Chapter Eleven [Switching School]
“It only takes 15 minutes before we turn left, but that will be the beginning of terrible struggles against all odds because the road to the left turn is not only narrow, rocky, and full of deep holes but when it rains becomes muddy, slippery, and water can sweep away. At last, this passenger vehicle has few passengers, and I can set properly inside of it while traveling because I know that the road from here to the crossing is completely cemented and all vehicles can travel smoothly. But this time, I'm confident that I'll sit inside, next to the back of the driver's seat, rather than near the door.”
Ericka is eager as she stretches and raises her right arms to signal the drivers to slow down and accommodate her wish to board that ancient, unkempt-looking painted vehicle.
There is a 5x2 size long, well-curved, smoothly formed wooden built flat for setting that crosses the door, and because she is rushing to board, the driver's assistant who is in charge of collecting the passengers' fares must first remove it before she can enter.
She is aware that the interior is filled with stacks of cartoon boxes full of groceries for the variety store that the businessman purchased from the town proper to satisfy the needs of the locals. They will buy such items rather than going to the town to shop and spend money on transportation, they just buy it in the variety store even though the price is higher.
At the time, Ericka wore a cotton light blue shirt with a miniskirt that might measure 6 inches long and had pleats.
She is trying to establish a secure position inside the passengers’ vehicles which is filled with various dry and canned items for sale, while still sporting black shoes and white socks. Old people who are also passengers responded negatively to her miniskirts.
Ericka's mother only gives her one blue skirt and two blouses, which she wears within a week, so she already has five days' worth of school uniform use under her belt.
However, some of the elderly residents of the farm, who are narrow-minded and degrade the young students who reside there, become upset by Ericka's frequent changes in position and remark,
"Please don't switch from one seat to another and stay in one position exclusively. We die from your stench, and the air is no longer fresh enough to breathe!”
Since everyone can see that there is no more room inside the passengers vehicles and Ericka is merely taking chances to fit her tiny, small body inside so that she can get home, she doesn't give a damn about the old woman's contemptuous remarks.
Ericka has already encountered this type of business person in the community who behaves badly towards her when money is involved, so she has learned that the values of old adults with money can often be frustrating. However, that haughty old business woman has no respect for the young people.
She remembers that Nolis' parents are also business-minded individuals who only become nice when they learn that her parents own a cast farmland with a plantation, but those who don't know her yet are very rude and disrespectful at her young age. She is aware that when dealing with poor, less privileged individuals, money matters can turn good behavior into bad.
When she gets to her farm house, she swiftly puts out all of her dirty clothes from the inside bag, organizes her used textbooks and notes into piles, and turns on the radio to listen while she discovers many new positive traits displayed in the radio drama characters.
Although it seems corny and theatrical, Ericka is aware that paying close attention to the media helped her build positive traits that she can one day use when interacting with other racial and socioeconomic groups around the world.
But as the days pass when she is on vacation with her family over the summer, she observes gradually how her mother badgers her father until they have heated disagreements that turn into fighting.
Her father is holding a sharp bolo that he sharpened to be used in clearing out the weedy forest while her mother has only her sharp, nasty words attacking her father all the while made him feel insulted and impatiently yawling, scorning, and sneering at her nagging mother. Her parents are still in their Middle Ages and appear to have the strength to wrestle.
“Please calm down and address the issues in detail so that you may fully comprehend each other, mother and father. “
After working hard for a year to achieve a high academic performance rating from the town's official high school, Ericka interrupted in a loud, respectful tone of voice while relaxing next to the window where she can enjoy the fantastic, beautiful scenery of the green, vast mountain ranges to the north. The fresh air blowing there has made her feel refreshed and relaxed.
The only family members she can think of at the time who don't care about the topics on which her parents often disagreed when Ericka was around are her two brothers.
Ericka doesn't comprehend why they are arguing either, so as the days, weeks, and months go by, she eventually becomes accustomed to their everyday arguments.
