Candice’s POV
The sound of my heartbeat pounded in my ears as I stormed into the hospital. My feet carried me almost on autopilot, through the familiar hallways and up the stairs to Dr. Ruby’s office. The world around me blurred—a mix of sterile smells, distant voices, and fluorescent lights—but I wasn’t focused on any of it.
I needed answers.
I flung the office door open without knocking. Dr. Ruby sat behind her desk, startled by my sudden entrance. Her face was pale, her usually composed demeanor replaced with visible anxiety. She looked exactly how I felt: trapped.
“Candice,” she said softly, as though her voice could soften the chaos swirling in my head. “Please, sit down.”
“Don’t,” I snapped, my voice trembling. “Don’t ask me to sit down. Just tell me what’s going on.”
Her shoulders sagged, and she motioned toward the chair again. “Candice, this is… complicated.”
“Complicated?” I repeated, my voice rising. “You called me earlier and said there was a mistake. You told me it wasn’t Joshua’s sperm. What does that even mean, Dr. Ruby? Because I can’t wrap my head around it.”
She hesitated, her fingers gripping the edges of her desk like she needed the support. “Candice, I need you to stay calm,” she began, her tone laced with caution.
“Don’t patronize me!” My voice cracked, and tears burned the back of my eyes, threatening to spill over. “I deserve the truth. I’ve been through hell for years, blaming myself for something that wasn’t even my fault. So if you know something, just say it.”
Her eyes filled with regret, and I could see how much she hated what she was about to tell me. “Candice,” she said quietly, “Joshua doesn’t have any active sperm cells. He’s completely infertile. He never could have fathered a child.”
The words hit me like a sledgehammer to the chest.
“No,” I whispered, shaking my head. “That… that doesn’t make sense. We were told…” My voice trailed off as the weight of her revelation settled over me.
All those failed attempts. The tears. The arguments. The guilt. And it was never me.
My knees buckled, and I sank into the chair, my hands trembling. “You’re saying… all this time…”
She nodded, her expression solemn. “Your fertility was never the issue, Candice.”
Anger flared, hot and sharp. How could he not tell me? How could he let me bear the blame for all of this? And then another realization hit me.
“Violet,” I said, my voice cold. “She said she’s pregnant with his child.” I let out a bitter laugh, the sound harsh in the quiet room. “She’s lying. She has to be. If Joshua can’t have kids, then what the hell is she playing at?”
My head spun, but there was still a question lingering. “If it wasn’t his sperm…” My voice trailed off as I looked at her, dread building. “Then whose was it?”
Ruby froze, her face tightening. She glanced toward the door before leaning closer. “Candice… this is where things get dangerous. Promise me you won’t tell anyone what I’m about to say.”
“What are you talking about?” I asked, my heart racing.
She hesitated before whispering, “The sperm… it belongs to Dorian Anderson.”
I blinked. The name rang faintly familiar, but I couldn’t place it. “Who is that?”
Ruby’s voice dropped even lower. “He’s not just a billionaire, Candice. He’s… dangerous. The kind of man you don’t cross if you value your life.”
I frowned. “Dangerous how?”
“He controls this hospital,” she explained, her voice trembling. “He wanted a surrogate, and his team arranged everything. Your file was accidentally swapped with the one he approved. I didn’t realize until it was too late. If he finds out…” She trailed off, shaking her head. “This could cost me my career—or worse.”
I stared at her, stunned. My voice was barely a whisper when I asked, “You mean I’m pregnant with his child?”
Ruby nodded, her face pale.
I sat back, trying to process the weight of her words. “Maybe…” I started hesitantly. “Maybe I can talk to him. Explain the situation and convince him to co-parent. I mean, I’ve wanted to be a mom for so long. Now that I’m finally pregnant…”
Ruby’s head snapped up, her expression incredulous. “Candice, you have no idea who you’re dealing with. Dorian Anderson doesn’t co-parent. He takes what’s his. Do you understand?”
