ITHRANot as good as my tits?I huffed as I walked through the woods, trying and failing to put off the flames in my cheeks.Zadok was unreasonable, I thought. Remembering his lopsided grin as he teased me without shame. I couldn’t have it with him. I walked through the bushes, placing thoughts of Zadok in the corner of my mind. My stomach growled, reminding me of the hunger that ate at me. There was nothing in the forest - not even a single bunny. I wondered where the animals fled and why. A scare came upon me at the thought of them running away. If they had all run away, I presumed something scared them - and whatever it was, I knew I needed to be wary of it. I pulled out my knife and stayed guard, and my eyes opened for any unfriendly attacks. I heard rustling in the bushes and turned around with my hands clutched tightly on my knife. I smiled when I saw an antelope feasting on leaves. I felt joy as I checked out its large behind and hinds. Meat. I thought with a smile, gettin
ITHRA Zadok was brimming with energy. He carried the dead meat and led us back to the cave without breaking a sweat. I even felt stupid for worrying over him. From my observations, he was as strong as a calf. His Alpha genes must have hastened his healing, thus giving him back his strength. It was beautiful to behold him back as the protector I knew him to be. A butterfly flapped in my stomach, and I killed its motion before it could take off. I couldn’t be fawning over Zadok. I shook off the weird thoughts that plagued me and walked by his side - ridding me of the view of his legs from behind. I didn’t miss the feeling of despair that hit me at the loss of that precious view. This time, I violently shook my head, trying to rid the thoughts that brought heat to my cheeks. What was going on with me? I thought. Unknown to me, Zadok’s attention was well on me. “Any problem?” He asked with a gruff voice. I was startled, but I covered up with a tense smile. “What do you mean?”
ITHRA “Ithra! Please, help us!” My mother screamed as she burned alongside my sisters. My eyes were red with tears as I helplessly watched the fire devour them while they screamed for help. I couldn’t come close to them. I got held by Athaliah and Azriel - who refused to leave me as the others burned every hut in the Celtz clan. “Please. Stop it, I already pledged my life to him, I already agreed to help him! Please, just spare their lives. I beg of you.” I cried, “It was stupid of you to think I will let these scoundrels live. You are lucky you are still alive. Had it not been for our Alpha’s generosity, you should be burning with them!” Athaliah said, eyeing me with disgust. “Kill me!” I screamed, unable to hold myself. “Kill me right now because death is worse than this! I can’t live with this memory. End my life this instant.” I yelled, getting tired of the torture. “Gladly,” Azriel said, tightening his hold around me. “I would love to rid this earth of trash like you, but
ITHRAWe trekked all night long. My feet hurt. My body was sore, but I refused to give up. My pride refused me to retract my words and demand us to rest. Zadok was agile. He brimmed with energy as he made way for us in the dark forest. He didn’t look back even once. Everywhere was hot, and Zadok created a torch made out of firewood in the shortest possible time. We continued the journey that suddenly felt like it had no end. Zadok suddenly stopped in his tracks. I bumped into him, lost in thought. It felt like I walked into a steel door. “What?” I asked, too tired to be anything but soft. “We rest here.” He stated and dropped the torch on the floor. I couldn’t accept defeat, “No. I told you we must get to the Cold Valley before resting. If we stop now, all our efforts will go to waste. We must continue.” I picked up the torch, determined to continue. Zadok grabbed the torch out of my hand. I could see his clenched jaw through the glow of the light. He was pissed. “I wasn’t as
ITHRAWe woke up to a freezing atmosphere. Zadok and I journeyed through the Valley of Thorns. In our journey so far, this has got to be the longest walk yet. Thankfully, we were close to leaving the Cold Valley, and we could tell by the coldness that increased as we went further. “Finally.” Zadok said, stopping in his tracks, “We are here.” He faced me with a smile. “Welcome to the cold valley.” I searched for signs that told me we were in the cold valley but saw none. “Where does it say so?” I voiced my concerns, and he smiled. “Surely, you don’t expect a signpost in the dark forest, Ithra,” he said sarcastically. I rolled my eyes, “No shit, Sherlock.” I gestured to our surroundings, “Forgive me for looking for something that suggests we are out of the Valley of Thorns.” I opined, “Other than the increased coldness, there’s nothing out of the ordinary.”“That’s because we are yet to cross its thresholds,” Zadok said, studying the map. “From my analysis, it should be right her
ZADOK “She’s right, you stubborn human! Are you trying to kill yourself?” My wolf, Kir, said in my head. I mentally rolled my eyes at his ridiculousness. “Stay out of this, Kir. I have no time for your side talks.” I replied to him through my mind, and he snickered. Rude. “I don’t know, okay?!” Ithra threw her hands in the air. “All I know is that I am cold, and you are in no position to get us through this Valley.” “Why don’t you let me be the judge of that?” I asked, tired of the arguments. “We don’t have time to waste. Let’s get going.” I walked through the snow and felt my bones shake from their marrow. I clenched my teeth, feeling partially numb in my feet. Shit. The map depicts the journey through the Cold Valley as a short one. I’d heard a lot of people died in this particular valley, and for a while, I wondered why and what monster lived in this part of the forest to warrant such a high death rate. There was no monster at all. The monster that killed many travellers
ZADOK I felt my body weaken, and I felt at the brink of death. “What are you doing?” I asked Kir, panicking within me. “Since you have refused to submit to me, I will show you how weak you are without my help.” My body felt like chards of ice were pricking my skin. It felt like the cold increased - so much that I fell to my knees. My legs couldn’t carry me anymore. “What is wrong with you?!” I heard Ithra’s panicked voice from afar off. I could barely keep my eyes open. My insides were freezing, and every single organ was failing. It felt like I was in a cold room. Every single fluid in my body was dried, dead. My heartbeat slowed, and I could taste death. “Can you see how weak you are against me?” Kir asked. I heard the anger in his tone. I didn’t answer. I didn’t speak. It hurt too much. Was this what Ithra was going through all this while? How was she surviving? “Remember this the next time you choose to disregard me,” He growled. “You are as weak as a human without
ZADOKThe ride with Ithra was joyous and filled with hearty laughter. Despite being relegated to the back of the fun, I derived joy seeing her lay freely in Kir’s fur as he took us through the cold Valley. At some point, I felt stupid for not allowing Kir to take the reins earlier. He was more suited to take us through the Cold Valley than I will ever be. “I see you are getting wiser, human.” Kir’s voice intruded my thoughts, and I tried not to be offended. “I didn’t realise you were paying attention.” I said bitterly, “Last I checked, you shut me off without a care.” “Jealous?”I near damned coughed blood at the audacity of this wolf. “Jealous?!” I said incredulously, “What in the world am I supposed to be jealous about, Kir?” “Me.” He said it so casually that I felt like smacking his head. “We are the same person, so it’s not feasible,” I said before Kir, feeling a sense of accomplishment afterwards. “Good to know you’re learning.” He said, and once again, put up the mental