“I can’t believe you let me buy all this shit!”
Three heads swivel to face the blonde that’s been talking non-stop using extreme hand gestures, despite the fact that the one is still in a cast. We’re simply four women enjoying a deserving day away from the overbearing males in our lives, and turning heads as we walk down the colorful world of Mission Street to where we’ve parked our car, lugging loads of parcels and bags.
“But they’re so cute … ain’t they cute?” She’s looking at me now and I just nod my head cause I know she probably won’t give me a turn to talk anyway.
“Look at this tee-dee, its tum-tum is so fat and cuddly,” she pulls out a teddy bear from one of the parcels and talks in this baby voice. I look up at the sky with a smile.
“Ug, I know. Granny is so excited to meet the little cheese ball. Yes, she is.” Now Haley is joining the coo-coo parade, talking in her baby voice, patting Mel’s little bump softly, while Kiara jabs me in the ribs, pulling a skew face.
It’s been a long seven days, 11 hours, and 43 minutes since I moved in with Enrique and it’s the first time I get to go out of the complex gates. That man is driving me up the walls. I swear he has multiple-personality disorder. One moment we’re having a decent discussion, getting to know each other, the next moment he turns into an arrogant, cocky, heartless prick. He’s as emotionless as a bloody robot, I tell you – a mechanical egomaniac. It’s as if he finds pleasure in driving me freaking insane. And the way he stares into my eyes for prolonged times … makes my heart want to jump from my chest.
On the other hand, his family and friends are just people you can fall in love with. Sometimes I wish I could replace him with one of his brothers. At least they are not mentally ill like the sexy devil spawn living with me. Granted, the cockiness trade runs in the family … or rather … the group, but at least they’re all decent and have normal emotions – unlike him. Okay, I must admit Jackson scares me sometimes … but the rest are quite normal … mostly.
“What about some great food and wine before we head home? I know the perfect place, my treat,” Haley says while she grabs my arm and pulls me from my daydream.
“That man of yours is something to drool about. He’s what they would call a diamond in the rough,” she whispers and winks at me with a warm smile, getting the wrong impression from my blanked-out state, but I let it fly. Enrique’s diamond is hidden under layers and layers of rough and that is if it even exists. But those stares – can I be wrong about him?
Haley is a real mother hen, taking all of us under her wing as if we were her daughters. She’s the warmest person I’ve ever met and she already bundled herself in my heart, together with the rest of them.
“Come on … wine … really mom?” my little blond pregnant ‘sister-in-law’ gushes with a frown. She loves wine but can’t have any at the moment because of her condition. It doesn’t however keep her from sniffing everyone’s glass whenever she can.
“Oh, shit, sorry angel. But, it’s not my fault you and my stupid but handsome son didn’t pay attention in biology class. You can get some juice.” Haley’s baby voice is gone. Mel gives her future mother-in-law a fake angry glare and grunts like a piglet while mumbling something about players that don’t know how to use freaking condoms and mothers that didn’t teach their sons any manners.
Damn, I truly love this girl and she’s accepted me as her brother’s girlfriend unconditionally. Even though she and Kiara have a special bond, they always try to include me in everything. I could always just dream about a friendship like this, one where you can share everything without even blinking. I’ve never had that.
“Oh, just come on, my feet are killing me.” Kiara swings the parcels in her hand, gesturing for us to move our buts. We went on a shopping spree on the insistence of Enrique and I’m sure we’ve covered the whole Westfield Centre as well as a 1-mile radius around it.
But my mind is wandering so much, I didn’t even have time to feel tired. Tomorrow we have our first public appearance as a couple and the bastard forced his sister to get me an ‘appropriate outfit’ for the occasion. He made his instructions very clear about what he wants me to wear – quoting the contract - something sexy but not slutty. But it was the words he whispered secretly in my ear that drove me almost over the edge – ‘That is if you can do sexy.’
Needless to say, it started one of those stare-offs where I always end up with some slightly damp briefs and a fast-beating heart. It must be those eyes. But I’ll show the freaking robot-ass what sexy is. I’m not vain, but I’m also not naïve - I’ve got a few things going for me.
And I can’t wait to rub the dress I bought in his face! He’s going to eat those words, that’s for sure! Mel also got a new dress, and I’m so glad she’s going to be there with me tomorrow.
