LOGINChapter Eleven [Switching School]
“It only takes 15 minutes before we turn left, but that will be the beginning of terrible struggles against all odds because the road to the left turn is not only narrow, rocky, and full of deep holes but when it rains becomes muddy, slippery, and water can sweep away. At last, this passenger vehicle has few passengers, and I can set properly inside of it while traveling because I know that the road from here to the crossing is completely cemented and all vehicles can travel smoothly. But this time, I'm confident that I'll sit inside, next to the back of the driver's seat, rather than near the door.”
Ericka is eager as she stretches and raises her right arms to signal the drivers to slow down and accommodate her wish to board that ancient, unkempt-looking painted vehicle.
There is a 5x2 size long, well-curved, smoothly formed wooden built flat for setting that crosses the door, and because she is rushing to board, the driver's assistant who is in charge of collecting the passengers' fares must first remove it before she can enter.
She is aware that the interior is filled with stacks of cartoon boxes full of groceries for the variety store that the businessman purchased from the town proper to satisfy the needs of the locals. They will buy such items rather than going to the town to shop and spend money on transportation, they just buy it in the variety store even though the price is higher.
At the time, Ericka wore a cotton light blue shirt with a miniskirt that might measure 6 inches long and had pleats.
She is trying to establish a secure position inside the passengers’ vehicles which is filled with various dry and canned items for sale, while still sporting black shoes and white socks. Old people who are also passengers responded negatively to her miniskirts.
Ericka's mother only gives her one blue skirt and two blouses, which she wears within a week, so she already has five days' worth of school uniform use under her belt.
However, some of the elderly residents of the farm, who are narrow-minded and degrade the young students who reside there, become upset by Ericka's frequent changes in position and remark,
"Please don't switch from one seat to another and stay in one position exclusively. We die from your stench, and the air is no longer fresh enough to breathe!”
Since everyone can see that there is no more room inside the passengers vehicles and Ericka is merely taking chances to fit her tiny, small body inside so that she can get home, she doesn't give a damn about the old woman's contemptuous remarks.
Ericka has already encountered this type of business person in the community who behaves badly towards her when money is involved, so she has learned that the values of old adults with money can often be frustrating. However, that haughty old business woman has no respect for the young people.
She remembers that Nolis' parents are also business-minded individuals who only become nice when they learn that her parents own a cast farmland with a plantation, but those who don't know her yet are very rude and disrespectful at her young age. She is aware that when dealing with poor, less privileged individuals, money matters can turn good behavior into bad.
When she gets to her farm house, she swiftly puts out all of her dirty clothes from the inside bag, organizes her used textbooks and notes into piles, and turns on the radio to listen while she discovers many new positive traits displayed in the radio drama characters.
Although it seems corny and theatrical, Ericka is aware that paying close attention to the media helped her build positive traits that she can one day use when interacting with other racial and socioeconomic groups around the world.
But as the days pass when she is on vacation with her family over the summer, she observes gradually how her mother badgers her father until they have heated disagreements that turn into fighting.
Her father is holding a sharp bolo that he sharpened to be used in clearing out the weedy forest while her mother has only her sharp, nasty words attacking her father all the while made him feel insulted and impatiently yawling, scorning, and sneering at her nagging mother. Her parents are still in their Middle Ages and appear to have the strength to wrestle.
“Please calm down and address the issues in detail so that you may fully comprehend each other, mother and father. “
After working hard for a year to achieve a high academic performance rating from the town's official high school, Ericka interrupted in a loud, respectful tone of voice while relaxing next to the window where she can enjoy the fantastic, beautiful scenery of the green, vast mountain ranges to the north. The fresh air blowing there has made her feel refreshed and relaxed.
The only family members she can think of at the time who don't care about the topics on which her parents often disagreed when Ericka was around are her two brothers.
Ericka doesn't comprehend why they are arguing either, so as the days, weeks, and months go by, she eventually becomes accustomed to their everyday arguments.
Sometimes she raises the radio volume so she won't hear their arguments, but her parents don't seem to mind. Until her father left to check his working animals and brought them to a good, green pasture, they continued to mock, quarrel, and yell at one another when he returns home.
He spends the entire day caring for his pet, not even pausing to snooze or eat till it got dark. However, her mother began to nag him again until they were all fast asleep.
One day, Ericka is alone in her room fixing her tattered clothing. She is already finished with the housework, so she is unaware that her parents are around.
She is merely waiting for the allotted amount of time to prepare and cook their lunch. When her father entered the kitchen, he instructed her to rip the string beans into pieces, remove the leaves of the green vegetables slowly from each branch, grate the coconut flesh, and gather the coconut milk so that the vegetables would be tasty when cooked for lunch.
They all appeared to be in a lovely, comfortable, and fresh position for a nap as Ericka washed the used utensils, wiped down the table, and cleaned the kitchen. Ericka did a good job of making everyone satiated and satisfied.
