Its closing hours, around 12:00 am, and I still have a bountiful amount of questions bouncing around my head. As I am signing out of my computer, I see Mr. Malone walk out of his room with a woman I've probably seen around the building somewhere. She's laughing and smiling with him, touching his arm any chance she can get.
I guess I was staring for too long because David and me made eye contact. I quickly go back to packing up my things guilty. Maybe I just made up everything that happened in my mind? Am I going crazy? There's noway someone like him would ever like, even just a little bit, someone like me.
I sadly pack my things inside my bag before standing up. Now the woman's gone and David's pouring coffee into his glass mug. I feel a heavy weight on my shoulders as I so desperately want him to turn around and give me that look again, the one that set my body ablaze, but I know he might be busy.
I leave the building, going over to the bus. At least I'll be able to see him around 4 am.
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My alarm blares through my dark little living room. I complain before getting up, putting on the one classy shirt I own (which I use almost everyday now) and pulling my bag over my shoulders. I try to s-cruse up my hair a bit in the darkness. I haven't gotten my paycheck yet because I've only worked for a couple of days, so bills for electricity are cut.
"Good enough I guess." I say as I open the door, not wanting to be late.
I drive the bus over to the location on the paper David had given us. This is where the celebration party is supposed to be: 430 west Goldenbridge.
For a minute, I didn't even want to go towards the gigantic expensive looking building. I feel like I'd look so out of place, but I push forward. I walk towards two big men guarding the front entrance and they stop me, their faces harsh.
"Id."
"Oh, I'm sorry, I-its here, sorry, in my bag somewhere..." I stutter, looking furiously through my bag for my id. Why did I have to put it in the big pocket?!
My face heats up more as I still sort through my things as best as I can. I'm just about set it on the ground when I hear a familiar voice.
"He's with me." David is by the entrance, his face emotionless. I can feel my heart bump harder in my chest as I pull my straps back over my shoulder. His outfit now shows off his build so well, I have to try not to stare.
The guys nod as David turns around and leaves, I suppose a gesture to follow him. I do, but from a reasonable distance.
"Your clothes are shabby." He says without looking back. I feel my heart drop into my stomach.
"I-I'm sorry sir, I didn't have a good set and-"
"We have clothes in room 208 downstairs. I want you to go find your size and wear it. We are trying to look presentable for guests."
I nod to myself as he continues walking away, leaving me in the gigantic hallway. Timidly, I look around for the entrance to downstairs, but everything just looks like a endless amount of crimson walls.
A waiter walks by.
"Excuse m-me."
"Yes?" He says, with a wrinkle on his nose. His reaction does not make me feel any better.
"Where is the place to go downstairs?"
"Right over there, by the end of the hall."
"Thank you."
I go downstairs and to room 208. There's a gigantic closet that I stare in awe at. The clothes inside look more expensive then everything I've ever own in my life combined.
I grab a turquoise suit, knowing that I'll probably not wear it, but like idea of it. It's too out there. I put it back and instead grab a black suit with a simple red tie. This should due, actually more then due. Its so clean and pressed.
I better keep it in tip top shape through out the entire event.
I take off my clothes and put it on, not wasting time to look in the mirror. The suit itself looks good, but I know I look horrible wearing it. I grab my bag and head back upstairs, and I see David surrounded by people from my workplace.
They all were getting instructions.
"Chelsy, you're in charge of making sure that all guests are comfortable. Ryan, you are supervising the kitchen."
"Aw man, again?" Ryan whines.
"Yes, unless you would like to file a application to Mcdonalds after this."
"N-no sir, I'm on it."
"Micheal, you're with me, socializing with the guests." David announces.
"Coldren and Calvin, you're both are supervising the hallways, making sure no one's going where they aren't supposed to go, you got that?" Instead of looking at the both of us, his amber eyes are trained on me, and I try not choke on air. I swallow and nod, probably for too long.
