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Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 103: The Meeting with the Lycans
Lara I shove Jensen away and stare at him with wide eyes as I step away from the window. “What the hell was that!?” I demand. My voice is shrill and I hate how fast my heart is beating. For a moment there, I thought that he was going to kill me, but he kissed me instead. That doesn’t make any of this better, though. Jensen runs a hand through his hair and the pinches the bridge of his nose. “I’m sorry,” he finally says. “I don’t know what’s gotten into me. I’ve been waiting the whole day to…I’m sorry, Lara, I really am.”I fold my arms across my chest defensively. “Why the hell did you kiss me? I mean, why would you kiss me, Jensen?”He’s silent after I ask him this question and it leaves me feeling agitated. I’m trying not to freak out here, but maybe I should. This was completely out of line. “I shouldn’t have,” he states. “I’ve been trying to convince myself not to the whole damn day, but after seeing you alive, something inside of me snapped. I thought you were dead. I thoug
Last Updated : 2024-08-25Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 104: Sneaking In
DexterAfter switching the car with Damson, I head to Lara’s place. That’s where I’ll be meeting her. This matter is too serious for us to have a conversation about it out on the streets. I’ll have to break in. From what I’ve seen, it doesn’t seem so complicated to do so. There’s a part of the back of the house that will allow me to get inside. It’s typically monitored like the whole house, but I’ll just have to watch until my patience thins and someone makes a mistake. That’s the only way people get in. I leave my car up front and start my walk around, making sure I stick to the trees so I’m not seen. This is trickier to do during the day but I can’t delay any of this. I want to hear it from her lips that she wants me to walk away. And also, this will give me a chance to say goodbye to my son, even if it’s only for a little while. I want to get to know him; I’ve made my mind up about that. I know I’m someone with a shit ton of flaws and I’m probably not the best influence for
Last Updated : 2024-08-26Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 105: Open Eyes
Lara Directly after the meeting, I contact Jensen and we get going. Finch told me to be extra vigilant and careful, and I intend to. I'm getting a strange energy from Jensen, or maybe it's all in my mind because of the kiss from last night. I don't know; I try to focus on the fact that I'm doing this for Ambrose and Ambrose only.I have to find a way to help him. There's no way around it. Jensen is on the wheel and I'm staring out the window. We're driving back to Kearwood and I feel very anxious. I don't like being away from Ander for this long. I expect to be back before dark. "So," Jensen begins, breaking the ice. "How does it feel like to be Alpha?"I shift uncomfortably in my seat. "It's still very new.""Yeah?" he asks, glancing at me. "There's a lot to change in the werewolf world, particularly in the Lycan community," I explain. “I know I can’t influence what the other Alphas do with their packs, but I intend to change a lot of things for the Lycans.”“Like what?” I glan
Last Updated : 2024-08-27Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 106: Closet
LaraJensen and I are in the car, driving toward the café he claims to be around the corner. I’m paranoid now. What if he’s taking me someplace else? Ambrose didn’t have enough time to tell me everything. Jensen didn’t even take long. Someone must have intercepted him a few seconds after he left the room and told him about there being no food in the cafeteria. I keep staring out the window while I think about what to do. I’ve already sent Finch a text. In it, I told him not to call me because Jensen can’t be suspicious of a single thing, not of me or of Ambrose. “How far is this café?” I ask, trying to keep my tone light. He chuckles. “We’re almost there.”When we approach a large building that seems to be a restaurant with a café right next to it, I’m honestly relieved. At least he wasn’t lying about this, and I’m not about to be lured someplace to be killed. Even so, I have to find a way to get away while he’s distracted. My question is this: why would Ambrose try to warn me a
Last Updated : 2024-08-27Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 107: Bliss
DexterLara shoots me one more accusatory look before heading toward the door. She opens it a crack and I hear her brother ask, “Is everything okay? Why’s the door locked?”“It’s fine,” she answers, and I realize that we’re going to have that conversation after all. “I just need to spend some time with Ander. We’ll talk about…that thing later.”“Okay,” her brother responds. He sounds suspicious. “I’ll be downstairs if you need me.”Lara closes the door and locks it, and then she turns around to glare at me. Ander is standing next to his bed and he’s looking back and forth between us. I can only imagine his confusion. The poor kid. We have to talk someplace else. “Ander, I want you to stay here for a bit, okay?” Lara says without taking her eyes off my face. “You’ll stay here until I arrive, won’t you?”Ander nods. Lara heads toward the door, opens it, peers out, and then gestures for me to follow her with a nod of her head. I tell Ander, “See you soon, buddy.”“Okay,” he replies j
Last Updated : 2024-08-28Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 108: Taking Action
