"My heart is so full of you, I can hardly call it my own" ~ Liana Rădulescu "Ti aspetterò." The word rolls off Cara's tongue smoothly. I listen to her intently, my eyes are fixed on her lips to notice how they move. "Ti aspetterò" I repeat confidently, making sure to keep my accent in check. "Bravo!" she nods in approval with a wide smile. She is really a mature teacher for her age, she waits patiently for me to understand, she does not get irritated even if I ask her the same question a couple of times. I have resumed my Italian classes with her, this time these sessions are strictly arranged to learn the right words. That is what Alessandro said, but I am the one learning and going in the right direction has never been my route. I am not going to disturb Cara for now, I know she got in trouble because of me but when I asked her she brushed it off saying Alessandro just warned her to teach me properly. I know he did more then just warning her, I am sure he threatened the poor wom
"Dying to know. Afraid to find out." ~Unknown "Lunch time" Christine announces entering the room, I quickly crumble the note in my fist and hide it behind my back passing her a small smile. She gives me a confused look, her eyes travel to my hand that is behind my back, she is about say something but I stop he. "I'm coming" I nod at her. She closes her lips then nods back, I notice her eyes switching from my hand to my face. "Ok" with that she walks out, closing the door behind her, I shut my eyes with a small sigh. 'Be careful now Tina!' My subconscious says to me. If I need to get to the bottom of this, I need to be careful, I cannot trust anyone right now, especially Alessandro, if he really is hiding something from me. I hide the note and rose with the other one’s in my closet, with one last look I leave to join everyone in the staff dining room. I prefer having lunch with the staff. Antonio and Angelo also join us in here. I enter the staff dining room and take my seat. Slo
"It's not what's under the Christmas tree that matters but who's around it." ~ Charlie Brown "Merry Christmas!" I cheer while entering the kitchen, everyone present their chuckles at me. They greet back with the same enthusiasm, I love, love, love Christmas! I did not even realise that it was nearing, a few nights ago I felt the sudden shift in the weather, it made me curious. I inquired about the month and found out that it is DECEMBER! I was always prepared ahead for this month back at home, but since I have arrived here, I have not checked the date in a long time. I could not find it out sooner because it does not snowfall here. Christine told me that the northern side of Italy is where it snows while the southern side where we reside is moderate during winters. I was also surprised to find out that it has been almost 2 months since Alessandro and I got married. The realisation brought different emotions with it, I felt happy and content knowing that I found the love of my life
"Even in silence there is chaos" ~ S. Ajna You know that feeling? When you lose all senses for a minute and it feels like your soul left your body? Everything around you just blurs for a moment, your heart stops. That is what I felt, when the rough voice whispered in my ear. Who scares the crap out of a person and wishes them Christmas? I cannot help but think as soon as I register his words. I try to relax my body while regulating my breathing, I cannot panic. I have seen enough thriller movies to know that panic does not end well for the victim. I feel my captors gloved hand tightening around my mouth, I take in slow long breathes, through my nose. As if being held by a stranger is not enough, I see my surroundings suddenly turn dark, the main power has been shut down. "Ah, il piano è avviato" (Ahh, the plan is set in motion) I hear my captor murmur to himself, I can sense the smirk on his face by the smugness of his tone. "Don't try anything or it won't end well for you" he spea
"We ignore truths for temporary happiness." ~Unknown The sound of gunshots slowly dies down, I sob sitting on the floor. I feel distraught and confused but most of all scared. The reality of me being all alone struck me like a thunderous lightning, there is no one who I can call mine or run to, crying my heart out. I thought Alessandro was someone I can call mine forever, but after this encounter, I am doubting it. For the first time, I am unable to be strong, for the first time since I came here, I am unable to keep the promise that I made to myself on my wedding day. I promised myself that I will be strong. But I don't know what to fight for, I don't know what the truth is. I just feel tired and confused. I harshly wipe my tears with the backs of my hands, I take in deep breaths and stand up. The room lights up making me flinch, I close my eyes at the sudden light, it feels harsh. I blink my eyes a number of times, trying to adjust them to the bright light, when I am able to open
"You walk in, and my heart beats different." ~ Butterfies Rising Few days later... "So, now he decides to show up?" I ask with anger evident in my tone. "He busy" Christine's nervous voice fills the room. "Then tell him, that now I'm BUSY" I say making sure to put pressure on the word 'busy', she does not like my answer by the visible frown on her face. "He waiting" she says in a small voice, this woman is stubborn. I huff turning around, "I'm coming" I say with now a frown of my own. Her face lights up, she walks away to her Capo's study to inform him that I am on my way to meet him. He has called for me downstairs. I follow behind her, but in a slower pace, taking my sweet time to reach there, he decides to come back home after God knows how many days since that incident and expects me to meet him as soon as I receive his message. I was worried sick for him, Christine told me that he ran to get me as soon as the lights went off that day but he was shot and then chaos. I wan