She and Haley also bought some stuff for the baby and with ‘some stuff’ I mean half the shop. I got Leyla some new art supplies. My sister loves to draw and paint, and she has real raw talent. I’m so glad her room has a corner specifically designed for her passion. Mel told me that Enrique asked Noah how they could make the room extra special for my sister. And although they went a little overboard, I must admit that they succeeded. Leyla loves her room. So even if it’s not evident, the robot does have some kind of heart hidden inside.
I focus on the sidewalk, still thinking about my sister while listening to the cheerful chatter of my new friends and I silently wonder how she’s doing. The guys are babysitting Luke and Leyla. The two children get along fine for small periods at a time, that is until they try killing each other.
The next moment something slams into me; full force from the front, and I’m airborne for 2 seconds, before landing with a thud on my buttocks, parcels flying everywhere. Haley gives a little whelp, while Mel and Kiara seem half shocked, half amused. So much for sisterhood. I look up into teasing chocolate eyes.
“Oh my gosh. I’m so sorry.” The man holds out his hand to help me up, but I refuse it with a grunt. I can get up myself, thank you very much. I dust off my pants and rub my bruised bum.
“I’m really sorry, I was on my phone.” The man is rather handsome, with dark hair, a neat beard, and a dangerous smile. He seems familiar as if I’ve seen him before.
“No shit.” I’m slightly ticked off, and angrily grab some parcels from the ground. He tries to help but I won’t let him. Then Mel jumps into action, her protective hormones in overdrive.
“Maniac! Next time look where you’re going!” Mel points her finger under his nose and I bend over to pick up one more parcel. I envy her courage. But I suppose with all the men in her life to protect her, she never needs to be afraid.
He stares into my eyes for a small while and then he looks at the rest of the girls. Mel is standing with her arms on her hips, Haley is frowning as if she smells something off and Kiara is frantically looking at the people around us. Then I notice it too.
Damn, all eyes are on us … or rather me … again, and the airport scenario replays in my mind. If this turns out into a punishment option for me, I’ll find this asshole and kill him. I’m not sure what hurts more: my bum or my ego … but this big ape is responsible for both injuries so I shove past him, ‘accidentally’ bulldozing him out of the way with my shoulder.
“I’m so fed up with all these egotistical hunks in this freaking world and it’s as if they go out of their way to find and annoy me!” I say to Mel who’s now clutching my arm like a tiny monkey, steering me rather harshly down the street.
Suddenly out of nowhere, a microphone is plunged against my mouth, and then another and another as cameras flash incessantly, blinding me for a brief moment.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” The words are out before I can stop myself. Now I’m sure they (and by they I mean the paparazzi) either fall from the sky or have serious teleportation skills. Mel squeezes my arm and whispers in my ear, “Keep quiet and let’s get out of here.”
The girls all lift a parcel to try and conceal their faces and I follow their lead. Damn, the previous incident hasn’t even fully cooled down yet. And I can’t forget how they twisted things to portray me as the villain – I manipulated the frat boy to assault the fat lady so I could seduce the nerdy pervert … and somewhere along the line, I was also trying to buy a black-market kidney for my sick sister. And people actually believe that shit!
I try to keep up with Mel, who’s now almost running, but the paparazzi encircle us, blocking the way. The girls form a tight line in an attempt to hide me behind them, but even that doesn’t faze the ravenous press. They simply squeeze their outstretched hands through every tiny opening.
“Aria how are you settling in?” “Do you enjoy living with Enrique?” “What’s your favorite color?” “Are you getting engaged?” “Mel, can we take a photo of your ring?” “Do you have a wedding date planned?”
Okay, at least these questions are not too bad, maybe they didn’t see me fall just now. And maybe this time they won’t write anything bad about me. But then my hopes get lost.
“When is the baby due?” “Did you get pregnant on purpose?”
At first, I thought they are talking to Mel, but all eyes are straight at me. For a moment I’m discombobulated - pregnant … me … WTF? To be pregnant you need to copulate and I haven’t even been in eye contact with a penis in years. Instinctively my hand moves to my tummy and I look down – maybe I’m getting fat or something. Nope, still flat, thank goodness.
“Can we see what’s in the bag?”
Only then do I realize that I’m holding brown paper bags with the ‘allbuybaby’ ‘Mudpie’ ‘Fiddlesticks’ and ‘UpChoose’ logos on them. So no way to hide the fact that we were buying baby stuff at all.
“Is this baby your ticket to richness?” “How did you trick him?” “How long until he sleeps around again?” “Is Enrique excited about the baby?”
