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7: Fears

Author: Ahsia Risan
last update Huling Na-update: 2024-11-04 20:26:47

Gianna’s POV

The days passed with a surreal ease, like I’d woken up in a life I’d dreamed of but never dared to believe could be mine. Each morning, I’d wake up to the quiet of the palace, the sun filtering through my windows, casting everything in a warm, gentle light.

My own beautiful room.

The Alphas took turns joining me for breakfast, sharing stories from their lives and listening to mine with genuine interest. It makes me nervous that they are this interested in me but I knew this was what mates are supposed to be like.

It was strange, finding comfort in a place so unfamiliar, with people who felt both new and achingly familiar at the same time. There was something unique in each of them, yet they shared that fierce protectiveness, that devotion.

For me.

Kane was the steady, calm one, his presence always reassuring. Klaus had a teasing smile and a way of lightening any moment, while Keith’s gentleness softened the edges of my own fears. I feel like a newborn around them.

But as days turned into a week, there was an unspoken tension building, a quiet acknowledgment of the bond we shared. It wasn’t just emotional, it was physical too, a pull I could feel as strong as the heartbeat in my chest.

I could sense it every time one of them held my gaze just a little longer, or brushed their hand over mine as they passed by. It was an energy between us, like a low, steady hum that never quite faded. And I knew they felt it, too.

Then one evening, as the four of us sat by the fire, sharing a comfortable silence, Kane’s gaze met mine, a flicker of something deeper in his eyes. He reached across, taking my hand gently, his thumb tracing slow, soothing circles over my skin.

It shoots something straight to my core. It feels soooo good.

“Gianna,” he began, his voice soft yet carrying a weight of importance, “we’ve all been talking… and we feel it’s time we talked to you about our bond.”

My heart fluttered, the excitement mingling with a hint of nervousness. I swallowed, feeling the warmth of their attention settling on me, the firelight casting soft shadows on their faces.

Klaus leaned forward, his gaze holding that playful spark but also something tender. “We want to make sure you’re comfortable. That you’re ready. And that when the time comes, it’s because you want it.”

“We don’t want you to feel pressured, Gianna. This bond… it’s a gift, and it’s as much about your comfort and readiness as it is about ours. When we mate, it’s a choice, a step we take together. Nothing has to happen until you’re certain.”

I blinked, feeling my cheeks heat as I absorbed their words. The very idea of bonding with them, of sealing this connection with a physical union, was thrilling but also overwhelming.

I knew what it meant to mates, the unbreakable connection that came from marking, from completing the mating bond in every way. It was something sacred, and once done, it would be forever.

But three of them? My heart raced at the thought. The pull I felt toward them was undeniable.

Seeing the hesitation in my eyes, Klaus’s hand reached over, cupping my face with such tenderness that my heart stuttered.

“We’ll take things as slow as you need,” he murmured, his voice a low, soothing promise. “You’re our mate, Gianna. That means we’re here for you, in every way you need us. No matter how long it takes.”

Kane’s hand tightened around mine, his thumb still moving in gentle circles that sent a comforting warmth and electricity through me.

“We wouldn’t do anything to make you uncomfortable. This bond means just as much to us as it does to you. And when you’re ready… we’ll be ready too.”

A part of me wanted to trust them, to let go of the doubts that had clung to me for so long. The memories of rejection, the pain Eliot had left in his wake, those wounds still lingered, even if they were starting to heal.

But these men… they were different. They had proven their gentleness, their patience. And as I looked into their eyes, I saw sincerity and reverence, a respect that made my heart feel lighter.

“I…” I took a shaky breath, gathering the courage to speak. “I do want this. I want to feel that bond with you. It’s just… all so new. But you’re right. I don’t want to wait any longer than I have to.” I gave a small, nervous laugh, glancing down as my cheeks flushed. “It’s like a part of me already knows I belong with you.”

Keith reached over, brushing a gentle hand along my cheek, his touch warm and reassuring. “And you do. You’re safe here, with us. This bond… it’s a choice, like we said. But it’s also a promise, to care for each other, to protect one another. We’re in this together, Gianna.”

