I wake up to the sounds of a conversation going on in the living room. A smell hits my nostrils and wraps around my mind. It was too much for me to ignore.
I blink, roll to my side and look at the time. It's only two in the morning. I roll out of bed. My mouth is dry anyways, so it's an excuse to see who's here. I don't have the ability to just know that kind of stuff yet. I don't have super powers. The smell only seems to get stronger as I get closer to the two speaking. I know Dad’s voice from anywhere. I rub my eyes, and finally get to the living room to see who the other person was. I've never seen this man in my life. He has jet black hair, and a beautiful shade of sunset eyes with specs of gold. It's not an amber but a reddish orange. His eyes are on me, and they break from my eyes and take me in fully. I'm quiet and take in a deep breath. I can finally make out what that smell really smelt like. Musk, oranges and peppermint. His eyes break away from mine, and he turns back to Dad. I see that as a time to go get my water and go back to bed. I'm still curious about who this man is, but I'm also exhausted from today. I swivel around the two and get into the kitchen where I fill a glass with water and down it rather quickly. "I'm taking her home with me tomorrow." The man mutters as I head back to my room. Dad sounds a little bit more than angry at that. I wonder what's happening. It can most likely wait until morning, though. I climb the stairs back to my room and crawl back into bed. As soon as my head hits the pillow my eyes go heavy. It's always been so easy for me to fall asleep. Sleep welcomes me in like a warm hug in a matter of minutes, and I'm out like a light that had been switched off for the day. When I wake up only a few hours later at eight, I'm greeted by the smell of bacon frying. It smells delicious. I think my mouth might have even been watering in my sleep, but I don't remember. Bacon has always been one of my top five favourite foods, especially if it's home made. The Queens process and made them with natural ingredients. We barely ran to the groceries because most of our food was hunted or grown in our land. "Good morning, mom." I grin when I get downstairs. Mom smiles and rests her chin in her hands while sitting on the barstool. "Morning Dad.” “Morning Princess,” Dad greeted me. I take a seat next to Dad who is intently watching Mom cooking. He never seems to have a filter on what he says in front of me about her. Sometimes it's disgusting to hear that from your Dad. A smell hits me. It's better than the smell of bacon, which is hard to beat. The man from last night walks into the kitchen he glances at me and grins. I smile back, because I was raised to be polite and because I had a strange pull to do it back to him. I turn back to Dad and wonder what they were talking about last night. "Hi." I chirp. The man smiles, and doesn't take his eyes off of me. "Hi," he replies. His voice has a hint of a German accent in it. Suddenly I feel a shiver down my spine. I notice that his hair is wet. "What's your name?" I wonder. I need to at least know this stranger's name. Since my mother or Dad has yet to tell me who this is and why he had stayed the night. I feel like he's a warrior but not a lion but I also feel that there's a higher ranking than that. I can also sense a seriousness just by the depth of his voice. He looks at my family and furrows his eyebrows. "It's Xerxes." His lips curl into a smile when I think further about the name. I don't think I've ever heard someone named that, other than the man who makes underwear for a living. "I'm Zehra." I introduced myself. Dad sits a plate full of bacon down on the counter and my attention momentarily turns to him. "I know," Xerxes says, bringing my attention back to him. "Do you know who I am?" He asks a question that I don't know the answer to. I've never seen this man in my lifetime. "Xerxes?" I guess. I don't know what other kind of answer there was that would be scientifically correct. He rolls his eyes and looks toward my mother. "Why doesn't she know?" His voice isn't as soft as it was when he was talking to me. I furrow my eyebrows and give him a deadly look because of the tone he has used with my mother. "Sorry we didn’t tell her. It’s a lioness thing. And she has never seen your face before," Mom explains. I chew on my bottom lip. He looks at me and adverts his eyes quickly. I don't understand why, but I silently turn back towards the plate of fresh bacon and I snatch a piece up. The crunch is more than satisfying and once I'm done with one piece I go for another. Mom slaps my hand away and scowls. "Save some for when breakfast is ready." She mumbles. I blink. Usually she didn't care if that happens. It's most likely her hormones and the fact that there's a guest in the house. "I'm going to take a shower." I say, standing to my feet