LOGINChapter Ninety-six [ The double minded person]Ericka ridiculously expresses her feelings of boredom, meaninglessness, and emptiness during her alone time because she struggled to earn her university degree and experienced a great deal of turmoil due to conflicts when activism interfered with her focus and desire to learn more in order to apply for jobs and advance in life so that her parents would be proud of her. However, all she accomplished seemed pointless and unfulfilling unless she went to the spot where God asked her to find peace, hope, and God's love.After realizing that she no longer dreams of becoming a highly educated, successful person to help and support those less privileged, unfortunate, poor fellow citizens in the countryside and earn money to become rich, her previous perspective on achieving her goals and making her family happy changes like a wind that passes by and vanished.Her only desire was to serve God. However, she is still unsure of the true nature and di
Chapter Ninety-five[ The turning point]The issue of why Mother Mary appeared in her dream, knowing that she had already ascended to heaven with her glorified body two millennia prior, crept into Ericka's mind as she was speechless and naively stunned."I no longer consider Mother Mary to be a part of my life. I was merely assisting the Legion of Mary, Our Lady of Loreto praesidium, in spreading the holy rosary and carrying her image of Immaculate Concepcion from home to home among her followers in honor of her uncomplicated faith in order to fulfil the promise of Messiah mentioned in God's promises found in the Bible. "Ericka remembers the angel Gabriel exclaiming, "Greetings, you who are highly favored!" when he appeared before Mary. His words, "The Lord is with you," deeply worried Mary, who wondered what kind of salutation this may be."Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God," the angel told her. You will become pregnant and give birth to a son, whom you are to nam
Chapter Ninety-four [ The university students’ turmoil]Nearly 500 young people, both male and female, attended and saw Ericka as the youth organization's princess, someone who should be remembered in the history of the national youth organization for the nation's future builders.Ericka continued to act like a naive, humorous girl who doesn't know how to dance in the ballroom, so she attended the pledging ceremony and the celebration at the induction event. Her playful and cheerful demeanor piqued the interest of the youth builder's president, while the queen, dressed in a silvery, dazzling minidress with a straight cut, remained in her seat, waiting for her ideal boy. Other than that, the president of the organization danced with her to a gentle, lovely tune.However, the president of the youths enjoys dancing with Ericka and ignores the stunning, captivating queen winner, while many attendees of the pledge ceremony were drawn to Ericka's casual attire, which included blue standing
Chapter Ninety-three [ Future Leaders of the Nation]The lady directress cheerfully declares, "Never mind," as team B, who is on the field to place a wager, proposes to offer a new ball to replace the first one that Ericka struck and vanished, she adds, “The game of soft ball is over. Time runs out. Now let's move on to the next game: track and field. Now let Ericka sleep. After this game, she is not allowed to play any further games.”Everyone steps aside to listen to additional instructions that will direct them to begin the second game of the morning.Ericka, on the other hand, accepted the excuse and said, "I never enjoy winning team A because I feel so uncomfortable and suffer in agony and sense of humiliation the moment the young lads grasp my body together and clutch my thigh and legs so that they may put me above them."Despite their inexperience, the other young participants at the Jamboree youth camp share their natural skills and passions for sports till dusk. They still w
Chapter Ninety-two [ The princess of the youth]Ericka was able to handle her fellow participants on the first day of the province's youth leadership training seminar, despite the fact that she was experiencing numerous physical discomforts from the lack of fresh air in the conference room and that the majority of the young people were standing so she couldn't see who was speaking in front of them.On the night of the first day, as the sponsors called on each participant by name to verify attendance and assign sleeping quarters, Ericka began to experience stomach pains beneath her abdomen, which seemed to be the beginning of her premenstrual period. Every woman goes in the queue for toilet bowel movements and washing.Ericka suffered greatly from high body temperatures and sought out a hidden, secret place to change into more hygienic sleeping clothes because she planned to put off washing her body when the restroom was empty.She has bleeding red stains on the inside and outside of h
Chapter Ninety-one [ The college girl went to the extracurricular events]"I don't care what you think of me; all I wanted was to accomplish my goal so that, once I graduate from college, I can find a good career."Ericka’s thought sneaked in because she believes that everyone already feels they don't comprehend her predicament. At last, though, she realises that they still respect her and abandon her in her lonely existence.In her lonely life as a student, Ericka is thinking and questioning her conscience one day. "Am I correct in treating them in this manner? They simply want to understand me, which is why they are so quiet around me and let me concentrate on my academics.”Ericka's sour, frowning demeanour gradually shifts, and she naturally learns to smile at them. But her struggles to cope up with the time she needed to do all the study research and reviewing them all for a limited period of time never settled unless she has to stay away from all of them who wished to chat with







