PHOENIX
Surprisingly, I’m still not jumping on her, grabbing her head, kissing her senseless, and thrusting my tongue into her mouth. Last night was already torture—after sending her home, I went to my club and sat there for a while when a woman flirted with me. She was beautiful with a fuck-able body, but she wasn’t Samantha, and my cock didn’t even show interest.
If it happened before I met Samantha, I already brought her to a hotel room and fucked her senseless, but since I met my princess, any woman wanting my attention, it seems like they don’t exist anymore.
Now, she’s sitting beside me with a tiny dress that shows off her cleavage. My cock instantly throbs in my pants—it’s a little bit uncomfortable especially when she laughs freely. My shitty brain imagines her moans, her whines, her grunt every time I thrust inside her sweet tightness—it’s actually uncomfortable.
The sweet scent of her perfume fills my nostrils, making me more aroused. The more she’s annoyed, the hotter she looks, and it doesn’t help me to calm my cock down.
I know what her friend was up to, but I’m happy to pick up Samantha if I can spend a few minutes alone with her.
We reach the club after my cock tortures me for long years. I park my car in the employees' parking area. After closing the engine, I instantly open my door and run to her side, but she already helps herself out.
“Don’t you want me to be a gentleman for you, princess?” I offer my hand, and she instantly grabs it, and my traitor cock jerks inside.
I grunt inwardly.
“You really don’t have to do that. I already bother you by picking me up,” she says, giving me a tight smile.
Closing the door behind me, we walk toward the employees’ entrance. Our hands still intertwined. Lucky for me, it doesn’t seem to bother her.
“We’ll tell Amy when we get to our table.” I squeeze her hand, and she looks up to me and nods.
It’s been a long time since I hold a woman’s hand that I actually care. Fuck! I don’t even realize that I already care for Samantha, and I almost chuckle because it doesn’t bother me at all.
We reach the VIP section, and the music is not too loud from the sound system, and I also like privacy.
The strobe lights, the new theme, the smell of liquors and boozes, and the people dancing, drinking, and chatting give a perfect mood for a nightclub.
Since most of the employees are aware of my arrival, a waiter approaches us almost immediately.
“Wanna drink now, princess? Or should we call Amy and Garrett first? I think they’re here,” I ask.
She’s already sitting on the black leather couch comfortably, eyes wandering around the lounge. “We’ll let them know first, but I’d like sparkling water first, please.”
I nod and tell the waiter of our drinks which is whiskey neat for me. While she’s typing a message on her phone to Amy, I dial Garrett.
“We’re here, asshole. Where are you?” I can hear the same music playing over the phone.
“Talk to any staff or a bartender and tell them to take you to the VIP lounge. Is Amy with you?”
“Yeah, she’s here with us,” Garrett answers.
“Good.” I hang up the call.
A few minutes later, they arrive.
“Hi, Sam! You look hot!” Amy says with a huge smile on her face.
Samantha rolls her eyes.
“Hello to you, too, hot Phoenix. Thanks for inviting me! This is better than the last time I was here. You changed a lot to this place.”
I give her a smile. “Thanks, Amy! I did change a few, mostly interior. The name remains the same.
“Yeah, man. This is way cooler—the theme is chic and exquisite.” Garrett and Maya sit on a loveseat across us.
“Guys, you may order drinks. Whatever you want, no limits. It’s on the house,” I say with pride.
“Sam, same for you?” Maya asks her.
“Yup, thanks! Phoenix, thank you.”
I face her. “You’re welcome, princess. You can drink whatever you want. I’ll be your DD for tonight,” I tell her, and Amy giggles that making Samantha groan.
“Just stop it, Amy, and I’m still pissed at you.”
We drink and chat until Maya clears her throat.
“Guys, we finalized the date.” Her smile spread over her face while clasping her hands together. “It’s two months from now.”
The girls giggle.
“Congrats, man! You’re getting married.” I hug Garrett and tap his back.
“I’m getting married, Phoen. Hope you’ll be next.”
“I don’t think it will be too soon,” I say, shrugging.
“Oh, hot Phoenix, use the remaining charms you to good use.” Amy winks, then she looks at Sam who’s still glaring at her.
“What’s wrong, Sam?” Maya doesn’t know what Amy did to Sam earlier.
