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Chapter 40
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Edric's POV:
What have I done?
Last night, I watched from a distance as Maya met up with the rogues, finding more love and acceptance from them than I’ve given her in days, and if I’m brutally honest with myself, I have to admit it's my fault that she ran to them. I made it pretty clear that I don’t accept her for who and what she is. I wouldn’t let her shift with us. Letting a wolf shift with your pack is the ultimate sign of trust and acceptance, and I denied her that. Why? Why did I do that?
Now, my two most trusted advisors are pissed at me, my father made it clear that I’m a failure as an Alpha and mate, and even Jolie took her side. She may not like Maya, but she’s slowly starting to accept her. And I fucked it all up.
~ Where is she? ~
* I don’t know. *
~ She should be back by now. What if she’s hurt? ~
* She’s not hurt. *
I don’t know who I’m trying to bluff here. She could very well be hurt
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