Anastasia POV: Today, I have to go to the office and I don't know why it is suddenly so hard to get up early in the morning. My eyelids felt heavy to the point where I couldn't open up. "Wake up, sleeping beauty. You are gonna get late for work." Ryan came out of the shower. I didn't need to open my eyes to see that because the fresh scent of his body wash was lingering in the bedroom. "Yeah, I should." I whispered half sleepily and forced myself to get up. I rubbed my eyes and yawned. He walked towards me and patted my head. "You know that you don't have to force yourself. If you want to have a rest, you can take a few more days off." His gentle and calming tone immediately put me in peace. The anxiety which I have been feeling since last night has vanished. But I don't know for how long. Because I went out with him just once and looked at the state I am in. What is the future holding for me? I cannot even predict it. "I earn more than enough to raise you." He said teasingly,
Ryan POV: I clearly asked her to call or text me when she will be done with work but Anastasia Logan never did that. On top of that, I called her more than 10 times but she never answered. I started to get antsy, worried and even mad at her. How can she not take me seriously? I paced around the living room and tried to reach her again. However, this time too, the call was going through but she never picked it up. "Fu*k." I groaned and threw the phone on the table before falling on the couch and rubbing my face harshly. 'I will let you know what it means to ignore me.' I thought with the gritted teeth and decided to call Samuel. Unlike his boss, the man received my call immediately. "Hello, Mr. Weaver. How can I help you?" He asked me politely. "Where is Ana?" I didn't even do the courtesy of greeting him. "Miss. Logan? I dropped her off at the restaurant in the west. She went to see Miss. Beth." He reported. All the tense muscles in my body relaxed and all the bad thoughts w
Anastasia POV: I am really stressed about the shipping of gemstones and diamonds. I don't get why these people have to give me such a hard time about literally every little thing. Every big step which I have taken for my company, it was never easy and I don't expect it to be easier in the future either but I really hope I won't give up. I sighed and took a bite of my food while I had dinner with Ryan. Most importantly, I am not telling him about this. It is just too much to ask for his help every single time. "Is everything fine?" He asked me. "Yeah, why?" I forced a smile and tried to sound normal to him. "You have been sighing almost the entire night and you are unusually quiet today." He justified his concern and I could only curse myself for behaving this way with him. "How's work?" He suddenly inquired and I was surprised to see how quickly he got to the point. I cleared my throat and wryly glanced at him, "It is fine. I am just way too busy with the designs these days
Anastasia POV: "At what time do you have to go to the hospital?" Ryan asked me while wearing his wrist watch and I brushed my hair. I was feeling lazy today, so I simply let them open. "At 5. I asked Dr. Crystal for a favor because I don't have any free time before that." I explained it to him. He nodded slightly and adjusted the strand of hair which fell from the volume of his hair and bothered his eyes. "Okay, I will pick you up at 4." He instantly said to me, I seriously don't have to say anything twice to him. "I will wait." I smiled and grabbed my bag from the table. We were getting late from work. So, I walked ahead thinking that he would follow me but I stopped in my tracks and turned on my heels to look at him. "What?" I asked. He had his arms folded across his chest and his gaze was heated. "Aren't you forgetting something?" One of his brows lifted up. I tried to think of what I am forgetting but nothing came to my mind. I shook my head because I was confused. He sud
Anastasia POV: I was dead tired after I returned home from work but Ryan wasn't back yet. He called me to inform me that he had an important meeting to attend. So, he is going to be late and I shouldn't wait for him at dinner. However, I couldn't tell him that I don't like to eat alone. I took off my makeup and took a warm and long shower. I dried my hair with the blow dryer thinking that I am alone and he isn't going to be back anytime soon... so, instead of dressing up in my pj's, I covered myself with only a bra and panties. Deep down, I envy him sleeping naked in bed every night and I can't do that as I still feel shy in front of him. I wore a plain, silk black nightgown on the top of it and went to the kitchen. Martha had already prepared dinner for us and put it in the fridge. Although I don't like to eat alone and I wouldn't have eaten if it wasn't for the baby. My stomach growled at the delicious smell of roasted chicken and the vegetables. I put the food in the microwav
Anastasia POV: I woke up satisfied. Last night was hot and erotic. His long and thick fingers made me see stars. I touched the space beside me but it was cold. He must have already gotten up. I forced my eyes to open and looked around, only to find him sitting at the single seater in our room, his gaze plastered on me and the corner of his lips slightly raised up. The man was amused. I really need a drink. My lips pursed into a thin line and I sat up. "Good morning." I said to him in a half sleepy voice. "How are you doing?" He got up, flaunting his perfectly sculpted body and the ripped muscles. "Never been better." I blurted. Ryan instantly turned around to look at me. I bit my lip so hard that I tasted blood in my mouth and then, his melodious chuckle resonated in the air. I hid my face in my palms, my face was burning and there was no way I could tolerate his intense stares on myself. "You have disappointed me greatly." I heard the ruffling of the things along with his