She then settles into her favourite chair next to the open window, where she can enjoy the view of the lovely mountain ranges while feeling the comforting breeze on her face.
Her mother screamed and began making fun of her father again as he slept on the east side beneath the shade of a mango tree. She suddenly let out a huge, full-blast eruption of rage.
She initially observes her father standing there and leaning on the large trunk with one left hand gripping, looking fatigued as though he is experiencing physical pains as evidenced by his terrible facial suffering.
He was already resting down on the long, handmade flat wooden seat and dozing off when she finished cleaning the kitchen.
But Ericka is unable to understand the underlying reasons behind their conflicts, which causes them to argue, leaving her mother dissatisfied with what she sees as her father just playing and relaxing.
She doesn't have time to elaborate and is no longer interested in hearing more about the subject. They were still casually discussing things while they were apart when she slowly snuck away using the back staircase.
While her mother is still inside the kitchen screaming in wrath, her father is already sitting with his bolo fixed on its sheath and is prepared to walk towards the south to where the river bank lies.
Ericka is unable to comprehend how serious their conversation has become. She just knows that they intentionally argue when she is present and able to hear them.
“They won't fight if I'm not around since no one will step in if they damage each other. They will have an option. They need to learn to rein in their emotional outbursts, be kind to one another, and refrain from saying hurtful things. “
Ericka had an idea niggling in the back of her head.
“If no one is there, I know they won't fight again."
So, she hid while quickly moving behind the bush to the mountaintop and approached to her extended family members.
Her female first cousins, who were present, appeared to be having unresolved issues since they remained seated in the kitchen when Ericka greeted them.
She had the modest, graceful, and simple yet lovely demeanour in her younger age and was picked as a beauty candidate with money votes popularity title for the festivals.
Ericka is perfectly aware that the panellist approached her parents to be the candidates as their first choice, but because they feared she could become distracted from her studies. Her parents decline their offers and suggest Eva, the first female cousin.
Even though Eva only owns a few gorgeous clothes, she can still wear them every day, even when she is only at home.
"Erika, anything you need? "Her uncle asks her as she is firmly positioned outside the house and closely scanning the far-off, picturesque scene of a mountain range covered in lush greenery to the west, where the sun is setting.
“Not at all, Uncle. I'm just taking a breather amid the breathtakingly gorgeous surroundings. “
Ericka's attention is drawn to Eva, who is still unable to speak as she stands in the kitchen. Ericka chose to keep her mouth quiet and begin playing hide and seek with her younger male cousins instead of posing as everyone's enemy.
Ericka then begins to adopt a different outlook because she is unable to locate any female relatives that are interested in conversing and being her close relatives.
She frequently assumes a male persona when playing with her male cousins, who appear to like her ability to scream like a pitch bird, climb trees like a monkey, swim in rivers like a fish, sprint across mountains like a deer, and battle like a ferocious buffalo, among other things.
When the full moon shone, they frequently gathered to practice boxing, jogging, and mountain climbing from late in the afternoon until late at night.
They train bending and lifting with the brothers and cousins on the weekends. She has become accustomed to wearing men's clothing and rarely wears her vibrant outfits. She hasn't had the opportunity to hear her parents argue since then. She expresses out honestly about her academic challenges to the town high school before to the start of classes.
“My preferred option is to finish high school at the local high school. We can at least conserve money, time, and energy.
Since you are not required to pay for my daily or weekly travel expenses and allowance, I may also assist you with performing early morning and late afternoon daily chores here.
Even without money, I can attend school. I simply have breakfast before walking to school. I then come home for lunch and head back to school in time for afternoon classes.
John, my younger brother, won't ever be left alone again because I'll be there for him constantly.”
In order to persuade her mother of her seriousness to transfer from a good quality school to a new established, unorganized high school in the community, Ericka lists all of her good reasons and demands.
It makes no difference that she will endure crossing a flooded river on a rainy day and sweating from the intense heat on a sunny day while traveling the 100 kilometres between her home and school on slick muddy roads during the wet season and dusty, rocky roads during the dry season.
She makes no mention of the fact that she simply wants peace and quiet without interruption from agreeable male students or immorality problems from the boarding house. However, she discreetly ignored everything for her ambitions for the future.
Since her brother is still in elementary school and will graduate the following year, her mother quietly discussed the matter with her father, and he nodded silently in agreement.
