This is one reason I need Eyolf.To get my revenge and wipe all these people out.This maltreatment was getting out of hand. This is also why I didn’t want to have a child with this monster.I’m glad I never got pregnant with this monster. And besides, I can never get pregnant again, anyway. What is the use of yearning for a child when I can’t even save myself? I’m as useless as a human.They are also the reasons I hate alphas, and killing them was part of my goal.I wouldn’t rest until I had torn them apart, subjected them to torture, and killed them.I got up from the floor and muttered. “I will go prepare your food.”‘GET OUT OF HERE!’ he roared. “I don’t want to see your face now.”I walked out of the room and wept bitterly. My heart swelled with rage and I swore to the moon goddess repeatedly that I was going to kill him and tear him to pieces, including my father.I was going to kill everyone and wipe out everyone’s existence.I will persist until I achieve my revenge.A week p
“YES,” I said with excitement, then covered my mouth with my hands. What in the world did I just utter?He giggled and hugged me so tightly, licking my ear and whispered. “When you are ready, come meet me in my room. I will give you the best sex and pleasure you’ve ever experienced in your entire life, Raava.” He then squeezed my butt.My body went still and I could remember what happened to me during my childhood days as tears flowed down my eyes.“Please help me.” “Then give me something in return.” He ripped off my dress and smashed his lips against mine as we both moved together and fell onto the bed.Though we didn’t have any sex.I informed him I was going to come back prepared.I didn't want to make the biggest mistake of my life again. He wasn't for me and I didn't want to fall in love again. These past few days of my life, I tried to come up with some strategy on how to deal with my father and husband.It was hard, but I got to dea
I got to the Seer’s room and saw her back facing me with a huge black veil covering her body. “Why have you come to me, Raava?!” “You said to me 10 years ago about me destined to be with more mates. You said they were not the ones who were going to lift my curse.” “And you didn’t believe me. You wanted things to go the way you wanted, and you finally got it. Why are you here?!” “You know why I am here?” I responded with a clenched fist. “You have chosen the wrong alpha again?” “What are you talking about? The wrong alpha again?” “Yess, Raava. Eyolf will not help you. He will kill everyone in the pack after he takes over your father’s seat. He thinks of nothing but survival and he is very calculative.” “What do you mean?!” “I know you are trying to take revenge on the people who hurt you and lift your curse, but there is someone willing to do that for you. He is someone who pauses, attuned to the world, before he acts.” “What does that even mean?!” “It means you are going to
I was extremely exhausted, and I just needed a good night’s sleep. “Freak.” He murmured. I gave a low chuckle. “I can hear you.” And just as I was thinking of what to do, and what to eat after removing his tattoos before I go to bed, the door to my shop slammed open. I followed the sound of my door, but I couldn’t see who was coming in. I could sense its presence. And suddenly the sweet scent of roses passed through my nostrils and the chilly breeze flowed into my shop past me. Who was that, I wondered. “Hey, young lady. What are you doing here?!” A lady? I suspected she was a lady though, but what was this thick smell which keeps eluding me in its scent? I heard soft footsteps running towards me, and suddenly the lady ran and hugged me. It bewildered me. “I found you.” She softly muttered and wrapped her arms around my neck so tightly. “I finally found you after all these years, Uriel.” She knows my name. Who was this bitch? “I can’t believe I found you.” She held my fac
And because I experienced severe bullying and trauma as a result, I started wearing eye contact. I only take them off when I wish to take a bath or sleep. I tied my hair into a ponytail, taking the rubber from my hand and went into the cold shower to process my thoughts. After that, I went inside the shop to take a nice rest when I fell asleep trying to push away the thoughts of how I met my unfortunate mate. How could I have known I would encounter my mate in a tattoo shop? How could a blind alpha have the same fate as an Omega? The moon goddess was fucking ridiculous and insane. What was she thinking? Making me meet my mate on the night of the full moon. If I hadn’t gained control of myself, I could have fucked her right there. Her pheromones were hypnotizing and alluring. Just thinking about how her body felt in my hands was making me hard. I opened my legs and stroked my dick as hard as possible. It felt so good to be touched. I haven’t felt this way for a long time
I was getting annoyed. Why would an Omega just come out of nowhere to ruin my peaceful morning? Who the hell does she think she is? “Are you gonna fucking force me to hear you out?” I yelled and glared at her, but she didn’t flinch one bit. “Yes.” she yelled back, but I felt it. Her aura. Her voice seemed bold, but her legs were shaking, and her hands were sweating so much. If she was that scared of me, why was she still here? Is it because I’m her mate? I don’t think so. There are other reasons other than me being her mate or am I just overthinking? “I am your mate. I can’t leave here without explaining the important details to you.” “What are the fucking important details? I don’t even know your dumbass. How sure are you? I wanna believe the nonsense important details that you wanna tell me?” “If you just listen to me.” “Why the hell should I do that?!” “Because I want you to be my only alpha?!” ‘Why do you think you can trust me to be your only alpha?’ “It is bec
