“Now that you are in my arms, can I hold you tighter?” I whisper, but suddenly realization hit me. Did I really say that loud? What if that make him angry or awkward?
“Don’t hold me tighter, I might try to try to escape but if you hold me just right, I will stay to your arms.” The tenderness of his voice echoes to my ears, it was like a sweet music with a smell of a new bloom rose on the sunny day.
I don’t know what to answer or to ask him, my heart beating so fast. Did I hear it right? Did he give a permission to hold him forever?
“So, are you saying I can hold you like this whenever I want?” I ask.
I know, he’s aware how fast the beat of my heart right now. I ashamed because of this, how can I hide my feelings to me if I can’t control them.
“Of course, if you want to comfort a friend you don’t need some app
“Well, why not?” He said while looking at me, dang! I didn’t expect his answer.“Then, what if someone will confess you right now?” I change the topic, from me want to confess to him someone will confess.“Well, its okay for me but I feel sorry for that person though. For now, there is no time for me love, Jace still haven’t wake up and I still need to heal my heart.” He smiled, “as you can see, I’m over to him, I already move on but the marked from the wounds is still there.” He explained.I smile at him and nod.I feel like he rejects me indirect because of his answer though will his answer will change when I am the one who confess to him?But who I am about to fool?Why will he change his decision if I am the one who confess? Who I am to him?A merely doctor who need him
I didn’t try talk him after that conversation, I felt so awkward between us again. Only an hour and everything we build between us was crash easily, well what I expect when there’s no good foundation to begin with.We are together inside of the ambulance yet its look like we are strangers, like how we treat each other back then.Its really Jace the only reason why we are together now.I can’t help to be a greedy person, what if I use the situation until we build a good relationship? Using Jace situation as my patient is convenient but still, my conscience can’t handle it.But the only thing I can use to be with Frio is only Jace, and when they don’t need me anymore, we will be back to our old life and maybe they will leave and back where Jace grow.“Why are you so quiet now? Did I offend you earlier or did I do something wrong?” Sud
“What? So, can you really do that to Jace just to avoid Dior? Even if he doesn't want to, will you?” I couldn’t believe I asked him.He looked at me seriously, "if that's the only way I have left to keep him out of harm's way, I'll repeat my sin to him until he hates me."I was silent, not knowing what to say to him.I didn't think that he wanted to get Jace out of trouble so badly, he was ready to erase the memory of his own friend.“But don’t you feel sorry for Jace? For how many years you also hid from him who he really was, how many years he believed everyone around him was true and he belonged. Why don't you give Jace freedom after he recovers? Why don’t you let him face the real life he has? In fact, you are not keeping him out of trouble, Frio, but you are depriving him of knowledge, freedom and who he really is.” I can't help saying.
Third POV“There is something you need to know about Jace’s condition and I know it can affect your decision,” though, Miller wasn’t still sure if he need to tell it to Frio, he decided it to confessed.“Don’t make some serious face with that kind of words, you guys said, Jace was doing great then what is it now?” His eyebrows almost tangled, Miller can see how confused the man in front of him.“Yes, it’s true that he’s doing great though there is some serious matter to discuss again. Maybe its not visible for the past weeks but it will be visible in the next few months so its better to discuss it to you sooner.” Miller said, he gives himself some encourage to said the pregnancy to Frio but he was nervous.“Then tell me, why are you taking so long to say it? If he’s okay and not about him dying then why ar
After the bet between the two Alphas, there is nothing happened again. Miller become busy to do some research while Frio was do something to gain again some powers and alliance in different pack.But the most affected in the two was the poor doctor who can’t even see his beloved. It’s been two weeks when the last time they talk and all his energy was run out.“If only I can see him, all the tiredness I’m feeling right now will vanish in the air like a bubble.” Miller mumbled and sit on the side of Jace’s bed. “What should I do now, Jace? After this and he’s not fall in love with me I have no reason to be with him.”Miller sighed.He seems to be even more troubled compared to the work of drugs that help Jace to heal without the child being affected by it.“Now I understand why many people say that a person becomes stupid