Sometimes she raises the radio volume so she won't hear their arguments, but her parents don't seem to mind. Until her father left to check his working animals and brought them to a good, green pasture, they continued to mock, quarrel, and yell at one another when he returns home.
He spends the entire day caring for his pet, not even pausing to snooze or eat till it got dark. However, her mother began to nag him again until they were all fast asleep.
One day, Ericka is alone in her room fixing her tattered clothing. She is already finished with the housework, so she is unaware that her parents are around.
She is merely waiting for the allotted amount of time to prepare and cook their lunch. When her father entered the kitchen, he instructed her to rip the string beans into pieces, remove the leaves of the green vegetables slowly from each branch, grate the coconut flesh, and gather the coconut milk so that the vegetables would be tasty when cooked for lunch.
They all appeared to be in a lovely, comfortable, and fresh position for a nap as Ericka washed the used utensils, wiped down the table, and cleaned the kitchen. Ericka did a good job of making everyone satiated and satisfied.
She then settles into her favourite chair next to the open window, where she can enjoy the view of the lovely mountain ranges while feeling the comforting breeze on her face.
Her mother screamed and began making fun of her father again as he slept on the east side beneath the shade of a mango tree. She suddenly let out a huge, full-blast eruption of rage.
She initially observes her father standing there and leaning on the large trunk with one left hand gripping, looking fatigued as though he is experiencing physical pains as evidenced by his terrible facial suffering.
He was already resting down on the long, handmade flat wooden seat and dozing off when she finished cleaning the kitchen.
But Ericka is unable to understand the underlying reasons behind their conflicts, which causes them to argue, leaving her mother dissatisfied with what she sees as her father just playing and relaxing.
She doesn't have time to elaborate and is no longer interested in hearing more about the subject. They were still casually discussing things while they were apart when she slowly snuck away using the back staircase.
While her mother is still inside the kitchen screaming in wrath, her father is already sitting with his bolo fixed on its sheath and is prepared to walk towards the south to where the river bank lies.
Ericka is unable to comprehend how serious their conversation has become. She just knows that they intentionally argue when she is present and able to hear them.
“They won't fight if I'm not around since no one will step in if they damage each other. They will have an option. They need to learn to rein in their emotional outbursts, be kind to one another, and refrain from saying hurtful things. “
Ericka had an idea niggling in the back of her head.
“If no one is there, I know they won't fight again."
So, she hid while quickly moving behind the bush to the mountaintop and approached to her extended family members.
Her female first cousins, who were present, appeared to be having unresolved issues since they remained seated in the kitchen when Ericka greeted them.
She had the modest, graceful, and simple yet lovely demeanour in her younger age and was picked as a beauty candidate with money votes popularity title for the festivals.
Ericka is perfectly aware that the panellist approached her parents to be the candidates as their first choice, but because they feared she could become distracted from her studies. Her parents decline their offers and suggest Eva, the first female cousin.
Even though Eva only owns a few gorgeous clothes, she can still wear them every day, even when she is only at home.
"Erika, anything you need? "Her uncle asks her as she is firmly positioned outside the house and closely scanning the far-off, picturesque scene of a mountain range covered in lush greenery to the west, where the sun is setting.
“Not at all, Uncle. I'm just taking a breather amid the breathtakingly gorgeous surroundings. “
Ericka's attention is drawn to Eva, who is still unable to speak as she stands in the kitchen. Ericka chose to keep her mouth quiet and begin playing hide and seek with her younger male cousins instead of posing as everyone's enemy.
Ericka then begins to adopt a different outlook because she is unable to locate any female relatives that are interested in conversing and being her close relatives.
She frequently assumes a male persona when playing with her male cousins, who appear to like her ability to scream like a pitch bird, climb trees like a monkey, swim in rivers like a fish, sprint across mountains like a deer, and battle like a ferocious buffalo, among other things.
When the full moon shone, they frequently gathered to practice boxing, jogging, and mountain climbing from late in the afternoon until late at night.