"To young hearts, keep beating, keep breaking, keep falling in love." ~Unknown I am pulled out of the secret room, my mind is running a mile per minute. The wall slides back to it's original place when we exit the room. That is when I realise about the situation in hand, Alessandro's mom is alive and someone has dragged me out of the room. I quickly look at the person who has a firm grip on my upper arm. "Christine?" I frown as I take in her pale face, she is panting heavily as if she is out of breath. Her face is a sickly pale, she looks like she is about to faint any minute. On que her knees buckle up but I am quick to hold her before her body collides on the floor. "Christine!" I shriek, patting her cheek softly. ~~~~~~ "Are you ok?" I ask her cautiously while holding the glass of water for her. She gives me an angry frown. "Maledetti ragazzi mi uccideranno un giorno" (you damn kids will kill me someday) she mutters under her breath. We are in my bedroom, she is sitting on
"You touched the place in my heart where love runs wild" ~Perry Poetry I want this. No! I need this! My head rests against his hard chest, my ear is placed right above his heart, listening to it's steady beats. I think, I should give up on ever hearing it's erratic beats, this heart of his that has made me it's slave is very stubborn. Not showing me a single sign of emotion but I still love it. I place my lips over it, "You stubborn heart" I whisper with a frown, I place a small kiss over my husband's chest, imagining kissing his heart directly. Alessandro's arms tighten around me, I fix my gaze up at him to find him staring straight ahead. I roll my eyes, I guess I have to step up like always. I cup his light stubble jaw, pulling his face down leveling our eyes, "I'm going to kiss you" I say. I don't know why I said that, maybe I have a fear of his rejection so I want him to reject me before I lean in. Nonetheless, he stays stiff, hinting me to go for it, I lean in, smashing my
"With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come"~ William Shakespeare10 years later..Alessandro's POV:"We've come so far haven't we?" Antonio says with a small satisfied smile as he closes the file I had signed seconds ago."Indeed we have uncle" I agree nodding my head slightly, "the business is flourishing, you are the first one in our generation to bring this family to where it stands today" he boosts proudly about my accomplishments.I was well aware of how much he loved to talk about how our mafioso is one of the most feared one in the world, I didn't stop him either knowing that there were only very few thin
"After all, soulmates always end up together."~Unknown"Aida.""Hmm?" I tilt my head upwards to have a better view of Alessandro, he was deep in thoughts while stroking my hairs. "I want to name our daughter Aida." he says placing his hand on my protruding stomach."It means happiness." He kisses my forehead, explaining further.I chuckle at his words, "that is a beautiful name but how are you so sure that it's going to be a girl? What if it's a boy?" I ask curiously as I place my hand above his.This was pure bliss.Him, me and our baby. No problems, no lies, no past.. Just us, our world."If it is a boy, then we will make another one so it would be a girl" he says with a big smile as if he has it all figured out, I laugh heartedly "that's not how it works, what if the
"The best time for new beginnings is now"~ UnknownWhat is up with this man?I couldn't help but question myself as I hold out the beautiful dress infront of me. I inspect the delicate patterns that have managed to catch my breathe, I was baffled when I laid my eyes on this dress for the first time just few moments ago.After our late lunch Alessandro demanded for me to go back to our room, as quoted by him 'I have a surprise for you upstairs.' I was actually nervous about this 'surprise'.Since I have entered Alessandro's life, the surprises I have received from him— let's say they haven't been too pleasent. I couldn't help but think that maybe there was a long lost sibling of Alessandro's that has been found and is waiting for me in the room to be introduced.Just kidding!
"Sometimes in the waves of change we find our true direction"~UnknownIt has been half and hour since the whole ordeal that had transpired between us, I was sitting on one of the comfy sofa.My mind was reeling with different thoughts, but the most prominent of them was the concern for my parents, I need to ask Alessandro about how long is he going to keep me here and find a way to contact my parents.I glance at the window, my eyes settle on a figure sitting comfortable on the sand near the sea shore, the waves come clashing together but die down just as they near him. Looks like the sea is scared of him as well. I paddle upstairs towards the bedroom in search of some suitable clothes to change into, I find a wooden chester at one corner, I pull open the first drawer and surprisingly enough I find my clothes in them.