Dior’s placeClever’s POV“What?! Did you go there, Cartex? Why did you even do that, you are the one who break up with him then why are you acting like that now?” I slam my hand on the table in front of me.“But I want to help him too! I am capable and willing, why he have to choose that Alpha over me?!” I can hear how frustrated my cousin is from the words he was saying.“But who are you to him, Cartex?” I asked, “we are the same, they are already in our hand but we let them go. No, rather than that the correct word is… We push them to leave us,” I said.“What? But I have no choice back then, we are both from Dior pack and were the only child. Back then I am just a child who can’t say no to them, I can’t protect him and I can’t risk his secret about Jace.” He was explaining to me but it was usele
I don’t know if I should hide or what do to next, seeing Frio and Miller doing something inside of the hospital is shocking. Should I take this opportunity to see and check, Jace? But I can’t smell his pheromones!That damn Alpha who marked him, I never felt guilty that he died just like that!“Excuse me, Sir but you can’t stand there. Please sit down on the chairs there so you don’t disturb any of nurses and doctors.” I look at the employee who said that, I almost shout at him but I remember that this hospital is not mine.I immediately cover my face even though I wear my face mask.“I am sorry, I will sit on the chair thank you.” I said and walk toward the elevator.I need to see Jace to know if he’s okay.Ting!The elevator door’s finally open so I enter, I w
Miller open the door, the first thing I see was the papers on the floor. I can see how busy he is trying to figure out what the best medicine for Jace, I don’t know if he really doing it for Jace or for Frio.“Do you usually help a person just because you become friend in a short time? Are you really helping them because you are close to Jace or are you just using him to your own greed?” I can’t help to asks, I feel something inside of me. I was bit angry to think he was using Jace.“Jace is my friend yes, but I can’t deny that I am doing my best because of something I can gain for my own greed. But, let me clarify something to you that I still doing my best because I don’t want to let him die, half of what happened to him is my fault so I am using my talent to repay him.” He explains.“So, you really not denying that you just using him?” I smirk.
Art’s Point of ViewI finally regain my senses, with my whole body was in greatly pain. It’s hurt but I can feel someone already bandage my wounds from the fight, I gradually open my eyes. An unfamiliar house.I look around and I see someone who was sleeping in my side, he looks so tired yet the towel in my head is still cold like he stays up all night to take care of me.I know him, he’s my mate, a fated mate to be exact but our pack is in different side. How can I accept a person form north when I am from the south? That time I am blindly in love with Miller and it doesn’t matter if I met my mate, I want Miller to be mine.But no matter how I try, he was also blindly in love with someone and that someone is from another pack, he tries and try to search that person when suddenly vanish, I wish he never see that person again.But maybe, e
Ferry’s Point of ViewI immediately walked to the bathroom, I want to go here since earlier but the time the wedding takes long, I don't want to be a distracted to them, they shout for fun and then I will suddenly stand up they will think I will say something. Why is it that our position is in the front of all!I finally relieve… I wash my face and look myself and, in the mirror, but to my surprise, I see him in my back looking at me intensely. When the last time we saw each other? Back then, he was furious and did whatever he wants.I ignore him, and think I could pass by him but he did not let me go outside. He drags me in one of cubicle and lock it! What’s now? Don’t tell me he fucking sex frustrated because the person he loves is with someone else?“What now? Do you want have some sex, and you will use me again? I am done with you that time, I am n
"Waaaaa! Waaaaa! Waaaah!" Trevor's cries could be heard from the living room as soon as we entered the door. five months; after five months, the two continued their plan to get married."I'll take Trevor first. You're just there." Frio letting me know."All right, he looks surprised at the variety of pheromones around him." I answered him and walked over to Knox who was already wearing a tuxedo. "Hey!" I call their attention."Oh, you're here! Where's Frio?" Celo immediately asked if he could see me."Went inside, Trevor was crying so he helped the nanny to calm the baby." I answered his question."It's no longer surprising to a dominant Alpha, so they can feel all the pheromones even a little farther away from them." Knox said."You're right, are both parents dominant. So, it's normal for Trevor to have a strong sense of surroundings, maybe besides that he h