Anastasia POV: I have been really concerned about this whole event because the connection which I am feeling with my brand is too clear to ignore. All the while, Ryan didn't let go of my hand. I believe that he can feel the tension in my body. The little crease on my cheeks and knuckles from time to time was everything which I needed to take my mind off the work. The moment the event ended, I wanted to leave, "Shall we go?" I tilted my head in his direction and said. "Sure." He smiled brightly and gave a slight nod. "Hey Anastasia, are you leaving? I want you to join us for the after party." Sandra said to me from behind. I shut my eyes and tried my best to appear normal, although I was on the verge of losing my mind. "We would love to. But my wife is pregnant and she needs rest." I heard Ryan's clear voice. I glanced at him gratefully, only to have his grip on my hand tightening. "Oh." Her mouth turned into a big, round O. She put the glass of champagne back on the table
Anastasia POV: My whole body felt stiff. I wonder if this is because of the heated s*x session between us or the pregnancy. "Hey, beautiful. Are you doing okay?" He rested his hand under the chin and watched me intrigued. I smiled and gave him a nod. His hand went under the covers to rub my belly, making me turn towards him. "I hope I didn't hurt the baby." He sounded concerned. "You didn't." My heart melted at his gentleness. Ryan leaned down to kiss my forehead. "Do you want me to help you take a shower?" "No, I can." I got up. I like him being rough with me and then gentle. Although he was trying his best not to drain my energy. I took a shower and had breakfast with him. Since it was Sunday, Ryan intended on working from home while I was already done with the drafts for the collection which I will be launching soon. However, my head is still filled with plenty of ideas for the upcoming projects but it doesn't hurt to take a day off, right? Before, I would indulge myself int
Anastasia POV:The evening sky was adorned with twinkling stars as we gathered for a celebratory party at our spacious backyard. It was a special occasion, not only because it marked a significant milestone for Ryan. He led his company to another glory, but also because it gave us an opportunity to bring our loved ones together. The soft glow of string lights illuminated the space, casting a warm and inviting ambiance.Ryan and I were surrounded by laughter and lively conversations as we mingled with our friends and family. The sound of music filled the air, adding an extra layer of excitement to the festivities. I glanced over at Ryan, his charismatic smile lighting up the night, as he engaged in conversation with our guests.Spotting Zayn, Ryan's younger brother, across the crowd, I couldn't help but notice a hint of melancholy in his eyes. Zayn had always been the quiet and reserved type, and lately, he seemed burdened by something. Concerned, I decided to approach him."Hey, Zayn,"
Anastasia POV: The sun shone brightly as our family embarked on a much-needed vacation to a picturesque destination. IThe vibrant colors of the surroundings seemed to reflect the joy and excitement in my heart. Ryan, walked beside me, holding my hand tightly as we guided our two precious children through the serene landscape. I finally recovered after giving birth and this is our first vacation with the two kids. As excited I am for this, I am nervous at the same time too."Look, Daddy! Flowers!" Kai suddenly said, grabbing our attention. While, the relationship between the father and son is also blooming. He turned 2 and into a mature man. I could not help but simle at his cuteness. Those cubby cheeks, full lups and big round eyes, they will be the death of me."Yes, Kai, those are beautiful flowers. Do you want to smell them?" Ryan held him in his arms as he asked. Since we have always been busy with our workloads as well as parenting, we did not had time in our hands to bring him
9 months later;Ryan POV:That hard and painful time was once again there. Everything is fun until I see her in excruciating pain. Ana held my hand so tight that her knuckles went pale while my fingers turned blue as the circulation had been cut off. But that doesn't matter. She is popping my baby out of her vagina... I am in no position to complain. "Push." The doctor said. I put my other hand on her too and gave it a firm squeeze. "You can do it." I whispered and leaned down to kiss her sweaty forehead. "This is so-" her breathing was shallow and the tears were rolling from the corner of her eyes. Ana was practically wretched at this point and damn... I shouldn't have forced her into having another baby."We are never doing this again." I promised her and even in the exhausting state, she managed to smile. I can't help but fall harder for her every single second of my life. "You realised this really soon and I thought that you want a whole soccer team." She mocked me and on the
