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09: The Sorrow We Felt (Part 1)
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***THE YEAR 2007 "Don't worry. Everyone is living with sadness. Happiness can be a rose full of colors in one moment, but as time passes, the petals fall one by one, wilted and sagged as the joy faded," Marian said thoughtfully to him. Justin observed how mature she thinks for her age. He thinks that Marian is the same age as him, but he can't count numbers so he wouldn't know. It is better not to ask about it, Marian can judge him for who he is. "Don't you want to say something?" Marian asked him a couple of minutes after they observed the trees while still standing up in the narrow street. Justin looked at her and stuttered. "I... I don't want to say anything," Justin said quietly. Marian chuckles and looked down. "C'mon, why are you crying?" Marian asked him again. Justin locked his gaze and battled with himself on whether to say it or not. What if she finds out that he can't read, he can't write and he can't spell, even count numbers? As he was about to say something, someone
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*** THE YEAR 2008 Danny grabbed his shirt, and with a huge impact, he pushed Justin to the bookshelf. The books fell from the upper compartment and rained down on his head. One by one, the books slammed through and Justin felt the pain as his body drooped down on the floor. He sat down and glared at Danny while his vision gets fragmented because of the tears. "Don't ever punch me again, huh?" Danny said while still nodding and his mouth is opening slightly. He is breathing heavily now and wiping the little blood that came from the bruise on the side of his mouth and sat down on the bed. Justin held his head, smoothen his hair, and felt the pain from the books that fell upon him. He swallowed while controlling his sobs to come out in a loud noise as he pants. Danny just lay down and closes his eyes. He smiled like a maniac as the door opened and Jane emerged. Jane ran over to Justin and saw that he is crying silently. She glared at Danny as he got up from his king bed and just grim
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***THE YEAR 2019"Hmm. I saw you earlier this morning. Only feet away from me. And now here you are again, what do you want from me, huh?"Marian asked without pause that made Justin finally locked his eyes on Marian."I... I... was... I was just wondering on the streets alone. Maybe it's... it's... a coincidence on your mind that I... I am following you,"Justin stuttered."Why are you stuttering? Do you want me to report you to the police?"Marian asked, standing straight, lifting her chin up, while getting her cell phone out of her bag again.Justin raised his hands and said,"I am not following you, I swear.""Really? Remove that hood and let me find out if you were one of those criminals from the television,"Marian confronted. Just
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***THE YEAR 2019"It's so pretty," Marian whispered while staring at it. She leaned her head over Dave's shoulder. He looked at his sister's head and put his arm around him. He started to sing the song and Marian sang along with him. They both sang the tune with the peaceful environment around him."I hope my former days won't fade awayWhen I was a young child in my mom's armsI want my Beloved Mother's song to repeatA song of love while I was in the cradle."Marian remembered how Sierra was so happy to hear her homeschool teacher sang."In my sleep that's very peacefulThe planets guard me, The stars watch over meIn my Mom's arms, Life was l
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