OLIVIA'S POV.My head hurts a lot from all the voices and memories that I had encountered, but far more than how much my head hurts, my heart does a lot more. No, scratch that. My heart didn't hurt, my heart bled and it is still bleeding as I stood by the lake. How could a single person have gone through all those pains that came as memories to me? How could a clan be so wicked to treat one of their own in such a callous way?"Aaahhh!" I screamed at the intensity of the pain I felt from merely thinking about it.Worse, each time the memories hit, it always felt like it had happened to me and not to someone else. After that, I would calm down for a while and I would realize that it hadn't happened to me but to the person whose voice is in my head. Between those times when the memories hit me like they were mine and the time I realized that they weren't mine, I went on a full-scale killing agenda. I take out the life of anyone and anything I come across.While a part of me would always
OLIVIA'S POV.After we left the forest, my mate took me over to the cabin as she had promised. It was a small cabin that had only the basic necessity of life. No frivolous things, neither are there flashy things like in the stories of the fairy tales. It however has the comfortability that anyone would sell for such would find with it.It helped me adjust to the new life that had been bestowed upon me. My mate also did her utmost best to make sure that I was comfortable and nothing triggered the voice that had made itself at home in my head. But that still didn't stop the demon from getting activated.For the past two weeks that I had been here with her, she had done nothing but take care of me. She would get the water from the stream, hunt for our food, and still make the meal. The only thing she allowed me to do around the home was just read and relax. I found out that reading helped me to soothe the voice in my head like Alex was someone that had also enjoyed reading or he had sta
LEO'S POV.It's been a few weeks since the witch and I sacrificed Olivia's blood on the tree and a little war broke out. Like a child's play, a day turned into days, and days turned into weeks. I called it a little war because the bloodshed wasn't as gross as I had wanted it to be. While the witch and I had agreed that we needed to stay calm and let Olivia do all the killings, even though I wasn't pleased with that fact.No, it wasn't just the fact that I wasn't pleased with. I was also not pleased with the witch who had taken it over herself to turn to the leader after we had taken over Black Shrout but there was little to nothing I could do while she was still in control of everything.I had to let her be and watch at the sidelines while she kept ordering what was left of the people of Black Shrout all around in their own kingdom. The few people that had dared to question her authority she had made sure that their breath seized the very next second. After she had used about ten peop
"Hail Alpha Leo!" The troops yelled out in greetings as I stepped into the scene which looked dusty and reeked of grown men's sweat.I had unified Black Shrout with Blue blood so I had double the number of troops I had when I ruled blue blood moon. Also, I had changed my headquarters to black Shrout because it had good scenery and was also advantageous during war because of the direction of the wind. I nodded to the troops and the commander, Tuco directed them to continue training. I liked this man because of his diligence and the eye he had for opportunities.His Alpha had asked him to gather warriors to kill me but all I had to do was offer him more than the pathetic excuse of an alpha could and he immediately answered to me and killed his Alpha.I smiled, life would be easier if everyone just answered to me and do whatever I wanted.This thought led to another interesting thought and I decided it would be quite fun to test it out.But first... I had to visit a little someone.I tu
LEO'S POV"Hail Alpha Leo!" The troops yelled out in greetings as I stepped into the scene which looked dusty and reeked of grown men's sweat.I had unified Black Shrout with Blue blood so I had double the number of troops I had when I ruled blue blood moon. Also, I had changed my headquarters to black Shrout because it had good scenery and was also advantageous during war because of the direction of the wind. I nodded to the troops and the commander, Tuco directed them to continue training. I liked this man because of his diligence and the eye he had for opportunities.His Alpha had asked him to gather warriors to kill me but all I had to do was offer him more than the pathetic excuse of an alpha could and he immediately answered to me and killed his Alpha.I smiled, life would be easier if everyone just answered to me and do whatever I wanted.This thought led to another interesting thought and I decided it would be quite fun to test it out.But first... I had to visit a little som
VANESSA'S POVThis was the happiest I felt in my entire life. With Olivia watching me water the flowers, I felt warm and home. She was home and I wanted her to stay by my side forever.Her beautiful eyes glazed towards me making me feel seen and loved.Many of the rouges here were scared of crossing our paths because they claimed she was a heartless killing machine and I did not believe it because I knew how warm Olivia was. When we first met, she was kind and protective towards me. After watering the flowers, I walked towards Olivia who was staring at me at though I was the most interesting thing.I immediately remembered the jewelry I made the other day, I had wanted to give that her before but I forgot about it.A smile crossed my face and I cupped Olivia cheeks with my hands. "I'll be back, love."Olivia simply stared at me and I scurried into the house and to the shelf in the kitchen. I had crafted the ring with my own hands but I must have forgotten it in the kitchen. I rushe
