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Chapter 46 - Fears

Author: Lana West
last update Last Updated: 2021-08-02 23:57:55

Oliver POV:

Fucking Hell!

I should have been the one to brief Kylie about the rituals of the Mating Ceremony, I should have told her what marking her means, she is unaware of our traditions.

Maybe she wants nothing of this, she should have known what she’s getting into, how her life would change, this way she would have been capable to make a decision on her own.

Too late now, what was done can’t be undone.

I wonder what my mother is scheming, I don’t believe for a second that she changed her mind just like that. She is the type to hold grudges and get revenge, she was not like this before, but she definitively is now.

Anyway, Kylie needs to go through with the Mating Ceremony and complete the rituals to be able to be my Luna, if that’s what she desires, it goes without saying that I’m not going to force it on her.

“I’ll let the two of you discuss it, let me know what you decide. Either way, the Ceremony has to be held the day

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