I can't focus on the lesson now that my friend is constantly peeping at the window, she's throwing off my mind and I couldn't discern what she's trying to imply by telling me the same name that I heard with the girls at the comfort room earlier. A sudden noise echoed in the school grounds which caught my interest, and there I saw a flock of students facing the stage, holding up some banners and balloons.
What's with them? Is there a popular boy band who will perform?Curiosity envelops me, hoping to know what's with the event and wild crowds.I turned my gaze to my friend, her sparkling green eyes kinda annoyed me when she gawked at the window. This girl is attentive to any happenings on this campus, while I don't have any idea. Aisie is enthralled to the point that she's already clutching my arm badly."Aisie, it hurts," I whispered and pulled my arm away from her.She apologized to me but persisted to let her eyes settle on the window. Should I volunteer to change our seats? It's kinda bothersome to see her facing me in my peripheral vision.And to tell you frankly, I don't know that there's an upcoming event for seniors that will be held this afternoon. I didn't even notice the preparation they'd done when I walked past the field earlier.Possibly because I don't really care about what's going on in my surroundings, eh?A few of my classmates are also trying to take a look outside without even realizing that our lecturer has already stopped speaking and now, she's eyeing us with a fuming madness. I will not be shocked if she suddenly throws them a piece of chalk."Class!"The entire class halted when our teacher went ballistic. Told you, don't make the terror professor teach you a lesson."Are you gonna listen to my discussion or I'll kick you out of my class which is equivalent to failure in this subject?!"I elbowed Aisie's arm. Her eyes were sealed at the crowd outside."Alright, if I detect anyone in this class gazing outside that window, I swear that I'll give you a failing grade which means retaking this subject!" she yelled and fixed her big round glasses."Ms. Mirambel looks like a wrestler every time she gets frantic," Aisie murmured, which provoked me to pinch her waist. It's a nice thing that we're sitting at the back of the class, and Ms. Mirambel wouldn't notice us that easily."Why does it look like you want to join the crowd?" I asked in a low voice while maintaining my eyes on our instructor."Xalent and some of his classmates will burn the stage—I mean, perform. The seniors have an early celebration. You know, they only have six months left before their graduation."I slowly nodded my head. Time really flies so fast.By the way, who is Xalent? Do I even know him? I abruptly recall that it's not the first time hearing that kind of name, and that's why it sounds familiar.I simply diverted my eyes to the packed field. There were two grand speakers, so we can listen to everything. However, why didn't they hold this event at the auditorium? Knowing that they will somehow distract classes that are close by, like ours.The crowd dropped in stillness as someone began to strum the guitar strings. We all heard it since they have these "giant speakers". As an impact, everyone in the class screamed and went to our window.I got a glimpse of our teacher's response. She looked stressed and decided to fix her things before taking off our class. I assumed that she can't really avoid my classmates in terms of something like this, eh? Well, good luck to us tomorrow.That teacher takes satisfaction in granting us a surprise test that has 50 items every time we pissed her off.A familiar hoarse voice reverberated in my ears as he greeted the crowd. I turned to look at it but I could barely see who was on the stage because of the banners."This song…" someone plucked the keys. "Well, have you ever wondered about falling in love with a person who's really close to you…let's say your boy best friend? You are afraid to tell him what you truly feel toward them because you're scared to lose the friendship you have. Anyhow, you are still fortunate to have them in your life. Let's sing this song for everyone who's lucky to have their best friends!"My heart melted as he commenced with the song by Jason Mraz entitled "Lucky". The crowd went wild as his voice filled the grounds. I can hear him too since my classmates decided to open the window to hear them clearly. I nearly choose to put an earbud in my ears because of the yelling matches, yet I don't want to because his voice is deliberately giving me that tranquility in my heart. How so?I wanna recognize the vocalist. For the first time in my entire life on this campus, an individual successfully snatched my interest.As he sings the chorus, my heart skips its proper beat. His precious deep voice can effortlessly wrap up a woman's