Being Popular(4)

8

"During this period of time, I have reflected a lot. I ignored your feelings. I just wanted to rush forward, but left you behind. I will change."

Jake refused to let me go. When I turned my head, he stood there with a cane, making sure to meet my eyes and look at my face.

"It's always right to work hard. I couldn't keep up with you. What would you change? Jake, we don't fit together. I don't want to live in your light forever. I don’t want to worry that you will be stolen by someone better or you will get tired of me.

"You can meet such beautiful and interesting girls every day, but I can only watch your wonderful life from a distance. I am fed up with this kind of life, do you understand? When you see me suspicious every day, won't you feel annoyed? I am annoyed by myself."

I spoke my mind once I started talking.

He quietly listened to me and his eyes softened, "It's really difficult for me to give you a sense of security in this circle. I've considered working behind the scen