Early in the morning, Mike woke up with a stomach ache felt that this was not of the food last night then he goes to the kitchen and prepare some coffee and food his mother noticed him "hey, it's 5 am in dawn do you have some appointment or something?"
And Mike looked at her as his face looks crushed paper due to pain "nope, nothing just a stomach ache I mean I'm not hungry but I feel pain in my stomach maybe I just need to eat a bit." Then his mother remember about his health and began to feel nervous she decided to be with him in the kitchen as they eat his mother talked about what she thinks is why he feels unusual stomach ache "I'm thinking maybe it's your cancer? or... I mean yeah, that's what I think."As Mike heard this he then got an idea to do some research on symptoms, as they finished he then do that in his room and there he read that pain in the abdomen or near the right shoulder blade is one of the symptoms also one of the symptoms that he always feel was there which is the feeling very full after a small meal even he regularly takes his medicine he just feels that it only relieve the pang not remedied as he goes back to sleep he can't help thinking about his life from future plans to a career while thinking those things.
He closed his eyes visualizing Augustine and Alice is with him in their new house having happy moments watching movies, cooking in the kitchen and baking together he smiled then his tears suddenly slips he then think an idea that maybe it's the best time to expose Augustine to Angel but the thing bothers him is the expectation from him because so far in their relationship she didn't know about Augustine and he rues that why in the first place he did not said the truth where in these times it is quite to make it happen.Also he remembered what Angel said to him about hiding some secrets "I'm an understanding person yeah, I'm always open to understand as long it is not been hiding for a long time because if a person will do that to me I feel kinda like immoral person so... yeah I don't know why lots of people hide some secrets what can you say about that love?"
As Mike remembered this from Angel he persuaded that this is not a perfect time and for him the immaculate moment is the day where he had a shortime left a minutes later he fell asleep Rose goes to Augustine room as she there staring to Augustine while sleeping her few tears drops because she knows that Mike have only a short time ten am in the morning Mike waked up with a three miss calls from Angel and one message he just read the message which she says."goodmorning love, I don't know your worktime but I've been in you house and you are not there also not answering my calls or just a little message anyways maybe you are just busy it's okay meet me later love you."And Mike suppose to reply to her but he then thinks to go first to the doctor to have a check-up, Mike, then prepares to go as he finished his mother Rose advised him "son what ever may result just keep strong always keep strong and yeah... don't lose hope okay."Then Mike just beamed and goodbyes while reaching to check-up short Angel called he tries not to answer but thought four missed calls are maybe too much and he answered.
"hey love good morning sorry about earlier my schedule is this afternoon and I was just fell asleep too much, I'm feeling tired nope I'm okay yeah no sickness even headache or any aches by now? I'm heading to my friend I have some reserved orders from him a boot and jacket yeah, take care too love you."As he didn't tell the truth about where he goes he remembered his car and plate number maybe Angel will recognize this but a few minutes later he manages to arrive at the doctor and there the check-up begins and later he receives his result and confirm the doctor said "Primary liver cancer is rarely detectable early, when it is most treatable.Secondary or metastatic liver cancer is hard to treat because it has already spread. The liver's complex network of blood vessels and bile ducts makes surgery difficult. Stage 2 is, caused by chronic inflammation.Scarred tissue begins to replace healthy tissue, which reduces how well your liver functions. Liver scar tissue also reduces blood flow to your liver."
While the doctor said this to him his reaction seems dismal afterward he then decided to go to his room for a whole day and will not go to work anymore the motivated mindset has overtaken his sadness he then missive Angel that he will not go to work and will visit his mother for a while as he arrives there to his mother he then informs about the results and Rose tears unawares appear she tried to comfort him but still Mike seems miserable he then goes to Augustine to hug him and his phones ring because Angel called again but he did not answer her call instead he send her a message saying."Love please, I'm just tired okay... I need to rest I appreciate your concern but calling me more than five times in just a half-day come on... I mean I updated you I think an update is enough okay?"As Angel read his message she then thinks to visit him right away meanwhile Rose is crying on the balcony can't stop thinking about Mike's disease as Mike enters his room he then takes a shower while taking a bath he cried he ask himself in the mirror "Why? Why... there are a lot of bad people out there who deserve this, I just want to live by fixing my mistakes and lies my plan is good I mean I can't understand but anyways I know I can't make this through but I know sooner I will meet my Alice."Then he closed his eyes and sits while the shower is kept raining to him then later in that he decided to go in the hilltop where he used to bring Alice he would like to recalls the past while overviewing the old bridge it's a late-night he drove to the place while going there his phone suddenly rings as Angel calls she consult him and ask where is he as she heard cars engine and Mike thought that he can't scape her question as he arrived he sits in the top of his car and feels the fresh air there he perfectly recalls every moment he spent to Alice.Mike keeps staring to the bridge then he closed his eyes and remembers Alice last words to him then he didn't notice his tears suddenly drops he still missed her and can't moved on at that night he stare to ther stars meanwhile Angel thinks that Mike is in his house then she suddnely visits As she's there Rose surprised then Angel is looing to Mike.And Angel arrived at Mike's place bringing his favorite food as they are inside Mike did not notice that one of his jackets was left on the sofa while the front pocket is opened there. Angel spotted a picture of the girl wearing a summer hat over the mountain area where she remembered that the bridge behind is his first project Angel then attempt to take the picture but suddenly Mike called her in the kitchen there Mike just want to take her some taste of his cake and she loves it in minutes of their conversation she asks Mike about the picture of the girl inserted in his jacket."the girl you saw is my first love Alice but she died and yes, she is my co-engineer the bridge behind her is our first project but she died" Mike does say straight to Angel that it was Alice but he did not confess that they have a son and Angel reaction just calm then she understands Mike "okay I understand love." Mike breathe and exhale deeply he then decided to keep his jacket and clean his room much as