heart, and mine is not an exception."Xalent!""Gosh! I wanna have a better view!""He's really a good singer."The phrases of my classmates blew my mind. I'll always keep that name in my mind from now on.When the music ended, everyone gave them a round of applause and cheering. Some were even shouting at the members of the band, and something like; Marry me, Xalent!"Do you wanna ask for more, seniors?!"I swallowed hard because he was kinda tempting me to scream out my excitement with the wild crowds."Well, all I wanna tell you is that…I'm yours no matter what happens."The cue of his words made my heart beat rapidly. Even though he's not talking to me, it feels like it was. A faceless human being with a wholesome voice for me is the most attractive person I wanna have.The songs they descant are all from Jason Mraz's album. I was overwhelmed by the guy's remarkably deep voice. He has the right to be known in this academy for that way of singing. I'm sure that he's more handsome than other boys—and probably, he's truly a man, not just a "boy".Is he even part of our school band? If so, I have an opportunity to search for him on the website.The wild crowd perished when the professors and guests began their speeches. While our last subject for today started.Mr. Lukas only gave us an experimental group activity so we went to the laboratory to proceed with our activity. Thereupon submitting our papers, he already dismissed us."Hey, bestie. What do you think of Xalent earlier?" Aisie asked as she clung her arms to me. "Did I see your eyes glitter earlier? Does that voice change the bookworm and self-centered soul, hmm?"I rolled my eyes and held the straps of my backpack. This is why I don't wanna let out any kind of scream earlier. Aisie loves teasing me every time she discovers something new to me or changes.As we walked down the field, the supreme student's organization was already cleaning up the mess. Plastic bottles, confetti, banners, plastics, and other junk are everywhere in the area. Why do students even leave their trash unethically? Can't they take it with them and throw it in the proper place—like a garbage can?I shook my head as we led the way out of the campus. This day is kinda tiring, but I certainly enjoyed it earlier, I would never fabricate that. I took my phone out while walking and texted Mister Gardoz to pick me up, he shortly replied declaring that he was already at the gate."So, chat with you later, friend?"I rolled my eyes at Aisie. "You know that I'm not fond of that. If you wanna talk with me, you can—""Go to your house instead of phoning you." She made a face that made me giggle a bit. "Yeah, I know, Missy. You always tell me that, no need to remind me, Momma.""I'm not your mum," I denied and pinched her waist. "Alright! Let's part our ways here, goodbye! Be safe."She nodded and waved her hand. "Bye-bye, little nerdy!""I'm not a nerd!"She shrugged her shoulders while walking directly to their car."Good afternoon, Lushiane," Mister Gardoz greeted and opened the backseat door. I only smiled at him and hopped into the car.The man's angelic voice echoed at the back of my head when I attempted to shut my eyes. It's kinda irritating! I can't get him off of my head. To calm myself, I diverted my gaze at the window but it came to be a huge mistake. My jaw dropped in awe as I saw him for the second time today.A-are they k-kissing?!The brunette girl tiptoed and kissed our sub on his lips?! My eyes aren't deceiving me, right? I didn't know that this guy preferred girls who are a year younger than him, with a busty peach and big watermelons. I peeked at my chest. They aren't that large, but who cares?!Well, I will not be surprised by that because boys will be boys. He got that gorgeous face of him. The proof that girls swarm at him. Probably he is like someone who's addicted to a…you know, "sexy time". Or am I being judgemental here? Nevertheless, they are such a pain in my ass. Aren't they aware that they are smooching right in front of our campus? Is that really how teens should act? Some juniors were eyeing them as they passed by. Yet, they didn't mind about it! "Mister Gardoz, let's go," I said irritably when I felt that the car's engine wasn't starting. I'm getting pissed for unexplainable reasons. All I wanted is to leave this kind of erot*c scenery. This is the moment where I wish that I become blind, no
