~Cadence’s Point of View~
When dinner time rolled around, a dozen people showed up in my parents’ backyard and set up two massive tents with tables. They had brought enough food to feed a hundred people. My dad went around and invited everyone over, and before I knew it the place was full. My parents were now winning the Keller brothers lottery of popularity.
Full of congratulations, hugs and … questions. People had a MILLION questions.
“Ohh your mates must be so rich to have all this just brought in…”
“Ohh your mates are so handsome, are they models…”
“Are you pregnant…”
“Do you think you’ll have twins…”
I felt paralyzed, suffocated. I felt … worthless. Every single thing that these people cared about, thought was important, was the opposite of everything I valued.
I shut myself in my childhood bedroom when I was finally able to get away. I dropped onto my bed and threw my head back. How many nights did I stare at this ceiling and dream about winning a Pulitzer? How many days did I bust my ass in school to perfect my speech and grammar? Yeah I might cuss like a sailor, but I know how to WRITE, and I do it damn well.
Was it all for nothing? Years of stakeouts, always ensuring I was in the right place at the right time. Getting the dirt. Having the front page scoop on literally every single issue of the paper.
I sighed and turned on my side, resting my hands under my cheek as a tear rolled down.
*Hey come on, at least talk to them. It may not be as bad as you think. If they’re going to be Alphas they’ll have a lot of pull, a lot of say so. Don’t you think,* Fanny said.
*They’ll never let me really do what I want. They’ll never let me live apart from them,* I said.
I knew I was being a brat, I just knew it. But come on! I was literally having to give up, sacrifice everything I’d work so hard for, and the twins? They didn’t have to change shit about their lives. If anything, now they’d only have one female’s name to remember. One female, always in their bed, stumbling over herself at their hard bodies, their strong and perfect jawlines … their bright white smiles and sky blue eyes.
Pricks!
After a few minutes the tone of the backyard buzz shifted a bit. Curious, I got up and craned my neck around in the window trying to see what was going on.
I watched as the brothers strolled toward a couple and embraced them. Ohh fuck … me.
“They invited … their parents,” I said, grabbing the curtain in disbelief.
I immediately looked down at my leggings and mentally cursed the stars for not changing. I knew I was coming home, I knew my parents would be here but I never in a million years imagined all this.
I ran to my bedroom door and locked it, like that would do anything. I was sure the guys wouldn’t bust down the door in my parents’ house. I had to hope.
I quickly began rummaging through the closet, which held all of my mom's approved attire. Boring, colorless and showing NO skin. Literally frump central. This closet said, “single and staying that way”.
*It is appropriate! Ohh, try on that navy blue dress. That will look good with your hair, you can straighten it quick, little mascara…” my wolf said, going on and on.
“Maybe I should shift and go out there since you want this so bad,” I said, out loud.
*Ohh! Please? Please! YES! I would die, oh goddess yes,* she squealed.
I dropped on the bed and wagged my finger at the closet. At Fanny. There’s no WAY I could let her out, not now. I leaned over the bed and looked out the other window, now seeing the twins introducing their parents to mine.
“I’m gonna be sick,” I said, putting my face in my hands.
“Cade? Sweetheart are you feeling okay,” my aunt Luanne asked from the hall.
I heard the doorknob jiggle followed by the stomp of her foot. Both her and my mom had a thing about locked doors. Not that my cousins Cynthia and Annabelle would ever do such a wild thing. The craziest thing they both did was highlight their hair or paint their nails.
“Fine thanks, no need to hover,” I said, shoving myself off the bed and grabbing the stupid navy blue dress.
I looked at it and made a face. It wasn’t hideous, but I’d worn it to a funeral four years ago. I was certain it would be big on me since I’d lost a size after leaving the pack.
*Since you stopped eating like a NORMAL person,* my wolf scolded.
“No one likes a paunch,” I insisted.
“What’s that dear? Punch? I don’t think there is any but I can get you something else,” Luanne said, and I heard her footsteps retreat.
I shook my head at her simpleness. That’s all this pack is, simple people.
*And there’s nothing wrong with that! Simple, sweet and homey,* my wolf insisted.
“Yeah there won’t be any of those qualities at Moon Bay I can assure you that,” I huffed.
*You’ve never even been there. Go on, I’ll wait,* my wolf said, snarling.
Okay she had a point.
I fired up an old flat iron I found in my bathroom, and what little make-up I could get together. I hadn’t exactly planned to be entertaining Alpha fucking Keller tonight.
*They want to show you off! I’m beyond excited. I want to be doted on and have everyone be proud of us,* my wolf preened.