They train bending and lifting with the brothers and cousins on the weekends. She has become accustomed to wearing men's clothing and rarely wears her vibrant outfits. She hasn't had the opportunity to hear her parents argue since then. She expresses out honestly about her academic challenges to the town high school before to the start of classes.
“My preferred option is to finish high school at the local high school. We can at least conserve money, time, and energy.
Since you are not required to pay for my daily or weekly travel expenses and allowance, I may also assist you with performing early morning and late afternoon daily chores here.
Even without money, I can attend school. I simply have breakfast before walking to school. I then come home for lunch and head back to school in time for afternoon classes.
John, my younger brother, won't ever be left alone again because I'll be there for him constantly.”
In order to persuade her mother of her seriousness to transfer from a good quality school to a new established, unorganized high school in the community, Ericka lists all of her good reasons and demands.
It makes no difference that she will endure crossing a flooded river on a rainy day and sweating from the intense heat on a sunny day while traveling the 100 kilometres between her home and school on slick muddy roads during the wet season and dusty, rocky roads during the dry season.
She makes no mention of the fact that she simply wants peace and quiet without interruption from agreeable male students or immorality problems from the boarding house. However, she discreetly ignored everything for her ambitions for the future.
Since her brother is still in elementary school and will graduate the following year, her mother quietly discussed the matter with her father, and he nodded silently in agreement.
Chapter Twelve [ The damage private part]"Why don't you just complete high school in the same school in the town proper so you won't fall behind your older brothers and sisters who were graduates of high-grade standards of education? "Mom likes to discuss adding,"This community centre high school is, if I'm not mistaken, chaotic right now since the teachers are paid so little that they have to take longer and postpone regular lessons. The majority of the kids are just sitting outside the classroom because there aren't enough seats inside for everyone.”The mother continued, "However, most of them eventually chat with their boyfriends and after that we see the girl already bulging her belly as she grows fatter until finally, we saw her taking care of a baby already and stop going to school any longer. One of her classmates, who appears to be a young, little lad with no employment and who merely loiters on the corner of the street smoking cigarettes and occasionally smelling alcohol a
Chapter Thirteen [ The Changes]When most of her family members let her go alone through her life's journey, meditating on every detail, Ericka Santillan Mendel changed, renewing her mind over time. However, only those of her past experiences that had a significant impact on her melancholy and vulnerable moments had an effect on her transformations.After lunch, as her parents take a five-minute siesta before getting back to their agricultural work, her father, who is curled up next to her mother, starts laughing at her."Just let her, let her feel and express all of her unpleasant emotions and negative ideas as they arise through her works, and then we'll let her go so she can do whatever she wants to express all of her negatives throughout her solitudes. From that points she should learn to be independent and capable to do it on her own." He said, "As they watch Ericka lying down on the level wood under the shadows of the great mango tree eastside enjoying the refreshing eastern blo
Chapter Fourteen [ A mother’s prayers]Ericka cries out, “God, save me now. I need You! It's stinging and seems to be aching," as she detects little rushes and red patches on her skin.Ericka's face grows pale as she quickly flees the scene after snatching her sharp bolo and putting it back in its sheath.She put on her wide, brown, waved hats and carried her basket full of edible fern and mushrooms as she walked slowly due to her limping feet. She also used a big, long stick of weeds as a support because she was already feeling dizzy and couldn't open her eyes wide. Only the long stick was able to help her get home.After an hour, her parents arrive from the farm feeling fatigued and start calling her. While Ericka swiftly fell down to the bottom of the stairs and unconsciously leaned on the thin beam."Ericka, make our lunch right away so we can all relax.”She instantly grabbed the hanging string cradle and swayed to alleviate her tired body. She had anticipated that Ericka was alr
