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Tears of Yesterday Chapter 46: SINNED
Raven's pov."Zeb wait! What is this? I am okay.. what were you saying that?—"He didn't answer me. Instead, he held Ky's face and kissed me so gently. He kissed Ke like there was no way to say no!"Raven, I missed you so much. I wanted to do this since the first time I saw you at the company, but I stopped myself because I knew it wasn't right! But as time goes by, I realize that there is no such thing as wrong when it comes to love." He pulled me close to him, and I smelled the mixture of alcohol and fragrance in his perfume. He got his face near me, and he kissed me again. We are here in my room. No one will see us. No one will find out that we are together. Why should I stop myself from kissing him back when it's all that I have inside?I wanted to be with him. I wanted to spend the night with him, and I thought it would never happen again.Call it cheating! Whatever you want to call it,, but how am I gonna live my life so righteous if I can't even feel happiness? I think it is
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 47: JEALOUS
Raven's pov.I don't know if it's right to turn back on Hattie. I just made her feel that I was so jealous of her presence. I don't usually feel this way, Yo Axel, even if I hear things like he is going to a bar or dating somebody else. I didn't care, and I'll never care. But why do I feel so bad when I know that Zeb is involved?He just told me last night that he still loves me, but what is that Hattie doing here?I walked so fast that I just decided to stay in my room. I just got out of the elevator going to my room when I saw Zeb getting near me.I decided to just avoid him, but it was too late. He tried to chase me.I looked back, and I made my steps faster."Raven!"I heard him call me by my name, but I didn't mind. I continue walking."Raven wait!""What?" I looked at him so badly.I took a deep breath and tried to look on the other side."What's wrong? Why are you avoiding me?" He asked like he wasn't aware of what he did."Nothing! I am not in the mood, so please let me go.""
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 48: THE FREAK
Raven's pov.In my life, I didn't come to the point of thinking about cheating. never that it crossed my mind, and never that I felt like doing it to anyone. That was when I was committed to Zeb. When I got married, I promised myself that I would do everything I could to keep our marriage clean and pure, even though it wasn't my dream to spend the rest of my life with Axel.Now, as I watched my luggage get ready to leave the hotel, I couldn't believe that I had done things that I never planned.I have been drawn with my feelings for Zeb, which caused me to commit sin on the bounds of marriage and even in the eyes of many people.It might be the worst thing I have ever done, but I am here now. For those eight years of being married, I never felt happiness like how I am feeling right now. I stood up from my seat and took a seat on the bed. I felt the soft touch on the blanket that served as witness to how Zeb and I made love for three nights.A love that gives us reason to keep our hea
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 49: PISSED HER OFF..
Zeb's pov..I am not in the mood to say anything. I remained silent while driving my car. I hate it when Hattie makes decisions for me. I am not doing it, and she should not do anything like that."Zeb, what makes you so quiet? You have not been talking to me the whole time, and now you keep ignoring me. Are you mad?" Hattie asked..She faced me, and she looked at me in the eyes."I'm tired..""You are tired, or you just feel bad that I didn't let you give Raven a ride. Well, let me tell you this: Raven is not your responsibility. Axel should be the one responsible for picking up his wife at the airport. You are the boss, and you should not take everything on your shoulders, okay?""Am I asking for your opinion? What's wrong with bringing her home? Still, she's under that vacation, and as the host, she's my responsibility, and I am responsible for everything that might happen to her." I was so mad.I know Hattoe can figure out why I felt so bad about what she did."Okay, fine! but Ner
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 50: LOOKING FOR A WIFE
Zeb's pov."Sir, Mr. Hayes was looking for you. He looks so mad, and he wanted to come in," the guard said. Sunday morning, I was having a nap at the poolside.I don't have any idea why he's here."Let him in." I ordered..The guard left, and he opened the gate. Axel was in a hurry to get near me. He looks so furious, like he can kill anyone at any time."Mr. Hayes, what brought you here?" I asked as I stood up from my seat.I looked into his eyes, and I didn't give him any chance to scare me."Where is my wife?" He was so mad. He looked around like he was looking for something."Your wife? She's your wife, so why are you asking me about her? Mr. Hayes, this is my house and not yours." I replied seriously.I wanted to just laugh at him, but I could feel like he was in trouble."I am not kidding aside. I am not here to throw jokes at you! I am here because I am looking for Raven. You were with her last night, weren't you? So where did you take her?" He asked again."Okay, we were on th
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 51: OLD WOMAN
Raven's povWeeks had passed. I didn't go to work for the reason that I asked for one week's leave.No pressure, no headaches about the job. away from toxic people, and one more reason was that I decided to stay with my mom without anyone knowing it."Raven, I am leaving today. Today is Friday, and I need to give the caretakers their salary. Will you be okay here?" Mom asked as she was staring at me. I was having coffee that morning, and I was planning to meet Neri, but I suddenly changed my mind."Mom, can I just come? I mean, I am not doing anything here the whole day, and I want to experience being at the shelter, even just for a day. I hope that would be fine," mom replied, so happy. I know that she's happy to tell everyone about me. Actually, she already did, but of course there's a limit to everything."Okay, mom, I will just go change my clothes. You can just wait for me in the car; it will just be quick." I go upstairs so I can change my clothes. I made it just so quick. I don
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 52: FREAKING HUSBAND
