I heard a noise from my front door and it had me feeling a little anxious. Max ran in that direction and stood waiting the few seconds until it opened. Zachary's face came into view and I felt an ease that it wasn't someone else.
I was trying to make polite conversation since I want to stay on his good side. I am living in his house after all.
"It was fine."He walked towards the kitchen area and set his things down on the counter,before giving Max some much needed attention."I hope he's behaved himself while I've been gone."
I chuckled."Yes,He's been well behaved. I think he's a bit tired out now after his long walk."I was watching him from the couch as he made his way around the kitchen.
He looked stressed..Likes he's had a hard couple of days.
I stood from the couch and walked in Zachary's direction. He had opened the fridge and was drinking from a cold bottle of beer."Is everything okay?"
"Fine,Just work stuff!"He finished his beer before grabbing not one but two more out of the fridge. He placed one down on the counter in front of me."Have a drink with me?"
I was hesitant,because I was surprised that he was asking me. Also I'm not much of a drinker-Well not beer at least."Um..."
He moved the bottle closer to me."I don't like to drink alone,Kate."
From that I got the impressed that he wasn't just asking for company-but that he needed it. So I'll drink the beer and take it as an opportunity to get to know the man I'm living with. I brought the bottle to my lips and set it back down."Is something wrong?"
"Today-It's my Father's Birthday. It's been a little rough with it being his first one gone."He leaned against the counter with a sigh."Usually we would be sipping beers together by now."
I gave Zachary a sympathetic smile. "Michelle mentioned that your Father had passed,I'm sorry. You two must have been close?"
"Close enough. He was strong my Dad, I thought he was resilient,like nothing could ever take him down."He swigged his beer and set it back down."How very wrong I was!"
"I know the pain you're feeling,I had always thought that my Mother was resilient too. She got cancer and died when I was fifteen. I know it doesn't feel like it right now,but it gets easier with time."
He looked at me,with sadness clouding his features."I'm sorry,that must have been tough for you being so young.How did you handle that?"
"Alone, I didn't have any other family so it was just me. A friend of my Mom's took care of me until I was old enough to do it myself."I walked towards the oven and took the casserole out,trying to avoid his pity.
I hated pity!!
"You had everything taken away from you,if I was that young I'm not sure I would have been strong enough to cope."He walked towards me and handed me the spatula that I had been looking for.
"Thanks!"I took it from him and smiled. "This looks like way too much food for one person,Will you join me? I make a pretty good casserole."
"I probably shouldn't."He said,yet his eyes were still on the tray of piping hot food in front of us. He wants to say Yes,But what's stopping him? I am drinking with him after all.
"Come on,Zachary. You're not going to make me eat alone are you? I'm having a drink with you-You can have a meal with me?"I looked at him with a smirk on my face.
"Alright,I guess I'm joining you. But you can start calling me Zach from now on. The only one that calls me Zachary is my Grandmother."He grabbed some cutlery as I dished up our meal.
The two of us sat side by side at the island,so close and quite that there was a little bit of shyness between us now. I didn't expect to be cooking for two,thank god i put in the effort and decided to make my best dish.
"Wow,I am impressed!"He looked at me and smiled."This is really good, Kate. Like restaurant quality food. You should be a chef."
"Actually,I am. Well I'm sort of! I left college before I finished,but I still learned a lot from my time there."I felt a little uncomfortable talking about the topic,since I knew the true reason why I left. I don't have my degree because of Liam.
"That's a shame,it's obvious that any restaurant in LA would be lucky to have you."Zach threw me a wink."So is getting a job in a restaurant your next move?"
"I know how to take care of myself." Well after what happened with Liam I'm not really sure what I'm capable of."You said a young girl like me,I'm twenty three. Aren't we like the same age?"
"I'm twenty nine so I have a couple of years on you."
"Well I didn't think that many,You look younger than that."Was I flirting with him? It definitely wasn't my intention,I was just trying to be nice.
"I'll take that as a compliment."He set his cutlery down on his plate."Thank you for dinner by the way,it was the best I've had in a very long time. You have a talent there."
"You're welcome."I picked up our plate and walked towards the sink and set them in. It's been nice chatting to a man and not having to deal with Liam's outbursts afterwards.
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FLASHBACK
Jon and I were making our way through college campus after finishing our classes for the day. With both of us taking classes together and having an interest in cooking,we've grown quite close.
Jon chuckled."Honestly,the souffle that I made could have turned out better. It was a disaster in my opinion."
"I wouldn't say that it was a disaster, but it came pretty close."I chuckled, back at him. I'm so exhausted. I wish we had a break in classes already."
