Chapter 4

August's POV

"Auuuggguuuusssssstttt! Come along! This is a girl's night out! There are no boys involved. We should enjoy our last night of being free from the burden. As soon as our training starts, I don't think we can still have time to have fun." Misha's nanny to me she's already dressed to kill. Guess which party it will attend.

Tomorrow is our rest day and I'm lazy. Last week, I spent my rest day with Reed and now, will it go out again? Do I have no hope of getting a good rest?

"Mish... I'm lazy as in. I wanted to sleep." I said lazily as I plopped down on the sofa.

"August, just give it to me just now. You're not coming with us on our night out. Even just now, I promise I won't force you anymore." It's a snoring promise. "Then I'll give you free food for about one month."

I looked up at this. "Really?" I asked more and got excited. That's also a cost reduction.

"Yes, just come along." It growled at me, still moving its shoulders.

"As long as the food is free for one month. My choice." My deal here.

"Yes, even at the most expensive restaurant." Accept it.

I grinned. "Deal," I promised and stood up. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. It's just quick. After I showered, I just put on a pair of pants and a t-shirt and went out while combing my wet hair.

"No! No! No! You are not wearing that thing!" Misha suddenly screamed and he immediately pulled me back to my room suddenly he searched for clothes in my closet. Particularly with the clothes from my undercover mission. It's as if someone has already seen something before they made a choice. "You're wearing this because you won't be allowed into the club." This is my command.

I gasped violently and took the clothes he took. It is a gold-glittered mini bondage dress and I immediately took off my clothes and put it on. I am not conscious of Misha. My hair was being dried immediately and I just let it hang down to my waist with my stretched hair.

I winced when I put on the nude-colored pumps and Misha sprayed me with a perfume that was just in my drawer. She even put a little makeup on my face.

"Done," Misha said as if he was happy with my appearance. "Let's start this night with a bang." It promised with a smile and pulled me out of the condo.

There was a taxi waiting for us so we immediately got in. Misha also told me where that club was because I didn't know where it was.

"Club Aphrodisiac, brother," Misha promised.

I winced. Just the name, it seems like something bad is being planned. But usually, the names of clubs are really weird these days. I think it's popular right now.

The trip was not that long and the taxi stopped in front of the club. People standing outside seem to be waiting. There are also two bouncers standing at the entrance. Misha and I immediately went down and I just held my breath because even outside, I could already smell the alcohol.

"Let's go!" Misha dragged me and the two bouncers immediately let us in. Misha knew the place because he knew exactly where we were going. Because if it is new here, as soon as we enter it will stop immediately and look around and observe. Misha is like that, so I know he's been here a few times too. "There!" Misha said he found what he was looking for.

I immediately saw the people sitting who were becoming familiar to me. These are my high school friends of Misha who have also become my friends. It's been years since the last time I saw them. So we immediately approached there.

"Oh my god, is it August?" Bella asked in disbelief. "Hey, this is Bella. Maybe you don't know me anymore." It smiled and promised me. I want to wince. It still hasn't changed. Still a bit stupid.

"I know you, Bella, you still haven't changed." I just promised and smiled.

"Ohohoho! Am I still a baby face so that's why?" It seems like an amazing question to me.

Where? I'm not talking about the face. "Ahahaha, maybe?" I just answered.

"Oh my god, I almost didn't recognize you. You change a lot." Danica commented that her eyebrows were now raised at me.

Among Misha's friends, this is what I don't agree with. This girl has too many insecurities. I don't want to believe it, and it's too plastic to deal with.

"You haven't changed Danica," I promise here. I can spit fire on her. Who is this to scare me? I wrestle with death every day. Am I still afraid here? Her?

"Ahahahahahaha, let's sit down August. I'm already crying." Suddenly, Misha's groin seemed to feel the tension between Danica and me.

We sat down and immediately a waiter came to us and put a bottle of tequila with salt and lemon. I drank a shot. I don't just get drunk.

Whatever they were talking about. I just silently observed the surroundings while I took shots. I can't count how many times I've winced because of the sourness of the lemon, but the longer it lasts, the more my tongue feels numb.