I took a deep breath, looking from one to the other, the warmth of their gazes wrapping around me like a protective hug.

And in that moment, I felt something shift inside me, a release, a letting go of the fears I’d been holding on to. I could feel the excitement building, a longing that was as much emotional as it was physical. I wanted this. I wanted them.

I gave a slow nod, my gaze steady as I looked into Kane’s eyes, then Klaus’s, and finally Keith’s.

“I’m ready,” I whispered, the words feeling both freeing and terrifying.

They each let out a breath, their expressions softening with relief and anticipation. Kane’s hand tightened around mine, and he shared a look with his brothers, a quiet understanding passing between them.

“We’ll take good care of you,” he promised, his voice a low, gentle murmur. “Every step of the way.”

Klaus’s hand found my waist, his fingers brushing over the fabric of my dress as he turned me to face him. His gaze was intense, filled with both possessiveness and a quiet hunger.

“You’re our mate, Gianna. We’re going to cherish you, protect you, make sure you know just how much you mean to us.”

Kane moved to my other side, his hand coming up to cup my face as he tilted my chin up gently. “If you feel uncomfortable at any moment, all you have to do is tell us. We’ll stop.”

Keith’s fingers brushed over mine, a grounding, gentle touch that made my heart swell with both anticipation and warmth. My nipples hardened as he wrapped his arms around my shoulders.

They surrounded me, their warmth cocooning me and I felt a certainty settle in my chest. These men weren’t just Alpha kings, they were my mates. They were my second chance, my beginning. I won’t let my fears ruin me.

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  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   8: The Other

    Keith’s POV We all hovered over Gianna’s form, I reached out through the mind link to my brothers, feeling the strain in each of us as we tried to process what lay before us. Right there where we wanted her in our bed. She was lying there, so trusting with beauty that could bring any man to his knees but it stirs something painful and raw inside me. Even with my mind sharp and focused, I couldn’t ignore the magnetic pull that her presence created. Mating bond. “Kane” I began in the link, “are you sure about this? She’s…she’s everything the prophecy warned about. But she’s also the only chance we have left.” Kane’s response was quick, his thoughts tinged with frustration. I guess he hates this more than any of uss. “Believe me, I didn’t want this either. But if we don’t break the curse, it’ll tear everything apart, and she’s the only one who can do it. Even if she’s…one of them.” He ground the them. Klaus shifted beside me, casting a glance at Gianna as if afraid she mig

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   9: Mating process

    Kane’s POVMy hand brushed over Gianna’s cheek, my gaze locked onto hers, the world falling away until it was just the two of us in this quiet, stolen moment. It almost felt romantic at this moment and I wanted to pop it out. The sight of her lying there, waiting, stirred something deep inside me, something fierce yet careful. She was ours tonight, here in the soft flicker of candlelight, and every part of me wanted to make sure she felt it, too. It cannot be one sided. “Are you sure?” I whispered, my voice rough as I searched her face. She looked up at me, and the trust shining in her eyes struck me harder than I’d expected. The purity of it, that simple faith she was placing in me, made everything sharper, more real. She nodded, a small, gentle smile gracing her lips.“I want this, Kane,” she murmured. “With you all.”My heart pounded, both excited and careful as I leaned down, capturing her lips in a kiss that started slow and deep, taking my time, letting her adjust to me. Her

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   10: High price

    Klaus’s POV The room was filled with a dim, warm light that softened everything, casting shadows that danced across Gianna's flushed cheeks. She was too beautiful it ached. This was a night she would remember, a night where she was our focus because this is where fate of the kingdom lies. I feel so disgustingly poetic right now I hate it. I kissed her deeply savoring the warmth of her lips against mine, the way she surrendered so completely. Her soft moans filled the room. I could feel my brother’s breath in her lips but fuck it, I need her like my next breath. She was ours in this moment, and every touch, every kiss. Keith leaned in, brushing his lips against her neck, sending shivers down her spine, while Kane’s hand drifted down to her breasts leaving her breathless. He just finished making love to her. As we promised we would. She is not going to detect anything going on. Gianna’s body responded to each of us, vrrywilling, her eyes shining with a mixture of wonde