"We have Halloween break coming up so at least that's something that we can look forward to."We were only a couple of weeks into our second year, but like me Jon was already feeling the stress and strain."Did you hear about the new talent at The Rube tonight, a new band called The Metal madness?"
"I saw the flyer. I'm not going,I'm so exhausted after work all I want to is sleep."I looked down at my watch and saw that I had twenty minutes until my shift started.
"Come on,Emilia! Come out for one drink and then you're off the hook?"He begged,making it impossible for me to say no.
"Alright,Fine! Text me what time suits and I'll meet you there."My name was called,causing me to turn around and look in that direction. It was Liam standing by the door of his car."I should get going,Jon. I'll see you tonight okay."
"Yeah,See you later!"He looked across the grass in Liam's direction before he walked away. The two of them have never met,but I could already tell that Jon didn't particularly like him. Maybe it's because of his Jealously issues.
I walked towards Liam and I could tell by the look on his face that he wasn't happy. What is he even doing here? Usually he wouldn't just show up out of the blue."Hi,This is a nice surprise. I didn't expect to see you."
"I bet you didn't."He turned around and opened the door to his car and got in. I silently slipped into the passengers seat."Work?"He asked.
"Um,Yes Please."I stared out the window of the car as he started up the car and drove n the direction of the Coffee Shop. I stayed silent waiting for him to say something.
"So who was the Guy?"Liam asked,with attitude and I turned and looked at him in annoyance."Don't look at me like that,Emilia. You know what the hell I'm talking about."
"Jon,He's just a friend."I sighed."You don't need to worry about it,we just have the same classes together that's all."
"Friend!!"He chuckled,sarcastically."I think you should know better than that. He's not just a friend,he's getting close so he can get into your pants. That's how men work."
"Stop! It's not like that! I think he has a thing for Claire actually,I was going to set them up."
He scoffed."Don't waste your time. It's not Claire he likes."His grip was tight on the steering wheel,showing just how wound up he really was.
I hate when he's like this,Jealously is his worst flaw. Liam is a crazy Jealous man and it's been putting a strain on our relationship. But I still wanted to try to make things work. I reached my hand across the space between us and rubbed his shoulder."Please,Don't be like this."
Liam pulled the car up outside work and turned off the engine. He stared ahead,fuming with rage."When I see other men around you,you know how it makes me!"He turned his head and looked at me."It drives me crazy,Emilia. I don't like it!"
"Liam..."
"Shhh!!"He said,placing his hand on my face and caressing my cheek."I want you to remember that you're mine. You're mine Forever,Don't forget that!!"
I smiled at him."Forever,I promise."
FLASHBACK
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I was mid way through my first shift at my new job. Cove was a small bar,that had the usual regulars in day in day out but once it hits evening time it starts to get a little busier..or so I'm told.I liked that it was quite,it was exactly what I needed. Pouring pints wasn't something that I done before so a quite bar ment a little less pressure."How am I doing,Lynn?"I asked,while pouring maybe a little too much head on a pint. She was observing from beside me."That's a little too much head,Darling. But it's okay you're doing good,just tilt your glass slightly."She tilted the glass with me and the rest of the pint poured perfectly."It worked,Great!"Well it wasn't exactly great but I was getting the hang of it."You're doing well,Kate. How do you like it?"Lynn asked,while setting the undrinkable pint to the side."Well I thought pouring pints wo
EMILIAI was walking home late evening after a shift at the bar. At the time I finished I had just missed my bus,but I would rather walk than wait around for the next one.I was holding the phone against my ear,talking to Michelle on the other end as I walked."You know I'm not much of a party girl. Nightclubs just aren't my scene.""I remember you enjoying yourself the last time. Come on,Kate. Come out with me."I found it funny that she was still calling me Kate,even though she knew my name was Emilia. I think it was Michelle's way of making sure she doesn't slip up.I chuckled."Alright,I'll think about it.""Don't think too long.I should go,Doll. I have some tint on my eyebrows that's starting to burn.""Good luck with that. Talk later."I hung up the phone and continued my walk home. It was dark out with pretty much no cars on the road whatsoever. 