Amy grabs her hand. “I’ll fill you in. Just leave her alone, and she will thank me sooner if not later, trust me,” she giggles.
“She just lied to me and to Phoenix that she had a flat tire, then called him to pick me up.” She sips her Appletini.
“Oh, that’s great! At least Phoenix can drive you home when you’ll get your ass drunk tonight,” Maya says and almost jumps in her seat with excitement.
What just happened?
“Let’s have a toast. To Garrett and Maya.” I raise my glass in the air then everyone follows and sips their drinks.
I sigh when I remember Mom and Hawk. I’m glad I took their advice. Being far from them is not a bad idea because I find new friends here.
I stand up and grab Samantha’s hand. My gesture surprises her.
I smile. “Let’s go dance, princess. Aren’t you guys coming?”
Sam doesn’t hesitate, and they stand up and follow me to the dance floor, except Amy who gestures to sit on the barstool instead.
“Show me your moves, princess,” I whisper to her ear, and it’s a wrong move when she shivers—the moment I inhale her scent, I don’t want to stay away from her—her smell alone tingles my skin.
I grab her waist closer to me, and we start moving and follow the rhythm of the music. She places her hands on my chest. I can feel the thundering of my heartbeat against her palm. My mouth dries instantly, and I have to lick my lips so often.
She looks flushed—maybe she feels the same way. Her eyes glimmer. Then she closes her eyes and takes a deep breath.
When she reopens, my breathing stops. My stupid cock is instantly hard as a rock. I can see her eyes are flooding with lust, or maybe it’s the effect of the alcohol she drank.
When she sways her hips, I fearlessly press my hips into her as we remain our gazes lock. Samantha gasps when she feels my erection. When her lips part, I’m so tempted to cover them with mine.
Fuck! This is harder to control than I ever thought.
Her move is bold, yet calculated—she presses her breasts into my chest, and I can feel the erratic of our heartbeats merging together. Our body heat has turned into a wildfire.
I move my head to the side of her head, and she moves her hands on my shoulders, tightening the grip.
We both sway together until the next song starts to play. She feels so good in my arms—we perfectly fit together.
Her smell is intoxicating my brain. Our heat is drawn me into oblivion. She presses her entire body into me, and everything that surrounds me disappears, and all I want is to keep it this way.
I squeeze my eyes shut, take a deep breath, then pull my head away. I look down at her beautiful face, her eyes still closed. As she opens slowly, she’s as turned on as me.
This friendship thing is fucking killing me.
“Are you okay?”
She barely smiles and nods. “I think we should go back. I’m drained.”
I nod then grab her hand to follow me.
“Can you show me where the restroom is?” she asks me by whispering to my ear. I have to bite my lip to stop grunting because the thought of me and her inside the bathroom sweating and panting after we both come and satiated is fucking crazy.
“Of course, the VIP has its own restroom.”
I let her get inside the restroom and lean my head against the wall outside to calm my nerves. I blow a few breaths to relax my hard-on. It’s still on half-mast when she opens the door and finds me in that position.
When our gazes meet, her brows meet together. “You okay?”
“I’m more than okay.” I smile at her and am almost breathless.
We order another drink. Amy is nowhere to be found, or she finds someone to chat with. Garrett and Maya are still on the dance floor that leaves just the two of us again.
“How long did you date that asshole?”
“A year. Then he cheated on me by sleeping with his friend’s sister, who also happened to be my friend.”
Jesus! He’s a complete dick.
She adds, “He said he was half drunk. Half or not, he still cheated on me. He didn’t even apologize. How about you? Who broke your heart?” She looks directly into my eyes.
“My college girlfriend for two years. She cheated on me to a hockey player.” I look at her who’s seriously listening, then she grabs her drink.
“Wow! She’s really a bitch. Then you never had girlfriends after that?”
I shake my head.
“That bad, huh?” She arches her brow, smirking. She just smirked at me.
“It’s not that bad, princess, but I was frustrated with my injury, then my family problems. When I moved to New York, I didn’t have time to date. After I graduated, I worked my ass off at Hawk’s company.”
She smiles. “I wouldn’t have met you if you’re dating anyone though. Maybe you’re still in New York until now. With her.”
I laugh. “I’m glad you broke up with your ex, and still not dating, otherwise, you’re not sitting beside me right now.”
She holds my hand and squeezes it. “I’m glad I gave our friendship a chance.”