"I know my worth, I've paid dearly for every ounce of it" ~ Alfa "Oh my!" I let out a breathless whisper as my eyes rake over his sturdy chest, why does he look like a fine ass meal? And why am I so hungry all of a sudden!? I clench my hands beside me as my fingers itch to trace those fine lines accentuating each peck. This man was a walking god and he knew it. I hear him clearing his throat which quickly pulls me out of my incoming lusty thoughts, I gaze at Alessandro and find a cocky smirk etched on his stupidly handsome face. I missed this man so much! My subconscious sighs dreamily. Me too girl, me too. I agree with her. "Enjoying the view?" He asks in his deep voice while striding towards me, I melt at his accent but quickly compose myself. "Yes, the sea makes it more breathtaking but I would like to go home now" I shrug my shoulders looking around the beach house, I deliberately said that even though I knew what he was referring too. He chuckles shaking his head finding amus
"We've got to live, no matter how many skies are fallen" ~D. H. Lawrence "Tina was always the ugly sibling, look at this, her runny nose in this picture" Everett cackles, pointing at one of my pictures in which embarrassingly enough I do have a running nose. "No! I was the cute one. You resembled a grumpy grandpa when you were born. Dad tell him" I look at dad, giving him a 'please take my side' look. He looks at me nervously then back at Everett, I follow my gaze only to see Everett making the same face. Dad clears his throat, "none of you were ugly or resembled a grumpy grandpa, be-" both Everett and I groan, "–cause both were beautiful children, all thanks to me, your handsome father's genes" he points at himself proudly. Mom scoffs, rolling her eyes, we all chuckle at dad's expense. We are currently sitting around the center table in the living room, going over our old pictures. It's been 5 days since I came back, I feel like as if I have been freed but there is still somethi
"Sometimes memories sneak out of my eyes and roll down my cheeks" ~Unknown Nothing can compare to the feeling of one's head resting on their mother's lap. Mother. A creation God created knowing that the world would have been doomed without these amazing women. I find myself thinking sometimes, how is it possible? How does the air around us suddenly calms down when we have our mother near us? How does a simple hug lift off one's burdens from their shoulders without even uttering a word to her? How does she know when we need her soothing words or when we just need her silence and her magical touch? Guess I will have to wait to find that out myself. After months of overworking my brain, I can finally feel it relax by mom's soothing caresses on my hair. Being near her brought me a sense of comfort that I was craving for. This incredible woman held me in the doorway until I cried my heart out. After that she walked me towards the living room, I was clinging to her like a koala, she didn
"You were a risk, a mystery, and the most certain thing I'd ever know" ~Beau Taplin, "A certainty" Alessandro's POV "Tutto è coperto." (Everything's covered.) Antonio informs me, taking away the file that I had just signed. I give him a nod, he knows I am grateful, I need this break. I go over a few more things with him before heading towards the mansion, I couldn't go there directly when I arrived back from my business trip, I first had to get some work settled in the warehouse, now it's all taken care of. I have handed over my responsibilities to Antonio for a few days, I need some time away from work so I can spend time with Valentina and maybe also convince her to marry me. I know she's stubborn and she's not going to stay here not until I give her a good reason to, I know I haven't been straight with my feelings with her but I am done playing around. I won't admit it out aloud but I am afraid, afraid to let someone into my life, afraid to commit, afraid to believe in love agai
"So I close my eyes to old ends, and open my heart to new beginnings" ~Unknown Bang! Bang! Bang! Several loud gunshots resonate through the air around me at the same time, and then silence. My ears buzz from the loud sound, my eyesight gets blurry. Everything around me seems to fade away, I feel a hand gripping my hair and tugging them harshly, my back hits a hard chest earning a surprised scream from me. I gasp out a breath, blinking my eyes furiously, my hair is tugged again and instinctively my hands shot up towards my head to push away the prying hand. "Leave her!" A dark voice commands through the silent air, I put my hands on my ears and press them in an attempt to get rid of the buzzing, surprisingly it works. I look around frantically until my gaze settles on Alessandro's tense frame, standing a few feet away from me. He has his gun pulled out, pointing towards me, before I could question him, I feel something jab my lower back making me go stiff. "Don't move!" Christop