Her words sent a chill down my spine, but I am refusing to back down. “There has to be a way,” I insisted. “He’s human, isn’t he? Maybe if I explain, he’ll—”
“Stop,” Ruby interrupted, her voice sharp. “You’re too naive. Dorian Anderson is not the kind of man you reason with. If he feels like his plans have been derailed, he won’t just come after me—he’ll come after you. And the child.”
I looked at Ruby, my voice softer now. “You and I… we’re both orphans. We’ve had to fight for everything we have. I know what it’s like to lose everything, to feel alone. I don’t want you to lose your career because of this.”
Ruby’s eyes filled with tears, and she looked away. “Candice, this isn’t about me. This is about keeping you safe. Promise me you’ll stay away from him.”
Before I could answer, heavy footsteps echoed in the hallway.
Ruby froze, her face draining of color. “Oh God,” she whispered. “It’s him.”
I stared at her in confusion. “What? Who?”
Before she could respond, the door swung open.
A man stepped inside, his presence dominating the room. He was tall, his tailored suit emphasizing his broad shoulders and lean frame. His jet-black hair was perfectly styled, and his sharp, angular features looked as if they’d been chiseled from stone. But it was his eyes—cold, calculating, and an icy sapphire blue—that stole my breath.
Behind him, another man in an expensive suit followed, his expression just as unreadable.
Dr. Ruby rose shakily to her feet.
“Dr. Ruby,” the second man said smoothly, his voice calm but firm. “Mr. Anderson would like an update on the surrogate’s progress.”
Ruby’s hands trembled as she gripped the desk. I stayed seated, frozen under Dorian Anderson’s piercing gaze.
Candice’s POVAs Dr. Ruby opened her mouth to speak, I cut her off, my voice steady despite the storm raging in my chest. “The conception was successful,” I said with a smile, stepping forward. “I’m the surrogate.”Ruby’s head whipped toward me, her eyes wide in shock, but I ignored her. My focus was on Dorian Anderson, who stood before me like a living statue, his icy blue gaze piercing right through me.I extended my hand. “It’s nice to meet you, Mr. Anderson and I am Miss Channing. I look forward to working with you.”He didn’t move.Instead, his gaze dropped to my outstretched hand, lingering there for a moment before sliding back up to my face. His expression didn’t change. If anything, he looked like I’d just offered him something offensive.The humiliation stung, but I quickly dropped my hand, hoping to salvage what little dignity I had left. “Right,” I muttered. “Guess we’re not doing that.”Finally, he glanced over at the man beside him—his assistant, I assumed.“Derek,” Dori
Candice’s POVDr. Ruby stared at me like I’d grown two heads. Her fingers fidgeted with the pen on her desk, her worried eyes darting between me and the thick contract I’d just signed.“Candice, are you insane?” she finally exclaimed, her voice cracking slightly. “Why on earth would you agree to this? Did you even read it? Hundreds of pages of ridiculous terms and conditions! He’s practically controlling every breath you take for the next nine months. Do you have any idea what you’ve done?”I sighed, trying to keep my tone calm. “Ruby, I know what I’m doing.”“Do you?” she shot back, her voice rising. “You’ll be living with him, Candice. Living with Dorian Anderson. You’ll have to follow his rules, his schedule—hell, he even has rules about what kind of fabric you can wear! And don’t even get me started on the part where you have no rights to the baby after it’s born.”Her words hit harder than I wanted to admit, but I forced myself to stay composed. I offered her a small, tired smile
Chapter 6Candice’s POVJoshua’s laugh sent a surge of anger coursing through my veins. It wasn’t just the sound—it was the blatant mockery, the complete lack of remorse. Without thinking, I grabbed the divorce contract and threw it at him.The papers fluttered in the air before landing against his chest. “There!” I spat, my voice trembling with fury. “I’ve already signed it. All you need to do is sign, and we’re done. You can live happily ever after with your bastard child and your lying mistress!”For the first time, his smug expression faltered. He caught the papers midair, his brows knitting together in mild surprise. “You’re serious?” he asked, as if the concept was unfathomable to him.“Dead serious,” I replied, crossing my arms. “Once you sign, you’ll never have to see me again. That should make you happy, right?”His lips curled into a sneer, and the flicker of hesitation in his eyes vanished. “Fine,” he said, his voice icy. “But don’t think for a second you’re getting anythin