“I’m also glad, princess.” I squeeze it back. You have no fucking idea.
The realization hits me that she’s already on her third, and she probably won’t remember this conversation tomorrow. I lost track of time and was so drawn staring at her like a lovesick puppy.
“Princess, are you sure you still want to drink? Maybe that’s enough for you.”
Her lids are already heavy and barely open. “I’m not drunk, Phoenix.”
Garrett and Maya are back in their seats.
“Oh, no! How many drinks she has?” Maya asks me in a worried tone.
“Three, I think. Why?”
She shakes her head, then chuckles, “She’ll sleep soon.”
“I’m not gonna sleep, Maya,” she slurs, looking flushed and drowsy.
“Amy is not coming back with us. She left with someone,” Maya smiles.
“Same old Amy.” Sam rubs her temple with her fingers and leans back on the couch.
“I think you should send her home, Phoen before she passes out here,” Garrett advises, looking at drunk Samantha once again. “She’s too drunk. Sam never drinks too much.”
“Oh, come on. I’m here, you know. I can still have another. I’m not that drunk. And I have a hot DD,” she says, slurring her words, then smiles lazily.
“Oh, dear, Sam. You’re still not drunk in that state?” Maya laughs.
She waves her hand. “I’m just a little tipsy. Isss oooll.”
“Tipsy my ass. Send her home, man. Why did you let her drink too much?” Garrett laughs.
“She asked. I don’t know she’s a lightweight.” I stand up, grabbing her hand. “Come on, princess. Let’s call it a night and go home.”
She stands up and almost stumbles.
“Whoa! Sam, easy there,” Garrett yelps in surprise.
I quickly hold her on her waist. “Got you.” I let her arm wrap around my shoulder. Maya gives me her purse. We slowly head to the hallway.
“You can carry me you know. I’m not gonna protest and puke on you,” she says with a slurred voice.
“Really, princess? Well, you’re actually a good girl when you’re drunk,” I chuckle.
“I’m always a good girl even not drunk, Phoenisssss.” Okay, that sounds terribly wrong.
I shake my head in amusement. “Oh, yeah? You never argued with me. And when I asked you, you never asked me back, and you never get easily annoyed you smart-ass.”
She just answers me with a hmm.
“I’ll better carry you before you stumble to the floor.” I carry her bridal style. She weighs nothing. She leans her head on my chest, and I kiss the top of her head out of control.
Shit!
We reach my car. It’s difficult to fish out my key in my pocket. I have to let her stand. I unlock my car then place her into her seat and lock the door behind her. I drive immediately before she falls to sleep in my car.
“Samantha, are you okay there?” I ask, side-glancing at her.
“I’m okay, Phoenix. Why are you calling me Samantha? I thought we’re friends now.” She’s already sleepy, drunk, and probably doesn’t know what’s talking, but I need to keep her awake.
“I like calling you Samantha than Sam, princess.” I don’t know why I even bother telling her. She won’t probably remember this when she wakes up with a hangover tomorrow.
“I like if you call me princess. My dad called me sweetie and also my mom. My ex used to call me babe. My friends call me Sam or Sammy.”
I glance at her and smile, making my heart melt. “You are really a good girl when you’re drunk, princess. Now. you even agree with me calling you princess. You’re my stubborn princess Samantha.”
“And you’re a hot Tease Phoenix.”
I laugh. “How hot tease princess?”
She doesn’t answer.
“Princess?” I squeeze her hand.
Shit! She falls asleep. How am I going to send her home like this? Maybe her mom is not at home again. I look at her again—she’s still beautiful even she’s sleeping, I wonder if how fascinating she is when she comes and screams my name.
I groan. Bad cock.
I look at her one last time and drive my way home.