Raven's povI just put my uniform on and fixed myself. Zeb was just staring at me as he wrapped his arms around my waist."Zeb I need to leave now. Please.. Sandy might be wondering what took me so long. " I bit my lower lip out of embarrassment. I know how Sandy thinks, and I know by now she's in the process of filming what happened between me and Zeb through her imagination."Would you believe me if I said that I didn't have a plan to let you go?""This can't be. I can't stay here in your office the whole day! This is ridiculous, okay?" I put on lipstick on my lips and sprayed my vanilla perfume a bit."I would live with that smell.""I have to go."I took my first step to leave when Zeb stood up from the bed and hugged me tight from behind."I'll see you tonight."I looked at him, and I saw that he was serious based on his serious facial expression."I can't..""But why?""I need to see my, mom." I replied, and I just left his room.I took a deep breath before I finally opened the
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 53: LONELY ONE
Raven's pov."Are you leaving?" It was Sunday morning, and I woke up early so I could have the whole day to be with mom. I was about to leave the house when Axel saw me and talked to me. I just looked at him without a word."I can drive you if you want.""I can.. I can take care of myself, I know how to drive, and I am used to being alone, making my day worthy.""Raven, I just want to make things work. I mean, I want to make things right. ""By doing something wrong? Do stupid things, then all of a sudden you wanted to make them right? You're crazy!" I replied..He was about to get near me, but I stopped him from doing that."Don't waste your time, Axel. I am not in the mood to do nice things now. I am busy, and I have an important meeting to attend to. Excuse me.."I passed by where he'd been standing and never looked back. I know he's not used to how I communicate with him. I can see in his eyes how he's hurt every time I find ways to get rid of him and avoid talking about our rel
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Tears of Yesterday Chapter 92: FROM TEARS TO JOY
Zeb's pov..Tears fell; I saw it in Raven's beautiful eyes.She took a deep breath as she looked at me."Why are you saying that? Because Axel confessed that he can't bear a child? He talked to you? You asked him? Why? Because Neri told you that Axel was the only key to finding out what really happened? That is the reason why you changed your mind?" Raven asked, and even if she didn't act like she's mad, I can feel it in the way she delivers her words.Those questions coming from her awaken my conscience. I don't really understand why I need to worry about things, but the only thing I am sure about is that I want her back—she and the baby."I know I made the wrong decision when I believed Hattie. I was wrong, and I admit it. But Raven, I had been enlightened, and now I am determined to do my part. Not just Ravey's father but also someone who loves you so much..""Wow! Amazing transformation, Zeb! So quick! If you are doing this just to convince me to have a DNA test with Ravey, the
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 91: BACK HOME
Raven's povI closed my eyes, and I took a deep breath as I stepped down the plane.I opened my eyes and looked around. Finally, I am home. after a year of consecutive medications. After a year of being a hospital resident, After a year of depending on the life support and machines, I am awake.I am awake, and the first thing that came to mind was to see my baby. To go back to the Philippines and finish my business here.Now, I am ready to deal with everything.I am ready to face the world.I am ready to expose the truth, and most of all, I am ready to face all the consequences that my actions should have."We are here, Raven." "Finally we are here, and I hope things will be better." Mom smiled as she held my hands."I am here for the best mom." I am not here to just stay home and sleep. I am back because my son deserves to know who he is. "I know where he came from, and I want him to get what he deserves. I can hardly say."I never thought that being in a coma would change all your d
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 90: FATHER's LOVE
Zeb's povI don't know what my parents would think once I told them about what happened this week.They might blame me for believing Axel and ignoring Raven's explanation, or they might just comfort me. I don't exactly know. I am at the point of my life where I most need family. I needed their guidance and their loving arms.I got inside, and I saw my dad sitting on the couch while watching a basketball game live on TV. Mom was just there in the kitchen, giving instructions to the maids in preparing dinner.While I saw Maxine's luggage downstairs as an indication that they just arrived too "Dad!" I got near him and tapped his shoulder.He looked at me with deep meaning, but still, I never heard anything from him.He just suddenly smiled at me and turned his attention back to the screen.I laid my head on the velvet headboard and closed my eyes.I am so exhausted about what just happened today. failed today's mission."Where have you been?" Dad asked, but I decided not to open my ey
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 89: FOLLOW THE WAY
Zeb's pov."Sorry, Nate, but this is something important. It's been 5 days since I talked to Axel, and I can't even see Neri's shadow now. I went to Hed Pad, but the owner said that she sold her pad already a month ago. I really need to see her. I have a hard time believing that she knew where the baby was. Nate, it's mine! I have all the right to have it, and the baby has the right to everything that I have. This is it! "I already have a successor, someone who will continue what I have started. "Seriously?" I said as I stared at Nate.Nate looked at me like he wanted to make sure of everything that I said. He's a friend, and I know that he will not just let me do what I want."Are you sure that Axel was telling you the truth? What if this is just one of his schemes? What if he was just telling you this because he wanted you to take the child, and soon he will use it against you?""I saw his medical records. His parents knew that he was not capable of bearing a child. That's also the
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 88: Sleep
Neri's PovI slowly stepped in and walked near a wide door. I put on my mask and hairnet. The overalls and even the plastic shoesI held the knob, and I slowly opened the door.I tried to smile, though it was so hard to give even a little of it.I have been looking at a vegetative woman lying on a hospital bed. She is having a peaceful sleep, and her life depends on how the machine works.It's been a month... "Raven, are you okay?" I asked while I was looking at Raven, who was showing her face in pain."Neri, my stomach is painful. I think I will give birth now.""What? Wait, I will just call the driver."I hurriedly go downstairs and call the driver so we can take Raven to the hospital.The most anticipated day has come. Raven is giving birth, and I can't explain my feelings. I am very excited, but at the same time I am sad. I am sad that the baby will not get to experience a life with a complete family.So sad that his father couldn't accept him and totally turned his back on him.