Anastasia POV:Soon, it was time for cake cutting but Beth wasn't here. Now, I was genuinely worried about her and Zayn was looking at me with disappointment filled eyes. I chewed my bottom lip and sent her a message. Ana: Where in the world are you? If you will not come to Kai's birthday, then don't even bother to talk to me. I threatened her with the hope that she might be willing to tell me whatever the hell is going on with her. I sighed as there was no reply even after 10 minutes. "Ana, we need to cut the cake. Everyone is waiting." Ryan said to me and when I looked around, it was true. The kids were about to fall asleep. I gave him a nod and Ryan held Kai in his arm and wrapped the other arm around my waist while we went to the area where we are supposed to cut the cake. All the attention was suddenly on us. The phone in my hand buzzed and when I glanced at the shining name on the screen, I immediately opened the message. Beth: I am really sorry, Ana. Something urgent cam
Four months later,Anastasia POV:Today Kai turned one and I can't believe how fast the time has passed. Although this year has been the hardest time of my life, still I don't have any regrets. Just because I have the people who love me and support me. Tonight, I was the first one to get ready. Since it is Kai's birthday, we are having a party at our villa. Just with the family and friends, with the people whom I can call mine. I looked at Ryan who was putting cufflinks in his sleeves and smiles but that smile faded upon listening to him, "Just because I can't have you, it doesn't mean you can act cheeky with me. Stop f**king me with your eyes before I change my mind and put you up to something good." His gaze bore in mine and I instantly looked away. After years of marriage, just a little eye contact is more than enough to make me feel butterflies in my stomach. "You should get ready instead of running your mouth. Our guests will be here anytime." I tried to act sassy when I knew
Anastasia POV:We enjoyed the time which we finally got for ourselves fully. Having s*x practically everywhere in the yacht was indeed the highlight of the vacation. The weather wasn't cold anymore. Thus, we laid under the bare sky, with our bodies tangled together and staring at the sky. I don't remember being this peaceful and calm in my life before. "Ana." He called me and I lifted my head from his chest to look at his handsome face. "Hmm?" I hummed both in response and at the feeling of his fingers that were running through my hair. All of my nerves were excited but relaxed too. "Are you happy?" Okay! This isn't what I expected. My eyes narrowed in confusion but I smiled looking at him, "What kind of a question is it? And here I was feeling giddy at the thought that you might slip another big ass diamond in my finger." I joked. "Ugh-" He winced, "What is it with women and their love for diamonds? You practically work with them 365 days a year and you still want a diamond rin
Anastasia POV:Today we are leaving for our vacations and by 'we', I mean just Ryan and me. Although I want to take Kai with us too but thinking that I am not giving much attention to Ryan these days... it didn't feel good to take him with us. I also wanted to enjoy some time which belonged exclusively to us. So, last night, Zayn took Kai with him as he will be staying with his grandparents these days and Ryan, he is over the moon today. "I can't believe that such a thing is really happening." He said excitedly, like a little teenager who is excited to go on a field trip with his friends but I guess being with your lover is even better. "Why are you acting like you have never been on a trip before?" I teased him as I arched a brow and applied some blush on my cheeks. "I have never been on one. Not with a girl before." He confessed while putting his swimsuit in the suitcase. My hand halted and I looked at him through the reflection of the mirror, trying my best to understand that
Ryan POV:Anastasia hummed as she played with Kai and just from her face, I can see that she is dying to tell me something but at the same time, she wants me to ask her. Okay, baby! If this is what you want.I smiled and wrapped my arm around her waist, pulling her closer into me while she sat on the bed with her legs crossed and all of her attention was on Kai. However, upon feeling my touch, she squealed and Kai frowned. "What are you doing?" She playfully slapped my shoulder. "Aren't you getting way too violent, sweetheart?" I said darkly, "And don't tell me I can't hug you in front of Kai. Kids need to see their parents being affectionate to learn something from them." I added. "Because there are so many things which I can't do in front of him. I can't say any bad words, I can't talk dirty."She scoffed, "What a creative way to justify your actions." "I am not justifying. I am telling the truth." I whispered and leaned forward to kiss her cheek. She blushed. I love how my effe
Anastasia POV:The collection which I released this time was a huge success. One of the best things which I managed to pull off and I never thought that I am a sucker for success. I just got to know about this side of mine. So, to celebrate the massive success of Stones, Ryan's mother, Katherine, invited us for dinner. I dressed up wholeheartedly. A white lacy dress, it is my favorite and when Ryan saw me, his brow quipped, "Are we going somewhere luxurious?""Yes, we are." I nodded frantically and pinched Kai's cheeks real hard before kissing them. Ryan was holding him and he was trying his best to get away from his grip. These days, he has started to crawl and the whole world appears to be really interesting, different and amusing to him and to soothe his curiosity, he is giving us a really hard time. "We are going to meet your parents and I want to look good in front of them." I added. He sighed, "I don't like it when you dress up for someone other than me." He pouted and I just