Chapter One Hundred thirty [The catchphrase]Ericka is ecstatic and motivated to hear Darwin's voice and his love message. She continues to reflect on and comprehend his parting message, which says that she is free to decide whether to prolong their cool-off relationship or end it by re-establishing closeness."It's really true and activating what Papa told me when I asked him permission to serve God by becoming a nun in the convent. To serve God is not just becoming a nun and closing oneself off to the outside world. You are just hiding behind a closed door. God is telling us to do our best and God will do the rest." Ericka chuckles at her peculiarities.She is eager to socialize to preserve her dignity as a free woman who relies on the inner strength and clarity bestowed by her loving creator, who is aware of her deepest desires in life, rather than on other people to endure and obtain what she desires while she waits for the ideal opportunity to meet Darwin.She is fully aware that
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-nine[ The individual is a gift.]In addition to being an elderly person who is already ill and weak due to her weak lungs and upper lobe infections, Ericka does not expect Darwin to return and live with her under one roof as a lovely couple. She is also looking for a free six- to seven-month healing treatment at her hometown health center.She miraculously recovers more quickly after her doctor advises her to take her prescription medication for only four months instead of seven. In that scenario, Ericka still hopes to work abroad as she had intended before developing a lung virus."God is undoubtedly giving me another chance to reclaim my lost opportunity to work abroad so that I can earn more money to achieve my goals, which God promised to His chosen people, that says “You will call on me and come to pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will find by you," the Lord tells me. "Because I k
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-eight [Conflicts over family law]Ericka is no longer crying at that point, but she feels lighter after clearing her head and receiving God's motivational word. Since then, she has been quietly waiting to see what God will open for her to begin anew."Is it an open window or door that I can see with ease that it is now truly mine? Darwin may not be my lifelong partner, but God gave him to me so that I could have five gorgeous biological children of my own. Darwin teaches me what love is to a man by demonstrating to me that I was the most important woman in his early years, when we could still work hard to thrive in this challenging world. He also teaches me how to feel romantic love through his intense sexual desires, which I have missed up until now. “Further, “He is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. God reveals to me what He truly wants for His people. I will not experience it again after He vanishes, but I will treasure it until death. I
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-seven [Heartbreaks]Ericka's head tilts skyward, gazing at God in heaven and touching her heart, where His spirit resides, as her heart soars and her tired mind becomes lighted upon hearing the voice of her lovely oldest daughter. Her five children have already failed to acknowledge her as their biological mother, and their father has disowned her as his former wife, so she lets out a big exhale to relieve all the heavy baggage that has been accumulated for so many years."All right, this is Ericka Mendel Ibrahim speaking. I'm glad to hear from you, my dear daughter. Please help me because my phone's battery is running low. I need to find a solution here on the farm because electric power has been cut off due to previous agonizing storms.""Mon, let's meet in the city. We need you because dad stops communicating with us. I will contact you again. When will you return to the city again, Mommy?” Olga quickly stated. .Olga pleads her mother nervously."Well, te
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-six [ Devastation]Because of their constant phone conversations, Ericka has total faith in Darwin. He constantly answers the phone when she calls, and his voice seems enthusiastic. Ericka discovers Darwin and her three adorable kids, Olga, Hildegard, and Seline, aboard the bus that night as they head to the city where she works.However, she is reluctant to approach Darwin because his three children have fiercely protected him, preventing any other lady from tempting him.“It appears that instead of their father protecting his daughters, my daughter is solely responsible for their father.”Ericka finds it amusing to watch them, and she knows not to show up so that Darwin won't see her. Darwin responded to Ericka's decision to distance herself from him after her girls refused to allow her to remain by their father's side. “They are extremely rigid. "Ericka whispered as Darwin pushes them so that she can set beside him but the space is very little and Ericka
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-five [ The unsettling]Ericka lost interest in mending her strained relationships with her own family and relatives after her mother Elaine's burial in the cemetery.Additionally, none of them want her and her child to live with them in their own home. However, she is well aware that their rejection has no effect on her because, at that moment in her terrible existence, all she wants is for Darwin to come get her so they can once again live together as a whole family under one roof.She remembers that on the night Darwin went to the funeral homes, an unidentified individual was waiting outside to watch and converse with her brothers and relatives while they were grieving the loss of her mother.Perhaps when Darwin was happily speaking with my brother and sisters inside when the folks outside encouraged my other family members to attack. Since the day I met Darwin and took him to funeral homes to see my mother, those women have been following us." Ericka is
Chapter One Hundred-eight [The days of youth ] Ericka listens, Elaine continues. “For the glory of our God, you must be well-equipped to perform excellent deeds. My dear.”Adding, "You should be properly developed in accordance with our God, who is the owner of our lives and the source of all our
Chapter One Hundred -seven [ The most skilled healer]"How can I bear more fruits if you decided to send me home?" Ericka sobs in agony. “My family doesn't attend church and doesn't want to discuss God. I love you more than my own family, Sisters. What you are doing to me hurts me so much. I left t
Chapter One Hundred-six[ The wounded heart]According to the mistress superior, "Now I discovered that I was already driving in the wrong direction and I needed to make a U-turn till I found the correct road leading to the city.,that is really absurd!" Ericka ignores her visions of Jesus in favor
Chapter One Hundred-five [ The paranormal ]The nuns were unable to comprehend what Ericka was attempting to say since she was gasping for air. "Hello, Ericka, please speak to me in my native tongue as I find it difficult to understand you."The nuns advised Ericka, "My dear, you go and rest," aft