I know Mel hasn’t declared her pregnancy to the press yet; after almost losing the baby, they decided to wait. Then Mel steps forward and I know she’s going to spill the beans, but I pull her back, giving her a just-let-it-go look. Luckily her small bump is still almost unnoticeable, especially under the loose shirt she’s wearing. Let them write what they want … Mel’s well-being is what’s important.
We push through the thick crowd, still throwing questions in the air. I try to remain calm, but with each question, I feel more and more explosive because they dare to invade my personal space and disgrace my morals. Mel is still clinging to me, keeping me from blowing my fuse. But then one of the vultures steps over the line.
“Is this baby a replacement for your dying sister?”
I discharge and before anybody can react I drop the parcels; grab the man’s shirt with my left hand while I slap him straight through the face. I pull him closer, beyond mad.
“You can say what you want about me, but you leave my sister alone!”
A frenzy of flashes blinds us and Haley puts her arm around my shoulder, pulling me with the force of two cows towards the car. Mel and Kiara pick up the parcels and hardhandedly clear a path through the thick crowd for us to follow.
As soon as we’re all safely buckled up, the three girls let loose.
“Shit sister, that was demented!” Kiara gasps with a big smile.
“Yep, I can already see my brother’s face!” Mel giggles, ending with a snort. “And I’m sorry that they thought you are the one getting knocked-up.”
I look down at my trembling hands, my whole body is still shaking with anger and rage. I was so mad I didn’t think about the consequences – he’s entitled to punish me according to our agreement. Great, just great.
I can’t even begin to think what ‘punishment’ the robot-devil is going to implement on me, but I know for a fact it’s not going to be simple or good. I run my fingers through my hair and sigh deeply.
“This is so bad,” I say irritated to myself, already seeing Enrique blowing his lid. I don’t scare easily but that man gives me the chills for some reason.
“Oh, honey, he deserved it. I’ve stopped counting the number of reporters Damion punched, not to mention Jackson … oh boy,” Haley snickers and Mel rolls her eyes, probably thinking of her bad-boy fiance.
“And Enrique is, without a doubt, no angel either! Remember when … “ Kiara starts and they recall encounters between the boys and the press. My favorite is how a cameraman evidently caught the twins in a rather awkward situation, trying to hide their tools with the same teeny tiny towel. Logan and Damion stole their clothes while they were skinny dipping in the ocean.
The photo apparently made the front page with the heading –
But that’s not the end of it … according to the girls, the twins came up with a revenge plan that was so bad, that Logan still has a scar on his arm to remember it by.
“My brothers are the worst when it comes to retaliation, believe you me,” Mel says and it feels as if my blood is freezing in my veins. She continues to tell me about how they haunted her and Kiara, pulling pranks that ended in the ER most of the time.
I bite my lip in trepidation. No, I won’t give him the satisfaction of seeing me panicking – game on Enrique Blackburn! Bring your best.
Date = 26 March Place = San Francisco (Pier 39) POV - Aria Soon we are laughing so much, tears stream down our cheeks and my tummy actually starts to ache. These girls know just how to cheer a person up, and I’m so glad they entered my life. I hate lying to them and I hope, one day, after the contract expires, we can still be friends. POP! BANG! The car swirls across the road and seems to decelerate quickly making a strange flop-flop-flop sound. “Ship!” Kiara screams and pulls on the steering wheel to counteract the sudden pull to the right. She concentrates to keep the white BMW going in a straight line, her tongue sticking out of her mouth slightly, and eventually, she manages to park safely next to the road. The smell of burnt rubber and dust mixes in a cloud over us. “What the hell happened?” Haley asks looking at each of us as if she’s mentally making sure we’re okay. Mel is pale and she looks around frantically as if she’s expecting somebody to come and snatch her away. I
Date = 27 March Place = San Francisco (Palace of Fine Arts) POV – Enrique “Where are you?” I’m on the phone waiting at the door for my ‘girlfriend’ to arrive, hoping for the best, but expecting the worst. I’ve learned in the past week not to expect anything rational from Aria, cause she will surprise you. “Eh, in the limo, duh!” This girl will drive me through the madhouse straight to hell. “Aria! Stop doing that!” “Then don’t ask me questions I don’t have the answers for! For the last time, get it into that robotic skull of yours – I don’t know San Francisco, Sport!” I open my mouth to comment, but she hangs up the phone. I take the phone from my ear and look at the screen as if I need some proof that she just did that. I take a deep breath and count to 20 – ten just won’t cut it this time. It’s the second time she’s done this hanging-up-on-me shit and it is extremely annoying. Deep inside I know she’s right … she doesn’t know the city yet … but it doesn’t matter. For some reas