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 87: RUNAWAY
Zeb's pov.."Don't turn your back on me, Neri! I am talking to you!" I grabbed Neri's hand upon seeing her at the mall.Yes, it's been a week since I heard that Raven gave birth, but they never told me. It's clear that I want a DNA test on the baby, but it seems like they don't have a plan to comply with the agreement."What's the matter, Zeb? Are you not ashamed of yourself? The CEO of the largest company in the world is chasing an ordinary woman. How sweet!" Neri said it seemed like she was just having fun.I got irritated, and I am pissed at her actions. I don't like the way they hide from me all things that happened about Raven's child."Neri, you know why I am doing this. Where is the baby? What happened to Raven?" I asked.."Wow! You care about the baby and about what happened to Raven? Whatever Raven told you before it happened.. about the baby, we're sorry, but Raven told us not to show you even a shadow of him.."I was shocked. "He" means it's a boy."Surprised? Yes, it's a
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 86: DUE DATE
Zeb pov."Where have you been on earth that I couldn't find you? Are you hiding from me? Why? Guilty?" Hattie asked..I just arrived to my office and got in so quick like a policeman who was going to arrest a criminal.She looked so mad at me. "Do I need to update you every time? It's early in the morning, and now you are here right in front of me, nag!""Come on, Zeb! I know that you knew why I was here.. or maybe you were just making excuses so I wouldn't be able to confront you about this." Hattie dropped a folder on my table.Simply looking at it, I knew that it was Raven's early maternal leave. Now I am thinking of a possible excuse why I did that."Now tell me.. Early maternal leave given to Raven, take it not.. with pay! Wow! How generous this company would be. I know and I understand that we are helping people who need financial support, but I wasn't aware that we can also do charity work. with someone like Raven?" Hattie exclaimed..I understand her reaction because it nev
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 85: CHANGED OF MIND
Raven's POV"Raven! Raven!"I opened my eyes, and I was shocked when I saw Mom before me.She keeps shaking me."Raven, you were having a nightmare." mom said as she helped me get up. She handed me a glass of water, and she massaged my back."What happened, mom?" I asked because I really don't know what happened.I wiped my tears dry.."You were having a nightmare. I got in, and I saw you moving your head so fast, so I tried to wake you up. You've been in that situation for almost 10 minutes, and I started to panic." Mom said, and I saw how she got worried."I'm sorry, mom! Maybe I was just thinking a lot these past few days.. or maybe because my 9th month is almost there.. I'm fine," I replied."You made me worry...""I'm really sorry," I replied with a smile."Okay, just stay here and calm yourself. I will just ask the cook to prepare something so you can eat. It's already 10 in the evening." Mom stood up and went into the kitchen.I couldn't imagine that I fell asleep for that lon
Tears of Yesterday Chapter 84: REQUEST
Raven's povI don't understand why Zeb suddenly changed his mood. I mean, he talked to me, and he was asking me to take my leave earlier than what was stated in the contract. Maternal leave should begin in the ninth month of pregnancy for every pregnant woman. I am on my eighth year and yet he wanted me to take a leave.I got scared.How is that just his excuse to kick me out of his company? How, if that is just his way of saying that I am no longer needed in his company?That hurst...From head to toe, I am shaking... I really need a job now. I know Mo can take care of everything, but of course, that would be the least thing that I can do. I am no longer sure with my pregnancy if I still see the beautiful world after giving birth. At least my mom could tell my child that I knew something about him."Raven, what were you thinking? You shouldn't have been standing that long. Come and take your seat." Sandy said when she noticed that I was just standing near the window. It was lunch bre
