OLIVIA'S POV.
I DIDN'T Know if I was to hug him or how to react after they scampered away, but it took just one look to conclude he wasn't just devastated about the whole situation but disappointed as well. I had pushed this beyond a point and I could easily guess I have pushed this too far.In my mind, I thought it wasn't over yet as it was not as though he knew already I wasn't going shopping as promised, as a matter of fact it felt like he had not trusted me in a way for him to be out here.I didn't know how to react to the whole situation but It was certainly demanded grrat caution, I needed to pick my next actions,my next words carefully as it could spit out a fire that was already getting little sparks.The look in Alexis' eyes spoke for them both, I had seen Nate getting angry on several occasions but not this way and certainly Alexis had always been the one to have his cool ,but this time it felt like they switched places.OLIVIA'S POV SOMETIMES LIFE Decides by itself to play a game of fate with you, this was one of those times, right there was what I had gone searching for staring back at me from the mirror in what was my mirror image. I saw the imagery of my other self, and stared at it in disbelief. It was there all along and all I needed to do was take a deeper look. Perhaps, it was just jam-packed in my head stuck somewhere and was only coming back out because of the situation of things at that moment. Regardless of what the case might have been at the end I was glad seeing my grumpy weird look again. At least it meant one was solve out of two, I left the man outside the right there on the patio to do their thing, in a way it broke my heart he was this way, as a matter of fact I was very devastated seeing him with a deformed kind but the good thing about it was just as Alexis had said it was a matter of time. It was something gradual that re
OLIVIA'S POV FOR A Moment I thought he might be an illusion, perhaps something out of the page of my mind that would break into tiny fragments that might dissolve into the sky if I reached out to it. I stared at him briskly, the fact that he was there meant a lot to me more than I could ever imagine, there was a feeling of excitement and euphoria. The two racing my heart that had been shattered quite earlier at the speed of light. At first, he felt obscured as he laid in the dark like a shadow. "Olivia." His voice was the same as I had always known it, coming with that richness…that edge that made my heart tremble. It was like having hope again, floating out from my heart that had been like a Pandora box off late—And at that moment I could sense it floating all around us with iridescent wings. His mere presence came with all of this feelings including more, the spaces that was left in my heart by the indifference we've had o
NATHANIEL'S POV NOTHING BETTER THAN a sound mind, and off late it was something I so much cherished, the last few days had come with it and ups and downs. There had been this fear of losing Olivia that had triggered a deeper one in, could it be from the fact that she had stayed longer than any of my relationships– One thing was that this woman had a hold on me and though I don't like showing that part of myself she made me vulnerable. It got me wondering what happens when this gets out, in a way I knew what that would mean having an Alpha with one vulnerability— I stared at her as she snored lightly in the bed, still naked…still carrying the scent of our live making and sexual romp, till this moment love had been a fantasy. Definitely, I had the feeling I loved her or perhaps I thought I loved her but right to this past few days when I had almost lost her, when I had almost watched her soul slip away from my grasp into the dying wind did
OLIVIA'S POV NOTHING WAS MORE Sane than my heart, the soothing systolic sounds it made, the way it had been tamed only to beat for one man— Nathaniel Gray. He gave sanity to everything that had to do with life and he does it without thinking of getting anything back In return. I saw him leave the bed and walk to the window, a sudden thought came to my mind that he was going off again as I watched his long blonde hair being cradled in the wind but then he came back to the bed taking back the spot he had left. It was barely seconds but already I could count a whole lot of minutes, and eternity … I didn't want him to leave my side, not for anything, not even for the sake of me living. Without thinking much about it I had cradled myself listening to him as his heart pounded, apparently he was deep in thought and it was worrisome because I didn't know what he was thinking about. There was a need to know what he was thinki
OLIVIA'S POV THE ONLY thing that had been constant in my life over the last few day was the uncertainty of not knowing what would happen in the next hour, all I thought about through the the night was seeing the war lock I had come across at the party and doing it more discreetly by not letting Nate know anything about it Already, he promised himself not to let me practice anything dangerous after what happened, that almost made me lose my life and put me in the mess I was at the moment. Just as Jane had advised after drinking ourselves till we passed out, I was ignoring my problem till I had the solution. That had proved itself to be harder than I had expected as the thought kept flickering in my mind, now that I had a solution it made controlling these few constants a bit easy. Reaching Marcus was a very hard task as he was a very hard man to reach, after calling him on several occasions and having my calls go into voice mails he fi
NATHANIEL'S POV "HOW CERTAIN Are you that they are up to something?" Alexis questioned again and couldn't count the number of times I had heard him count, I had since told him what I felt about everything and the fact that I was suspecting them. That had been after Jane went up to meet her after she stormed away. Whoever had said women were complicated and couldn't be understood was definitely telling the truth as no matter how I tried I could not understand what could possibly be going on. The whole thought of it left my heart in the array of confusion that I felt my mind would have exploded if I didn't tell anyone about and who else could I share it with that would have a better understanding than Alexis. I watched him now for a minute, thinking of the right way to answer the question that was pending– I thought of a better way to explain to him that they are not really going shopping as they had said. "Just believ
OLIVIA'S POV LIKE A Piece of puzzle he fitted right into my soul leaving no spaces behind for any other thing else, I wouldn't dare call him greedy. The fact that he consumed it or the fact that he claimed full ownership. Nathaniel Gray was a man I would rather spend my forever with and that was if he finally asked of course. It had been a serious mind issue for me in the past, the fact he was yet to commit himself totally just as Alexis and done, but I had come to understand that things worked differently in the rank of wolves. Yet, that tiny bit of hope didn't flicker again yesterday when he asked those questions, for a while as he spoke my heart skipped many beats as I kept waiting for that moment when he would go down on his knees and pop out the question. As much as I had mattered to what it was, a part of me had this feeling of doubt that I would be able handle the whole situation all by myself with a sane mind. Loving a
NATHANIEL'S POV.I could tell everything she wanted, I could tell every bit of it and I didn't need to eavesdrop to listen to whatever they were talking about. I just had to read the room.It was a week after and she was doing the same thing she had done, walking away when the topic drifted away to anything about marriage or mating whatever wolf term we used for our distant Werewolves pack.Olivia was not the best at expressing emotions, she was like an open book for all to see and it had been the reason why I could easily guess if she had something up in her mind or not , like this moment.I sat back in my chair and cracked my knuckles as I watched her going back inside with Jane walking in behind her.Those two women…There was nothing I could do about the fact that she preferred talking to her than myself, ajne had literally been her friend for a long time and she was most probably naturally open to talking with her friend.I was certain Alexis could sense it as well, cause he had