CultI hear back into the house after being on a mission for the past week. I want to be anywhere from the pack house currently and to be back here, it is infuriating that I cannot express it. I eat my dinner quietly as I go through the files that I have kept on probation for as long as possible.I can hear her footsteps as I eat my food silently and I have had rest for the past few weeks but now, I cannot seem to hide my anger and frustration. It pains me to think that I almost attacked my own mother.I could not see when Irish was trying to reach me. I was blinded by my anger so much that I could not see anyone or feel anything. This is the reason why I turned my back without looking again. However, I am still Alpha—no matter how much I think I deserve to be away.I have duties and I have to remember my duties no matter what. However, being here in her presence again makes me realize that I am alpha and this is my responsibility. It doesn’t matter how much I want to live in solitude
FionaI am walking right beside Alejandro as we set out with a team of his members that closely work with him. I am in a better place but my wolf isn’t. I guess it’s because Cult has begun to fulfill his responsibilities as a husband towards my sister. I cannot believe that all is broken ultimately.I thought we would stay together for a good number of years until we couldn’t do without each other. I know Fey and she will not stay out even when he doesn’t want to be with her. I need to accept that this is it and everything is as it is but I can’t.It’s too soon and it’s too hard.“Fiona.” Alejandro says to catch my attention and I raise my head up.Yes? I reply and he extends his hands to me.“This is Jack and Luke.” He says and I slowly synchronize with the fact that I am meeting Jack—the look on his face shows that he wasn’t prepared to lose his destined princess. It just have torn him apart because I going through the same thing.It must have been hard for you. I say to him and he
Cult. I regret my actions but my anger doesn’t allow me to move past it. My wolf is angry with me and I cannot stand myself. I felt like I needed to punish Fiona for how she played with my heart but I feel worse. I want her heart to break too just like how mine was in pieces. I tried to do the two can play this game nonsense but I hurt myself more.Fey enters into the room with a towel over her head and she puts her hand around my waist but I remover her hands and she stops. I look at her and she has a hurtful gaze casted over her face.Did I do something wrong again? Why are you so always upset with me. I promise I won’t do anything as long as I’m here. I will be a dutiful wife…I can see it that you don’t want me around and even yesterday, you forced yourself to be with me.“I’m trying my best to accept you.” Please, don’t use a guiltful story to make me come around. I say to her and she looks devastated.“Cult, I love you and you know that I
Fiona.You do not know what I have done to him. He will not forgive me so easily.I didn’t say it would be easy, Fiona. There is a war coming and if he doesn’t have you by his side. He would fall and many will fall with him. A destined Luna means that you have your own responsibility and your pack needs you.“I lied that I was there Luna.” I say to her.Does it matter? Freya says to me and she walks towards me.“You have a responsibility.” The pack needs you whether they know this or not. You cannot stop yourself from fulfilling your destiny just because you made a lie and you don’t know if they will forgive you. Freya says and I exhale.I am about to say the next thing when Alejandro walks into the conversation and stops me from saying the next thing.Fiona? Alejandro says and I look back.We have to go. He says to me and I have to stop my conversation with Freya.I walk away from her even when my heart is heavy and I’m sure that Alejandro is wondering how my expression has changed b
Cult.I stop my car when I feel the tension of the ground and how it causes the little rock on the floor to move. I am out to look up for bay lead that might tell where Fiona is…Irish may think that I am not doing anything about it but its untrue. The people I had sent to help find her aren’t doing the job as I would want.I step out of the car to look at what is going on. It seems like some kind of heart quake and I don’t understand how something like this can even. I can see how all the cars are honking but it doesn’t look like a natural disaster. I hear a sharp scream from a distance and I place both of my hands against my ears to control it. I get back into my car and I begin to drive in the direction. It is unnatural and wolves can tell it. Whatever it is, this is the first strange thing that has happened since Fiona left me. I am going into anything that carries danger or no danger….as long as I can find her there. It wouldn’t matter.The ground continues to rumble and I begin
Fiona.I can believe it.“You are a destined Luna.” Alejandro says and he looks at me with surprise. I am seated, unable to explain how I had the ability to scream out of my lungs and cause an earthquake.“At this point, you were meant to find Eve.” He says to me and I listen quietly.“I am only a wolf.” I didn’t think I had some power in me to do something like that. It made me powerful. It made me think back to what Freya said. She saw something in me that I couldn’t see.Fiona, say something. He says and I raise my head form my lap.I am as surprised as you. Trust me! Up until now, after you showed me that memory of Eve, I felt like I needed to find her but I couldn’t explain why. Now, I know why…I was supposed to meet her because we are of the same but to different Alphas.“Freya saw it.” I say and he smiles.And your mate? He asks.I left him. I reply and I place my fingers on the table gently because I have to go back to that memory that aches my soul.Is it when I found you…on
Cult.You saw her and you let her go? My mother yells in a tone that shows that she sis really upset with me.I couldn’t approach her. I explain as I unbutton my belt before taking a huge gulp of the glass of whiskey in my hands.What do you mean you couldn’t approach her!? She is your destined luna and you need her. If you don’t get your power under control, you could lose your life, Cult. And you know, we have to protect the pack.Why should I be the one who searches for her? I have found her and she isn’t in any danger. I bet that she is fine.What do you mean you couldn’t approach her!? She is your destined luna and you need her. If you don’t get your power under control, you could lose your life, Cult. And you know, we have to protect the pack.Why should I be the one who searches for her? I have found her and she isn’t in any danger. I bet that she is fine. I say.Did you see something that made you not want to approach her? My mother asks.She is moving with a pack and they wan
Fiona.Have you ever wanted to just rest in the arms of one person? Eve asks me and I stare at her.“Of course, I know that feeling very much.” I reply as I roll over the grasses and make eye contact with her.“Why don’t we go and find that man that you fell in love with it.” Eve says.What are you talking about? Cult? I ask and she slowly nods her head.Yes? You miss him, I know.“I can’t see him. I left. They told me to leave.” I don’t have a place there any longer. I say.He doesn’t have to know that you are watching him. You just see him and then, we leave like it never happened.So, how do you think that I can do this? The pack has banned me and I’m not sure if they will ever allow me to walk into the Sovereign pack again. I say.“I heard Jack and Alejandro talking. For the ball that is coming up, the Sovereign pack is invited and I’m sure that Cult will be there. It is a mask party.” So, you can hide yourself and view him from afar. Eve says and it sounds like a good idea.Think