Nyx's Pov."Hello dear." She smiled at me and I opened the door wider. She stepped into the room and I finally got a chance to look at her well. She didn't look a day over forty and she was drop dead gorgeous. She had really long white hair and she looked a lot like Lycus and she still had those deep black set eyes. I knew she was lycus's mother and instantly I got all shy and flustered."H..i.." I managed to say but it came out as a stutter, damn it Nyx! So fucking pathetic you can't even say a Hi! I chided myself, "Hi." I tried again and this time it came out more formidable.And she did something that shocked me to my core. She pulled me into a bone crushing and loving hug. One that I had never gotten in my entire existence.so this is what Amara feels like when I hug her, I thought to myself as I tried to wrap my head around the fact that she had me in her arms and it felt reassuring, peaceful, it felt like the hug saying that she was here for me no matter what.After quite a whi
Nyx's povFear!That was what flowed through me as I stood rooted to my spot. The power radiating from him as he grew angrier by the moment forced me into submission. I stood with Amara still clutched to me and my neck was bowed."Come here!" He said calmly and it only heightened my fear. Any time Alpha Titan had beckoned on me calmly the punishment was always worse. I shook my head in defiance and stepped back from him, he frowned."I said come here." He growled at me with his hands fisted by his sides and I could see his eyes glaring at me with anger, "Do not disobey me Nyx!"Hera, please talk to me, I need you, I tried summoning Hera trying to get her. I really needed her help, I needed to run. I knew that if I got him angrier he would hit me just like Alpha Titan had, he would punish me.Hera please! I tried again.Nyx, can you hear me? I wanted to leap for Joy, finally she was back, What is going on?We need to run away from him, Lycus.Why?He's going to hurt us Hera.I don't th
Nyx's povpain.I can't really remember the first time I felt pain, it's like I was born with it, into it. I was accustomed to it. I knew pain, I knew what it felt like, sensed like, smelt like. Pain was with me, pain was me. I felt pain each time my father told me hurtful words, each time Alpha Titan had whipped and punished me and each time the pack members took their anger out on me. I felt it when ever Alpha Titan used me, I felt it whenever the unmated pack males used me and I felt it when Lycus voiced out that he will never want me.I felt this thing called pain, emotionally, physically and mentally and it made me weak.Rejection.Would I say this was worse? I remember the first time I felt rejection unlike pain I remember this. I was six playing with fluffy just like Amara did these days and then just there in the lawn, my father walked up to me, drunk as hell telling me that I was a mistake, i killed my mother and he never wanted me. I was just six, the words stung, I understo
Nyx's Pov Our gazes met, my own sad green orbs filled with fear meeting his dark eyes void of emotions. He assessed my features for a while with a frown on his face before looking away like I was insignificant.of course, you are insignificant to him!"You may sit." The Beta chirped sassily like she was in charge and I could have sworn that I heard willow snort.They both approached the table as we sat, still entangled with each arms in arms and I grew nervous as they got nearer.Lycus walked to the seat opposite me and drew it out for the Beta to sit. My heart lurched at this gesture. She sent him a flirty smile before taking her seat which she did while sending me a cold glare.He took his seat next and I felt my insides flutter at the close proximity within us. He was so near and the urge to reach out and smooth his brows which were etched in a frown was strong."Mother." He cleared his throat, "Can we talk outside before breakfast starts?" He asked her and I knew he w
Nyx's pov.what?I met his gaze stunned as I tried to process what he had just said. He looked at me and his eyes seemed as if they were searching mine for an answer."Wh..a..t?" I stammered."You heard me right Nyx." He brought his hand up running his thumb on my jaw softly as his gaze pierced me and I almost melted in that simple yet seductive touch, "I want to feel your lips on mine."ooo daddy! Hera panted in my head and I almost chuckled.so you suddenly back to life now? I asked her, what do I do? You heard what he said right? He wants to kiss me.Are you asking me what you should do? I could sense that she did an eye roll, Girl place your lips on him and fulfill your wish at breakfast!I blushed at her words wondering how she knew what I was thinking earlier that morning."Are you going to say something? Hmm." He slid his thumb across my lower lip now and I shivered at the sparks, my lips parting in ecstasy."Why do you want to kiss me?" I asked suddenly remembering that he hat
Nyx's pov. I leaned against the wall of my room with my heart drumming fast and lips still aching, not in a bad way this time but in a very, very good way.My hands came up to my face and I touched my lips, they both felt swollen beneath my finger tips as a reminder of what had just happened.feeling like this after a kiss? Hera chuckled mockingly, what happens when he finally fu…Hera! I stopped her before she could finish her words as I blushed crimson.I walked to the bed and sat on it trying not to wake Amara.Did he like the kiss? I wondered, did I kiss him well? Was he going to kiss me again? Would this change anything?Don't get your hopes high Nyx, My subconscious reminded me, he clearly said this meant nothing, he is going to mate with the Beta anyway.Tears welled in my eyes as the realisation dawned on me again. I felt stupid for letting him kiss me and touch me like that, I felt used.Anger surged in me at the fact that he thought he could just use me and ge
