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The nightgown looked nice and beautiful, I picked it up and wore it, the thought of him having sex with me this night made me afraid. I lay on the bed, facing the window, and covered myself with the white duvet waiting for his arrival. I closed my eyes and prayed to the moon goddess that she stops him from coming because I couldn't bare going through another hurtful vigorous sex. I closed my eyes, and opened them at intervals looking at the clock, anticipating 12: 00 AM. While on the bed, my mind went back to the flash drive. I stood up immediately and reached for the dress that he tore. I remember putting it in my breast pocket, I walked towards where the torn cloth was, picked up the cloth, and tried locating the breast pocket. I won't forgive myself and I won't forgive him if I don't see the flash drive. I placed my hands in my breast pocket, my heartbeat increasing. I shut my eyes as my fingers went into the pocket, lo and behold, it wasn't there. It was gone, I fell to