I peer out of the old sheets that I have hung in my room as curtains. Pulling the latch to my window I shove it open and let the night air come into my room. I had hoped that it would be refreshing but I was wrong. The breeze that hits my face is as warm as the day was. Propping myself up into the window ledge I close my eyes and listen to the sounds of the night. From way up here I can hear everything, and it soothes my wolf, Adeline. Far off in the distance I can hear the rushing water of the spring that feeds into the river and just like always the cool water calls out to me.
My eyes wander to the ground and none of the guards are patrolling on this side of the castle. Swinging my legs outside of the window I let them dangle for a moment while I listen for the sounds of the guards. Satisfied that I won’t get caught, I slink myself out of the window and hold on to the edge until I feel my toes grip the lattice that is underneath. Carefully and quietly I climb out of my window and onto the lattice. Soon my feet hit the soft grass and I take off running in the opposite direction of the castle towards the spring. Not until I am under the cover of the tree canopy do I slow my run to a quick walk, letting my ears guide me to the spring. My footsteps are silent on the forest floor as I dodge every twig and fallen branch. Only the subtle crunching of leaves under my feet fills the night air. The spring is just on the other side of the kingdom’s border. It isn’t forbidden to visit but it is strongly frowned upon. As I reach the small clearing I stay under the cover of the canopy until my eyes scan the area for anyone or anything that may be considered a threat. A strange scent hangs in the air. It is the smell of citrus and pine but there is a sickly smell that is mixed along with it. Almost as if there is flesh rotting somewhere along the spring. Ultimately the realization hits me. Rogues. I am too scared to move as I continue to sniff the air. Frozen in panic with the memory of being attacked, I scan the area for a place to hide. But for some reason the smell of citrus and pine makes Adeline feel safe and calm within the confines of my mind. Against my better judgment, I move to the edge of the tree line and hide behind one of the larger trees. Peeking out from behind it I see a man swimming in the spring. Curiosity gets the better of me and I continue to watch the man swim. I have only seen rogues in wolf form before. The ones that tormented me right before my death. We were always told that rogues were unkempt, ruthless killers. But this man looks anything but those things. His blonde wavy hair is down to his shoulders. His muscular shoulders emerge from the water and I gasp at his nakedness. He turns his head in my direction and I squeeze myself behind the tree trying to hide. “I know you are out there,” his gruff voice sends a shiver down my spine. I don’t dare move from my spot. Instead I steady my breathing a try to decide if my wolf is faster than a rogue. But at this point Adeline isn’t being of any help at all. She is urging me forward. Urging me to meet the naked man in the spring. “You don’t have to run,” he says like he is reading my mind. “I don’t mean you any harm.” I still don’t move an inch from my hiding spot. “Come out,” he says playfully. “Come on. Or I will come drag you out.” I hear the water rustling and splashing around him as he swims through the spring. Before my mind can think about the consequences I jump out from behind the tree. “Please,” I plead. “I don’t want to die.” The rogue looks at me with a questioning look on his face. “Why would you die?” Slowly he emerges from the water, and I advert my eyes to avoid his nakedness. “You didn’t answer me,” he says, and I can hear his footsteps pad against the soft grass, moving closer to me. “Why would you die?” “B-b-because you are a r-ro-rogue,” I stammer out. As I stare at the grass below my feet I can see his come into view and I quickly back away a few steps. “Awe, Cupcake,” he says with a hint of humor in his voice. “I could never hurt a pretty thing like you.” Confusion rattles in my brain. This man would definitely hurt me given the chance. “You w-w-won’t hurt me?” I ask quietly. “Of course not, Cupcake,” he says cheerfully. He arches his neck and looks upwards to the sky. “It will be a full moon in just two days.” I nod at his words and look to the sky with him. “The Labyrinth,” is all I say in return. “You know,” the rogue says with a little of a smirk on his face. “If you came with me… you could avoid the labyrinth all together.” At his words Adeline is panting heavily in my mind and pacing back forth. “What do you say, Cupcake.” Shaking my head at Adeline and her actions I turn my attention back to the man in front of me and try to push Adeline’s dirty thoughts from my mind. “My name isn’t Cupcake,” I say a little angrily. “It is Natalia.” “Well, Natalia,” the man says. “I am Victor. Would you like to swim with me?” He reaches out a hand beckoning me forward. Victor, his name echoes loudly in my brain. The reason I am dead, or I was dead. “I need to get back before someone realizes that I am missing,” I whisper taking a few more backwards steps towards the tree line. “Okay, Natalia,” my name rolls off his lips sensually. “Should I see that you return safely?” I shake my head furiously back and forth before I step backwards into the shadows of the trees. I can hear Victor laughing to himself as he jumps back into the spring. Walking backwards, I wait until I can no longer see Victor; I turn to run. I run through the forest with my feet catching on every twig and fallen branch. I know that I will never get away if he follows me in my human form, it would be faster if I shifted into my wolf. I call Adeline forward. My bones snap and break as they form a new shape. My maid’s dress rips against my skin as white fur sprouts all over my body. Adeline leaps forward with her tongue hanging out of her mouth like a lovesick puppy and bounds through the woods towards the castle.**Indicates a Dream** My body groans in pain as I lay down in my bed. Rebecca has been especially cruel to us this week and my muscles are screaming for some sort of relief. Laying on my cot I try not to think about what tomorrow will bring. Tomorrow is the Labyrinth. Tomorrow my life changes forever for the second time. I wish that I could go into the Labyrinth with hope of finding my mate, but I already know the truth. My mate will not be waiting for me on the other side of the impossible maze. A warm breeze flutters in my bedroom carrying hints of citrus and pine. Adeline goes wild in my mind begging for me to take her back to the spring to see Victor. “No,” I grumble anxiously. “Tomorrow is too important.” Closing my eyes I let the delicious scent lull me into a deep sleep. **“There are things you need to see,” a voice echoes in my mind. “Things you need to know about the past.” I am pulled backwards through the night.