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   11: Envious circle

    Gianna’s POVWaking slowly, I reached out, but the bed was empty. My hand touched only the cool sheets, and for a moment, I felt a little lost. I was sure I didn’t sleep in this bed alone. There was warmth here with me. Power even. The tenderness between my thighs reminded me of everything that happened last night, a quiet thrill running through me as I remembered their touch, their whispers. And somehow, despite my surprise, it felt... right.I rolled over, catching sight of a tray by the bed with breakfast, and a single red rose resting on the edge. A small card lay beside it, with a simple message. I read the message over and over againRest, Gianna. We’ll be back soon.A smile spread across my face, warm and unstoppable, filling my chest with a flutter I hadn’t felt in a long time. I picked up the rose, its soft petals brushing my fingers as I held it close. It was so beautiful but roses were never my favorite flower. But they gave me. They’d thought of me. They’d taken the time

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   12: The truth

    Gianna’s POVThe weeks drifted by like a fevered dream. Every night was a tangle of heat and intensity, their touches growing bolder, more possessive. It was as though each of them held back just enough to keep from devouring me completely, but every time we met, that restraint seemed to fray a little more. It is a battle of will from what I can see and I’m not sure how to feel about it. I could feel it in the way their hands lingered, the way they looked at me as though they were starving. I couldn’t quite tell if they were trying to stay away or if I was imagining that momentary pause, that held breath. But somehow, every night, it always ended the same , with all of them pulling me close, igniting every nerve in me until we lost ourselves again and again, sometimes until dawn broke against the palace walls.They left each morning, and I’d wake alone, my body aching, a delicious soreness lingering as a reminder of what we’d shared and very very COLD. They’d leave behind soft-spok

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   13: Dark lies

    Gianna’s POV Their voices continued while I remained hidden, feeling numb and way too stunned to move. My brain has stopped working too. “I’ve missed you in my bed, Kane” Helena’s voice was a throaty whisper that grated on my last nerves. That wasn’t even her real voice! “It’s been too long.” Her voice dripped with so much confidence that twisted something sharp in my chest. Confidence that she knows he is hers and he knows that too. Are they mates? But I’m sure all three are mine. I felt it! But why does it not feel so? Kane chuckled, a sound I had once thought was warm and tingly but now it felt detached, as if I’d been seeing only what he wanted me to see. He was always so fucking reserved and fake around me. “We’ve been busy” he replied, his tone softening just for her. I could practically feel his grin through the wall. “Klaus kept me company earlier cause he couldn’t stand his little mate.” Ingrid said or more like purred. The words were so nonchalant, lik

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   14: Game over

    Gianna’s POV I sat against the wall, my body pressed into the cool stone, my hand over my mouth to muffle the sobs that shook me. Their voices continued to drift from the other side of the door, carefree and certain, as they talked about their futures… futures that didn’t include me. I was never part of it. “We’ll finally be able to start a family” I heard Klaus say with a warmth I’d once thought reserved for me. "Without any hindrances." Hopeful I would break the curse for them. And then, in the silence that followed, I felt it, a soft flutter. A faint little nudge in my stomach, as if something very small was reaching out gently and insistently reminding me of its presence. Telling me to divert my attention. I froze my tears momentarily forgotten, my breath catching as I pressed a trembling hand to my stomach. It was tiny, barely there, but I felt it. A kick. My child. A CUB in my womb. A thousand emotions flooded me, a mixture of disbelief, fear, and something ten

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   15: Beautiful lies

    Gianna’s POV The triplets came into the room that night, their faces soft with something close to concern. They moved in as if nothing had changed, as if everything were the same between us. Klaus, his steady gaze, brushed his fingers over my cheek. I hated that I shuddered at the feel of him. I should hiss and call him a bloody playboy and bastard but I swallowed it. Kane was right beside him, holding my hand and toying with my fingers as he usually does. As if he didn’t go fuck another woman right before coming here. Thinking about it, I can smell the girls all over them. I wouldn’t think it’s something because they said they were siblings! Tears burned behind my eyes again but I blinked them away. Keith stood at the foot of the bed, watching me closely searching my face for something I wouldn’t give. Like he could feel the energy I was giving. He was always so observant. “You alright, love?” Kane’s voice was low, almost tender, and it made me grit my teeth. That was