Date = 27 March Place = San Francisco (Palace of Fine Arts) POV - Enrique We sip our drinks in silence for a while, each one lost in his own thoughts, our eyes focused on the green door. “We’re both screwed so bad,” Damion sighs, “and if yesterday’s adventures are anything to go by, those two are the same pint-size blobs of disaster. So good luck with that!” “What happened yesterday?” My eyes catch them coming back out, but before he can answer me it suddenly feels as if my blood is clotting in my veins. Brian Cruise and PJ are talking to the girls as if they’re old friends. WTF! I gnash my teeth. I hate Brian and he hates me. Both Mel and Aria quickly look in our direction and then at each other, as if planning something again. “What the flip are they doing now?” Damion stands up straight, his suspended body language mirroring mine as we watch the girls being led to the dance floor. My sister’s influence about swearing rubbed off on him already. I’m trying because of Leyla, but
Date = 28 March Place = San Francisco (Enrique’s home) POV - Aria BWWAAA BWA BWA BWA BWWAAA! I jolt up and from shock widely open both eyes, instantly regretting it when my head feels like it just exploded. I look around to find the sickly hoarse goose that made that awful sound, but instead of a honking bird, I only find a laughing Enrique at the end of the bed, holding some kind of plastic trumpet thingy. He holds it against his mouth and blows. BWA BWA BWWAA! I close my burning ears with my hands, giving the damn twit a look that would kill ten men. The fact that he’s only wearing CK boxers not going unnoticed. I mean, seriously, that body is anything but ugly. No wonder he’s such a sought-after model. “Ug!” I croak, touching my pounding head with my fingertips – extremely lightly. I close my eyes, not only repelled by the luminosity from the sunshine glaring through the open curtains but also to keep my sexual organs from becoming Niagra Falls. Cause that’s what’s gonna happ
Date = 28 March Place = San Francisco (Inferno) POV – Aria As soon as we get out of the car, I take Leyla’s hand and loop my other arm through Lee’s. I have two reasons for doing this - firstly, I need some emotional and physical support, ‘cause my knees are still weak from the kiss. Secondly, and most crucially, I need a human shield between me and my model boyfriend; because I need to unravel my confused haunted mind from this morning’s incident. “The girls are inside,” Damion, waiting in front of Inferno, says while looking at me with a lopsided grin that would make the Snowqueen melt. Lee is literally standing with a dropped jaw, staring with those big eyes at the hunky racer. What a strange little guy. So I forcefully drag him with me towards the club’s huge steel doors, leaving the brothers to talk to their friend – aka future brother-in-law. “Is that …” Lee sounds a bit lost so I butt in. “Yep, that’s Damion Grimm, a beautiful specimen of the male species, and on his way t
Date = 1 April Place = San Francisco (back of a van) POV - Enrique The stench of rotten eggs, mixed with something drastically nasty, burns my nostrils and makes my eyes water. “Ug, someone is dying from the inside out,” I murmur, desperately trying to push my nose against my shoulder to seal off the smell since I can’t use my hands. “Oh, come on people … seriously, who let it rip?” little Lee asks, sounding as if he wants to kill the culprit right there and then. He’s the definition of the smaller the bottle the deadlier the poison … a tiny guy with a huge cocky and fearless attitude. The air is filled with grunts and groans, but nobody mans up to being the owner of the fart. “Guys, please … although that was a shocker … we’re in tight corners here … I really don’t want to suffocate before I’m killed,” Jackson protests, removing my number one suspect from my list. “Stinks like a shrimp boat that got stuck in the cheese aisle of the supermarket!” Lee gasps right next to me as i
RIB = rigid inflatable boats Karl = the name given to the fog in the bay area by the locals Date = 1 April Place = San Francisco (boat on the bay) POV – Enrique “Wait! Take those two down. We’ll start with them,” the serious man is pointing directly at Jackson and me. What the fuck now? When I glance at my brother he has a sinister grin on his face as if he’s having a good time. Typical Jackson … ug … and I find myself secretly wishing the man had selected someone else in his place – any of the other guys would have been better. Look, I love my twin to bits, but I also know Jackson is seriously flawed … and putting him in this kind of situation is like squeezing a tiger’s balls. They separate us from the other guys, and I stand there helplessly watching as my companions are forced to the front of the boat. Their expressions vary from devastation and anger to desperation and fear. I frantically scan the area, hoping to get a glimpse of Aria one last time … but no such luck. I h