SAM My head is hammering a thousand times. I open my eyes slowly only to see the unfamiliar surrounding. The smell on the room seems familiar to me though—it’s like one of my favorite scents in the world. Panic settles in the pit of my belly. This isn’t my room. Where am? Did I go with someone? I quickly check the king-size bed. It’s covered with a dark sheet that matches the blanket where I am neatly tucked in. It’s definitely a man’s bed, but the other side is empty. I’m alone. Before I can sit up from the bed, my stomach twists sickly. I run into the nearest door, hoping it’s the bathroom. I flip up the cover of the toilet bowl and empty my stomach. Scanning the surrounding, I find toilet paper and wipe my mouth. I flash them and rinse my mouth with the water. I look at myself in the mirror—a smeared makeup still on my face with my messy bedhead. I’m wearing a gray T-shirt with the NYU logo that looks
PHOENIX The perfect lunch that I’m sharing with Samantha has turned into a disaster when my bitch of an ex appears at our booth. We’re just about to start our lunch when we’re interrupted. She fucking jumps into me hugs me and kisses me as if nothing happened before. Why she has to come here to all the restaurants in this place? Or did she hear the news that this belongs to me and try to catch up for old-time sake? “What? Do you really think I believe that you start dating?” she asks with her bitchy voice and pouts. Samantha clears her throat that gets Gabrielle’s attention. “Phoenix, mind introducing me to your old friend?” Sam gestures her hand to Gabrielle. Please. please. Please, just play along. “Princess, this is Gabrielle. Gabrielle, meets my girlfriend, Samantha.” Sam offers her hand, but of course, Gabrielle ignores her. Samantha has to pull her hand back.
SAM “Spill it, woman. I can see that you had an eventful weekend,” Maya teases me as we walk together to our management class. “I can’t escape from this, can I?” I’m actually excited to tell her, but nothing really eventful than I had lunch with Phoenix that was almost ruined by his ex. “Nope. I’m not Amy, so you don’t have to tell me every detail.” She bumps her arm into me. “We had lunch, then went to the park to eat ice cream and feed the ducks. So, there’s nothing really much to tell,” I tell her the short version, of course, without the sleeping in his house and the encounter with Phoenix’s ex. “That’s it? What about when you get drunk and he sent you home?” she asks, wearing a wicked smile. “I slept in his car.” She laughs. “I knew you would sleep in his car, then?” “Then he took me home,” I say slowly. “To his home.” “What? Really? Oh, my God!” Her eyes widen and she shriek
PHOENIX I’m losing my control, not because of not getting laid, it’s because of the woman beside me who’s driving me crazy. When she cries over my gifts, it warms my heart. It’s been a long time since I spend gifts on a woman, but that woman betrayed me. Now, I want to pamper Samantha—she’s worth every penny I spend for her. And I know those gifts remind her of her dad. The moment she lies down beside me on the couch, I know the baby steps are long gone. When she moans, my traitor of a cock hardens like a rock. I know I have to kiss her one way or another because this beast inside is going to savage her anytime soon—my urge, my lust, and these feelings are overflowing in my body. When our lips touch, I know she owns me—the feeling is overwhelming, filled with giddiness. Her taste and the softness of her lips are intoxicating. And I’ve never felt like this before with anyone, and it’s freaking me out—in a good way.
PHOENIX Six years ago… We lost in the game. This is fucking exhausting! The more I did my best the more we lost by only two fucking points. I can’t believe it! This is my last year and my last chance for NFL drafting. Every muscle in my body aches and quivers with anger, disappointment, and exhaustion. My mind doesn’t seem to work when all I feel is frustration and disappointment. I take my quickest shower and bolt out of the locker room. I avoid my team because I know they’re going to invite me to drink to oblivion since there’s supposed to be a team party tonight if we won. I need to go to my girlfriend Gabby’s apartment, but she went to her family and wasn’t able to watch our game. I check my phone; Hawk did not call—he must have heard the news about our game. Since he moved to New York, I don’t have my number one fan to watch my game anymore. I call Gabby; she’s not picking up my call as wel
SAM I’ve been checking the wall clock like every five minutes when I have only an hour left of my shift. I’m excited to see Phoenix. I won’t deny that. After I agree to date him and make out on his couch, I fell asleep last night smiling. I hope I made the right decision. I want this relationship to work out because we have strong chemistry that is hard to ignore. “Stop glancing at the clock every minute. It won’t magically turn into Phoenix’s cock.” I roll my eyes even Amy can’t see it. “Seriously, Amy, stop talking like that when we are with customers.” She hugs me from behind. “You don’t want me to talk about a cock or you don’t want me to talk about Phoenix’s cock?” “Stop talking about that word. Period.” She squeezes me. “Finally, someone makes my best friend smile. I’m happy for you, Sam. At least setting you up is worth the effort.” I unwrap her arms around me and face her.