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  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   34: Speechless

    Gianna’s POVThe pain was relentless as it was sharp and unyielding. I clutched the doorframe my breaths coming fast and shallow. I had no idea werewolf childbirth was this painful. They said it wasn’t! This wasn’t supposed to happen. Not now. Not like this. Not with that woman outside trying to see my downfall. The thought that she even knew I was pregnant before seeing me made me hate King more. He told her about my baby! He had no right to fucking do that to me. Another wave hit me this one stronger than the last and I nearly fell to my knees. A strangled gasp escaped my lips before I managed to stumble into the cabin.“Gianna?” Tom’s voice was distant and muffled but growing closer. He was running towards me. I turned leaning against the wall, my vision swimming. “I… something’s wrong,” I managed to whisper with a barely audible voice. Tom was beside me in an instant his hands steadying me. He looked around before directing me to the couch so I can seat. I don’t want to sit t

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   33:

    Gianna’s POVThe moment I saw her I knew nothing good was coming. I wonder how I even knew she was the one having never met her before. Caroline.Her wolf was even more striking up close that is pure white and sleek a stark contrast to the earthy forest. She wasn’t just unnaturally beautiful, she was dangerous, and her presence screamed trouble.Liam and Tom stiffened beside me their attention snapping to King, whose expression didn’t change. Blank as always. I wonder what would get him to show emotions in those eyes. But me? I felt something stir inside me. Anger? Jealousy? Or was it the nagging ache of vulnerability that seemed to chase me wherever I went?I pulled myself up from the ground ignoring the slight pain in my ribs. She cannot see me on the floor like a weak little thing. The baby kicked, a reminder that I needed to stay calm. Stay in control.“Who is she?” I asked my voice harsher than I intended albeit hoarse. Liam glanced at King. Tom shifted uneasily. Neither of th

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   32:

    King’s POVGianna was like a storm on the sparring mat relentless and wild. I leaned against a nearby tree with my arms crossed watching her fight like she had something to prove. She used to have something to prove but not anymore. Liam and Tom exchanged quick glances their concern growing as she refused to hold back. I told them not to let her train right from the beginning but having soft spot for her never goes well for them. "I’m not responsible for whatever happens to her” I muttered under my breath, loud enough for Liam to hear. He shot me a brief disapproving look before returning his attention to her, stepping in to block one of her overly aggressive strikes. We know she could fight and that is okay. Gianna wasn’t just sparring; she was fighting like her life depended on it. She wasn’t trying to win, she was trying to forget. They cannot see that though. They hardly understand what goes on in her head. Even Liam and Tom seasoned fighters who could usually handle her reck

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   31: Lost

    Gianna’s POVThe room was quiet, save for the soft rustle of leaves outside the cabin window. I lay on the bed, staring up at the wooden ceiling. Sleep evaded me my mind spinning with thoughts I didn’t want to entertain. At least not when I want to sleep. Sleep is very important to me. I don’t joke with it especially at night. Somewhere deep inside me I felt it, a quiet, unsettling instinct that trouble was brewing. The triplets had been absent from my thoughts for weeks pushed aside by my focus on surviva. Also on the life growing inside me. But now with my due date looming, they were creeping back into my mind uninvited and unwanted. They are probably enjoying their lives with their girlfriends. Why now? The curse. That stupid cruel curse. Had I broken it? Or were they still bound to me in some way? Since that was the main reason they wanted to mate with me in the first place. I shifted uncomfortably, running a hand over my belly. I hadn’t felt the mating bond in ages. It