at stretching my arms over my head. My shirt raises a little and I tug it down before walking back up to my bedroom. I hum while I shower. It's something that I've always done since I started showering by myself and didn't need my mom's help. Even then, back when I was eight I still sang. I don't have a nice singing voice so humming is the next best thing. When I'm finished, I climb out of the shower and dress in a pair of light colored jeans and a red hoodie. Since it wasn't warm outside the outfit was something I preferred all the time. I cannot stand the winter time. I don't understand how some girls can wear crop tops and short skirts at this time of year. Maybe it was because we are natural summer animals. I throw my light brown hair into a ponytail. Its natural colour is blond, but I grew tired of all the jokes and dyed it a light brown color the smale as my fur. "Zehra, after breakfast I need you to pack your bags," Mom says softly. I furrow my eyebrows at her request. "Why?" I wonder out loud. "The Alpha decided that he wanted you to come home with him. I mean it's only reasonable, he is your partner after all. You can start your own pride with him" Mom says softly. I purse my lips. Alpha? Xerxes is a wolf? "But I can’t pair with a werewolf, Mom. I can’t possible built a pride with him. Our offspring would be hybrid. Wolf and Lion? Impossible." I say, in almost complete shock. “It is impossible, Zehra. We’re not animals. We’re shifters. You’re going to leave the pride anyway.” How do I react to something like that? I mean, I've dreamed of finding my King but I didn't expect him to be a wolf. There has never been a pairing between Lions and Wolves. And he’s an Alpha. No wonder he held so much power in his voice. “We need to give something back for sparing us this land, Zehra. I hope you understand,” Dad said. There was sadness in his eyes. "Are you okay with that?" I ask my mom. She's taken back by my question. "Am I okay with it? Yes, Zehra. I knew you wanted a strong king and Zerxes is the best candidate for you to start a pride." She replies. "Okay." I say. If she trusts Xerxes then I can too. "What about the baby?" I ask. Mom blinks. "I'm his mother, Zehra. You're too cute." She laughs a little. I always act like the baby is mine and sometimes I think it is. Just like I did a moment ago. I fill a plate with scrambled eggs and bacon, and take a seat at the kitchen table. I didn't mean to sit next to Xerxes, it was just the only free chair open that wasn't next to Dad. My mom comes in moments after and takes her seat. I take in a deep breath and dig into my food. I really hope Xerxes can cook as good as Dad, or even better. I can't cook to save my life. I always hunt.I say goodbye to my parents and pride. It's a heartfelt goodbye, but none of us get truly upset for leaving and bargaining me for the land. Dad had explained to me that if he refused what Xerxes wanted, he would have already killed us a long time ago. I was destined to leave at the age of eighteen so it was fine for me and besides, I like Xerxes’s scent. Every bird has got to leave the nest sometime and explore, but that doesn't mean they won't come back and visit. Plus, Xerxes promised that I could come back and see them in two weeks. He had to come back anyway. The car boards the turnpike. I lean my head against the window and try to think about where we're going. Suddenly I feel Xerxes’ two arms wrap around my torso and pull me against his chest. I breathe out as a sensation of the intoxicating scent that brutally attacked my nose making me lose my mind. It's an alluring and irresistible scent. I rest my head against his shoulder and close my eyes. "How old are you?" Xerxe
“What are you trying to say, Divina? My daughter is the first born female. She is and will ever be the Leader Queen and destined to raise her own pride! Get it inside your thick skull!” Dad furiously defended me against his hungry power brother. “It is in our law. The first female cub born within our bloodline always has the right to build her own pride. And those who were born after she was born will choose to follow her command or stay in the old pride.” “Damn you, Eleazar! Your daughter is weak! She can never lead a pride let alone find a suitable King. She’s-” “Enough!” The old king roared. “Eric, Eleazar is right. His daughter has the right to be the Leader Queen. Weak or not, that’s Zehra’s birthright. We need to rest. Tomorrow we will discuss Zehra's rights.” The smell of thick smoke fills my lungs. Ashes burn the back of my throat as I try to get a decent breath of oxygen. I can't breathe. My eyes fling open to a room full of flames. A room all too familiar to me. "Mom!" I