JULIAN'S POV"Olivia," I said and moved swiftly towards her. I grabbed her wrist and looked into her eyes which held confusion.I was enraged. That wasn't how she looked at me when I kissed her, that wasn't how she looked at me when we fucked!Why was she so distant from me now?Why couldn't she tell that I was her mate and not Vanessa? Why couldn't she feel me?!"Olivia," I repeated and grabbed the small of her waist to pull her closer to me.Shivers ran down my spine and I cursed under my breath. I looked into her eyes which held feelings of surprise."You also felt that didn't you?"She looked at me without responding."You have my mark near your collar bone, Olivia. I know your body well." Olivia's eyes widened and she struggled to back away from me but I wasn't letting her go. Never.Not after what I went through before finding her."No," she averted her gaze from me and struggled from my grip, "Vanessa is my mate."I scoffed, "Then explain this!"I held the sides of her face a
OLIVIA'S POV"Are you sure, Olivia? Once I leave, you'll never see me again."My heart ached but I maintained a straight face."Even if you died, I wouldn't care."Maybe I shouldn't have said the last part because I could see the hurt cross his facial expressions. "Alright!" He yelled and turned to leave. I wiped the tear that rolled down my cheek. It was my fault.He never once turned to look at me. He had meant his words.I wasn't going to see him again..."Olivia?" Vanessa stood from the ground tugged on my forearm, "T-that man is weird, he said a bunch of nonsense—"" —I remember everything," I announced. Vanessa froze and she let go of my arm."I'm sorry," She murmured under her breath. I turned to look at her and her head was bowed with a look of guilt plastered on her face.I laughed, "Why did you lie to me?!"Vanessa did not dare look me in the eye. I sighed, deeply. Because of her, I had lost my soulmate —"No, it's because of you." My wolf yelled in my head and I in
*Olivia's POV*I sobbed over his still body, feeling a part of me dying. He couldn't be dead. He just couldn't. I wrapped my arms around him, praying to anyone who cared to listen."Please don't take him away from me. I just got him back. I wouldn't let you take him away from me." I buried my nose in his chest, breathing in his scent.I felt something brush my cheek and I lifted my head. A faerie was smiling at me, his eyes friendly. "You must be the mate." I curled my body over Julian's protectively, narrowing my eyes at the intruder.The faerie smiled, shaking his head. His hair fluttered out like water behind him. "I am here to help you, Luna. I saw everything that happened. It went surprisingly well."I stared at him, pulling Julian closer to my chest. "What are you saying?" "I saw everything that could have happened. The different possibilities. This path was surprisingly fortunate."He looked at me and the look on his eyes made me shiver. "Do you wish to know what could have hap
OLIVIA'S POVMy legs moved faster than I thought was possible as I headed to the packhouse, my legs were already sore from the running but this was Julian we were talking about, I couldn't let him get himself killed. He shouldn't have come here in the first place. He had no idea that Leo was an insane person.I forced my worn-out legs to keep moving no matter the pain that shot up through my legs.I breathed in and paused for a moment to catch my breath. Beads of sweat formed on my forehead and I wiped them with my sleeve.Moon goddess, please...My feet brushed through the corpses in front of the packhouse.My heart tightened and I look over at their faces, "No, not Julian."The corpses lifeless faces reminded me of the people who I had killed in rage.Memories of how I killed my brother, Gillian also filled my head.I had ripped out his heart with no remorse despite his words.I always blamed him for treating me unkindly, yet I killed him. Wasn't I worse than him?Was this why the m
OLIVIA'S POV."There's one more thing, my lady." The leader said in a serious tone.I lifted my eyes and stared at him in wonder about what else he could want from me."What would that be?" I asked him when he didn't say anything for almost a minute after he had spoken.He got up, came to my side and he began to pace around me. All through his scrutiny, I was very nervous but I tried my best to keep my anxiety down since I didn't want to display fear in the den of the wolves. At last, he stood in front of me and stared directly into my eyes."I can still smell your fear, my lady. Have you forgotten that I am an Alpha wolf? My sense of smell is a lot heightened than that of ordinary werewolves." He told me.When I looked at him in shock, he flashed his teeth before me. I wanted to vobblered him but I held on to my restraint. Gone were the days of mindless killings."You feel like killing me, don't you?" He asked me again with a naughty smile. He didn't wait for my response or my anger