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   30: Comfort

    Gianna’s POVThe night air nipped at my skin as I stepped outside the door creaking softly behind me. For a moment, I thought about shifting into my wolf form. The idea of running feeling the wind against my fur was so so tempting. But then I glanced down at my swollen belly, the cute curve of my baby bump pressing against my loose hoodie. It was risk and I knew it. My wolf might be strong but my body wasn’t just mine anymore. With a sigh, I tucked my hands into the pocket of my hoodie and started walking instead. The soft crunch of gravel underfoot filled the air as I made my way toward the pack house where Blair lives. When I reached her window, I picked up a small stone and tossed it against the glass. A soft clink echoed and I stepped back, glancing around to make sure no one else was nearby. The window creaked open and Blair’s bleary face appeared, framed by her chopped blue hair. Her hoodie was pulled over her head, but her narrowed eyes glared down at me. “You’ve got t

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   29: No begging

    King’s POVThe morning air was sharp, crisp, and biting against my skin as I pushed open the cabin door. The sky was a pale gray promising the first hints of sunrise but the woods were still cloaked in darkness. I needed to get away. Her scent was everywhere in my space… soft and floral and maddeningly invasive. It clung to every corner of the cabin like a new scent that doesn’t want to go away fast. I hated it. My cabin used to be my sanctuary a place that is void of distractions, a space of greens and browns of simplicity. But now? Now there were splashes of pink and red. Pillows, of all things, bright and soft and entirely out of place. I shook my head as I jogged into the woods. She’d gone shopping with Tom, and somehow, she’d brought back an invasion of femininity into MY space. Why had he allowed it? Or had they conspired together, knowing it would grate on my nerves? That makes the most sense to be honest. As I ran, the ground softened beneath my feet damp from last ni

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   28: Checked emotions

    Gianna’s POVThe cabin door creaked as I pushed it open, King’s heavy presence looming behind me. The walk back from the field had been silent but the silence only fueled the questions clawing at my insides. I kept trying to resist but nope, my brain won’t stop. The fight, the glares, the whispers… they all led back to one name I couldn’t shake. I didn’t want to ask. I have no business knowing everyone in the pack. Not with the way they welcomed me. I didn’t want to know. But the words tumbled out anyway. “Who is Caroline?” I froze as the question echoed in the space, the air growing heavier along with it. My heart raced as I bit my lip, regretting it instantly. I don’t used to being this blunt. I used to stutter for goodness sake!For a moment, I thought he hadn’t heard me. He was so quiet, so eerily still that I began to doubt if he’d even followed me inside. When I turned, there he was, standing in the doorway, his blank expression betraying nothing. As usual. “No one impor

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   27: Trained wolf

    Gianna’s POVThe canteen was buzzing with chatter and clinking cutlery but the moment I walked in with Liam, Tom, and King, the air shifted. I mean, everyone already thinks I’m getting special treatment even though King gave explicit order I shouldn’t be given one. One thing is for sure, I don’t care what anyone here thinks of me. They don’t know me and I won’t let their shallow thoughts get through my head. Heads turned, whispers started circulating and glares followed me to our table like heat scorching my back. The tension crawled under my skin but I refused to let it show. If it were the Gianna that first came here without knowing how to fight, I would have been scared to come in here. I would keep cowering but knowing I can throw a punch or two makes my back straight. Sitting with them made me feel like I had a giant target on my back. Liam and Tom were easy going as usual cracking subtle jokes about the sparring session. I don’t want to remember but then I feel pride when I

  • The Alpha Kings’ Curse Breaker   26: New friend

    Gianna’s POV “Gianna, you’re up!” The trainer’s unfamiliar voice echoed across the field, loud and sharp. I froze the weight of the moment pressing down on me. Blair nudged me with her elbow, a mischievous grin on her face. Why does she have trust in her eyes? She doesn’t even know a thing about my skills. “Go get ‘em, girl.” she said with her voice filled with so much confidence it made my chest swell. “Whoop some ass for me.” She even let out a loud whoop that turned a few heads but I barely noticed. For the first time in forever, someone trusted me. But had I really gained a friend? Or was she just like the others, playing some long game I hadn’t figured out yet? Time would tell. I stepped into the ring, my stomach twisted into tight knots. My opponent was already waiting. A tall girl with sharp features and a smug smirk plastered on her face. The one who called me King’s whore. I hated her. I don’t usually hate people in instant but this one here? I can’t stand he

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