Yeah and what has she done, hm? Catching that squirrel a few weeks back was a dumb stroke of luck. I was convinced the thing was brain damaged and that’s why he was moving so slow. Come to think of it, if the twins are footballers maybe they have brain damage. Hmm, makes sense. Worth exploring.
“Tonight on the news at 11, reporter uncovers the real reason Lenox Keller has a droopy left eye. Did the future Alpha have a seizure or does he just need botox? Tune in.”
By the time I was done and got the dress on, I was feeling pretty decent. I looked good at any rate, that’s always when I’m most confident.
*You don’t need war paint and fancy hair things to be beautiful,* my wolf cooed.
Bullshit! This level of hotness doesn’t just roll out of bed! I very rarely stayed the night with anyone I dated, and if I did it was an oversight. I never brought anyone back to my place, I always wanted to be able to just leave.
Something told me I’d hardly ever have privacy again. Goddess I treasure living alone!
*You won’t be alone! We have a whole pack to care for,* Fanny preened, happy.
I shook my head and looked at my feet. I couldn’t very well pair sneakers with this dress. A quick search of my closet only turned up more sneakers and flip flops. Okay so my fashion sense only appeared AFTER I left this house.
“Fuck it,” I said, and threw open my bedroom door to a shocked Aunt Lu.
“Oh here’s your drink,” she said, handing me what I assumed to be lemonade.
Something told me she’d been standing outside my door for a hot minute. I had been too wrapped up in getting my shit together to notice. I took a big gulp from the glass and laughed.
“You should have spiked it Lu Lu.”
“Dear are you okay? You can tell me,” she said, taking in my bare feet.
Lu and my mom were one in the same. Prim and proper, dainty and delicate. My mom made a fortune off my swear jar in high school, you simply did not cuss in her presence. I was willing to bet between the two Richmond sisters they probably hadn’t had a drop of alcohol in their lives unless it was snuck into a food recipe. Borrrrrrring!
“Just ready to get this the hell over with,” I said, linking my arm in hers.
I had no real plan, which I didn’t like. I was always ready, but sure of myself. Right now I was going in blind, not a clue what to expect. It made me absolutely itchy. Not being prepared usually brought out the mouthy Cadence.
*Ohh good! Something new for us,* my wolf giggled.
It is entirely unfair that I have to deal with a voice constantly teasing me and I can’t do a damn thing to her without hurting myself!!
*Duh, is this your first day as a shapeshifter? Do you need me to find a dictionary? Cause I know you have like five of them,* Fanny sassed.
*You are awfully chatty for someone who is NEVER getting to shift again,* I said, just as Lu and I made our way through the crowd.
*Is it… hot in here? Do you feel that,* Fanny said, stopping me dead and flashing images in my mind.
Last year I covered a story about a she-wolf who went into heat after finding her mate for the first time while he was having sex outside with someone else. I … may have been nearby and gotten a picture of her instantly submitting to him, pathetic. He was literally inside someone one minute and her the next, just unbelievable. The first girl stood and watched the entire thing, yeah I got a picture of that too.
*You’re one to talk! Now shut up and be good or else,* my wolf said, matter of fact.
“There she is, finally,” my dad said, pushing through a couple people to get to me.
“She just had to have a chat from Aunt Lu,” I heard, from just beside me.
I turned to raise my eyebrow to the female, who clearly wanted some sort of praise for doing the bare minimum.
“Aren’t you going to introduce me Cade,” she followed and promptly elbowed me.
Ahh there it is. Everyone wants something.
Dad grabbed my other arm and our trio made our way over to the twins and their parents who were laughing hysterically with our pack’s Beta and his mate. For a fleeting second I wondered what was so funny but quickly realized I didn’t actually care.
Maybe I’m dreaming, maybe that beer I had at the frat house was spiked and I’m in a coma. Too much to hope for?
“Hey beautiful, come meet my mom,” Lenox said, reaching for my hand.
My dad quickly handed me off to him. I glanced back at old Dan, he was a nervous wreck. Highly unlike my dad, he’s always calm and put together. But maybe in the presence of the Kellers it’s all a bit too much. I certainly get that.
The moment Lenox touched me, my entire body relaxed, utterly betraying me. He interlocked our fingers and I felt trapped!
*If this is trapped, get the handcuffs! Locked in,* my wolf said, swooning.
