Chapter 19

August's POV

I didn't sleep even a wink. I can feel the heaviness of my head and the bags under my eyes. I tried to talk to Cayden last night but he seems to be avoiding me because I can't talk to him. I wanted to ask why he's going back to the US suddenly. I thought he loved me. I thought I was the reason why he was here. But why is he leaving? Is he fooling me? Is he making me hope again?

I took a quick shower even though I felt heavy due to lack of sleep. I went out with my suitcase. I saw that everyone was there except Cayden. He is nowhere in sight. So I just held my breath. Even Lucas was busy so I didn't approach him.

I lost my appetite. So I just drink coffee. My chest is heavy and I feel heavy too. I don't know what the fuck is going on. Why is Cayden suddenly avoiding me? What's happening? I have no idea what that is, fuck!

"You won't eat?" Misha asked me. I shook my head. "You look terrible, are you sure you're okay?"

I sighed. "I'm fine." Even the real one is not. I feel l