EMILIAThat kiss... Ugh, It shouldn't have happened!!I like Zach,he's a really sweet guy when you get to know him. I can't deny the attraction I have towards him too.But it hasn't been that long since I left Liam,it would be a huge mistake getting involved with another man. Wouldn't it?Things are going to be awkward living with him from here on out. It's best that I do what I can and get the hell out of here. Maybe I can take Michelle up on her couch offer.I walked in the front door planning on going to my room straight away. I had even bought some snacks on my way home from work,just so I could avoid him...Well that was until I saw the candles lighting on the table and the red wine chilling in a bucket. Zach was in the kitchen with a cloud of smoke around him."Kate..Is it that time already? I didn't realise."He coughed, and swung the tea towel in
ZACHARYI Fucked up - I know I did!I should've told her the truth from the start, I should've told her about Blake. She deserved better than that.The truth is, I've known for months now that Blake and I weren't right for each other. I've known this even before Kate came along. Blake is that kind of woman that's used to getting what she wants, I was working my way up to breaking it to her gently.But now here we are...Blake glared at me, her hands were folded across her chest."What the hell do you mean we're over? We're not over. You're joking,Right? This is just a joke!"I sighed."I'm sorry. I've been trying to tell you for awhile.""Really? All those time we've spent in bed together you were trying to tell me. Were your moans of pleasure too distracting from what you really wanted to say?""I tried to make it work, but yo
EMILIAZach pulled his car up by the docks, the sun was shinning down on us and the water was calm. I didn't know why we were here of all places. We're supposed to be on our first date.I looked across at Zach, sitting in the drivers seat."What are we doing here?""Do you see that yacht?"He asked, and pointed towards a yacht on the water. I nodded my head in reply."That's mine. You and I are going to spend the weekend on it."The weekend alone with him on the water, the thought of being alone on a yacht didn't worry me. We live together, when we're at home we're always alone."That's some surprise. But you know I'm not going to sleep with you, Right?" I had to put it out there. Being alone on the water is pretty romantic, I don't want him thinking that he can get into my pants that easily.He chuckled."I wasn't expecting that. I just want to spend some time a
I woke, seeing his head on the pillow next to mine. Sound asleep and looking so handsome. I thought back on last night, how drunk I was, but I wasn't drunk enough that i didn't remember what happened.We talked after the kiss, we drank wine, a lot of it-Well I did! Things got a little heated between us and I remember the feeling of how much I wanted him. Zach said that it wasn't the right time and nothing happened after that. We fell asleep together and now I'm completely mortified.Maybe I should make a run for the bathroom and avoid the embarrassment before he wakes up. I moved the sheet off me and sat up quietly."Where do you think you're going?"He said, and wrapped his arm around me pulling me over to him."Were you trying to do a runner before I woke up?""Um, Maybe! I was go
Michelle's pampering of me was making me feel like Cinderella getting ready for the ball. My make up was done to perfection and my hair was in loose curls that flowed effortlessly, looking at my reflection in the mirror I felt good about myself.When Zach invited me to a retirement party that he was throwing for a member of his staff, I was hesitant at first. I wasn't keen on the idea of being in a crowded room with people that I didn't know.But on the other hand, I wanted to spend time with him, even if it is in an outdoor setting. I didn't have a good excuse not to go, Zach knows my day to day pretty well."Did you shave?"Michelle asked, whilst looking at me in the mirror.I was sitting on the fabric chair in my bedroom, staring back at her."Yes, I shaved."
Introductions at the retirement party were going well, everyone was so nice and welcoming. Despite that, I still couldn't help the overwhelming feeling that came over me with being out in public. So many new faces and not many places to hide..If Liam was in this crowd I wouldn't even know it. So many men around me with similarities to him, weather it's hair colour, dark features or his loud obnoxious laugh.This is my life.. This is what I have to get used to. I got out, I'm away from him, and because of that I'm going to spend the rest of my life looking over my shoulder wondering IS TODAY THE DAY??Zach snaked his arm around my waist and I jumped at the sudden contact. "You're a little on edge, Kate. Is there something wrong?"
ZACHARY I noticed Kate acting a little off at tonight's retirement party. Maybe it was a little much for her meeting so many new faces at once. I don't know!!She can be hard to read sometimes. It's a little hard to find out what's going on in her head.. Her life too.. The life she had before she came here."Is everything okay?"I asked, as I closed the front door behind us. "Sure, I'm fine."She replied. The only words that she had spoken to me since we left the bar. She wasn't chatty at all, it was clear that there was something."Really, Because you were a little off tonight and I thou
Introductions at the retirement party were going well, everyone was so nice and welcoming. Despite that, I still couldn't help the overwhelming feeling that came over me with being out in public. So many new faces and not many places to hide..If Liam was in this crowd I wouldn't even know it. So many men around me with similarities to him, weather it's hair colour, dark features or his loud obnoxious laugh.This is my life.. This is what I have to get used to. I got out, I'm away from him, and because of that I'm going to spend the rest of my life looking over my shoulder wondering IS TODAY THE DAY??Zach snaked his arm around my waist and I jumped at the sudden contact. "You're a little on edge, Kate. Is there something wrong?"