The day is hot. Sweat beads form on my forehead as we stand outside of the castle waiting for Alpha Alexander to come out. I lift my nose to the air and discreetly searching for the scent of my mate, but I know it is too early in the day for me to detect him. I frown at the thought that my mate won’t be waiting for me within the Labyrinth, but I already knew that. I have lived this once before. I should be disappointed, but I am not. I know that Alexander waits for me at the end of the three days. With a loud creek the castle doors open wide and Alexander, my Alexander, walks slowly through the doors and stops just at the edge of the platform. I stare up at his beautiful, chiseled face and butterflies form in my stomach. Even though I know that he will be cruel to me for a few weeks I cannot help but remember how gentle and kind he becomes. Everyone else bows their head in respect as he scans his crystal blue eyes over us. When he reaches me I give him
The sunlight peeks over the tall walls of the Labyrinth and beats down on Adeline’s fur causing her to stir. She stretches her feet out in front of her like a cat would and digs her nails in the dirt floor. Shaking the dirt and dust off her fur from sleeping on the ground. She arches her back and begins to shift, allowing me to come forward once again. Once my bones snap back into place I grab the neatly folded maid’s dress and slip it over my head. As I snap the buttons one by one I lift my nose to the air and sniff. The scent of citrus and pine is nowhere to be found. I cannot help but feel a little disappointed in the fact that I can no longer track down the scent. It is almost like I imagined the scent yesterday. I slip on my black flats, and I look around at my surroundings. The corners and corridors have all changed since I fell asleep last night. I let out a frustrated sigh and my arms flop to my side. Looking around I have no idea which way to go. So I just pick
Adeline refuses to let me rest. The higher the moon grows in the sky the more desperate she becomes to find her mate. She forced the shift hours ago and refuses to give me back the reins. With her nose to the ground she hunts for the scent that she craves. The scent of citrus and pine. She is positive that the scent belongs to her mate. I have long stopped trying to reason with her. We aren’t here to find our mate. We are here to find our way back to Alexander, but she is a wolf obsessed with finding her goal. Never stopping to rest, Adeline keeps hunting our mate until the wee hours of the morning. The sky turns a beautiful shade of orange and purple as the sun rises in the sky. I watch the breathtaking sunrise from behind Adeline’s eyes and I beg her to stop and take a break for a few hours. Letting out a little humph of frustration she finally tires herself out and lays on the hard ground and closes her eyes. Once Adeline’s mind is calm once again I let myself rest
The water in the bath is so hot that it stings my skin, but I do not dare complain. The woman that is scrubbing my body has a very serious look on her face and I remember that she is not the type to be crossed. The embarrassment of having someone else wash you never gets any better. Treating me like a child she lifts my arms and scrubs my armpits. “I can honestly do this myself,” I say embarrassed as she runs the rag over my breasts. “The Alpha King wants you clean,” she mumbles angrily to herself as the rag travels further south. Looking up at her I cannot help but wonder why she is so angry with me. She appears to be around my age with beautiful golden hair that is pulled back into a tight bun. Her clothes are neatly pressed and nothing about her is out of place. Grabbing her wrist with both of my hands I stop her before she reaches my southern regions. “Please,” I say with a little harshness in my voice. “Let me do this myself.” The woman drops the rag in the bath
Margaret shows me to my room and slams the door shut. I hear the jiggle of keys and a click, and I know that she has locked me inside. I let out a sorrowful sigh. The room that has been provided for me is only a small improvement over the small room that I stayed in as an Omega. There is a bed, an actual bed, not a cot with an overly worn mattress. A small dresser is off to one side and another door that I can only assume leads to a bathroom. Making my way across the room I open the small dresser and neatly folded maid’s uniform dresses are stacked inside. Plain white undergarments are in the top drawer. I run my fingers over the rough material and long for the silks and satins that I used to wear. Closing the drawers to the dresser I open up the door leading to the bathroom. There is only a sink and a toilet. No shower. Of course there wouldn’t be one, I think to myself. Only those of important rank and stature would have a full bathroom attached to their rooms. Stri