Candice’s POVThe voice that cut through the rain made me freeze. “Clause three: The surrogate must not get cold during pregnancy. Otherwise, there’s a penalty of half a million dollars.”I turned my head slowly, my heart sinking as I recognized the voice. Dorian Anderson. He stood there holding a black umbrella, his sharp features as cold and unyielding as the rain soaking me to the bone. His piercing blue eyes locked on me with the kind of judgment that made me feel like a misbehaving employee.I opened my mouth to defend myself, but before I could get a word out, he handed the umbrella to Derek. Then, to my utter shock, he crouched down in front of me.“You’re freezing,” he muttered, his tone brusque but low, as if I’d inconvenienced him somehow.“I’m fine,” I lied through chattering teeth, even as my body trembled uncontrollably. My fingers were numb, and my drenched clothes clung to me like a second skin.Dorian didn’t dignify my response with an answer. Instead, he leaned down a
Candice’s POVDorian moved faster than I could process. Before I could even think, he pulled me tightly into his arms, shielding me completely. I felt his chest press against my back as his arm reached for something. Then I saw it—a gun.My heart stopped.“Stay down,” he ordered, his voice low and firm, the kind of tone that made you obey without question.Derek, still gripping the steering wheel, cursed under his breath. “Hold on!” he barked as he swerved hard to the left. With one hand on the wheel, his other hand reached for his own gun.Gunfire erupted again, louder this time. The sharp cracks of bullets rang in my ears. I crouched as low as I could, trembling beneath Dorian. My mind raced with panic. Was this how I was going to die?I hadn’t even been a surrogate mother for twenty-four hours, and now this? Ruby’s voice echoed in my mind—“He’s dangerous, Candice. You don’t know what you’re getting into.”Dangerous? I thought she meant business rivals, shady dealings—not pulling ou
Candice’s POV“How about we talk about all of this inside?” Dorian said, his voice calm. “We’re waiting for the private doctor to come treat me, so we might as well get comfortable while we wait.”Grandfather raised an eyebrow but quickly nodded, his face lighting up with excitement. “Ah, yes, yes, you’re right. Let’s go inside and talk more., you must be tired too. Come along, child.”Dorian gently guided me toward the door, his hand brushing mine for a second. I could feel the coolness in his touch, but his face stayed calm, like nothing was out of the ordinary.Grandfather led us inside, his steps quick with excitement, like a child who couldn’t wait to show off a new toy.As soon as we entered the large living room, everything changed. It was like a switch flipped.The room was so silent you could hear a pin drop. Everyone’s eyes were on me, waiting for an explanation I didn’t have. My face burned with embarrassment, my heart racing as I struggled to process what was happening. I
Candice's POVThe slowing down of the car and its engine coming to a stop woke me with a start. I dozed back there for a bit. I was so tired and all I needed at this point was rest and sleep.“We're here. Come on” Dorian said, opening the door of the car. He alighted and I came down shortly after him.I looked around his lordly mansion the moment I stepped foot on the ground and awe wasn't enough to describe what I felt. At different strategic points, stood men in black suits, head high, shoulders erect and hands behind their backs.Although I didn't see any guns, I had seen a couple action movies and I knew for sure that guns were either in the inner pockets of their suits or tucked away behind them, in the bands of their tailored suit pants. For one, Dorian was a Mafia Don, so it would be ridiculous if his security men didn't have guns on them. I also felt it in my guts that they had pen knives on them too.I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around. Dorian.“Too stunned to kee
Candice's POVWait, what? Dorian?Time stood still and both of us, stark naked and frozen, stood, staring at each other. My left hand immediately flew around my bosom to shield my breasts while my right hand flew below my waist to cover my genitals.‘Dorian just saw me naked, Dorian just saw me naked’ My brain seemed to chant repeatedly, as I stood there, unsure whether to run or or just remain glued to the spot."What did I say about entering other people's rooms?" Dorian questioned, his expression stoic as he grabbed a nearby towel to tie around his waist."I should be asking you the same thing," I replied, trying to sound calm as I tightened my grip on my bosom."I won't ask again, Candice. What are you doing in my room?" His eyes were trained on my face, jaws locked."I...I thought it was my room," I stuttered“Clause number 17 said not to enter other people's rooms. You're the one who defied the rule. It's just day one and you're already breaching the terms of our contract. Are y