When is the next full moon?" I asked, my fingers brushed over the counter top. Xerces was slicing up some carrots for some kind of soup he's making. He pursed his lips while he concentrated on not chopping his fingers up. "In a few weeks. Why?" He scraped the carrot into the pot and turned to look at me. I poke my bottom lip out and shrug my shoulders. "I just uhm not wanting to have a heat again. And especially when you’re that strong. You know, wolf thing," I tried to explain without embarrassing myself. Xerxes raised an eyebrow at my shyness. "It only really hurts when you're still unmated,” he said. I felt his eyes on my body before they ripped away from me completely. "But you won't have to worry about that,” Xerces added, stirring the pot. "Why?" I asked. I've already confused myself. I took a seat at the nearest barstool and spun around to ease the awkwardness. "Trust me when I say I have a strong self-restraint. Yeah?" His back is to me but I could almost feel that he
Zehra didn't want to come there and live with people she had never met. And she didn't want to live with Cade either at all. The horse halted, and she sucked in a breath for a second; there was no noise until trumpets blew, and everyone gathered to welcome their King and his new mate. The entire palace was busy with the preparations for welcoming their King back. A grand feast was being prepared to mark the new victory, one of the many the King had achieved. "What if he marries the Nortlander she-wolf?" Riff asked as Queen Nethaira turned to face her sister. "Cade is not a fool," Nethaira answered as she opened her small casket to take out her kiseru (expensive smoking pipe fit for royals). She then opened a gold box, picked some scented tobacco, and filled the bowl of the pipe before lighting it up with a lighter flame. Soon enough, a fragrant orange and some lavender arose from the smoke she puffed. "A man will not go to war for a whore, Nethaira," Riff said sternly as she step
Zehra heard a loud voice chanting-like praising their King as her carriage was carried inside the gates to someplace she didn't have any idea. Even if she was with Ember, Zehra's heart was still beating wildly. She knew she was far away from home and now doesn't know the way back home. She heard footsteps outside as the guards probably returned the horses to the stable. It went quiet for a bit, but suddenly, someone opened the curtains, and Zehra gasped as Ember jumped in front to protect her. "Looks like the king brought a two whore from another kingdom," a man spoke as he grabbed Zehra's hand and pulled her off the carriage, pushing Ember away. "Leave her alone!" Ember said before jumping to the man and shifting mid-air before landing on top of him and biting his hand while holding Zehra. The man let go of Zehra, who ran to the corner, followed by Ember in her wolf form, and snarled at those men who wanted to get near her. One of the men shifted into his wolf and attacked Ember
"I want to see how the woman looked, Cade," Letisha said to her nephew and son. The servant was done preparing her bed and waiting for the command to take her on it. "You will be, Mama," Cade replied, smiling at her. "I heard she was beautiful and came from royal blood; is it true?" "Yes, indeed. I could tell she's a white wolf just like the color of her smooth hair."Although it's rare, Letisha seeing his nephew genuinely smiling was one of the few occasions Cade could do. She believed that the Cade she used to take care of when he was a child was still there. The Cade he was now somewhat honed by the tragedy he was in a few years ago. People call him a beast, a demon, and a killer, but to her, he was just a wounded little wolf and grew into a somewhat feral wolf. She believed his old boy must be somewhere hiding behind a persona he created. "I hope she'll save you, my child," Letisha said. Cade only smiled at her. "How about you go to sleep now, and tomorrow, I'll let you me
Zehra looked at herself in the mirror; seeing her face with blood on it, she almost cried. She was the reason why Cade took someone's life. Before that, countless deaths from her kingdom happened because of her, too. When will it end? Why did Cade keep on killing people? Did he like killing them, or was it just another deadly obsession?There were too many questions, and yet they will remain unanswered. She stood up, groaning in pain a little. She stripped her clothes off and went for a hot bath. There was a red bruise on her stomach from the punch of that man who almost raped her. Sighing softly, she got into the hot water, wanting to feel better than she felt right now. After taking a bath, Zehra sat on her bed-no, his bed, wearing her light pink gown that ended on her ankles. Her hair was wet and curly. When she sat, she pulled her legs to her face, thinking about everything that happened. "My lady," Ember entered, worried about the look of her lady. "Are you tired? Did you eat
