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THE YEAR 1990"Yeah. I was nervous about what you will say. But I'd rather do it than regretting the choice I've made earlier. It was not easy to say those things, you know. It took me some time before I say anything," Paul explained as Jane removed her gaze from him and swallowed constantly. She suddenly felt her heartbeats louder than the usual days and she knew she needed to take some time off from being beside Paul all over again. She glanced at him carefully while the moon shone right through the waves and she knew that she was gonna be mesmerized by how handsome Paul was. His hair was now flowing relentlessly over his head as he glanced above the moon and slowly shifted his gaze towards Jane.
Jane didn't even flinch a bit as he saw how desperate his eyes were. She swallowed constantly as she felt the electricity in between of those gazes and she felt
**** THE YEAR 2019 ****She sighed and said,"It was your father."Danny stood up from the mattress as he furrowed his eyebrows and got puzzled by what his nanny said."Ehh?"Danny expressed as Jane smiled bitterly over the hallways. She didn't saw anyone from the hallways and she was thinking that Stan might have gone home for a bit. Justin and Marian must have been having a coffee outside of the hospital as Jane was left alone on the bench."It was true, Danny. Your father is my first love,"Jane said as she sighed and Danny ran over to the windows and opened them. He was getting a lot of reveals today and he can't help but open his mouth widely and glanced at the fountain underneath. He leaned on the window frame as he motioned for his nanny to continue."You would not regret it even i
***THE YEAR 2019"We went to town. We stroll around it until early in the night. We sat down by the wall that separated the park and shores, and we watched the sunset together. It was as if something never changed between us, and it was relieving to see. Because even though he confessed his feelings towards me, our friendship still stayed there," Jane murmured as she leaned her head back on the wall and listened to the last verse of the songs. She swallowed as she clutched the hem of the skirt and glanced above the sky. The stars were smiling down at her and she can't help but wonder how she can reach them. She pointed her finger and traced the constellation that she recognized."When did you let out your feelings that time, nanny? When the time had come, orhowdid you know that it was the right moment to say it?"
***THE YEAR 1991They continued to eat their noodles as another song came out from the door. Jane was staring at him in awe as she bit the beef from the noodles and chewed them lovely. Paul did the same and they both stared at each other's eyes as they scoop up some soup. The people on the sides on their own tables were murmuring to each other. Paul then beamed a little towards the couple on their side as the song of Collin Raye was playing over the radios. "I thought I am still in grief, but I never know that I will be beside you after that time."Jane teased Paul that he was a monstrous eater and Paul quivered his lip right away. He chewed very carefully as he glanced towards Jane. She smiled lovely towards him as she poured down the remaining onions down the noodles and rapidly mixed it with the soup. She ate another bite as Paul
***THE YEAR 1991"Are you sure you will be okay?"Paul asked worriedly as he observed the people on the bridge. Jane nodded and unclasped her hands on him. She nodded and said,"You should go home. Goodbye." "Dear Paul, I wanted to love you always.""Goodbye, see you tomorrow, my love,"Paul mumbled as he patted her head again and Jane smiled lovely towards her. She caressed her face as she felt that her heartbeat was getting louder and louder than usual. She licked her lips as she felt that moment was wrong. It felt like that was the last time they will be like that. The day earlier was so good and she was worried that tomorrow will change for both of them.&nb
***THE YEAR 1991Paul can’t seem to know how to move from his place as the heavy rain started to pour down through the ground while he wiped his nose. He sobbed uncontrollably as his shoulders were starting to shake, and he turned around towards the exit of the woods. The heavy rain was still pouring down as Paul let himself to be soaked in rain. Jane heard the rain outside as the tears fell down on her cheeks continuously. She sobbed uncontrollably as she thumped her chest with her palms and she can’t seem to move on from the pain that she was feeling right now. Her shoulders were shaking as she clasped her mouth from the sobs that were incoming. Paul was also feeling the same as the box from his hand slip down the ground and he slowly turned to it. He crouched down and he picked up the box quickly from the mud. He fell do
***THE YEAR 2019The last line played as Jane stood up from the ground and face the running Stan towards her. She sniffed as she said goodbye to Danny on the other end of the line. Stan and Jane stared at each other's eyes for a long time. Stan stared at the tears in her eyes as Jane wiped them so fast. She swallowed constantly as Stan furrowed his eyebrows towards him.Danny was so confused with the way his nanny hanged up the line and how she was being troublesome in a matter of minutes. Stan huffed some air and glanced at his wristwatch as Jane put her hands behind her back. The wind flowed her long skirt over his legs and her hair was taken aback from her shoulders while she looked down through her feet."It was already 2 o'clock in the morning, aren't you cold here just talking over your phone for almost a
***THE YEAR 2019Marian relaxed her fingers through the counter and she smiled when the cashier gave the two cups of frappuccino. She smiled as she turned her back and picked up the tray. Justin stood up from his seat as he saw Danny's father by the door with his pants on and his long sleeves were big on him. Marian's smile vanished from his sight as she saw Danny's father by the door. She held the paper container that was holding the two cups of the frappuccinos in her hands as she saw that Paul Sy stopped at the door. She pursed her lips as she heard Lewis Capaldi's song on the radios of the shop. The barista on the other side was preparing something over the stove as Marian heard that it was brewing something by the fire. She swallowed and stepped up the steps without the smile that was crossing her face.Justin widened h
***THE YEAR 2019"Don't be confused about what am I saying, I know your mother for a long time,"Paul nodded at him as Justin opened his mouth slightly to say something. Marian looked at them for a second and she smiled as she saw that they were now talking. Paul nodded at him and said,"I know him ever since she was a teenager, I hope it doesn't surprise you when I say it about like that."Justin glanced at him with astonishment as they both smiled at each other. Justin was still confused and then he can't control himself from asking,"Why did you know my mother for a long time?"Paul beamed a little when they finally reached