I noticed that Misha, Bella, and Danica stood up. The two went to the dance floor first, looking like they were going to dance.

"August, let's dance." Misha is my nanny.

I shook my head. "You know how I suck with dancing." I just answered.

It's good that Misha didn't force me anymore. I just wanted to sit because I was tired. Misha is so happy-go-lucky that you would never suspect that he is a prickly hacker and undercover agent who is a member of the Delta Team in the Philippines. Who would have thought? Maybe everyone is thinking that we are either models or office girls.

"Hi, there beautiful!" Said a voice I didn't know.

"Fuck off." Right, I promise. I didn't come here to talk to random strangers. I didn't go here to hook up.

"Oh, shit." I listened to his promise but I didn't care even if he said I was a demon. I drank and drank. I can't even count how many times someone came up to me and I brushed them off.

Can't they see that I don't want company? Or are they just stupid too? But I just held on to my senses when my eyes started spinning. I didn't notice anymore and I looked at the table I was really surprised to see that I had already finished three bottles of tequila.

It's like now that my drunkenness is having an effect that I couldn't feel before. Why didn't I notice that I had already used up a lot? I just realized now that I'm sleepy and my vision is blurry. Fuck! I feel like I'm still peeing.

So I slowly stood up but I almost fell to the floor. Fortunately, I was able to cling to the couch immediately. I feel like I'm spinning around now that I'm standing. I wanted to go back to sitting down but I was peeing, so I staggered toward the lady's room. I almost closed my eyes while walking.

Going to the lady's room is a bit more difficult. I can't count how many times I bump into people I meet. I almost tripped. But I also reached. I immediately peed and even though I was drunk, I didn't forget the women's ritual. Wipe it clean here. I feel like I don't want to come out of CR. I feel like I want to sleep there, but that would be a big scandal. So I came out of the cubicle.

I see women facing the mirror. I didn't walk at first because I thought I would fall if I did.

"Jusko girl!!! Did you see the new arrival? Oh my god, as in, I feel like my uterus has suddenly disappeared!" The woman excitedly promised that I don't know any of them.

"Yes, girl, I saw that! It's with them and they're handsome too! Jusko, why did I only see them now? Very handsome girl, nothing less, more than enough!" The person talking to him said it was a thrill.

"Looks like a new girl, so come on, let's seduce him. I wanted to ride and grind him all night."

I flinched. I winced at what the woman said. Are women this aggressive these days? I don't even have that in my mind. It's just beautiful, it's like it's been replaced. What if they end up on Pandora? Ha! Maybe they will mourn and be buried because they have died.

So out of my own accord I just walked out of the lady's room. I was terrified of the conversation between those two. I tried to blink to make my vision clear but it was still blurry. I'm sleepy. Until I walked, I couldn't do it anymore, so I fell.

I was already biting my lips because I knew that my defeat would be painful. I couldn't control my body so I knew that I would fall painfully but I just opened my eyes when someone caught me. I felt arms locking me and stopping me from falling.

Dark and gloomy. That's what I see. I don't know who caught me. I can only smell his scent. Somehow this smell brings back memories. This man who taught me has the same scent as him. I laughed out loud. Everything that has to do with him is what I remember. When will I be able to move on from this pestilent feeling?

"Sorry.." I said and hurriedly straightened up but I fell again. I don't know but my knee suddenly got weak.

"You're drunk." It's a short promise. His voice rings a bell. But I must be just imagining things. Maybe this is the result of being drunk. I can smell and hear what I have long wanted to see but it is impossible. It was very impossible because he was in another world.

"Ani. Naneun Canada." I answer here. I want to pretend that I'm not pinay so that he can make me lose. No. I am not.

"Na hante geojismal hajima, kkoma agassi." He answered in fluent Korean hangul. His learning is the formal language just like mine. Don't lie to me, little girl.

"Huh? You're Korean?" I suddenly asked here while I was still clinging to it. I feel like I will fall if I don't do that.