OLIVIA'S POV.The Emerett's people moved out of the cage and I followed them at a safe distance, making sure that none of them spotted me. Ever since Emerett had taken me into his care and he and his people had done nothing but take care of me. Emerett made sure I never packed for a thing even once and his men treated me with respect. Even the books that Emerett never joked about, he had allowed me to borrow them times without numbers.There was however one thing I had noticed about the group led by Emerett ever since I had arrived at the cave. Even though the men were very good werewolves who knew how to hunt for good meat, they always came back with little.Although Emerett had given me a head up about how the other party called White Ice had always stolen the prey his men hunted for and even when I had monitored them and saw how they acted for myself, it had been a little bit hard for me to come up with the perfect plan for Emerett's men to accept me. But now I have the perfect pla
*Julian's POV*I tried not to let my emotions show on my face as I stormed past the gate. Two of the guardsmen were sleeping, immediately getting up when I passed.I was too tired not to stop and scold them. Everytime I closed my eyes or stopped to breathe for even a second, I saw Olivia's face. I kept hearing her voice. She had chosen Vanessa over me. A few werewold kids were playing in the park, some of them stopping bouncing the ball to wave at me. I waved back, faking a wide smile.One of them pointed at their heart, calling out. "Where's Luna?" I bit my lip, shaking my head as I walked away. I knew my people would ask about Olivia, since they were aware I had left to get her back. I sighed, rubbing my forehead. This was going to be a problem. My wolf snorted, rolling his eyes. I ignored him, changing my direction to walk towards my cabin. Hopefully, no one would be there.I swung the door open, trying to ignore the little presence and scent of Olivia that lingered inside. I cu
*Olivia's POV*I stood there waiting for about a minute before Ron came back and the first thing he said when he saw me was. "The dress fits you better. Maria would be thrilled."I assumed Maria was his mate and I nodded at him, lifting the gown so it wouldn't sweep against the floor. I walked behind him, pondering on how exactly to project myself so the clan liked me.I needed their approval to stay here. Ron led me down another staircase and I lifted my eyes to see a spread of them. The pit was dug out like a concert arena. The uplifted part was decorated like a throne and I saw Emerett sitting on the chair. He had his head in his hands, and he only looked up when the whispers started. His eyes widened and he moved to his feet. Ron nodded at me, going to stand in the crowd. I could feel all their eyes on me as I made my way to the stage and I tried to tune out my ears so I wouldn't hear what they were saying.My wolf was more curious and she won this battle."Oh my goodness. She i
*Olivia's POV*Emerett decided to take me around the cave after the mini breakfast in his room. The cave was bigger than I expected, with curtains and mud walls sectioning it into smaller parts.There were a few wolves outside the curtain rooms, watching me with suspicious eyes. I could feel their eyes bore holes into me with every step I took."They are watching me." "They have never seen a wolf like you before. Fear not. They would attack you as long as you stand by me." I looked one in the eye as we passed by her grinding something that looked pink. The coldness in her eyes made me shiver and rub my forearms."They don't take a liking to new people?" Emerett glanced at the woman over his shoulder. "That's just how Edith behaves. She lost her husband to an intruder so she is really suspicious of every new person we bring. She will eventually warm up to you."I sincerely doubted that, but I kept my mouth closed. The cave was huge and it seemed the tour would never end. I took note of
*Olivia's POV*I kept running, feeling the wind rushing in my ears. My wolf was tense, making me run faster than normal. I heard a growl behind me and I made the mistake of looking back. I stumbled over a tree trunk and fell to the floor. "Get her." I heard a voice hiss and I immediately scrambled to my feet. I took on a fighting stance, glaring at them. The one in the middle was staring at me with wide eyes. His eyes were dark, like the night sky when the moon was nowhere to be found. Behind him were at least three more wolves, all wearing the same band around their wrists. I felt a shiver crawl up my spine when I realized what they were. My wolf said it for me, her voice sounding like a growl. "Rouges."The night sky eyed wolf smiled, standing straighter. "You are smart. But I would beg to differ since you are here. What are you doing around our parts?" I kept my eye on him, watching him move around me. "I don't want any trouble."One of the rogues laughed, rolling his eyes. "T
OLIVIA'S POV.I dragged Vanessa's body out of the cabin into the woods, grunting all the way. The tears wouldn't stop flowing from my eyes either at the loss of the woman who had been nothing but a friend and a protector to me. When I finally managed to drag her to the backyard, in the deep of the woods, I was already panting for breath and wishing that some sort of help would arrive for me.When I looked at Vanessa's dead body which was beginning to smell a little, the tears fell even more. They ran down my cheeks in streaks like they were racing for the finishing line that would signify their survival. Perhaps, I should be honest withh myself at the junction where I was now.Vanessa's death had a huge toll on me than I was letting on. It affected me deeper in my spirit than I care to admit to anyone. I have myself a cynical cruel short laughter. Who was I kidding? There was no one to let out my emotions or what I was going through. It was just me, the dead body, the trees, the anima