Date = 1 April Place = San Francisco (UCSF Medical center) POV Enrique “They both have hypothermia …,” Ilkay starts to update us, but I only hear a word here and there, “bradycardia … their small size … Aria stabilized but Luke is still critical … moved to PICU … on hemodialysis machines to warm the blood … had to cut her hand from his PFD … damage tendons … brave girl … lucky to be alive …” I don’t care about all the medical gibberish, all I worry about is that she’ll be okay, so my focus is on the girl whose cold hand is laying limp and uninspired in mine. They’re using different measures to gradually raise her core temperature. Aria somehow managed to stay awake up to the end and cling to Luke with so much force that some tendons in her hand were strained. But she didn’t let him go, she kept them together. I run my free hand through my hair; sticky from the salty ocean spray and then I lay my head down on the bed and close my eyes. Maybe I drifted to sleep – maybe not. My eyes
Date = 14 JulyPlace = San Francisco (on the road)POV - Enrique“So, and correct me if I’m wrong here … you dropped River and her parents with Damion … Lee is back here with you … but where’s Skye then?” I look at the man riding shotgun. Axel interrupted his Olympic practice to go help Jackson - not much of a surprise there - and they found the little stowaway hiding in his truck after I let them know about her disappearance. That’s one super strange kid.I shift my gaze to my twin. Together they rescued the innocent, picked up River’s parents in Portland and stuffed them safely with Damion’s group … wherever that may be. But, and I asked Mel about this, there’s no trace of this Skye chick …So I’m trying the impossible - to figure out what Jackson’s done with the girl. His usual brainwave regime is like herding cats to begin with … so a smitten Jackson might act even more illogically ridiculous. Jackson with feelings - that’s a whole new concept. Right about now, I’m even considerin
Date = 9 JulyPlace = San Francisco (Damion’s house)POV - AriaWARNING – sex scene!!!“Do you want me, Fairy girl?”I feel his need pressing against my hip and resist the urge to let out a whole hysterical laugh. “Sport … "“Yes,” he feathers kisses down my neck. My brain shuts down.“I … eh … " Oh hell I’m stuttering. I let out a low laugh and try to push him away. “I want you. I do. But I still want to hurt you too. Because you always hurt me … but that’s just who you are … and I know that … you’re a player and actually it’s not your fault … you never led me on … but still I need you to feel the same pain … it’s pitiful but …”He cups my face and kisses me … most likely to shut me up … and frickin hell it’s working - here hauled up against the very sexy, very warm, very hard body of the man I love I’m totally speechless.There’s a million and one reasons why this is a bad idea … my heart getting broken all over again the main one. I should run. Now is the time to push him away, rej
Date = 8 JulyPlace = San Francisco (Damion’s house)POV - Enrique“Sooo, you’re Jackson. Well, I see what Skye means … you ARE the hot one.” I roll my eyes. We’re fucking identical. Well, except for the tats … and his crazy eyes. And it’s that glower that examines the girl sitting on the kitchen counter with a critical squint. River, however, does not seem to be rattled, not even in the slightest, by his seemingly chained up intensity. Her face scrunches up, wrinkling that cute upturned button-nose, as she gives a big, toothy smile (missing a few).“But you’re a hot mess, dude. I’ve seen better dog turds.” She seems genuinely sincere and I clench my lips to suppress my laugh. He cracks his knuckles. Right now he won’t see the humorous side of anything. Jackson is on the edge. Right on the very tip of it. I know this from years of experience living under the same roof. The slightest chuckle might push him right over. And getting into a one-on-one with my brother when he’s like this is
Date = 8 July Place = San Francisco (Damion’s house) POV - Aria “Just stick your finger up his nose and then kick him on his sexy ass!” My laugh sounds sectionable, like I’ve been chicken-flipping cocaine. Mel lowers her voice, “But really bitch, talk to my stupid brother and make him open his frickin eyes.” Yeah, right. That would be nice, except I’m the blind one, seeing things that ain’t real. For him we are nothing more than an expired contract. Signatures on a piece of paper. But I can’t tell her that. “Come on Aria, hurry up.” From the passenger seat, the tiny voice, giddy with anticipation, interrupts my phone call with my best friend. I miss her. “Mel, wish you were here.” “Soon.” Really though? I’m not so sure this whole revenge ‘thing’ those people got going is ending soon. In a world teeming with intrigue and uncertainty, there are those who find themselves marked for danger. Like these San Francisco boys. A spectre of stalking looms over their existence, an eminent th