Michelle's pampering of me was making me feel like Cinderella getting ready for the ball. My make up was done to perfection and my hair was in loose curls that flowed effortlessly, looking at my reflection in the mirror I felt good about myself.When Zach invited me to a retirement party that he was throwing for a member of his staff, I was hesitant at first. I wasn't keen on the idea of being in a crowded room with people that I didn't know.But on the other hand, I wanted to spend time with him, even if it is in an outdoor setting. I didn't have a good excuse not to go, Zach knows my day to day pretty well."Did you shave?"Michelle asked, whilst looking at me in the mirror.I was sitting on the fabric chair in my bedroom, staring back at her."Yes, I shaved."
I woke, seeing his head on the pillow next to mine. Sound asleep and looking so handsome. I thought back on last night, how drunk I was, but I wasn't drunk enough that i didn't remember what happened.We talked after the kiss, we drank wine, a lot of it-Well I did! Things got a little heated between us and I remember the feeling of how much I wanted him. Zach said that it wasn't the right time and nothing happened after that. We fell asleep together and now I'm completely mortified.Maybe I should make a run for the bathroom and avoid the embarrassment before he wakes up. I moved the sheet off me and sat up quietly."Where do you think you're going?"He said, and wrapped his arm around me pulling me over to him."Were you trying to do a runner before I woke up?""Um, Maybe! I was go
EMILIAZach pulled his car up by the docks, the sun was shinning down on us and the water was calm. I didn't know why we were here of all places. We're supposed to be on our first date.I looked across at Zach, sitting in the drivers seat."What are we doing here?""Do you see that yacht?"He asked, and pointed towards a yacht on the water. I nodded my head in reply."That's mine. You and I are going to spend the weekend on it."The weekend alone with him on the water, the thought of being alone on a yacht didn't worry me. We live together, when we're at home we're always alone."That's some surprise. But you know I'm not going to sleep with you, Right?" I had to put it out there. Being alone on the water is pretty romantic, I don't want him thinking that he can get into my pants that easily.He chuckled."I wasn't expecting that. I just want to spend some time a
ZACHARYI Fucked up - I know I did!I should've told her the truth from the start, I should've told her about Blake. She deserved better than that.The truth is, I've known for months now that Blake and I weren't right for each other. I've known this even before Kate came along. Blake is that kind of woman that's used to getting what she wants, I was working my way up to breaking it to her gently.But now here we are...Blake glared at me, her hands were folded across her chest."What the hell do you mean we're over? We're not over. You're joking,Right? This is just a joke!"I sighed."I'm sorry. I've been trying to tell you for awhile.""Really? All those time we've spent in bed together you were trying to tell me. Were your moans of pleasure too distracting from what you really wanted to say?""I tried to make it work, but yo
EMILIAThat kiss... Ugh, It shouldn't have happened!!I like Zach,he's a really sweet guy when you get to know him. I can't deny the attraction I have towards him too.But it hasn't been that long since I left Liam,it would be a huge mistake getting involved with another man. Wouldn't it?Things are going to be awkward living with him from here on out. It's best that I do what I can and get the hell out of here. Maybe I can take Michelle up on her couch offer.I walked in the front door planning on going to my room straight away. I had even bought some snacks on my way home from work,just so I could avoid him...Well that was until I saw the candles lighting on the table and the red wine chilling in a bucket. Zach was in the kitchen with a cloud of smoke around him."Kate..Is it that time already? I didn't realise."He coughed, and swung the tea towel in
EMILIAI was walking home late evening after a shift at the bar. At the time I finished I had just missed my bus,but I would rather walk than wait around for the next one.I was holding the phone against my ear,talking to Michelle on the other end as I walked."You know I'm not much of a party girl. Nightclubs just aren't my scene.""I remember you enjoying yourself the last time. Come on,Kate. Come out with me."I found it funny that she was still calling me Kate,even though she knew my name was Emilia. I think it was Michelle's way of making sure she doesn't slip up.I chuckled."Alright,I'll think about it.""Don't think too long.I should go,Doll. I have some tint on my eyebrows that's starting to burn.""Good luck with that. Talk later."I hung up the phone and continued my walk home. It was dark out with pretty much no cars on the road whatsoever. 
I was mid way through my first shift at my new job. Cove was a small bar,that had the usual regulars in day in day out but once it hits evening time it starts to get a little busier..or so I'm told.I liked that it was quite,it was exactly what I needed. Pouring pints wasn't something that I done before so a quite bar ment a little less pressure."How am I doing,Lynn?"I asked,while pouring maybe a little too much head on a pint. She was observing from beside me."That's a little too much head,Darling. But it's okay you're doing good,just tilt your glass slightly."She tilted the glass with me and the rest of the pint poured perfectly."It worked,Great!"Well it wasn't exactly great but I was getting the hang of it."You're doing well,Kate. How do you like it?"Lynn asked,while setting the undrinkable pint to the side."Well I thought pouring pints wo