Summertime when Augustine takes his final vacation with Mike and Grandma Rose in the mountain park. There they'd have a picnic and Mike feels lonely as he knows that this will be the last day to see and be with Augustine he can't help his emotion to be sad. As their bonding went well suddenly Angel called Mike on his phone "Hi, love I checked you in your office but they said you're taking some leave? where are you going? for three days I mean I don't have any idea about this I want to know" Mike doesn't have an idea what to answer just to cover everything and he just answer her " hey, love oh my goodness honestly I didn't plan this... work left in the past days and just decided this morning I made up my mind three days the two days is for my yoga and meditation class in mountain areas to relieve some of my stress and the one day is for you of course." And Angel wondered because so far she didn't know that Mike liked yoga and meditation. But she just considered his reason without
The 2nd letter "The one year pass by so quick like a six months and yeah many projects to come bro."Mike's workmate said while he keeps focusing on his charcoal sketch he just smiled an hour later when Mike left alone in the art room he decided to stay there all night doing art while he keep thinking about tomorrow because it's Angel birthday and seems she still busy to her contract a minutes later he called Angel but her phone is out of coverage area then Mike take some break time he walks close to the door glass and taking a view of the brights lights in buildings. Then he lay down on the floor and he closed his eyes then he imaging back to the day when Alice requested him to make a painting for Augustine with her image wearing a summer hat in a sunflower background Mike opened his eyes as he wasn't able to do that. While Alice is in around he stands and walk back to his charcoal sketch he finished it an hour later he planned to do the painting for his son Augustine while he draw
As Mike wakes up early he still lying in his bed and stares at the ceiling thinking about what he will be going to do for a whole day since it's Alice's birthday he would like to spend his days with Alice memories like going to her grave, at the bridge, and recalling the things she leaves and visiting his old house where her brother leaves. There then he closed his eyes suddenly his mother Rose knocked on the door saying that Angel is here he opens his eyes quickly as he is surprised why she visited at this time when it was too early he wonder what's the reason then he goes downstairs there he sees Angel is well dressed. He ask her then Angel says that she would like to go somewhere as she taking some vacation leave Angel did this because to spend her time with her family and he then Mike was really surprised about it as he just planned to visit Alice's memories then he had nothing to do he abide with her.Then Angel spends her morning time with Mike's parents then she decided to go
The summer season came in and Augustine is going to travel back to his father Mike he will be there for a while and they will stay in Rose's house and she will stay in Mike's house. Early in the morning when Mike sits beside in lake watching the sunrise and peaceful birds fly by he indulges the moment.And suddenly his phone rings as his stepbrother John called him to inform him that Augustine will be there in an hour later then Mike remained calm he thinks an idea on how he will going to manage to hide Augustine from Angel he then thinks that maybe this is the right time to tell he bows his head to knees he then remembers that Augustine will be more comfortable if he will stay in their old house. Where they use to live when Alice was alive remembering these he then smiled and stands up as he turned to go inside Mike was surprised when he sees Angel standing next to him staring at him so mad then Angel walk forward to him she then hands the old letter from Alice and three pictures whi
Four a.m in dawn where Rose suddenly awakes feeling nervous due to her dream about Angel that died in a car accident with Mike and Augustine then she goes to the kitchen to take some water and food. While she was eating Rose notice a shadow from the balcony she sees it through the mirror then she slowly spied it by sliding the curtain gently there Rose to see Mike doing painting at dawn which leaves her a curiosity then she went through to Mike and ask "Son? Mike? did you sleep? what's that painting for? you worked it to pressure." Then Mike turned to her his reaction seems calm "Mom, I've slept in enough hours this day is another year to Angel and this... this painting is part of the third letter and it's already four a.m I think this is enough up to six a.m for preparation." Then Rose remembers her first husband which is her real father of Mike because of the way Mike does the efforts it's the same as his father and she leaves Mike for a while to prepare him a coffee. An hour late
The wind blows is quite different from other seasons leaves fell off the ground some people wearing jackets the trees look like dying but it is just an autumn Mike is sitting alone at the park while his coffee is on his side he planned to travel afar for work seems he want just to skip for this year at this place he feels the wind blows like his last day at this place. Later on that he calls Angel as the phone rings she answers "hey love how are you doing? yeah... by the way, are vacant tonight? I would like to take you out since it is the first month of autumn okay see you well it's okay, of course, I can wait yeah love you see you later love." Then Mike sips his coffee and thinks to visit Alice's grave meanwhile at the house where Rose is trying to find the papers containing the information about Augustine's birth suddenly she finds a health paper result from Mike she takes time to read it as she reads the letter Rose was quite worried about Mike. She looked out the windows and wo
The evening comes and Mike is still on the beach having a campfire all by himself he then thinks to take some camp and suddenly Angel called him "Hi, love I've been to your house supposed to visit you but your mother said that it's been the whole day you didn't come home yeah, she's worried by the way where are you why? why? I heard a strong wind blow? are you riding a ship?" Then Mike tells her that he is on the beach to have some peaceful meditation and later he will take a camp and Angel wonders if maybe she could join and Mike allows her to be with him an hour later Angel arrived at the beach where Mike stays as they meet Angel hand his phone. Because before she left Angel visited again his mother to inform him and his mother ask her to hand him this phone just in case there was any call then Miked smiled at her then Angel ask him why he still prefer to do this thing alone and he didn't talk or answer her later on that Mike then finally speaks."Love? you know this world is full