Slipping out of my bedroom I quietly tiptoe down the halls of the castle. Using the service stairwells only; I quickly make my way out of the castle’s backdoor. I let my heart guide me as I find my way to the spot where I saw the large black wolf standing, but he is no longer there. My heart drops a little as I look down at the massive pawprints he left in the dirt. They disappear just inside of the tree line. Just inside the forest I walk along the trees looking for hints that my mate is still out here. Rustling the leaves on the ground I look for any pawprints that may have been left behind. But there is nothing for me to find. With a frustrated humph, I kick the leaves in front of me and the scent of citrus and pine sprinkles into the air. The scent is faint but it is enough for my nose to follow. Pulling off my robe, I allow Adeline to come forward. As my skin stretches and my body elongates my beautiful white fur sprouts along my skin. Adeline stretches her paws in
“Get up, Girl,” Margaret says loudly as she rips the blankets off my bed. When the bells rang for the servants to awaken, I had rolled over and went back to sleep. My night had been plagued with nightmares of my past life. Visions of being attacked replayed over and over in my dreams. Only this time it was not Raphael that delivered the haunting message, it was Victor himself and his giant black wolf was the first one to deliver the blow to my naked body. I groan loudly at Margaret and pull my pillow over my head trying to drown out her nasally voice. “I said get up, Girl,” she yells out loudly again. Sitting up in the bed I stretch my arms widely to the side and glare in Margaret’s direction. “I have a name you know,” I say with as much smartass attitude as I can muster. Margaret looks down on me with a strange satisfaction. “What is the point in getting to know your name when you won’t be around for long?”“What is that supposed to mean?” I cannot help the jealousy tha
Victor POV Three years later I can hear giggles coming from the kitchen and I just know that the boys are up to no good. "Ezra and Titus," I yell as I make my way into the kitchen. I look around the room and I don't see any sign of the boys. But Crystal and Margaret are unsuccessfully trying to hide the smirks that are on their lips. Standing in the middle of the kitchen with my hands on my hips I glare at my mate's two friends knowing that they are hiding the boys from me. "Where are they?" I ask Crystal and Margaret. "Who are you looking for?" Margaret says with a glint of humor twinkling in her eyes. "You know who," I say as I try to pretend to be angry. "The boys are supposed to be tidying their room." Suddenly a little blonde head pops up from behind the kitchen island and his blue eyes sparkle brightly as he looks at me. "Why do we have to tidy our room," Ezra says with a pout on his lips. Then a little brown head pops up from beside him. Every time I see h
Natalia POVI slowly make my way back to our bedroom after the Blood Moon Ball. It was a glorious event and I was so happy to see how many members of our Kingdom found their mates. I spent most of the evening sitting on my throne with my feet propped up to minimize the swelling. Members of the Kingdom can up to me throughout the night to offer their congratulations and tell me how much happier everyone is in the Kingdom now that Alexander is gone. I have found that many of them are weary of Victor as well simply because he was Alexander's brother. But I assured them all that even though they may look the same they are definitely not the same. Just as Victor and I make it back to our bedroom room a pain shoots through my belly causing me to need to stop and take a breath. Victor is at my side in second. "What's wrong," he asks as he lays his hand on my stomach causing the twins to twist and turn crazily in my stomach.Just as suddenly as the pain came it went away. Standing i
Natalia POVTrying to be as graceful as possible, I waddle my way through the castle to the great throne room. Nicole stays by my side as I walk slowly offering me support whenever I get overly winded from hauling around this large belly. Once we get to the large double doors that lead to the throne room, Nicole gives me a swift kiss on the cheek before she runs off to take her place among the crowd. Even though I have dreamed of this moment ever since the day that I found out about the prophecy, nothing can compare to how I feel right now. The trumpets that surround the room blast loudly, announcing my arrival. Everyone in the crowd turns to look at me. A large lump forms in my throat as I look into all of their anxious eyes. Swallowing down the lump I force my feet to move one foot in front of the other down the aisle. Members of the crowd are reaching through the barriers that are holding them back for my safety. I cannot help but reach out and touch the tips of their fin
Natalia POVEverything hurts. My back. My feet. Everything. Laying on my back on Victor and I's bed I stare up at the ceiling trying to will myself to get out of the bed. I hear the door to our bedroom open but I do not have the energy to look over and see who is standing in the room, but the scent of citrus and pine fills the air and I know that it is my mate. "I cannot believe you are still in this bed," Victor says with a bit of humor in his voice. I try to look at him over my ever growing belly but instead I just flop my head back on my pillow. "You try carrying these pups," I mutter under my breath. I feel the edge of the bed dip down beside me. Victor places his huge hand on my belly causing the tingles from the mate bond to spread over my skin and the pups in my belly to go wild. One of the pups kicks my bladder and I suddenly have to pee. "Ugh," I groan as I try to right myself in the bed. "Now I have to use the bathroom." Victor chuckles to himself as I attem
