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Nineteen: Collin’s POV (I got this)
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“Leaving already?” I asked with my feet placed atop each other and my hands resting under my head. Alex took another look in the mirror and adjusted his hair for the eight time in over three minutes. He kept brushing his jacket, adjusting his collar and taking sniffs of his body to make sure he smelt good. “Nervous huh?” I asked. Alex sighed and sat down. “It’s just crazy that he asked me out you know,” Alex smiled widely, “Did you ever clock that he was gay?” He asked. “Before he started hanging out with us, well, mainly you, I would have sworn that he was straight” “He looked really happy when I agreed to go out on this date with him tonight” He said. “He really likes you. That much has always been obvious” I was glad to see Alex this happy. Ever since his breakup with Julius and the drama that followed with Sophia, he had been really down. His moods would shift from time to time and sometimes the sadness would sneak out in his eyes even when he smiled. I was