SAM I let my eyes wander around when Phoenix ushers me outside the car. This place is an old books store which is renovated in to a big and modern one. Many well-known authors used this venue for book signing events. A woman around my age approaches us wearing a bright smile on her face. “Mr. Williams, Ms. Anderson, good evening! Please, follow me.” I am surprised to hear my name, and I grin at her in return. I feel Phoenix’s hand gripping my waist. “Let’s get inside, beautiful.” “What are we doing here, Phoenix?” I whisper “Thought you love surprises,” he responses with a smirk. “Did you happen to buy this bookstore too?” He chuckles as we both walk inside the store. I stop midway when I notice who’s talking to the woman who approached us outside the store. My hands fly to my mouth instantly. “Omigod!” A squeak left my mouth, and I don’t even recognize my own voice. They
PHOENIX I glance down at her as she bites her bottom lip. Her hair looks messy, yet she looks so stunning, especially now that she’s turned on—her rosy cheeks make her look more radiant—her blue eyes darken, and her lids are heavy with desires. “One last chance, beautiful.” I’m afraid that she might change her mind. When she sits up on my bed—it alarms me—instead, she unzips her dress and let the straps fall down so her arms slowly, revealing more of her delicious skin, leaving her lacy red bra that barely covered her luscious tits—the tits that gave me constant hard-on since that night at the parking lot. “You’re a tease, Samantha.” My voice becomes huskier. My cock is already jerking in my pants since I carried her from our interrupted dinner. “Am I now, Phoenix?” She laughs, eyes go hazy, then bites her lip again. She strips off her dress slowly and kicks off of the bed, leaving a pair of lacy red underwear a
PHOENIX Six months later… Do you know it’s difficult to wake up someone who pretends to be asleep? And do you know when someone doesn’t like doing has always found thousands of reasons to avoid it? Well, yeah because I’ve been there—waking up someone who pretended to sleep, and gave me thousands of reasons every day. “Princess, I swear to God I will drag your sweet ass to the doctor if you won’t get up and get dressed right now!” I shake her shoulder under the blanket, but she never budges. She covers herself when I shout her name from our bedroom door. I’m already on my second cup of coffee, waiting for her to wake up until I decide to come to our bed and shake her. Now, I can’t wait anymore because I had to move our doctor’s appointment three times just for this week. “Go away, Phoenix! I need some sleep!” My wife slips her hand out of the blanket, gesturing to shoo me away. “Samantha,
PHOENIX My heart is still pounding in my chest since I saw the News about an hour ago. I don’t know why I feel guilty even if I’m not the one who hurt her—maybe because we had a history, and I loved her once somehow? Or perhaps I’m one of the reasons why that woman manipulated her into doing something horrible? I feel Samantha gripping my hand tightly. She kept telling me that Gabrielle will be okay throughout the ride to the hospital. I take a deep breath when we step inside the hospital lobby. According to the News, Gabrielle was the one who called 911 before the drug dealer killed Suzanne right in front of her own eyes. She must be so terrified and shocked, and she will never forget that extreme brutality of the murder of once she believed was her mother. I feel so bad for her, and I can see based on that News earlier that she was also beaten by those assholes. “Phoenix, are you ready? That’s her room.”