It's already dawn, yet I still can't get him off my head. Every time I try to shut my eyes, all I can see is his eyes, smile, and everything about him! But of all people, why does it need to be him…the substitute teacher I dislike the most?! Like, are you kidding me? I even asked Aisie why she didn't inform me that the man named Xalent was actually the graduating scholar whom I encountered that humiliating day! Then that girl only answered that she assumed that I already knew him. Like, when did I care about other people, huh? I don't even know some of our classmates. When I figured it out, I almost made a scene at his busking session because I'm trying to shove the crowd just to get away from there. Even though some are already bringing a fuss about it, I didn't dare to talk back with them. The last thing I want to see is that annoying face again! I knew it, my interest in that voice will remain that way. Why does his voice sound gentle when he starts singing while his personality
"Hey, open your eyes and eat." I tightly closed my eyes because the last thing I wanna see right now is him. Seriously, I'm trying to keep my patience long here or else I might punch him. All I wish for is a nap but he's ruining it already. Are we even friends for him to dictate to me what to do? "Your breath is heavy so I'm certain that you're still awake." "Can you just leave me peacefully? I wanna sleep," I lazily said, too tired to start an argument with him. "You need to eat first." I annoyingly opened my eyes and nudged his face. Why is he even close to me?! "Are we friends, huh? Don't you ever disturb me, Mr. Substitute-slash-busker!" Without any counterattack, he made me stop by just putting the lunchbox right in front of me. I looked at him; poker face checked, and put back my eyes on the lunchbox. "Eat." My brows furrowed. "Give that to your girlfriend, not to me. I don't wanna eat, I wanna sleep!"I can clearly recall that he is the reason why I don't have enough s
"Is there any bar here, sis? Or anything fun to go to?" she asked while checking her face in the mirror. "None, so whatever you are planning, don't ever do it. Manhattan is much better than here; a lot of pubs. And I know you, you're a spoiled brat who can't be ruled by her mom that easily. You can't do anything here, so why did you come here, huh?" She rolled her eyes. "You're such a mean, Lush. I feel that my eyes will be gratified with such Adonis faces and abs when we head to Paris. Maybe this is the time to kneel if I behold a perfect one for me here." I looked at her unbelievably. Are we really cousins? This one is a hell'a wild rather than me. "Just to remind you, Dey...I still have classes to attend so I can't go wherever you want to go. But don't you worry, we only have a week before the break." "Can we at least go to the winery?" she begged and lay beside me. "Mom said that the wines that your dad produced were the best in the world. I wanna taste some.""Alright. Well,
I was supposed to sit on the back ride, but Xalent preceded me. I rub my forehead and my hands tightened to the strap of my bag."Just sit inside." I could do nothing but go inside. I don't want to complain to him because it is a waste of our time.This isn't my first time riding an automobile. I used to commute when Daddy is using our car. We only had one car before so I needed to take an automobile. But everything changed when I entered high school, since our business had grown so Daddy decided to bought another one. I'm using the old one, while he had the BMW he bought."You... okay, there?" I looked up and saw Xalent glimpsing at me. I also have someone next to me, I think she is Xalent's batch mate. By just looking at her, I feel insecure and I don't know why."Y-yeah," I stuttered in response. I don’t really know why my tongue twists every time I answer him.The autom
The other line becomes silent. But I could hear his every breath. Maybe he was thinking. I placed my hand over my chest because of the unusual feeling that evolving in my heart. Even though he didn't say anything, I felt like I was going to have a nervous breakdown.Be steady Lushiane. You look like a fool."Can you sing for me? Because... I'm awful right now, really. And I want to hear your voice." I smacked my head at my own words.Why am I talking to him? Fuck this dramatic scene and these weird feelings. But Lushiane! You're such an idiot for requesting."What do you want?" His husky voice filled my ears so I was suddenly startled."Anything."Even though I was worried that he might not continue, I still waited until I heard the strum of a guitar. He can play? H-how? Fuck! Probably studied, Lushiane. You are not thinking. But it's really embarrassing that
I heard him chuckled a bit. Suddenly, I swallowed hard and closed my eyes, and still did not face him. I was stunned because of his chuckle. Why... Aish!"You left me on the call," he accused me. I felt even more embarrassed. I also pinched my palm a few times because of nervousness.I lifted my gaze and got shocked when our eyes met. "S-sorry.""Hmm..." I just bowed again. I can't stare at him for long because I feel, every second I look at him, I will give up."Can you look at me?" I was bewildered by what he said and suddenly looked at him. I secretly swallowed hard and my insides were sweating because of the excessive nervousness that he brought to my system.Lushiane, you're fine. Don't be nervous, he's not a monster for Pete's sake."Better," he said and smiled which made me nervous.I'm confused. It seems like we've only just met,