Zehra's face paled as tears dropped from her eyes. She was scared of Cade doing what he said to her. The pain of being disrespectful is too much for her to bear. Zehra is a she-wolf who was highly respected not because she was a princess but because the Northern Wolf respected women. They are equal to men regardless of their rank. "This Alpha is too much, Zehra!" her wolf commented. "How dare he treat us like this!""This man is a rumored murderer. He's ruthless. He can have what he wants, even killing a whole kingdom just to obtain what he wants," Zehra agreed. "If only our mate-"Zehra and her wolf's small talk interrupted when Cade gripped the sleeve of her light nightgown and yanked it down. The soft cloth yielded to him, ripping down slowly. The nightgown ripped and fell down, leaving her arms bare. Zehra had a thin white slip, which was sleeveless, that ended on her mid-thigh, revealing hints of her cleavage and her long legs.The moment Cade's eyes made contact with the col
"What are you doing out of bed?" The voice asked, concerned as Zehra peeked up at the man. She felt his hand pull back from her lips as she looked down, trying to calm her racing heartbeat. For a moment, she had been scared to death he was those same men who tried to rape her. Zehra shuddered at the memory. The man was Argus. "I wanted to get some water," she spoke, hugging herself. Argus looked down at her. She looked so vulnerable and fragile right now; he felt like hugging her close, kissing her- doing anything to make her feel alright. "I'll get it for you then. You shouldn't be out here alone; how's your fever?" Argus asked as he walked over to the kitchen and poured her a glass of water. Zehra watched him."I don't know, but I feel alright now," Zehra replied, taking the glass from him as she drank it one big gulp. She didn't realize just how thirsty she was. Argus smiled as he took the glass from her. "More?" he asked, and she shook her head. "No, and thank you."Argu
"I'll stay here," Cade huffed, and Eadric nodded, leading him to the big sofa set on the side. The doctor immediately set to work, cleaning his now-opened wound and stitching it up again. The master entered shortly after with his kit. He was old, but he was among the best masters in the entire kingdom, equipped with a keen sense of smell and sight. Cade didn't believe in any herbal medicine alone. But he believes in poison, just like the deadly Wolfsbane. Cade can ingest large portions of Wolfsbane, which wouldn't affect it. His people would wonder why those deadly substances weren't affecting him. And Cade would only shut his mouth, keeping his secret alone. The maestro sat next to Zehra and mixed a few herbs in his drink. "What was the last thing she ate or drank?" he asked, his voice calm and soothing. "I brought her milk…like I-I do every night with honey," Ember spoke, her voice trembling as she fearfully glanced at Cade once. Cade gritted his teeth. "The drug given to her
"Yes. And roses, please," Cade said, running a hand through his hair. "Aah, the future Queen doesn't like roses. It's a beautiful flower, but she hates them. She likes these wild peonies," Edward answered, picking them out. Cade frowned. She did? She definitely surprised him. "Have you met her?" he asked, and Edward nodded. "She's a kind she-wolf, your majesty. She's like a rose but with the humility of peonies," Edward said, handing him a bunch. Cade smiled, thanking him as he hurried to walk to her room. He hoped Zehra's gentle peony soul could try forgiving him. Cade frowned when he saw no guards that should be guarding outside. Why were there no guards? Where are they?Opening the door, the sight in front of him enraged him. A man on top of Zehra and other men surrounding like a freakish pervert and watching his Zehra! Cade's grip on the peonies became tight until his knuckles were white, and the fragile peonies bent down, giving in to his brutal grip. He shifted into his
"I don't want to marry you. Never. So, what if I say no? How will the wedding and mating ceremony take place then?" Zehra replied, dropping her food on the plate."You won't say no," Cade said; his voice was slow but laced with such ferocity, and his eyes switched colors. His wolf was trying to take over, and Zehra couldn't help but shudder. "Why can't I? You have taken everything from me: my peace, life, and happiness. You took away the chance of me meeting my mate, and yet you have not taken my voice about marriage and everything! I will never marry you. Never!" she yelled, standing up. Cade stood up, too, his eyes dark and his elongated canines showing. He walked towards her, grabbed her hand, and pinned her to the balcony railing.Zehra screamed from fear as she looked down, her entire body bent just over so that if he wanted, he could throw her down. "I try to be nice to you, and this is what I get? Why are you being such a bitch? Listen to me carefully, little rabbit; no matt
