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Chapter 19

Author: Ho_Femme
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I woke early the next morning. My wolf was excited. She couldn't wait to see our mate again, but little did she know, I planned on avoiding him as best as possible. I didn't want to talk to him. I wasn't ready for a relationship. I wasn't ready for him, for anything like that.

I pulled on my workout clothes and for some reason sensed that I would be running alone. But I didn't mind. I wanted to run by myself. I wanted to be alone and I didn't like the idea of my mate possibly showing up.

I left the house, slipping past Ezra and Jenny who were tangled up in each other in the middle of the kitchen. I often walked in on them kissing, and it never usually bothered me. But on this particular morning, it made me feel sick to my stomach.

I thought about my mate. Liam. I thought about how we might be like that one day. It made me happy and sad at the same time.

I started on my run, keeping a slow jog at first. The air was bitterly cold and I almost decided to go back to the cabin and sit in f
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