Now that I think about it. When I went back to the shop, his eyes were white, and I struggled to pull every guts in me to not run away from him. His eyes gave me the chills. I sighed, scoffing a little. He must have put on those scary eyes to put me off. Little does he know, he can’t scare me off that easily. I still can’t believe I found him. When I attended the ceremony and followed his scent, seeing who he was. I couldn’t sleep that night. It feels like a lot of load has lifted off my shoulders. I just need to know how to get him on my side. But the only problem right now is… “The last time I beat you up, you hardly survived.” He pointed his left finger in his direction without looking at Ragnulf. “I will beat you up again if I have to.” His temper. “That was 15 years ago, brother.” Ragnulf laughed. “Are you fucking kidding me?” Uriel turned to him with a glare. “What the fuck do you think you are planning?” “Hey! Hey! Hey, guys.” His friend stepped in between them. “We
How long do I have to keep trying and hoping to be saved and loved by an alpha? What if Uriel disappoints me and was like the rest of the alphas, too? How will I survive this ordeal without sucking my blood out of myself? I need his help, but how do I ask him? How do I explain what I’m going through? How do I want his help? I don’t know him that much. Should I give up but isn’t it better to try than to give up? When I met him 12 years ago, he didn’t seem to have a temper, but why does he look like he has one? Why is he always aggressive by the sound of his voice? Why does his eyes look calm but deadly? Why are his eyes empty of emotions? Has he gone through pain before? Why is he like this? Can I even ask him to help me? I’m so tired of this? Should I just die? I feel so suffocated, stuck and locked up. I don’t know what to do anymore. “Why the fuck are you crying?” “Huh!” I glanced up and used the tips of my fingers to touch my cheeks. “Oh! I didn’t see that.” I gave o
For a few seconds, Uriel was silent. I wonder what he thought of me and why he was quiet. He must think I am a slut and feel disgusted with me. Why did he have to see me in such a helpless state?“Uriel.” I called out to him and he hesitated for a few seconds before he held my hand and asked. “He slept with you, didn’t he?” His voice seemed composed and frightening.I didn’t want to recall what Clyde did back there. The flashback of how he forced himself on me after injecting me made me burst into tears.Even though Uriel wasn’t seeing me, I covered my face with both hands in shame. How could I have let an Alpha take advantage of me?After what I’ve been through, I let him rape me. What kind of life does fate have in store for me to make sure I never get to be happy?“I’m sorry, Uriel. I should never have let it happen. I’m so sorry.” “Did he release inside you?” He questioned, and his voice got a little deeper.What does he want to do? I to
This bastard is delusional. He always tells lies and I don’t want to believe anything that comes out of this bastard’s mouth. “I know nothing about him?” He pointed at himself. “Are you talking about me, Raava?” “I don’t care.” I yelled. “Let me out of here.” I will have to talk with Uriel later on. I don’t want to listen to anything he has to say if it’s not from Uriel himself. “You don’t listen when you are being talked to, don't you? You think Uriel is behind you. The bastard wants to send you away from his home.” “I don’t believe you. Let me out of here.” He sighed and rested his hands inside his pockets, leaving a smug look on his face. “You know what, Raava,” he leaned closer to me. “You are still mine. Now that I’ve seen Uriel hasn’t touched you. You belong to me.” “Get away from me.” He grabbed my shoulders, and I slapped him across his cheek. His eyes widened when I slapped him. His gaze fell on me.“You dare slap me?”“Let me g
“You are still not making sense to me, Nolak. I want to be alone. I want to send her away. Each passing day, when I see her, I go insane. My alpha instincts want her, but I don’t. I’m not like the other alphas she has met. I can’t be her mate because I would fail her. Don’t have my powers anymore. Neither am I the strongest alpha I used to be. I’m just an alpha with power and wealth, but I can’t shapeshift willingly. When I shapeshift, I go out of control and hurt the people around me and force out my powers on them.” I slightly looked back. “I don’t want Raava around. Have my reasons. I don’t want to do those papers. It is better for Clyde to do them. He is not blind like me. She doesn’t need someone as helpless as me. It’s time she walks on her path.”“You could have asked me for help.” “I didn’t want to ask you.” “Uriel, Clyde is…is Raava’s ex boyfriend. He wants her back.”“Her ex-boyfriend?”“Yes, and he was her first mate. The alpha who took advantage
~ URIEL~ I heard the sounds of her steps coming out of her room. The sound of her heels, the scent of her perfume clouding the entire hallway told me she was going to meet him. I didn’t want to see her off, and I don’t want to.It is not an obligation for me to see her off. I wonder who she is to him. I wanted to investigate the sort of relationship they have, but I feel like I will mingle too much.It’s her personal life to deal with. I don’t have to get involved. He just said he wanted to see her, and I allowed it. I know he is dangerous, but he said they had something important to do together which was relating to the Frostbite clan. Should I have sent her to him without investigation? I don’t know. I just don’t want to get involved. I have enough on my plate to deal with than worry about someone else. When he was talking to me, I didn’t pay attention to the words he was saying because I was a little drunk and exhausted when he met me. Did I make the wrong decision?