"Alright, the guests are going to be in here in a hour. To your stations, now." He says as he walks away with his hands behind his back and Micheal trailing him. I can feel myself wanting him more and more, especially after yesterday and the day before that.
I can't think of any reason why he would kiss me though.
"Hey, doe boy, following or not?"
"Oh, yes. I'm coming."
We both walk down to the hallway, just before the stairwell. I hold my stomach awkwardly as a small gurgle fills the space. Coldren raises a eyebrow.
"You hungry? When did you last eat?"
"I'm... i'm not sure."
"You wishing that you got a spot in the kitchen with Ryan huh? Its every chubby person's dream." He snickers. I play with my fingers in front of me as I try not show sadness on my face. It's fine, I'm used to this by now.
After a few moments in silence, Coldren sighs, falling against the wall behind him.
"I can't believe I got a job here with you of all people. Not that you're annoying, but you aren't a good conversationalist."
"I, uh, yeah I get it."
"Actually, do you mind holding down the fort here for a little?"
"What? For what?" I ask, my heart racing.
"I just want to walk around a little. You'll be fine, Mr. Malone doesn't usually check on us."
"But we're supposed to stay here and-"
Coldren rolls his eyes.
"Look, it'll be fine. If you want us to like you, you have to stop being a little bitch."
He turns around, walking down the stairs to who knows where. I stand, gawking, not knowing what to do. In the agreement that I had signed for this company, the rules is that if a co-worker is going out of line, they should be reported to the employer.
My mind just draws a blank, and I stand there. A heavy sigh comes from my mouth.
I lay against the wall Coldren used to be on. Half an hour has gone by and he still isn't back yet. I look down at my feet out of boredom. I'm just about to start pacing when-"Calvin... where is Coldren?""C-coldren?" Its David. I look down at the floor, feeling fully guilty."I...""You're the only one here. He left, didn't he?" He sighs, adjusting his tie. I can't form words so I nod. My face feels very hot and my knees start to tremble. For a moment, I take a risky look at his muscles, and I have to try not to squeal.I don't know if he noticed or not, but he decides to walk closer to me, the smell of pine again filling my nose. My eyelids lower, as if I'm in a daze."At least I did catch you alone.""Sir, I uh-" Again he roughly kisses me on the lips, pushing me against the wall. My hands shoot up to his chest, but I don't know what to do with them. He's so big and strong... and I'm... me.He takes a handful of my hair and
After the last remaining guests trickle out the doors, an intercom sounds, motioning us to the living room area."You all did well. A few disturbances had occurred." He looks towards Coldren, who's face again turns pale."But in all a great event. And as compensation, you all have today off." A few hoots come from mostly everyone except Coldren. I feel a sort of pity for him before we all leave the impressive building as well, most of them booking it to their cars while I stand by the bus stop.I yawn. I think about laying in my bed with my sheets over my head while I fall asleep. Its one of the things I want right now. Well, that and Dav-"You take the bus?" I look up at him with big eyes, a light blush on my cheeks. At this point, he pops up at everywhere, not that I mind. I don't mind at all actually.Okay, okay, he's here again. Just talk to him normally. "Uhm, oh yeah, I do, uh sometimes. Wait, but what are you doing here?"