~Cadence’s Point of View~“Mom, dad … this is our mate, Cadence Mattison,” Lenox said, smiling brightly.I took in the pair, I could certainly see the allure as well as the trepidation. They both had an aura about themselves, an air of … better. An air of … arrogance.The mom wasn’t too tall, easily a couple inches shorter than me. Then again the twins were probably only about six feet even. She was pretty but I would hardly call her gorgeous. She had shoulder length curled brown hair and brown eyes, no make-up and no jewelry. Yet her casual sundress and sandals were very high end, certainly designer.My eyes quickly moved to the father, who was the very stere
~Cadence’s Point of View~ I didn’t trust the twins for a single, solitary second. I made them drive in front of me the whole way back to school, convinced they would somehow go back to my pack. They’d do something ridiculous. Then they insisted one of them ride with me, and hell no was that gonna happen! *Well they’d certainly leave us if they heard you car singing,* my wolf said, shaking her head. “I happen to love singing in the car and if you don’t like it I simply don’t care. You didn’t grow up with an appreciation of the finer things in life,” I said, wiggling my head around. *Finer things? Oh, oh really? You are going to try and convince me that ‘to the window, to the wall’ shit is real music,* she sai
~Lenox’s Point of View~ I absolutely refused to believe that Cade’s little attitude wasn’t on purpose. I knew this whole back and forth turned her on just like it did for us. If she wanted to play hard to want, I was absolutely going to play her game. But she needs to understand, I don’t fight fair. Not when it comes to my mate at any rate. I wasn’t getting her another fucking cookie though. She owed me that after the stupid way she acted in front of our parents. Yeah we might have sprung the entire thing on her with no warning, but it’s no excuse. Especially not when literally everyone else in her family couldn’t have been happier and more welcoming. I’m not just going to sit back and let her keep whatever opinion she’s decided to have about us. I want to show her who we are, who our family is and what we do. She thinks we’re some pretentious assholes, but that’s just what she’s decided to believe. “Valerie, nice to see you. Shoot me an email to my school address with the details
~Cadence’s Point of View~ I just couldn’t shake the feeling that I couldn’t trust the twins worth a shit. They just seemed far too smug and sure of themselves and it got under my skin more than anything ever had. Why the hell did I agree to go watch this neanderthal bullshit? I could be having a nap! Brushing my hair, hell … flossing would be more productive! If I had to endure this hell I wasn’t doing it alone, that’s for certain. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK I sighed and chugged the rest of a bottle of water, ready to get this over with. I really had no intentions of adding to their story, they already wrote the article so I wasn’t about to do more work than necessary. I knew good and well Alec would likely tweak it to his liking just so he could add his name somewhere. I fixed my messy hair and marched to the door, then threw it open to see Hailey. She was wearing jeans shorts that were dangerously short and a tank top that was beyond paper thin with NO bra. Ohh yeah, just the distracti
~Cadence’s Point of View~ “You sure,” Hailey said, in a low whisper, as she tucked a loose piece of hair behind my ear. I tingled all over at her touch, and damn she still smelled so good! I felt two pairs of eyes on me and even though they were in the middle of the field I felt their heat. I felt their irritation. “Yeah I think I’ll … take your advice,” I said, awkwardly and not knowing what to do with my hands. “All right go get ‘em girl,” she said, and turned to run off. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t watch her lucious ass that was barely contained in those little shorts… “Hey 27, got a minute,” she yelled. I drew a deep breath and looked up to see the twins staring at me. There were easily two dozen pigskin tramps out here, and I hadn’t seen them look at a single one. It almost made me feel … made me feel like… *Seen, I feel seen. Appreciated,* Fanny said, swooning. Damn, damn it all! Is that what that is? I slowly walked toward them, and they kept their stares the e
~Weston’s Point of View~ Could this female possibly be any more beautiful? Any more sexy? Why did it turn me on to watch my brother kissing her, shouldn’t I have been jealous? Wanting to rip his throat out? *Because he makes her happy too,” my wolf said, stating the obvious. I certainly never gave a damn what he did with any other female. But Cade was nothing, nowhere even close to any other female. Whether she knew it or not she looked at us like she wanted to devour us. She looked at us like we could be minutes away from stripping each other and joining our flesh. So why weren’t we?? Lenox and I had never had sex without a condom, that would absolutely only be for our mate. There could never be a risk that we get another pregnant. So now that we’d found her, now that we knew she was ours for life, how could our bodies wait? How could our wolves wait? Well there was an easy answer for our unnecessary sexual frustration. Her mouth and her attitude needed to get out of the way. No
