I burst out laughing, pushing harder, and the door gives way just a little bit. We’re all well aware that this is a farce - I’m small enough and he’s big enough that if Rhett wanted this door shut it would be. But I play along, pushing hard, enjoying myself. “Your thesis statements are crap!”“They’re fantastic!”“You need me!” I give one final shove and the door gives, Rhett smirking at me on the other side.He looms over me and points a finger at my face. “You keep your little sparkly pink pen away from my work tonight, Spencer.”I wrinkle my nose at him, all of my teeth bared in a wide smile. “Just try
SabrinaOr! That same bedroom could become the sky itself, and I could conjure up some wings on my back and walk through the clouds, feeling something akin to what it’s like to be a bird. I mean, I wouldn’t be able to touch any of the clouds or feel the wings, but it could be –“Hey!”I turn with surprise toward the voice, my face breaking into a smile when I see Oliver, of all people, chasing me down the hall.“Betty,” he says, smiling and slowing his jogging steps. “Damn, you got far fast.”I laugh, grinning up at him. “Little feet,” I say, lifting one fashionably booted foot and nodding down to it. “Make fast tracks.”His smile deepens. “You say weird shit. I love that.”Joy races through me. God, I love boys.“What’s up, Ollie?” I ask, stepping just half a step closer, ti