In order not to waste the venue and those who are ready, the reception, dining and dancing will continue, it became a way for the young people from the three packs to get along."Even if Jace and Clever want to come here they can't, Jace is still healing from the operation while Clever has to watch over the child and always support Jace from time to time." Cole explains.While Jelo is busy flirting with the women around.Zion and Knox are eating side by side on the side, I can't help but stare at him because of their strange closeness but I don't want to assume that there is a relationship between them."Whatever you think about the two of them is right, they've been in a relationship for a long time Knox told us." Frio said as he noticed my stare at the two."But I haven't heard anything about the two of them." I wonder what to say."No one objected as much
SundayTime passed quickly, I didn't even realize that I was sitting here while someone was fixing my hair, others were fixing the clothes I was going to wear.Even though I don't want to do anything especially and have already been told in another pack about it, it would be nice if I could just escape the responsibility I have now and let our family embarrass everyone."It's done!" One woman said that after fixing my hair and face, they quickly stood me up and put the black tuxedo on me. "Woah! Perfect!" At the same time, they said when I came out of the fitting room.“Thank you,” I said though they did their best to make me look handsome."Nothing, Mr. Miller. I didn't expect you to get married right away, congratulations!" They greeted each other warmly before leaving the room.I was so wrapped up in the neck that I was finall
I tried to peek out the window but because of the iron bars and tree trunks I could hardly see anything. But the noise outside is still not gone.As a leader I couldn’t help but worry, what if other opponents found out I was here so they rushed? Is Frio okay in the hospital, can't anything bad have happened to him?If anything comes to my mind, where they don't lock me in this room, I can help them right away if something bad happens.But a few minutes later after the noise no one came to open the door for me, the guards who were guarding the outside also returned to their posts.Confused and curious about what happened, I had nothing but to go back to bed, I focused my attention on the big box next to me. If Frio was the one with me to wear this, I would immediately agree but he didn't.I lay down my body on the bed and looked at the clothes that was meant for me, I couldn
“Is there something wrong?” Frio look at me, maybe he sees how my face expression change, well I can’t stop being disappointed how nice their timing to ask me to go home now. “Well, the elders want me to go home right now. Maybe the news that I am with you already reach them and now they thinking to make some arrangement for to get married. I will send you first to the hospital but I don’t know when will I can comeback.” I said to him without making feel awkward. “But why would you have left me? Don’t you want me to join you?” He tilts his head and look at me with serious expression. “W-what are you talking about? Are you sure you want to enter the territory of my elders even though you are from different pack?” I was shock from what he said, I did not expect him to suggest that I should go with him. “Why not? You stand by my side when I need you, maybe you will need me there. So, what do you
We also talked for almost a few hours with Jace until he fell asleep, I still don't know why Frio chose to stay here if he could go with Jace.In fact, he has no reason to stay here because first of all I am the one who feels for him, if I decide I want that but I can't figure out what reason he has for staying by my side.I just came back to my senses when Frio suddenly pulled me, I turned to the front that one wrong step would make me fall down the stairs."What's your problem, Miller? I've been calling you before because we've already passed your office but you just keep walking, tell me do you have a problem?" It looked at me with concern.I quickly shook my head, "I don't have a problem, I've already told you what I'm thinking but I want to clarify something with you, Frio ... Why did you choose to stay here instead of going with them or going home to your pet shop?”"
How further can you go just for Frio?Clever question repeatedly echoed in my mind, how can I really go for Frio? What if one day they ask me to marry someone who can give birth for a successor? Can I fight for Frio until in the end?“Are you thinking something, you look lost in thought. Care to share what is bothering you?” I look at Frio who sat down on my side, they finally done talking. I did not even know that Clever already leave my side.“Nothing just thinking about my pack. How about you? Are you feeling okay now?” I look at him and he smiles at me and nods his head.“Yeah, normally I won’t talk to you for days if you did something I don’t want but I can’t help to approach you, are you really okay? You can also share what is bothering you.” He really looks so concern about me.“I am really okay,