"I..." I can't even squeak out the rest of my sentence as i stand there, my mouth completely open in awe. I know he has a lot of money, everyone knows that, but I just never seen it in all its glory."Are we just going to stand here, or are we going to go inside?""S-sure. I I mean if you want to go inside. I'm just... wow.""Yeah, yeah, lets get a move on, the day's not going to be fresh forever."He walks to the expensive looking house as I tail him, not believing my eyes for even a second.He unlocks the smooth wooden doors to the great inside. The smell of vanilla and pine cones waft through the air and bright golden lights wink at me from the high ceiling."Take a seat anywhere." There are two long crimson sofas in the middle of the room, pointed towards what I can assume is a Jacuzzi and above it a wide flat screen tv.I walk over to it and sit down, my mind not quite catching up with me yet. This is insane, this is completely i
Finally, we are left alone again... well not counting the little fur-balls that yapped and scraped at each other while fighting over a colorful squeaking monkey.We sit in uncomfortable silence, David paying more attention to the Tv then my presence."Those are some unique names... uh you gave your dog." I pipe up, wondering if my voice was a little too high. His bright orange yellowish eyes focus on me again, and its almost like being high. I want his eyes on me as long as it can be."I like names that are different. I believe the ones that I picked out for them matches their characters.""Characters?""Yes.""But they're dogs." I
Once I pull open the glass doors, I stand in shock at the amount of people standing around the lobby of the building, holding various pieces of papers and cameras.I clutch the strap of my bag as I wander through the crowd, confusion clouding my mind."I don't know, didn't he say he wasn't going to come out?""Don't jinx us Tom, he has to. We just have to stay positive." I hear two people say by the elevators. I step in and press the button to the 13th floor. What is going on?The moment the sleek gold doors open, I see David at the end of the hall, walking with a blonde woman next to him. He catches my eye for a moment before turning around and walking them to somewhere else.Are we
I walk in slowly, shame tinting my cheeks pink."Took you long enough. How are you breathing so hard from walking up just a few flights?" Chelsy quips, and a few people snicker. I hadn't notice that I was breathing really hard, and that just made me grow pinker. I feel like a apple, a big red apple. Another woman I don't know is standing in the line with us, but she has brown hair and a dark green suit."Hey, that's not funny." She loud whispers to the group.What's worse is that David doesn't respond. Standing next to his desk is the glaring blonde woman from earlier, but this time she's holding a clipboard. She continues to scowl at me until David stands up."Okay, I don't want to keep you all here forever, but there's some matters
"Oh?" I squeak as I hear the crunch the salad makes when I put my fork through it. There's also agolden grilled streak in the middle of the dish and a side of orange chips. The sparkling water ischerry flavored, coincidentally and terribly my favorite."You're very insecure."I continue to crunch salad onto my fork as I look away from his eyes. I swallow as I can feel tears threaten to well, but I push them at bay."But, I also noticed that you're nice, and very patient with people. Patient with people who don't even deserve it... There's not a lot of people around me who I can say the same about." He says in a smooth voice."Than
I again sit on my couch as a old jeopardy show plays on my small TV far in the evening. Thecouple from yesterday are still going at it in another room in the complex, but this time it's a lotmore docile.I grab another chip from the bag, tasting the wonderful salty heaven as it slides down my throat.I also have a sandwich on my lap, two cans of cherry soda, and a few bags of gummy worms. Itook a little of the money I've been saving over months and used it to buy all this. However, itwas all the worth it. I don't know what I was stressing about before. Every bite, every drink was
I walk in slowly, shame tinting my cheeks pink."Took you long enough. How are you breathing so hard from walking up just a few flights?" Chelsy quips, and a few people snicker. I hadn't notice that I was breathing really hard, and that just made me grow pinker. I feel like a apple, a big red apple. Another woman I don't know is standing in the line with us, but she has brown hair and a dark green suit."Hey, that's not funny." She loud whispers to the group.What's worse is that David doesn't respond. Standing next to his desk is the glaring blonde woman from earlier, but this time she's holding a clipboard. She continues to scowl at me until David stands up."Okay, I don't want to keep you all here forever, but there's some matters