I am currently waiting for my two friends so that we can leave. The day today is Tuesday, and Aisie decided that we will leave for the camp for two days. And I'm really bored right now, because of the two, they are giving me such boredom just for waiting for them. I already said yesterday that they must pack up their things for this day, but they didn't listen to me. Susie decided that we must leave at three in the afternoon because it is not good to be overtaken by darkness in the road."Can you please do it faster!" I shouted and then stomped my feet into the ground. I know they can't hear me, but I just really want to let go of my impatience in waiting. I'm an impatient person.It’s only been a few minutes and I think they’re completely there. I already have my rucksack next to me, my things are complete here and then I also brought a first aid kit, and the tent for the three of us is also here. Incredible! The tent must be on
I blinked several times because of the closeness of our faces. I can even smell his manly perfume, which I seemingly thought he had bathed himself in the perfume because of the fragrance."Ehem." In an instant, I was estranged from Xalent because of my good friend. Goodness!"I-I'm sorry," I said, and I didn't know if I was going to walk or not, as if I was glued to where I stood because of his presence. Shit!He smiled and held out his hand. "May I?"I just reached out his hand, and he hung my hand on his arm. I can still see Aisie on the side, smiling like a fool. Furthermore, I, on the other hand, was anxious because of the impulsive beats of my heart, as if I was going to have a heart attack because of the extreme nervousness I was feeling.Shit! Am I doing it right? Maybe, I look like a fool.When we entered, I was amazed at how well they designed the ve
The next day, I informed dad that I'm going to sleep here at Aisie's house. I also sent him a message that I will spend the night later because there was an event at school, and I am glad that he still let me to, even if I make him disappointed because of my actions. I thought daddy wouldn't reply to me but he replied, saying 'take care' and 'I love you'. I just smiled and realized that he still cares for me even though I did that, I lost my respect for her.I woke up at ten o'clock and the gown was delivered here at Aisie's house, exactly nine o'clock, she said. That girl is full of positivity and always thinking that she might be the chosen Mrs. Claus and maybe Mr. Claus is said to be her lifetime partner. I just rolled my eyes because of her exaggeration.Aisie's imagination is really something.I’m also grateful to be here with Aisie. She knew I had a problem and she had witnessed my destruction yesterday, but
"Are you ready?" Daddy asked when we got in the car.I don't know if I'm ready, I don’t know if I will be able to smile at my mom thinking about the pain she caused leaving us. I don't know... If I could."I think so..." I just looked out the window when the car commenced.Today, we are going to meet my mom. And dad still wants me to talk to mommy, like the old times mommy is my favorite to talk to, the one who I want to sleep next to, and the one who I want to be informed about my dilemmas. My favorite person in my whole life, but she's the first one who broke my heart. The one who left me just to be with the other family.Sometimes I thought that she didn't like me so she left and looked for someone else. Sometimes I also doubt her love. If she really loved me, me, and daddy, or did she really consider me a child. Lots of questions, but I don’t know if I’ll get the right answers.
The next day, Aisie came to me early and reminded me that we were leaving at three o'clock to the shop of a well-known designer of gowns. I was sleepy when she arrived here at six in the morning, and she really disturbed sleep. I didn't want to face her, but she sprinkled water in my face that makes me so irritated that is why I just woke up even though I wanted to hit her with my lampshade.She said that she was tired of waiting for the time at their house, and she didn't have anyone to talk to there so she just decided to come here. I just rolled my eyes because of what she was saying, she just didn't want to admit that she's too excited.I bring her out of my room and told her to just wait in the living room because I was going to take a bath and she had nothing else to do in my room. It's better that she's just downstairs and watched, she's also used to it, sometimes she doesn't get my permission for her to watch Netflix downstairs.