Nyx's povpowerful wolves? What is she saying? I looked at her without uttering a word as her words rang in my head. What did she mean I was one of the powerful wolves, how is that even possible? I am so weak, I can't even fight. I can't even heal properly."Guessing from the way you look Nyx, I must say you need more enlightenment on what I just said." She said to me, "Come with me."I nodded at her following her as she led me away. She brought me to a room which had a similar door to that of Lycus's office, only that it was smaller.She pushed the door open and we entered.I gazed at the room admiring it. The walls were painted white and there were a lot of book shelves against the walls which were filled with books.Tall glass windows covered the far end of the room which were decorated with golden colored majestic curtains and right in the centre of the room stood a work table and a comfy looking cushion which was behind it. There were two other chairs before the table too."Welco
Nyx's pov"Shit Nyx!" He scowled realising who I was with a look of shock on his face, "Are you okay?" He bent down picking me up and lifting me in his arms bridal style.I felt fuzzy at his action, does he really care this much?"I am fine." I whined from the slight pain I felt in my elbows. He looked at me with worry, walked a short distance before placing me under a tree."You are free." I smiled at him as he inspected my scratched wounds. My heart melted at his display of affection and at the worry that filled his eyes."Yes." He smiled and pulled me into a hug, I gasped in shock at the closeness I shared with him, "All thanks to you love."My heart fluttered at the fact that he had just called me love and I blushed.Get a hold of yourself Nyx!He pulled away from me and I got to look at him well. He was handsome, in the typical cute bad boy kinda way and not devilishly handsome like Lycus, why am I even comparing them?He had fair blonde hair which looked better as it was cleaner
Amara's pov"Once upon a land under the deity of the moon goddess where men were wolves and wolves were men...""But they still are..." Iris groaned as always, staring at me with her eyes twinkling with mischief. I smirked and brandished my makeshift wooden sword before her making her squeal with pretend fright, "I surrender! I surrender!" She cried out with her arms raised in the air earning a smirk from me."There lived three most powerful wolves in the supernatural world, they were called the potens lupi!" I continued, emphasizing my last words, "Two were born brought to the world at first, their fates tied together, the grey wolf and the red wolf, one born with a heart of gold, the other was the spawn of the devil! A bitch from the pits of hell!" I growled remembering how she had ruined my childhood."Bad words Amara, mummy said no bad words," Eros said looking up from his entwined fingers which he had been twisting, an attitude long developed."Fine." I rolled my eyes and silentl
Nyx's povThe moon shone brightly casting its silver rays on the sea as it's waves crashed. My eyes trailed up to the sky to see the sea gulls fluttering their wings as they flew, their caws filled the sky resonating in the atmosphere. I felt the breeze blow gently against my skin and sweep through my blonde locs as I pushed my toes into the cool sound feeling the grains beneath my feet.Tonight wasn't particularly quiet as there was a bonfire at the beach resort. Everyone had been invited. They said it was an avenue for the guests to socialize even if the sole purpose of them coming here was to get away from everyone and relax in peace.Humans are weird, Hera had said when the Lycus told us about the invitation and they considered it somewhat disrespectful and unkind not to honor it."Don't get too close to the water," I yelled after Amara as she stood from my side and ran towards the banks of the ocean. I knew I had to keep an eye on her knowing I haven't been a good mother but I wa
Lycus's pov"She's all set." The doctor said pulling off her gloves while stepping away from the bed, "The luna is due in a week." She added with a smile and I glanced at Nyx to see her already staring at me with a wide grin which I returned with excitement.I have had the chance to be a father with Amara and now the moon goddess was blessing me with another one and it came with a different level of excitement, the feeling of holding our new born in my hands was something I looked forward to."Is there any thing she needs to stay off till then." I asked the doctor as she packed up her stuff, "I want us to be extra careful.""She just has to stay away from any rigorous activities for now and relax a lot." And with her words I gave Nyx a knowing look hoping she would stick to the doctor's words this time.The coming of this pregnancy unleashed a new level of stubbornness and even Hera was worse, neither Spyro nor I could talk sense into them. They felt the need to be more active and agi