“What kind of trouble?” I faced his back and my heart was close to my throat. I don’t know why, but his words were making me emotional and recalling some dark parts of my life that I don’t want to remember.“He says an alpha claimed you. And that I took a marked Omega under my roof? Then, I wondered, if a certain alpha claimed you, why did he let you in, why did he get married to you and sleep with you? Perceiving another alpha's pheromones on an Omega irks alphas when they want to take over that Omega. There’s no way he would have tolerated it. Was it because he wasn’t able to or he didn’t want to do it with you?” He glared at me, and my heart skipped a beat. ‘Or is it because you barely have an Omega scent?’“What…what are you talking about?” My hands were shaking, including my heart pounding. “A marked Omega can't sleep with another alpha? It is impossible. Unless that Omega is not marked by an alpha. What are you, Raava? Are you an Omega or a Beta?” “What
His determination and how he acts sometimes makes me forget he is blind at all.I smiled as I thought about what happened a month ago and came across a beautiful pool. “Wow! Can I swim in this pool? It looks like magic and it is wide, too.” I exclaimed and ran to the location when I saw Uriel standing inside the pool. His white robe hugged his body as he stood inside the water with his upper body out in the open. His long blonde hair, cascaded down at the back of his waist, touched the water.His hair looked silky and wet on him. His green eyes glittered like a drop of water on a green beautiful leaf touching the sunlight. He was in deep thoughts as he stood inside the water. I don’t know, but I found him seductive and smutty when he glanced up at the bright lights above him and his hair moved backwards. His neck, how slender, strong, fetishistic it was, made me want to roll my tongue on it. What am I thinking? I slapped my forehead to get rid of any stupid thoughts. He is n
That’s why I was happy to run away from those monsters and follow him. I trust him so much, but I want to repay what he has done for me by being useful and not sitting around like a princess waiting for some prince charming. “Uriel, it is not—”“Good alphas still exist. Your fake lashes wouldn’t let you see them. Get your fucking head out of the dirt.”Fake lashes? “I don’t have fake lashes and I have never seen a good alpha in my life…” I hesitated when he looked in my direction once more. “Okay, you are the first good Alpha I’ve ever seen in my life. I have to admit this—” “You don’t have to fucking admit it. It’s pretty obvious, anyway.” He climbed down the window and took his hands away from the edges while he was coming down and strolled up to me. “You will stay here with me for the meantime until I figure out what to do with you and how to keep you safe. You don’t have to stay here forever because I saved you. Don’t be obligated to me. I didn’t ask you to do that. I want
It was like his voice was coming from everywhere at once, not just from his mouth. It sounded like several people talking, all in distinct tones, but somehow still clear. It was strange and mesmerizing, like his words were filling the entire room with different voices, all his own, but filled with so much anger.“I will cut it open.” He squeezed it even more and ignored how Ragnulf was wailing, and threw him off.Ragnulf landed on his body with a thud, and blood splattered on my body. My eyes widened in horror when I saw blood flowing out of Ragnulf’s hand.“Raava belongs to multiple alphas.” Uriel strolled to Ragnulf while he was moving back in fright. Everyone’s jaw dropped when Uriel said those words. I have never seen Ragnulf like this before. “She has any right to choose who she wants to be with. It doesn’t matter if she is married. She would still choose who she wants to fuck with. That’s why she belongs to multiple alphas.” Uriel ran up to him and swung his feet so hard
“Oh, sorry.” I rubbed the spot once more and pressed it. “Ouch! Take your hands off. Get off me.” He pushed me away. “You wanna burst my fucking skulls open? It hurts.” Smiled at how cute he was. “I’m sorry.” I tried holding in my laughter because of how he was whining. The red spot on his forehead was like the shape of a tomato. It was hilarious. “Are you fucking laughing right now?” I cleared my throat. “No! No! How…how could I laugh when you…” I cleared my throat once more to stop laughing. “When you are in pain.” I finished. He rubbed his forehead once more. The ‘bump’ sound of how he hit his head couldn’t get out of my system. “Come on, let’s move.” He urged me to follow him. We both walked down the staircase and I saw people gathering as both alphas of a pack stood in front of the audience. The both of us listened to what Ragnulf’s father had to say for a few minutes before he called Uriel to come before him. Uriel walked past me as the crowd parted a way for him