Candice’s POV I pushed the guest room door open, the faint hum of Fousheé’s “Deep End” still buzzing in my ears even after I’d yanked the headphones off. My chest felt tight, like the air in the room was pressing down on me, and I couldn’t stay curled up on that bed any longer. I needed to move, to breathe, to shake off the weight of Dorian’s accusations and that suffocating fight. The folded pile of clothes stared at me from the corner of the bed, a neat little reminder of how I’d tried to keep some control over this mess. But control? That was a joke now. Stepping into the hallway, I smoothed my hands over my jeans, trying to steady myself. The house was too quiet, a contrast to the shouting match Dorian and I had earlier. I padded down the stairs, my bare feet silent against the glossy tiled floor. I froze halfway when I caught sight of Dorian in the living room. He stood near the window, his broad shoulders rigid, his jaw set in that way that made him look like he was chewi
Chapter 38: Marcus? Dorian’s POVI stood in the study, staring at the wall as if it might give me answers. The heat of my argument with Candice was still burning under my skin. The photo lingered in my mind—Joshua’s hand on her arm, the way it looked like she wasn’t fighting him off. Every time I replayed it, my fists clenched tighter, and my pulse thrummed in my ears. I didn’t even hear Derek come in until he cleared his throat.“You alright, boss?” he asked, leaning against the doorframe, his usual calm demeanor a stark contrast to the fury raging on the inside of me.I shot him a glare, not trusting myself to speak yet. Alright? No, I wasn’t alright. I was pissed—furious, even—but the why of it gnawed at me. Surprised me. It wasn’t just the photo. It was her defiance, the way she had looked at me like I was the villain, the way she had stormed off and not looked back. I had done everything to keep her safe, and she had thrown it back in my face.“You’ve been pacing like a caged an
Candice’s POVThe drive back with Ruby had been quiet, the hum of the engine and the soft glow of streetlights letting me sink into my thoughts. I had sent the donation to St. Mary’s from my phone, and I felt somewhat happy, fulfilled even, but Joshua’s face kept lingering in my mind—his desperate grip, his pathetic excuses. By the time Ruby dropped me off at Dorian’s place, the evening air had cooled my nerves, but exhaustion still clung to me like damp clothes.I stepped through the door, kicking off my boots but then, I froze. Dorian was in the living room, pacing about, jaw tight and hands balled into fists. The way his eyes snapped to me sent a shiver down my spine. This wasn’t the worried Dorian I’d left behind. This was….this was something darker.“What’s wrong?” I asked, dropping my bag on the couch. My voice sounded small, wary.He didn’t answer right away. Instead, he grabbed his phone from the coffee table, swiped at the screen, and shoved it towards me. “Take a look”I to
Candice’s POV“Dorian” I gently tugged at his shirt, raising my face to look at him “Did you hear me?” I asked “I said I need to clear my head” He sighed before replying “Yes. I heard you the first time. I was just tryna process it. When you say clear your head, what do you mean? What do you have in mind to do?” “I don't know. Maybe go for a walk. Take a drink or two” I shrugged, slowly easing myself from his embrace Everything that had happened lately seemed to be pressing against my chest and it felt like I couldn’t breathe right. Violet’s vile words still echoed in my head, clawing at me like the talons of a vulture. I needed air, space—something to shake off the weight of it all. “I’m going out,” I said, my voice rough, like I’d been screaming for hours. I took off the bathroom so I was now left in only the night dress as I headed for the bathroom. Dorian's hand shot out, catching my wrist—not hard, but firm enough to stop me mid-step. “Candice, wait. After everything that’s