~Cadence’s Point of View~ I woke up Monday morning feeling completely out of sorts. I’d had an exhausting conversation with Valerie to get more details of this auction business so that I wouldn’t sound like a blithering idiot courting rich people. I made the calls but only got to speak to two people, one of which was their football coach who was positively giddy that his star players were getting front page action in the paper. He insisted I meet up with him to get his picture with them added to the article and in exchange, I managed to convince him to also invite a few people to the auction. No one pulls the wool over my eyes, I always come out on top. I always … win and get my way. But at the same time it is a give and take, both parties walk away happy. I just had no idea how I could translate that into my personal life. This new reality I had to navigate that said I was about to lose everything I worked tirelessly for all these years. After my first class I went to the library
~Cadence’s Point of View~ The guys actually left me alone all day Monday, which was quite a shock. I’d like to say I used the time to solve all of my problems but the more time I spent with myself mulling over all the possible ways this would could blow the fuck up in my face, the worse it got. I stared at my counter in disgust. I’d finished off half a loaf of Italian bread, two pieces of chicken parm and some ziti. I felt sick and about to blow out of my jeans. *And nearly a full bottle of wine,* Fanny scolded. I pulled myself off the barstool and fell onto the couch. *We need to run it off, it’s the only way you’ll feel better. We BOTH need fresh air,* Fanny insisted. “I don’t trist you,” I said, out loud and pointing to the wall. *Cade, come on! Stop being childish! You’re already slurring your words. Nothing some cool air in our hair won’t fix,* she scolded. I sat up and rubbed my face. I did feel like shit and I knew what Fanny was saying was true. I just wasn’t sure she
~Epilogue Two~ ~Cadence’s Point of View~ ~One Year Later~ “Andrew! Get that out of your mouth,” I snapped, as I grabbed a giant spicy beef stick from my baby. “Who left this out where he could reach it,” I shouted, to no one in particular. Of course no one paid me any attention. I watched as my little adventurer continued to walk on his wobbly, chubby little legs around the rec room of the packhouse. Various people stopped to coo at him or ruffle his hair. He absolutely had Lenox’s sense of fearless adventure, but Weston’s sweetness. His favorite thing to do was rub people, maybe he had texture issues but I found it endearing. I could lay him next to me at naptime and he’d fall asleep rubbing my arm, those were my favorite moments. Andrew didn’t look a thing like me, he was all Keller … which literally EVERYONE pointed out, EVERY single day. I hoped Emily would fix that seeing as I was the one who did all the baby baking and turned into a human cow. I sighed with awe as I looke
~Epilogue One~ ~Brianne’s Point of View~ ~About Five Months Later~ “No, and don’t say anything else I mean it,” Lenox snapped. I made a face and it took all my restraint not to flip him off. Alpha or not, he’s my brother and if I need to flip him off I shall! I rolled my eyes as he stormed off. Tomorrow was a full moon, the second to last before my birthday. They usually took Chase away from me two days before and two days after the full moon. Last month I could hear his screams and cries carry in the wind all the way from the jail and it broke me. We just can’t go on like this. All I do is pray to the goddess that my wolf will come early but so far nothing. Cade is also due with her baby any day now, she’s having a little boy. My brothers were a bit disappointed she wasn’t having twins but of course the pigs they are … they just turned into being excited about trying again. I was desperate to see Chase but ever since coming clean to the pack it’s been impossible to sneak a lot
~Chase’s Point of View~ ~About Seven Months Later~ *Fuck it’s cold out here,* I whined to my wolf, wishing I had worn a real coat. Even shifters get cold, in their human form. It didn’t really matter, we’d all be on a run soon I just had to suck it up. *Won’t be long,* he just said, sitting anxiously. The full moon was in two nights, and last month was the first time I had to restrain my wolf, it was awful and I knew he’d only get more aggressive. Thankfully since we rarely use our jail no one noticed me in there. Talking to Gray and keeping him calm on my own wasn’t working anymore even though he understood, our human rules didn’t mean shit to him. A pup has to have their shift, their human side and their wolf side both have to agree to pick their mate. Brianne and I decided we couldn’t put off telling her brothers any longer. I’d need help with Gray anyhow, he’d be more than I could handle. Admitting I couldn’t protect my mate was a damn hard pill to swallow. The fact that I was
~Cadence’s Point of View~ I pulled an all nighter to finish my last paper as a college student. I felt groggy and annoyed, having a few beers and sleeping for two days sounded perfect. But since my mates were also done with their finals week, all they wanted to do was show me our house. Our house. The thought made a smile creep across my face as I grabbed the tape and sealed up another box. I couldn’t believe how amazing Weston’s ideas were, and how much style sense Lenox actually had. If the house looked as good in person as it did on Weston’s app it would be freaking awesome. Of course right now they were just framing, it would still be a couple weeks until we could move in, which was a bit unnerving. We hadn’t really discussed living arrangements in the meantime. Certainly a newly mated couple didn’t want to live with parental figures under the same roof. I jerked my neck as my apartment door opened, I couldn’t believe I hadn’t locked it. Although most of the student body was a