Today is Friday and I didn’t come out of the classroom yesterday even though I was so hungry, I endured everything just so I couldn’t see him and couldn’t remember again the embarrassment that happened because of my shameless post. But now... Now I won't hide anymore.Why should I hide? And who am I hiding from? I shook my head because of my question that seemed like I was just fooling myself.Aisie teased me yesterday because of my post and what Xalent said and I'm really irritated, I don't know if it's because I'm just annoyed or embarrassed, maybe it's the same. I was about to hit Aisie in the face with my bag so that she stopped talking, and will regain back myself. Also, I didn't felt the presence of Xalent yesterday so it was really good, I was able to breathe easily because of it.But one of my concerns is the upcoming Sunday because I will finally meet again my mom, but can I do it? Maybe, when
"What do you want?" I asked and withdrew my elbow he was holding.Even though I look calm, I still can't change the fact that I'm feeling so nervous right now. It was as if my heart was the only thing I could hear at these moments. You are giving me the highest intensity of yourself, Xalent. I'm going crazy because of you and I don't know how to regain myself back from being a normal being.He licked his lips. "You," he said and leaned over to my side."You're kidding me, right?"Instead of answering, he just kept his eyes on nothingness, looking so serious, but when I started to walk, he followed. I heave a sigh at what he did because I could not understand him. He was so vague and seemed like he was just playing with me because of what he was doing."Look... I'm sorry.""Huh? Why are you apologizing to me?" I gripped the strap of my bag tightly. "Than
My sight travels along with his whole image in front of me. And suddenly, I felt my cheeks burn when I realized that his physique is improving, he becomes gorgeous as hell, and his hair is a little bit messy. What the hell! Maybe it is very unusual for me to see him this close, that is why my heart is throbbing.Relax, Lushiane. Don’t worry too much because you might be ignored."A-ah... Hi!" I stuttered in greeting because of his smirk.I was suddenly felt the urged to slap no mouth because it's starting to tremble."Bye," he said goodbye and ran away. I felt that he's ignoring me, looking like he doesn't know me.What's up with him? Is he mad at me? But why? I like to thank him for what he did. But I was really embarrassed and had nothing to say when we were face to face. What should I do?"Gosh! Xalent looks gorgeous as hell!" I was bewildered by wha
"Bye, bro!" I said to Dienvel and then waved as if he was too far away from me.I'm here at the airport to watch my best friend leave our country. I don’t know if I will cry or laugh because of the way he looks. He looks crazy because he is wearing the mint green sunglasses I gave him. I feel like he looks gay with it! Imagine, a muscular like him wearing a light color. He's so cute, and I want to pinch his cheeks until they turned red. Damn!"Come on! Hug me," he said frowning, I just laughed and shook my head because of his behavior.Sometimes he's acting like a boy, like now.I just hugged him and gave him a peck on his cheek, then we heard the announcement that passengers that will fly to New Zealand should check in now, so he finally said goodbye to me and left. I also left the airport and went straight to school. It's busy now, it's a good thing that the man's flight is at five in the mor
A month has passed and a lot has also changed. For a month now, I have been avoiding staring at him and avoiding colliding. My cousin had also returned to Manhattan and days from now, Dienvel will be going back to New Zealand for Christmas, and I had no choice but to stay at home, sometimes occasionally hang out with Aisie.After that day, I decided to forget everything. Forget that I met Xalent because nothing will happen to me when it keeps feeling like it. I might just go crazy because of him."Lushiane!" I turned to Aisie as she gasped as she approached me. It was as if the serial killer was chasing her because of her behavior."Why?""Help me. I will clean the comfort room! My goodness."My eyebrows rose. "Then? Why should I help you? I will just support you cleaning, you should not drag me to your hobby because you won't die cleaning the comfort room."