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63. Toxic and Harsh

Author: Kiki Jones
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-29 18:42:12

HAYLEE

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“I’m glad you gave me a chance. You gave us a chance, Haylee.” Alpha King Xalen’s rich voice echoed, hitting my eardrums and sending sweet vibrations through my body. His smile was even brighter than the day. "I promise you, Haylee. I won't let you down.”

This was happening?

I was giving him a chance.

Heck! I would give him a chance because I could tell my life was about to take a new turn.

Of course, I still couldn’t believe that the cruel Alpha King was mine. Not just my destined mate but a destined mate who had accepted our bond and vowed to never hurt me. At least not again.

So why wouldn’t I smile when he took my hands and stared deep into my eyes? Why wouldn’t my heart flutter with joy and the kind of warmth I had never felt before? That has to be love, right?

Was this what love felt like?

“Yes, Haylee. This is love. This is our love story, and we have begun the sweet journey of love against all odds.”

Alpha King Xalen replied, making it known that he was in my head
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