~Brianne’s Point of View~ I told Chase to get me a copy of the university paper within an hour of it getting released. I surmised that he sent someone, because even though it was something for me he still deemed it beneath him. It was so hot when he delegated authority though, and he would be Beta very … very soon. Even if I had to smack Cade around a bit so she’d get it together. Chase needed this so bad and since we couldn’t mate yet, it was the perfect distraction to get him through the next year. Sure enough a guy barely a year older than me approached me in the rec room a while later. I snatched the paper from him with a smile and ran by the kitchen, scooping up a giant cinnamon bun and fork on my way to my bedroom then shut the door. Weston had called me last night to dish the dirt and I barely slept. I was beside myself with anticipation. I couldn’t imagine how they felt. I was going to call them after I read it. I unrolled it to see the headline, huge and in bold: WORTH T
~Cadence’s Point of View~ I handed in my second exam of the day and walked with a pep in my step. I knew I had aced both tests, without a doubt and was damn grateful I had such a good memory. Especially since I hadn’t studied at all. I glanced at my phone … about two hours until Alec released the graduation edition of the school paper. Tomorrow the Howler would have their own article, and then … I just wasn’t sure. I also hadn’t yet heard how it went when Gertrude was locked out of her office this morning, I should have gotten someone to film it. Apparently Alec found all kinds of shit on her computer, she was also stealing from petty cash, getting unauthorized lunches and charging them to the department. I mean … is anyone even honest these days? Crazy! Nadine in the registrar’s office came through with flying colors and in a way that no one would ever know it was her … or me that took down Stacey. Turns out the little twat was awfully busy, finding lucrative ways to make extra c
~Weston’s Point of View~ “I can’t wait to see what we have,” I said, as I lazily ran a finger over my mate’s soft back. She was groggy but we all were. We woke up sometime around three am and went at it again, this time I had quite a solo bout with Cade, and even half asleep it was un-fucking-believable. I knew without a doubt she was made for me, I already craved her. “Hmm? Have for what? Breakfast? Are you cooking, I’m beyond famished, I think I lost ten pounds last night,” she said, barely holding her head up. “Have for a pup, silly girl. We’ll see if all the wives tales about being mated to twins are true. There are three sets of twins in our family that share a mate but only one had their first born as twins,” I said, licking my lips. She abruptly sat up, gathering the sheet and covering herself. She gave a dry laugh and wandered to the bathroom without a word. “Shit dude, could have given it a while didn’t have to bring it up day one,” Lenox said, getting up. I rubbed my
~Cadence’s Point of View~ I certainly had a preconceived notion of what to expect from Lenox in bed, especially based on his little hot as sin performance last night. But none of that was happening. Maybe he was being gentle because it was our first time, maybe because they would mark me tonight. We were all more than aware that no one here was a perfect little virgin. Either way, he was showing me how he felt. Showing me so much of himself without speaking a single word. Completely unlike him, but my body was returning it. Even with the more tender nature it was clear he was still in control. He was setting the pace, he was moving my body how he wanted. And getting from it … what he wanted. There was no dirty talk once Lenox was inside me, we certainly didn’t need it. It was all overwhelming enough on its own. Weston was right by side, giving me kisses here and there, even holding my hand. But he was letting Lenox and I truly have this moment. Lenox kissed me deep as he rocked
~Cadence’s Point of View~ I sighed with complete exhaustion as Chase led Fanny up the path to the Keller’s house. I was so damn exhausted all I wanted was a bed, but even a couch would do. However, I knew without a shadow of a doubt the guys only had one thing on their minds. The sex deprieved part of my brain was all in, ready for whatever was about to go down. The realistic part said we should do this tomorrow. I still couldn’t even wrap my brain around the last twenty-four hours, that literally all this crap happened in the span of a day. As we walked Fanny caught the scent of the twins and sped up, beyond desperate to see them while she was shifted. I could hardly begrudge her that. At that point the house came into view and Chase slowed down. Fanny absolutely had the time of her life tonight, made a ton of new friends and had no problems whatsoever fitting in. But for wolves, it’s pretty damn easy. What’s there to fight over, squirrells? *Hey! I don’t demean your precious li