Natalia POVI look at King Lignum’s outstretched hand and hesitate a moment. “I am not making a deal with you,” I make myself clear. “I will find a way to prove myself to the Werewolf Council without your aid.” “I have already told you,” he says sweetly. “This is not a deal. This is a favor with no strings attached.” “No strings attached,” I repeat after him and lay my hand in his. Without even realizing what is happening I am being pulled through what feels like a vacuum. Images are rushing past me at the speed of light. Closing my eyes tightly, I try not to vomit as we move quickly between the Realms. As suddenly as it started it stops and the sounds of growls fill the air around me.My eyes fly open and I can see that we have landed in the center of the Council’s chambers. Holding onto King Lignum’s hand for support I try to steady myself after the journey that I just had. My eyes dart around the large conference room and I can see that all of the elders are looking
Natalia POVI can hear the sound of someone banging on Esau's door as I step through the portal to the Fae Realm. I look back over my shoulder and see Victor barreling through Esau's front door as the portal closes quickly behind me. Esau is chuckling loudly beside me as he watches Victor try and get to the portal in time and fail. "He's going to be so pissed," Esau laughs hardily. My lips pucker in confusion as I look at Esau, "why would he be pissed?" "Because this is the second time that I have slipped you into the Fae Realm right under his nose," Esau says with a bright smile spread across his mossy face. Rolling my eyes at him and I smack him in the shoulder, but I cannot help but smirk. "He did look pretty angry." "He will find a way to pay me back," Esau sighs a little as he grabs my hand. I let him pull me along as we follow the trail back towards the Castle Flos. We walk together in a comfortable silence as we head towards the castle. I keep the book clutched
Natalia POVThe huge metal double doors that lead to the royal balcony open up with a creak. The sight of the balcony causes panic to rise in my chest. The last time I was out here I killed a man and started a war. My breathing becomes erratic as Victor tries to lead me out onto the balcony. Pulling on my arm Victor tries to guide me outside but my feet don't move. "I can't," I whisper to Victor with fear in my eyes. Pausing for a moment, Victor studies my eyes for a moment and then places a gentle kiss on my forehead. "You can do anything," he whispers to me sweetly. "You are the one true Queen." He looks at me with such confidence that I cannot help but take a deep breath and take a few steps forward. Victor tightens his arm around my waist and slowly guides me out onto the balcony. The night air is chilly as it nips at my bare arms causing me to shiver in Victor's arms. Victor guides me to the railing of the balcony and I hear thunderous cheers from the crowd down bel
Natalia POV"How long have you known?" Victor growls and looks at me with intensity in his eyes. Swinging my legs over the other side of the bed. I walk away from him. Refusing to meet his lingering gaze. Walking over to my wardrobe I finger through the dresses one by one, pretending like I am considering what to wear. Victor walks up behind me, placing his nose in the crook of my neck, he inhales deeply. Before I realize what is happening he has dropped to his knees and is sniffing my stomach, holding me in place by my hips. "Victor," I say as I try to fight him off. "Stop. This is embarrassing." "Is it mine?" He asks as he fearfully looks up into my eyes. Scoffing at his question, I rip his hands from my waist. "How dare you ask me that?" Adeline is pushing forward in anger and I know that my eyes are swirling from green to silver. Grabbing one of the dresses from the wardrobe I storm off into the bathroom that adjoins my room and slam the door. Once I am alone, I b
Natalia POVLocked in my room. LOCKED IN MY ROOM. Victor had me locked in my room for killing his brother. A plan that I thought he and I devised together, but I guess I was wrong. I killed a man that tormented me through not one lifetime but two and I am being punished. He stopped by my room earlier today to tell me it is only until the Council of Elders decides whether or not I am a risk to the Kingdom or not. I did not react so kindly and slapped him across his face. The only peace that I have is knowing that I carry the heir to the throne. Laying on my back in just my opened robe, I look at my stomach in wonder. My once flat stomach now has a tiny bulge just below my belly button. Placing my hand on my lower abdomen I can feel the little flutters of movement coming from within. Even though I am stuck in this room I am not alone, I think to myself. A knock on my door drags me from my thoughts. Closing the robe around my body I don't bother to get up from the position