SAM My body is shaking with fury when I see Gabrielle at my apartment door. Those things she did to my relationship, to Phoenix, and to myself make me want to strike into her, grab her hair, and drag her down to the lobby, then kick her to hell. I don’t know what stops me from doing things like that, perhaps I’m a better person than her? If this only happens before Phoenix is back into my life I already punch her face. But she is not the bitchy Gabrielle—the insensitive, empathetic, and vicious woman. Right now, she cowers down while Phoenix is grabbing her and growling on her face. “Let her talk, Phoenix,” I say calmly to Phoenix while rubbing his back. He is losing his temper on her, but I can’t blame him though because we both had suffered a lot in her hands. “I’m done listening to her, Samantha. She almost ruined our relationship, and now that we are back together, she shows up again, and this time on our do
PHOENIX It’s almost sunset—the colors of blue and violet scattering the sky with yellow-orange and red are covering most of it. Everyone gathers at the shore, sitting at the beach chairs to witness the sunset. The chopped woods are already piled for the bonfire later. The smooth sand caresses my bare-foot in every step I make. The sound of waves rippling softly at the shores is so calm as I walk hand in hand with my fiancée, Samantha through the shoreline. This is the best feeling in the world—at this moment all I can think is I am such a lucky man—being loved and in love with the same woman. She is kicking the small waves every time they reach our feet—it feels like a soft massage. I can’t help but smile at how she laughs when the seawater hits me. “Childish,” I mutter, grinning. She doesn’t care. I can see how much she enjoys doing it, and I’m beyond happy watching her laughing freely because i
SAM The two-story beach house owned by Abby is beautiful—it’s a gift for her husband on her nineteenth birthday. I can’t help but appreciate the magnificent view that catches my eyes. An azure blue sea in a seemingly calming current, and the sounds of the rippling of waves hitting the seashores. fluffy white clouds drifting up in the sky, the seagulls squabbling overhead. I can taste the salty smell of the breeze. “This is the best part of the house,” Abby says proudly while we girls are leaning against the concrete balustrades of the balcony. We run over here as soon as Abby announces that she will show us the patio, leaving the guys behind us. “Aside from our bedrooms, this is the best,” Izzy agrees, giggling with Abby. “You two stop with your innuendos. Sandy is single, and I need you two to arrange blind dates for her,” I retort. Sandy elbow me with a grunt. “Oh, sister-in-law it’s been taken
UNKNOWN Somewhere in the neighborhood... I slumped myself down to the worn-out bed after kicking off my ten-dollar high heels. My eyes are focused on the white boring ceiling that is almost yellow, and the paint is cracked at every corner of my small bedroom. This place is too old and needs remodeling, but I can’t even afford to do that. I release a deep sigh, sniffing at the overused dress that I wore almost every day to the diner where I work for over a year now. I wince at the smell of grease, sweat, and a cheap perfume I bought last week after receiving my salary. This isn’t the life I want—I always dream so high when I was a kid. I dreamt of owning sky-high buildings, fashion and cosmetics lines, and of course a yacht. I love places like Greece, France, and the Caribbean—I’ve been to those places many times, and it all suddenly changed. Patience is the key. I chuckle.
PHOENIX I wake up with the warm limbs draping over me. Samantha is still snoring in my arms. I slowly slip out my body from her warm cuddle. No matter how much I want to stay and cuddle her all day, I already have plans for today and for the whole weekend. I’m secretly talking with Sandy for these last three days. I still didn’t tell her that I knew she is my sister. Hawk will kick my ass to the other part of the continent if he will find out I’m hiding this kind of secret from him. I start packing our clothes that’s good for three days. I bought some clothes and swimsuits for Samantha and tanning or sunscreen lotions women these days are using. I drag our two travel bags to the front door. I pick up my phone and scan Sandy’s contact that I stole from Samantha’s phone. Phoenix: Get your ass ready. We’ll be there in about an hour. A few seconds later my phone buzzes signifying a message. S
SAM I’m still in shock with what I’ve found out. Sandy finally tells me everything, and I just listen closely to every word she says to me, but she makes me promise that I can’t tell anyone. But I may have to tell someone about it because I’m not good at keeping secret especially when the people I care about is involved. “Your phone is ringing, Sam.” Sandy’s voice jarred me out of my thoughts. I dug my phone from my bag. Our supposed to be an Arrow marathon turns to be a telling of her life story. I look at her when I check out my phone screen. She nods. “Handsome, miss me?” I answer. “You have no idea, beautiful. My cock is in need of your attention. I missed you, princess.” I can clearly hear the cheerfulness in his voice. How will he react if I’ll tell him the truth? God! It’s hard to be in this position. “Are you coming already?” I ask, biting my lip. “On my way, beautiful, it’s just three bl
SAM Phoenix’s mouth hangs open as he stares at me for a good minute, then he finally blinks and laughs out loud. A whimper slips from my lips, and as fast as lightning, I am pressed underneath him, and he is grinning like an idiot. “Shouldn’t you at least say it back?” I raise a brow. “Nah,” that’s all he says before he crashes his lips on mine and kisses me slow, sweet, and innocent. “Sorry, princess but I’m not having sex with you tonight.” I fake a pout. “Not even a dry humping?” “Are you that desperate, my love?” I nod, biting my lip, then we burst into a laugh while our bodies pressed together. “I love you, Samantha. So fucking much!” “Good, Phoenix,” I reply. He then kisses my forehead, my eyes, my nose, my ch