Lara I feel emotional after having sex with him. I want to turn away but at the same time, I want to stay under him with my arms wrapped around him while I inhale his scent. It's such a confusing moment because every time we're together, it feels right and everything's so perfect. But then the feelings of guilt rise inside of me, and I feel terrible for wanting the man who ruined me and caused me so much pain. But I want to forgive him. I want to with all my heart. Maybe a part of me already has. But the memories won't leave me alone. Every time he's near me, my mind will force me to remember what he's done and I'll want to put some distance between us even though in actuality, I don't want that to be the case. I want him to be around Ander. Around us. But my mind doesn't trust him even though my heart has forgiven him. I don't know why that is or how to even make it go away. Dexter shifts and lies on his side. His eyes are on my face while his hand strokes my belly and I once a
Last Updated : 2024-08-29Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 109: Awkward
Lara I decide that the best course of action to take is to go to the facility where Ambrose was being kept. My goal is to maybe check the cameras and find out if we can locate the model of the car Jensen used or maybe even get his license plate number. When he picked me up, I didn’t notice those things at all. It’s a mistake I’ll never be making again, that’s for sure. I ask Finch to father seven men to bring with me. He’ll stay behind to watch over Ander and I’ll set off. Ambrose is my father and I’m the one who should be responsible for him. With a fixed plan in mind, everything feels more possible. I’m convinced that I can do this. It’s a two-hour drive and I feel anxious the whole way. I’m hoping that I can find Jensen before I agree to any of his terms. My guess is that he wants money, but something about the last thing he said to me has been racing through my mind. What am I missing here?I don’t know anything about Jensen. He used to work at the bar and had seemed like a n
Last Updated : 2024-08-29Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 110: Ultimatum
Lara There’s no way that Jensen has Dexter. This has to be another bluff. That’s what I tell to myself to calm down. My heart is slamming against the base of my throat and I find it hard to breathe. “You’re a damn fucking liar, Jensen.”“Am I?” he asks quizzically. “The plan was always to use capture Dexter. Only, we figured it would be hard to get him to talk, considering he’s tough as nails and would rather die than tell us where the money was. I suppose you know about that by now, don’t you? That I’m the one who was your employer? If not, now you do. This filthy fucking rogue took my money and I want it back. I’m prepared to take this to hell if necessary. What the fuck do I have to lose?”I say nothing for a good few seconds as I try to figure out what I have established so far. Jensen is my employer. Earlier, he told me he had someone I cared about and that he wanted to negotiate. I thought it was Ambrose, but it’s actually Dexter. Suddenly, someone comes to mind. I was talkin
Last Updated : 2024-08-30
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Lara“Is it done?” Finch asks me over the phone. I find myself nodding, and then say, “Yes. It is.”Putting my father down was a decision we all made. It was ultimately what was best for everyone. We’ve all been hurt by him, and I think now, we can have that closure. With him being alive, there’s always that fear that he might run away from prison and target us. He’s always been vindictive. We had an incident with Jensen’s father, who had been Ambrose’s employer. When he heard of his son’s death, he orchestrated a prison break and came after us. Well, that’s what we gathered from the Gammas and Deltas who protect us. He never got close, but that didn’t mean the worst couldn’t have happened. He’s dead now, but he was a reminder that Lycans are very vindictive and will stop at nothing to get revenge. We’re all part-Lycan, so we understand this better than anyone else. We’re also vengeful in our own ways. All of us. Finch heaves a sigh. “Well, that’s the end of it.”For some reason,
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Dexter“You’re free to pass through,” the prison guard tells me as he opens the door to the visitor’s room. I never thought that I would find myself here. After I sent Victor to prison for the murder of my mother, I thought I wouldn’t need to speak to him again. I didn’t need him to explain to me why the fuck he killed my mother so brutally. I didn’t want to hear any of it. But since I got together with Lara, I started feeling this sense for closure. My story doesn’t feel complete yet, and that’s because there are loose ends that I haven’t tied up. Well, there’s one, and that’s Victor. He’s sitting alone at the metal table. His hands are out of sight, and he looks older than I remember him. Maybe it’s the orange uniform that’s giving me that impression.When he sees me approaching, his eyes don’t leave my face. There’s not a single thought behind them, and as I sit across from him, I try to convince myself not to lose my cool and end this in a way that won’t land me in prison.“D
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LaraI stand in the balcony of my room and stare at the moon, which is high in the sky.The sky has never looked more lovely. It’s like a velvety canvas dusted with thousands of glittering stars. Then, there’s the moon, of course. She’s the star of the show. I can’t help but feel gratitude spreading all through my body as I stare up at Her. Things worked out well for me. For us. The air is cool and still, and it’s carrying this fresh scent of pine from the surrounding forest that invades my nostrils every my time the wind blows. It’s so serene at this time of the night. Everything is still and peaceful. Arms encircle my waist from behind, and I feel the coldness of the metal of his prosthetic against my bare belly. I nestle into Dex’s warmth. I know it’s him. His warm scent envelops me like a cloud, and he kisses the arch of my neck sensually. “Awake at this time?” he asks hoarsely. “Couldn’t sleep,” I say. “Today was a good day, wasn’t it?”I think about the trial that happened