Chapter Fifteen [The poison of snakes]Ericka was the second-youngest child of farmers Elaine and Ernest when she was born. In the unfortunate circumstances brought on by Ericka's snake bites within the gloomy, shadowy banana and coconut plantation near the river bank, their ten already-adult children returned home to assist their parents. It's 12 o'clock. Rainy days in the month of July, following the oppressive heat of the summer, make it difficult for people in the southwest of the island to go to work and school."Ericka has been uncomfortably bedridden in the provincial hospital for two months now, Mama, Papa. We should find a solution how to change our dangerous situation that has caused our farm to be mortgaged by the bank because we must pay Ericka's rising medical expenses and additional prescription medication."The eldest of the 10 adult children, who are currently employed abroad, said after examining their expenses.“Arnold, you better withdraw your savings first. We are
Chapter Sixteen [ The new encounter with strangers]Ericka is aware that large sacks of rice grains have been kept in their barns, which were built at the foot of the mountain.” It is safe there because it is covered by big branches of Catmon trees anyway. They will not steal it. If they ask for provision, they should ask my father. He is not stingy not to give them what they need. I know they are mountain people who go down here when full moon is bright.”Ericka speculates as she is moving her bowels inside the separated comfort room down stairs.She had already done her bowel movements after five minutes and wash her bottom as she slowly turn to the faucet to take a bath. The faucet is situated few meters from the stairwaysShe removes all her clothes and hide behind the shadows and quickly pour down a small handy pail of water to her naked body until she is done scrubbing and soaping then cleansing and she quickly wrap her body with big bath towel.She ran upstairs forgetting her
Chapter Seventeen [ Recuperation]Ericka goes to the farm with her quick-moving, hard-working parents in the early morning before breakfast.“This is just amazing. It caused me to reanimate as a brand-new being, Ma, Pa.”She exclaimed joyfully as her tiny, slender feet with rubber slippers passed through the early morning scent of fresh, light dew of the grass.Ericka's thin, white, and silky legs are pierced by the cogon grasses that are growing in profusion on both sides of the trail as they slowly climb the mountain in the early morning. Her mother notes that Ericka is neglecting the irritants because she is so excited.Look, my dear Ericka, from now on, I would advise that you swiftly grab long pants, a long-sleeved blouse, and a wider hat whenever you walk to the rice field with us so that irritants won't hinder your joy. “Mother stated adding,"When you enter the plantation to gather edible ferns and mushrooms following a downpour and thunder and lightning, do the same added wit
Chapter Eighteen [Leaving amazed]On that particular Sunday morning, Ericka Mendel is wearing a white dress with a straight cut above the knee, long, pony-tailed brown hair, black doll shoes, and white fishnet stockings. Her two brothers also look well-groomed in their white, long-sleeved blouses, black long pants, black shoes, and hair that has been gel-applied to make it look neat and clean. Papa Ernest and Mama Elaine wear the same styles but are a little out of date because they no longer purchase new clothing in order to save money for other essentials for the farm and home.Even though they hail from lower-income families and cannot afford to build a new concrete home like their neighbors who share the same farmland, people nevertheless view them as a nice family.Ernest appeared older due to the already aging and wrinkling complexion, haggard face, skinny build, and untrimmed hair and beard, while Elaine appeared stressed and preoccupied due to her constant concern about how t
Chapter Nineteen: [ Sacrificial offerings to save others life]Ericka has been recovering from paralysis for a long time, and she has stopped her secondary school course. Her two brothers, John and Randy, are busy with weekday schooling already when Ericka is in terrible muscle pain on her legs, arms, and body. Her parents are currently busy checking the farmlands that Monday morning when it happens.She was feeding the fattened hogs and the poultry flocks when the pain stopped her. She collapsed while standing in front of the plucking hen and her newly hatched chicks, falling to the ground unintentionally. She didn't know that skipping maintenance may have a serious negative impact on her health and cause her nervous system to lose vital nutrients, which is why she hasn't yet found out what caused her muscles to go excruciatingly numb. "Mama, Papa, where are you?”She says nothing more before collapsing, her gloomy eyes going fuzzy and her vision spinning about the surface until she