Date = 7 JulyPlace = San Francisco (Inferno)POV - EnriqueAlone.That’s how I feel. Sole-slayingly alone.Everybody appears to be gone. My mood sucks. And I’m feeling as though I’ve been abandoned in hell.It’s been more than a week since we rescued Aria … more than seven days since my twin raced off somewhere with our uncle. And over 200 hours since Logan and Alejandro disappeared.Axel is on a training spree, getting ready for the Olympics. Damion is still hiding my sister while Ilkay is somewhere on the black continent treating mosquito bites. And here I am, spending my nights at the club, and my days trailing Aria like some twisted stalker in the shadows, holding my breath that nothing bad happens to her again. Although we’ve taken all the necessary precautions we could under these circumstances … equipping everyone with tracking bracelets (complementary of Blackburn Inc.), handing out stunt guns small enough to fit in one’s pocket, and exploiting a shitload of guards secretly a
Date = 27 JunePlace = San Francisco (UCSF Medical center)POV - AriaI watch them walk away. They seem happy. The previous anxious aura now gone. His father looks just like him - dark hair, dark eyes. So does his sister. I’ve seen them in here before. The little girl with the ice cream. In total contrast, his brother inherited their mom’s blonde hair.“I’m going in. Talk to you just after.” I end my conversation with Mel. She told me everything Enrique left out earlier … the part about what’s gonna happen with Lee, one way or the other. I also learned that Amanda died in an unthinkable horrible way. On the bright side … she sent me a photo and her tummy suddenly popped … looks like she swallowed a basketball.“You can go in now,” a nurse announces to me. I’ve patiently waited for his family to leave. I didn’t want to intrude. Or rather … I didn’t want to answer their, what would be, awkward questions. They seem so friendly; loving; normal. So where did Brian fall off the bus? Why did
Date = 27 JunePlace = San Francisco (Inferno)POV - EnriqueWARNING – sex scene!!!“Are you hungry?” I ask, trying desperately to cut through the uncomfortable edge hanging in the air. Why this girl has the ability to make me suffering from a chronic tummy ache, for one, I’m not sure … but I have an idea. I’m in … I’ve fallen for her. And I want her in my life. Forever.First, I need to fix my mistakes. Even though I did it to keep her safe, I know I hurt her. And, after everything, she was still put in harms way. Maybe if I haven’t pushed her away, I would have been there to protect her … like I’m supposed to.I walk to the small kitchen, where the bacon and mushroom omelets are sitting cold on the room service trolley. I had it delivered earlier, but Aria was still asleep from the sedative the medic gave her on the scene. She was having a full on panic attack when she woke up at the warehouse.The whole pregnancy issue, the way I put her down, the fact that I wasn’t around when she
Date = 27 JunePlace = San Francisco (Inferno)POV - Aria“Ow,” I murmur as pain pierces my head, little knifes stabbing into my brain while images flash through my mind like a low-budget horror movie. The dirty mattress. Lee’s angry eyes! Amanda’s scared mascara-smudged face! Eerie screaming, similar to seagulls fighting over food. Blood. Wicked laughter. I take a deep breath. I swear I can smell the ocean. And fried bacon. My eyes jolt open. I blink a few times to adjust them to the bright sunlight shining through the large open sliding door. I’m in a strangely familiar-ish room. Fear paralyzes me. First they took Amanda away … then Lee … now it must be my turn.I try to move but seem to be weighed down. I gasp, bracing myself for an impending panic attack. They tied me to the bed. They’re gonna kill me. Or worse, rape me. Or the ultimate worst - both. In a fit of panic I gasp a few fast breaths, before gently turning my head to see what’s pinning me down …Just to find Enrique’s an
stronzo = Italian for ‘asshole’ Figlio di puttana = Italian for ‘Son of a bitch’ Cazzone = Italian for ‘Idiot’ Date = 27 June Place = San Francisco (Grimms) POV - Enrique Warning – graphic content! “Anything?” Jackson leans over Jesse’s shoulder to stare at the screen, asking the same question for probably the millionth time. I’ve never seen my twin this on edge. I get that he feels responsible for his roommate. I just don’t understand why he feels responsible THIS much. He’s behaving just as crazy as he did when Mel was abducted … maybe even more so. Typically, nothing rattles him much. So this frantic behavior is completely novel. In this situation, I should be the one to go crazy here, but instead I feel entirely depleted; drained of every inch of energy. I stare at the intricate pattern on the thick carpet under my feet. The blue color matching my brother’s wild eyes. I know something is amiss with him … known it for a while … but right now I don’t give a fig … all I care a