Nyx's pov The cool spring wind swept across the length of my gown as I left the cemetery walking away from my favourite tomb stone, I tried to walk as fast as my swollen legs could carry me with my hands atop my baby bump like it was going to fall if I didn't hold it.I walked through the gates, the cool breeze caressed my skin and scattered some of my blonde locs. I squinted at the glaring sunlight while running my fingers through my hair, my eyes out searching for the person I had come with.He wasn't here and I was infuriated. This pregnancy had come with me getting angry at every thing and any little thing that didn't even warrant a reaction, I couldn't control it. The hormones were acting out and I had no control over them.I had told him to wait here while I went inside cause I wanted to be alone, that didn't mean that he should wander away like he wasn't meant to stay beside me."You are done?" His voice pulled my attention and I looked to see him coming from
Nyx's povWinter had always been my favorite season. I felt calmer and at peace with it every year, there was just something about snow, something about it that brings light to my dark world the way Lycus often said I brought light to his. I do not know about others but it brought me peace and tranquility.And as I lay on the snow with my hands and legs spread out, tears dried up and my heart swelling with contentment, I couldn't find a way to hate this season for any reason. I felt happy knowing that my life would be peaceful from now on, knowing that I had slain the people after me with their blood on the snow because it was what they deserved and I had to do it to bring me peace.The angry growls of the rabid wolves echoed as they devoured the carcass of Helena and her wolf. I could feel the drops of snowflakes falling from the sky against my skin and with each passing moment I felt happier.The skies had begun to clear up a bit and my heart fluttered with excitement. It was all ov
Nyx's povFury! Irritation! Resentment! All three emotions that came with rage were what I felt at the moment.I couldn't control myself, my fist slammed into her face repeatedly as she tried to dislodge my sword that was stuck in her, her cries of agony were soothing to my ear as the force of my hits caused us to slide across the snow and deeper into the forest with her back against the ground and the rocks and thorns tearing into her causing more pain.As she healed, the pain and wounds were inflicted by me all over again faltering the efforts of her self healing which frustrated her and she couldn't hide it. My knuckles were busted and my fingers ached as I continued my assault but the pain I brought to her caused me enough satisfaction to distract me from my injuries and Hera did a good job of healing us immediately we got a wound."You fucking bitch!" She snarled crossing her arms and creating her shield, the force sent me flying backwards and I was thrown against a tree, the bon
Nyx's pov(I am not a native Spanish speaker, I used google so don't come for me please)Lycus! I tried reaching him through the mind link as the groans grew but I got nothing but grunts of pain, not even a word plus our connection was faint which was something to be worried about.Spyro! Hera groaned as another wave of pain hit us, the freezing task at hand was forgotten as I hunched over my knees clutching at my heart with my hands. it felt like a thousand pinchers were being twisted in my heart creating piercing feels. And at that moment a fire bolt came in my direction, I swung to the side to avoid it and it hit the wall melting my work.I turned to Helena with a growl as it had come from her, she was fashioning another hit. I twisted my fingers, and aimed them at her crossed fists freezing them before forming a bigger fire bolt than the one that she had created and I sent it right at her, it hit her sending her flying a few paces away as the force at which I sent it was way too s
Nyx's povI like you a lot, I remembered his words as my fingers skimmed his face, his eyes that once looked at me with adoration and fondness were shut tight, I wish I could protect you, I recall when he had said this, "I wish i could protect you too Andros." Tears streamed down my cheeks as I held his face, "Wake up please." I whispered, "You can't die on me Andros."Will you run away with me when things get worse? And instead of that, he took the blow for me, he didn't run leaving me, he took what was meant to kill me, "Andros please." I gripped the tree by it's trunk with my hands pulling at it with all my might and I was able to wretch it from him much to my surprise.You know I do care about you Nyx, His words echoed in my head as I flung the tree aside, my hands gripped his body as he slid down to the ground, no a word was heard from him, not a sigh and not even the batting of an eyelid, I wouldn't mind if you were mine though, These words of his brought the pain rushing in kno
Nyx's povSacrifices! Swords! Baby! Evil! Moon goddess! Helena! Powers! Fight! Resurrection! Clouds! My mind was a torrid cluster fuck as my eyes snapped open and I tried to lift myself from the ground which got me thinking about where I was and why I was laying in the snow.I groaned widening my eyes to see that I was in the grounds of war and my confusion grew trying to know what the fuck was happening plus the weird dream I had about seeing some moon goddess was bizarre.I felt my fingers gripping something and I looked down to see them grasping at a magnificent sword that looked like it could slay anything in sight. A scream wrenched my attention from the sword and I looked in the direction of where it came from.A devastatingly handsome man was currently fighting with an old woman who looked like him and watching him fight was so attractive and...shit! That's my mate and I got to help! I remembered everything now and I leapt to my feet, grabbed my sword and began to run towards t