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Lara"So," Finch begins when I sit directly across from him. "What happens now?"I've been asking myself this for the past few days and honestly, there's no answer. I don't think that's such a bad thing, though. Sometimes, it's great to not be able to predict anything. I want to see where this goes, too. Why should there always be an answer to everything?I tell him this, and add, "I'm happy with the progress that we've made. Isn't that great? We're taking it a day at a time. All of us."Finch looks right and stares out the window to the spot where Ander is flying a kite with Dex. The two of them are inseparable and it's a joy to see. Ander is a lot more active and they get along. "Hm," Finch says. "What?" I ask, my lips curving into a smile. "Stop being so pessimistic all the time. Why can't you be happy with me for once? I know how you feel about Dex, but he's a part of the family now. You have to put in an effort."Finch scoffs. "When hasn't he not been a part of the family?"I
Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 113: Acceptance
DexterThree days later, I'm as good as new.As soon as I step out of the hospital, Lara is outside. She’s in the driver’s seat of the car, wearing dark sunglasses. The sight of her fills me with a fresh new will to live. When I left her room that night—right before getting jumped by fucking Jensen and his men—I thought there was no hope for us. I left that house with no expectations. But look at where we are now. I climb in the passenger’s seat. I lean toward her and press a kiss to her lips. They’re soft and she smiles against me. For the past three days, she’s barely left my side, and we’ve gotten close in a way that I didn’t think would be possible for us. I’m a brand new man, and suddenly, my life is full of possibilities. “It’s so fucking good to see you,” I tell her as I tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear. She smiles, but then it falters. “We’ve got our work cut out for us. You know what today is.”The reminder makes my heart skip a fucking beat. We both agreed that
Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 112: The Alpha
LaraWhen we reach the house, I tell the men to stay outside with Dexter. “I’m sorry,” I tell them, looking at the injured man. “It’s only going to be for a few minutes. I’ll send a signal for you to come back.”Dex grabs my hand before I step out of the car. He stares at me and says, “Promise me that you’re going to take care of yourself. That you won’t get hurt.”“I promise,” I say. We stare intently at each other before he pushes me toward him. Our lips collide and we share a brief but passionate kiss. It’s time to go, though. I head toward the house and the gates open. I step in. I can’t meet them yet, not when I’m in only a coat and have my scrapes and cuts on display. I have to get dressed. There can’t be signs of a fight on me. It only occurs to me as I step inside the house that someone could’ve called Jensen to warn him that we attacked. But they didn’t have the time to do it, not when they were fighting for their lives. A man meets me at the door. I think his name is G
Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 111: Lucky Guess
Lara But wait. Something keeps tugging at me, and when I pay close attention to it, I realize that it’s the background noise that caught my attention. The rattling chains. That almost metallic sound of the door opening. That’s all familiar to me. I chew my bottom lip and think deeply as we head home. It’s been three minutes since I last spoke to Jensen and I haven’t stopped thinking about that tiny detail. Why’s it all so familiar to me?I close my eyes and try to think. Chains. The first thing that comes to mind is Dexter’s ex. She was tied up in them when he took me there so I could decide her fate. And then there was the sound of him opening the door to the warehouse. That’s how I figure out where Dexter is. Jensen took him to the warehouse where the money had initially been stashed. The realization makes my heart pump faster and I tell the driver. “Stop. We’re going someplace else first.”My nerves are making my fingers shake with anxiety. I just have to take a deep breath
Tempted by the Rogue Alpha 110: Ultimatum
Lara There’s no way that Jensen has Dexter. This has to be another bluff. That’s what I tell to myself to calm down. My heart is slamming against the base of my throat and I find it hard to breathe. “You’re a damn fucking liar, Jensen.”“Am I?” he asks quizzically. “The plan was always to use capture Dexter. Only, we figured it would be hard to get him to talk, considering he’s tough as nails and would rather die than tell us where the money was. I suppose you know about that by now, don’t you? That I’m the one who was your employer? If not, now you do. This filthy fucking rogue took my money and I want it back. I’m prepared to take this to hell if necessary. What the fuck do I have to lose?”I say nothing for a good few seconds as I try to figure out what I have established so far. Jensen is my employer. Earlier, he told me he had someone I cared about and that he wanted to negotiate. I thought it was Ambrose, but it’s actually Dexter. Suddenly, someone comes to mind. I was talkin