Candice’s POV“Candice, listen” He began, gently grabbing my shoulders, staring fixedly at me “Violet hurt you. She did you dirty. She’s a bitch and deserves to be treated like one. You think I was just gonna fold my arms and watch her?” “I totally understand that, Dorian, and I appreciate your concern, but I think you should really let me handle this. Remember it’s my fight” “Really, Candice?” His voice sounded bland, like my words had hurt him or something “Dorian” I held his face, slowly caressing it. “I didn’t mean it that way. Of course I love the fact that you care about me and my safety, but at least let me be involved in this. It’s me Violet came at” His eyes searched my face for a moment before he spoke up. “Okay, if you say so” “Come on, I'll show you where she’s at” She got off the bed and donned a shirt he grabbed from nearby I pulled the duvet slightly off me and I realized I was naked. Memories from last night came rushing and my cheeks flushed red. I hoped Dorian
Dorian’s POV I sniffed her hair as I watched her sleep. It smelt of lavender and chamomile, her signature fragrances, which were now my favorite. She had drifted off so fast, all thanks to my fingers, tongue and the slow, soothing strokes of my fingers on her hair. I'd have helped her don her night dress, but in the heat of the moment, I wasn't sure exactly where I had tossed it. Maybe it was under the bed or something, I wasn't sure. I'd just find it the next morning, but for now, the duvet was enough. Slowly, I pulled it over her naked body, kissing her forehead before sliding off the bed. She stirred a bit as I got off, thankfully she didn't wake up. I peeled my Calvin Klein briefs off my body before stepping into the bathroom, the door clicking shut behind me. I turned on the shower and the warm water hit my back, cascading down my shoulders. I ran my fingers through my hair, trying to relish the soothing feel of the water but my head was still full of Candice — her gasps and t
Candice’s POVThe moment Dorian’s lips met mine, a jolt of confusion sparked through me, sharp and electric. My mind scrambled to catch up. This was indeed happening. Dorian and I were really kissing, with his right hand firm on my neck, while his left gripped my waist. We pulled apart briefly, our faces hovering close, breaths mingling in the quiet. Dorian’s lips brushed mine again, soft, warm and barely there, before disengaging once again, a faint smack echoing in the stillness. My heart stuttered as he tilted his head, coming back for another kiss. Soft sounds slipped out as our lips met again, lingering just a moment longer before breaking apart with a tiny, wet click. Each kiss was slow, smooth, filled with yearning. Then I got hungry. Really hungry. I wanted more, craved for more. I'd never wanted a man this badly. Ever. I reached out and snaked my hands around his neck as I kissed him with so much fervor. The world turned around us, blurring and disappearing. His hands slid
Candice’s POV“And why wouldn't you allow me to bathe you?” He asked, shifting closer to me on the bed “Well…” I trailed off, scratching my nape unsure of what to say “Well, that's because…” I began again, but trailed off a second time. The words were in my throat, but were kind of stuck, so nothing was coming out. Was this the Dorian effect taking a hold on me? “Well….” He adjusted closer to me, and I wasn't sure if I should sit still or move a little away from him. I found myself sitting still. “....what?” He asked and I could hear him cackle. Obviously laughing at how the huge effect he had on me made me all fidgety. “Well, I can bathe myself, Dorian” I finally found my voice “I didn't say you cannot. I said, I wanna do it, so let me” Before I could comprehend what was happening, he was already in extremely close proximity with me and had already pulled the duvet off my knees and legs. “Come on, raise your hands” “Hold on, hold on, Dorian. Wait, please” I blushed, trying no
Dorian's POV “Not just our baby” I thought to myself, the words burning on the tip of my tongue, almost rolling off. But I hesitated, unsure of how to express the emotions swirling inside me. I guess it was better I kept mute, so I did just that. As I stood beside Candice's bed, watching her fragile form tremble with each sob, I felt an overwhelming urge to shield her from all pain, heartache and care. Her fingers which held tight onto the hem of the duvet, like the grasp of a newborn on its mother's hair, slightly trembled and her eyes blinked rapidly non-stop. Violet had to pay. She definitely was going to pay for making Candice this unsettled, and putting her through so much distress. For chrissakes, Candice was pregnant – carrying my baby; our baby, and I was going to go any length to protect them. Even if it meant snapping necks or spilling blood. It wasn't something new to me anyway. But for now, Candice was my utmost priority. I had to attend to her burns as the doctor inst