"Hhmmmm... It's." It answered me.

I just nodded. Maybe he is just a person who knows Korean because Korean traditions are really popular now. Even here in the Philippines, there are many Korean restaurants because of those KPOPs.

"I need to find my friend," I promised but I can't stand it properly anymore. "Shit, everything is spinning," I complain. "I want to go home," I said with a snort. I feel like crying, I can't stop myself. It seems like my emotions are unstable.

"Then, I'll take you home." He promised and guided me. It did a lot of support and it couldn't stand it anymore and it picked me up.

I don't understand myself. I should be afraid because I don't know this person, but weirdly, I don't even feel fear. It's the opposite. I feel safe and I am freaking contemplating why. But I just let it go. I just wanna be with this man even now. His scent and his voice, I am longing for him.

I just felt it put me in the car. I can't see everything because it's not that bright and my vision is still blurry. I also felt the other door close and the seat belt twists around me. I didn't speak anymore, my eyes are even half open.

The car started and I didn't realize what happened. I just found myself entering a door. Is this a house? It doesn't smell like my condo so I know it's not my unit.

"W-where I aaam?" I asked slowly.

"My place." He replied that he was too confident. This accent and intonation, it is freaking me out because it's like Cayden's partner! So I looked at it and staggered closer to it.

I am too close to him and I am trying to get a clear vision of his face, but the only thing I can see is his perfectly cut nose and lips. They look like him. It's scary.. but at the same time, I felt longing.

"You...sound like him.......you smell like him..." I said and I think they are the same height but I am not sure because I can't see clearly. I traced my fingers from his forehead down to his nose, down to his lips. "Somehow........you kinda, look......like.......him......" I promised.

I traced my lips with my tongue and bit my lower lip. I can hear some curses come out of his mouth until I find myself inside his arms and his lips locking mine. I froze and stilled. He felt the same and tasted the same. I just closed my eyes. Even now. I want to feel Cayden. Even now...

I responded to his kiss. I nipped and licked. I tried to imitate him but he is just way too good. I almost run out of breath and I am panting. I know the whole room is air-conditioned but I feel like the whole area is on fire. My skin is like a burning paper and he is the fire. I just felt his hands caressing and squeezing my back. It seems to be looking for something I don't know what.

His lips went from my jaws to my ears and he is licking and biting the earlobe that makes me shudder and purr. His lips went down to my neck and his left hand is starting to crawl from my side to my stomach, up to my chest. I gasped when I felt his hand cup my left breast and he squeezed it a little. An elicited moan escaped from my lips. I can hear my voice. I can't believe I have this kind of voice. I didn't know, I can make them.

I felt cold in my body and now his bare hands are touching my skin. I didn't realize that it had removed my clothes and even my bra. Suddenly he just loaded me and in a matter of seconds, I felt the soft mattress of his bed. His smell lingers on the bed as well. He leaned over me and he started kissing me senselessly again. His hands are everywhere, touching and feeling in every possible way. My reasoning went away. What I felt right now is what matters. I like this feeling. I feel like something is building up in my stomach that I can't stop.

His kiss lowered down to my neck and down to my chest. He started licking my peaks and sucking them alternately. His expert hands and too good at squeezing both of them. All I did was pant and moan. There is only one man right now in my head that I am seeing.

He left my chest and his kisses trailed down below. He is licking my belly button and I felt him pull my underwear down. It was like I was suddenly embarrassed so I immediately folded my legs and my hands are desperately looking for something to cover.

"No. They are beautiful." It promised. I stopped. His voice makes me calm down. I didn't move anymore. I trained my eyes on him but still, he is blurred.

I just closed my eyes when I felt him open both of my thighs and felt his lips there. I felt his kiss, his tongue tracing the slit. I'm restless. I turned my head, left and right and he was still doing it. I felt like something was about to burst. He kept on licking and sucking me down there. Until the feeling burst into spasms.

I closed my eyes. I am now in the sea of ​​ecstasy. This feeling is new to me, but they don't feel bad at all. They don't.