"I've... never really thought about it. I suppose I don't realize when I'm not cursing.""It defiantly turned me on a bit." We sit in silence for a few blissful minutes, the smell of his mildforest cologne filling up every pore, every part of my being. I start to feel like I'm finally in arelationship, that I just got home from my job and waiting in the bedroom was my lover. It filledme with a warmth that I thought I'd never acquire. I don't want this moment to ever end..."I'm going to go take a shower. You're free to use my other bathroom upstairs if you want." Hesays, stretching off the bed while accompanied with a few cracks
I snuggle closer to him, feeling every muscle in his stomach and the strong arms around mylower waist. I also feel another thing, it's pushing into my lower stomach uncomfortably.As I move slightly for a better position, David keeps me in place, a smirk on his face. Why is hesmirking like that? I look down and reveal that the object that's been poking me is in fact thebulge in his dark denim jeans."David...!" I gasp as I look up at him with a dark flush. He chuckles softly and kisses my nose,then my lips."You're so cute and its turning me on." He breathes into my ear, making
He gradually puts his arm on the couch head behind me, making my mouth fall open."I know a way you can earn them." He breathes. He leans in close as he glides his finger over mybottom lip. My heart says to lean in with it and kiss him, but my head tells me that he'll probablyjust reject me like last time.With as much will power as I can muster, I turn my head away, knitting my eyebrows into afrown. David leans back slightly in surprise, looking over my face."What's wrong?" He asks. I shake my head, twisting my fingers into my lap."Do you actually want to... to kiss me this time?" I falter, my heart beating in my ears. I try tokeep my voice steady but I can hear the slight wobble at the end of each word."Why wouldn't I want to?""... That day when we were kissing, and you stopped... I know it wasn't a big deal, i just want to know how far I guess...How far we'll go. I don't know what I'm trying to say-"
The thought of her being alone in David's office aroused a new feeling inside of me, one Iexperienced rarely. I envision him talking to her, putting his hand on her thigh, and I can't helpbut flinch from the thought."I think her name was Ms. Collete." I say."What about Ms. Collete?" Both me and Elizabeth jump as I turn around in horror, coming face toface with Ms. Collete herself. I feel like I'm about to faint.She's wearing a tight red ruffled top with a black pencil skirt, accompanied with black heels.She's still holding on to her clipboard, eyeing us heatedly.
I again sit on my couch as a old jeopardy show plays on my small TV far in the evening. Thecouple from yesterday are still going at it in another room in the complex, but this time it's a lotmore docile.I grab another chip from the bag, tasting the wonderful salty heaven as it slides down my throat.I also have a sandwich on my lap, two cans of cherry soda, and a few bags of gummy worms. Itook a little of the money I've been saving over months and used it to buy all this. However, itwas all the worth it. I don't know what I was stressing about before. Every bite, every drink was
"Oh?" I squeak as I hear the crunch the salad makes when I put my fork through it. There's also agolden grilled streak in the middle of the dish and a side of orange chips. The sparkling water ischerry flavored, coincidentally and terribly my favorite."You're very insecure."I continue to crunch salad onto my fork as I look away from his eyes. I swallow as I can feel tears threaten to well, but I push them at bay."But, I also noticed that you're nice, and very patient with people. Patient with people who don't even deserve it... There's not a lot of people around me who I can say the same about." He says in a smooth voice."Than
I walk in slowly, shame tinting my cheeks pink."Took you long enough. How are you breathing so hard from walking up just a few flights?" Chelsy quips, and a few people snicker. I hadn't notice that I was breathing really hard, and that just made me grow pinker. I feel like a apple, a big red apple. Another woman I don't know is standing in the line with us, but she has brown hair and a dark green suit."Hey, that's not funny." She loud whispers to the group.What's worse is that David doesn't respond. Standing next to his desk is the glaring blonde woman from earlier, but this time she's holding a clipboard. She continues to scowl at me until David stands up."Okay, I don't want to keep you all here forever, but there's some matters
Once I pull open the glass doors, I stand in shock at the amount of people standing around the lobby of the building, holding various pieces of papers and cameras.I clutch the strap of my bag as I wander through the crowd, confusion clouding my mind."I don't know, didn't he say he wasn't going to come out?""Don't jinx us Tom, he has to. We just have to stay positive." I hear two people say by the elevators. I step in and press the button to the 13th floor. What is going on?The moment the sleek gold doors open, I see David at the end of the hall, walking with a blonde woman next to him. He catches my eye for a moment before turning around and walking them to somewhere else.Are we