Zehra could hate him as much as she could; she's still his. She's the only moon who shone brightly in his darkened life. And he's not going to let go. Putting on some clothes, he combed his wild and long hair back neatly, his hands rubbing the side of the beard that grew on his face. Turning, he left for the terrace. The terrace was his favorite place to dine. Reserved for the royals alone and special meetings, he is often here alone or with Letisha. This place was the place that his father built for him. He ordered a servant to fetch Zehra for lunch with him since yesterday he still had some hangover from the moon's pull, and seeing her with Argus added to the anger he suppressed. And Cade decided he would start playing 'nice' for her. Walking to the spacious terrace, he saw Zehra sitting on his chair, looking out at the beautiful view of his kingdom and the river that crosses it. Zehra's innocent yet fierce beauty had long captured him, and the beast of him approved. Both agree
To forget that Zehra was destined to marry a man who scared her beyond words, to forget how cruel and manipulating him and how utterly miserable her future looked at him, she heaved a sigh. She knew she would never escape from this nightmare. "I shouldn't keep you from your meal," Argus said. "Come, I'll escort you back." Argus interrupted her thoughts as she nodded with a small forced smile, trying to forget the million grey things that flooded her mind. "Can we go this way? I haven't had a tour of the place," Zehra admitted, her heart yearning for her own home. Argus nodded with grins as he led her there, explaining everything to her. "What is that?" Zerha asked, pointing to a flowing fountain, mocking him a little. "And that is a fountain," Argus answered, his tone quite serious. "How utterly magic! Of course, my poor eyes have never seen a fountain before," she said, and his cheek flushed as she laughed."Ohhh.""I'm not retarted as you take me for," she added playfully."F
"There's nothing you can do about the curse, my King," Cade's trusted right hand and best friend Eadric said when they visited his underground prison. "Unless…""Unless?" Cade was eager. He wanted to know if he had a chance to end his curse. His secret would be exposed soon if nothing would be done. "You will make the girl love you, your majesty.""She hates me," Cade said. "That's because you were too possessive. If you change your approach, maybe she will like you," Eadric replied "When will that happen? The bastard brother of mine was at home already. And his interest in her Zehran is obvious," Cade growled."Then perhaps how about you change your approach, my king? Maybe Zehra will like you," Eadric replied as he shackled Cade's wrists with silver shackles connected to the wall. Cade hissed with a sudden jolt of pain as soon as the silver touched his skin, but Eadric proceeded to what he was doing. He then wrapped his whole torso with heavy chains, and each end was also conne
Zehra sat down at the table for lunch next to Letisha, who passed her a soft smile. She had fallen asleep only at dawn the next morning when Letisha left. At exactly noon, she had been woken up in time for lunch by the King's order. Zehra had not eaten anything since yesterday, so she didn't mind being woken up. She was dressed in a plain blue abaya and tied her long hair in a tight bun. She didn't mind wrapping her head again because she had already broken the Moon Goddess dress code. Her white-as-cloud hair was now free for everyone to see. Cade looked at her, his eyes fixed on hers as he saw her sit. He hated how Zehra didn't look at him with her beautiful brown eyes. He hated how her silky long, silky hair tied and hidden away from him. Everyone uttered a prayer for Fenrir, but Cade didn't feel kike closing his eyes. His entire body seemed to be restless. The wolf in him, the conqueror, and the lover in him seemed to want Zehra in more ways than she gave him. Cade wanted all
"Stop! Stop, please stop!" Zehra groaned as soft moans left her lips. Cade's lips felt soft, sending shivers down her spine whenever he touched them. Cade didn't stop. It seemed like he couldn't, and he knew it was true. "You are my future Queen and mate! I have the right to kiss you. You are mine!" Cade growled in her ears. Zehra shivered as his hot breath fanned her neck, and everything he had done to her went through her mind. "I don't want to be your Queen! I don't want to be mated with you! You are a monster! I'm not yours!" she spat on his face. Not liking what she said, Cade bit her on the skin below her ear roughly, causing her to whimper. "Nobody will dare to take you away from me, Zehra," he warned. "Even if you meet your mate, he will end up dying before you."Zehra tried pushing Cade away, but he caught her hands and roughly pinned them to the bed's headboard, making Zehra scream in pain. Her eyes watered as she writhed in pain. Cade's strength was no joke, and Zehra