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♡ Mia's pov ♡

Why?

That was the question that kept swirling in my head over and over. The answer never came to me though, and I was sure it never will.

I will never know why this had happened. Or why it had to. I would never know.

My throat felt impossibly sore when I was done screaming. But I knew the reason I stopped was because I had no more voice left to scream. I had no more energy to even cry.

No more tears to soak the pillow under my head.

I felt cold, dead even.

I didn't feel like myself anymore.

And I feared that.....no one would be able to save me from the darkness that has chosen to swallow me whole.

And maybe....I didn't want anyone to.

I'm aware of the door reopening again, but I'm too lost in my sorrow to even turn around and see who has entered.

It's only when I hear the warmth of my mom's voice I know it's her. "Mia baby," She started her voice cracking in grief.

The sound made my heart throb.

"Twizzler...." Dad started and I clenched my eyes tightly, my heart shatteri
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Jenna
Yes it does, a lot of people can go into a depression mode, for a good amount of time. Some don’t want to be touched sexually by their partners because they feel like they failed them, and some deal with it together with their partner.
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