Guilt and fear were washing over Harper in waves. She had just released the prisoner—what if he was dangerous?
That realization made her heart thump erratically.
Harper had made the reckless decision to free Saint in the heat of the moment. It seemed like what the moon goddess wanted.
But what if Saint was dangerous?
Even though Saint was dirty and malnourished, there was confidence in his eyes. It threw Harper off her game as she continued to wash the grime off his shoulders.
Had Saint not been malnourished, Harper knew he would be a pretty big man if she were to judge from his height.
Or maybe Saint was always thin?
Regardless, Harper had never seen a man so skinny and broken. Perhaps she underestimated Saint, but he didn't look like he could hurt a fly. He was in grave need of food.
Saint's ribs were visible. Even his blood veins were visible. Saint was sickly thin, and he had many bruises covering his arms. How Saint was still alive was a mystery to Harper.
The man was obviously some type of immortal creature, and it frightened Harper. He didn't smell like a vampire or an elf. No, Saint carried a fragrance Harper couldn't recognize.
The scent reminded her of rain, and Harper couldn't help but notice that Saint's skin seemed to absorb the water she poured over him. If only she knew what type of creature he was...
"What are you thinking about?"
Harper jerked in surprise at Saint's sudden voice. His eyes held hers, and her heart thumped against her ribcage.
"Uh... It's nothing important..."
"I see."
"But there is something important I have to tell you, though. You have to hide inside my room tomorrow," Harper said while washing Saint's long raven-colored hair. It was hanging in clumps.
"How come?"
"So nobody finds you..." Harper moved Saint's hair to one side of his shoulder and froze upon seeing his broad back.
For some reason, Harper's stomach was in knots seeing his fading scars. The man strangely affected her. She was almost scared to touch his shoulders. It seemed too intimate to do with a stranger.
Saint hadn't noticed her reluctance. "Are you saying that you won't be here tomorrow?"
Harper stopped hesitating and continued washing Saint. It was pretty awkward since she had never touched a half-naked man before. Her heart was thumping way too fast.
"Yes. I have classes to attend in the human realm, but I told my butler to block the basement again. He was loyal to my mother. You don't have to worry. My father won't suspect anything for at least a week. He is too busy planning the ball to go into the basement."
Saint turned around to study Harper. The hair around his face made it impossible to see most of his features, but his eyes were intense and beautifully green. Even his eyebrows were expressive.
"Noted."
"And, I know you probably wish to leave the castle, but I think you should wait until I've put some meat on your bones."
Saint blinked. "You're allowing me to eventually leave?"
"Yes?" Harper tilted her head, laughing at the surprise that washed over Saint's features. He reminded her of the distrusting animals she had helped in the past.
"Really?" Saint was shocked.
"You didn't think I would keep you as my prisoner, right? Because that part of your life is over."
Saint sat quietly for a while. "What makes you think I won't hurt you?"
"I don't," Harper admitted. "You're frightening, but even you must have morals, right? Indeed, you wouldn't bite the hand that feeds you. And I'm already planning on sneaking food into my room."
"Why?"
Harper shrugged. "I'm soft-hearted. I don't like to see people suffer, and you're in bad shape, my friend."
Saint turned around in his seat, and Harper took a step back when he invaded her personal space. He was thin, but he was tall and somehow still imposing at this moment.
"Do you think I'm harmless?" Saint asked.
Harper gulped.
Darkness and power seemed to ooze from Saint's pores. His being demanded attention without saying a word, and Harper took a deep breath noticing the air of danger surrounding him. It ensnared Harper despite her reluctance to be near him.
And regardless of Saint being in bad shape, there was an atmosphere of sexuality around him... It was intimidating.
Saint scared Harper.
"No." She breathed. "I don't think you're entirely harmless."
"And you said you were afraid of me?"
Harper had a feeling Saint would see through her lies. Honesty was probably the best idea.
"A little, but..." She bit her bottom lip. "It won't stop me from helping you get back on your feet."
"You seem like a good person," Saint sounded darkly amused as if this was a welcoming surprise to him.
Harper swallowed. "Is that a bad thing?"
"No," Saint's lips curled. "It's just that I'm not a good person..."
Harper froze. The fire that had ignited in Saint's eyes worried her. She also had no idea what to do with this new piece of information. Was Saint plotting something already?
"Do you want to hurt me?" Harper asked.
Saint's eyelashes flickered to meet her gaze. "No."
His answer didn't stop Harper's stomach from churning. "Do you wish to harm my father?"
Hesitation hit Saint. Harper already knew Saint wanted to hurt her father by the way he seemed unable to answer her. Eventually, his voice came out dark and honest.
"Yes," Saint wrinkled his nose in disgust. "Your father and I aren't exactly on friendly terms."
Harper wet her lips while using her brush to sort Saint's hair. Tomorrow she was planning on cutting it for him.
"I understand, but... Please don't hurt those I care about," Harper gave Saint a pleading smile. She hoped it would help her cause. "This is the only thing I ask of you, Saint. Please."
To Harper's surprise, Saint's eyes briefly softened. It was only for a moment, but she had seen him show an emotion that wasn't related to hatred. It gave her hope that maybe Saint wasn't entirely evil.
"Fine."
Saint stared into the castle wall, frozen on the chair to let Harper work through his hair. She hid a smile noticing the shape of a frown underneath Saint's hairy face.
Harper wasn't dumb. She knew Saint wasn't an angel. He had confirmed this himself, but he possessed a consciousness. Or else, Saint wouldn't have listened to her wish.
"It's getting late..." Harper smiled at Saint while cleaning the front of his long bags. She purposely avoided making eye contact, knowing those unexplainable flutters would hit her again.
Saint had no idea what he was supposed to say but felt like he needed to add something. Harper was his mate; he better be on his best behavior if he wished to later seduce her.
"Indeed."
Harper walked away from Saint. "You may sleep in my bed while I take the couch. But would you mind washing your..." She blushed upon having to say the words. "Private parts?"
Saint was stunned for a second. Harper's embarrassment spoke volumes about her sexual experience. Saint had suspected Harper was a virgin, but now it was confirmed. It pleased him.
"Of course," Saint said. "But I can take the couch."
"No, don't be silly!" Harper dismissed his words with her hand. "You're my guest and should be treated as such. And you've been locked up for decades—doesn't my bed look inviting to you?"
As surprising as it was, Saint could feel himself smile. It didn't happen very often. He was a grumpy man, but he found his mate's kindness endearing. She was the complete opposite of himself.
Standing up, Saint faced Harper. "Thank you."
Harper felt a tingle when Saint flashed her a brief smile. He didn't seem like the kind of man that smiled often. He was brooding and silent, not her type of man at all. Yet electricity coursed through her veins when Saint showed her gratitude.
An insecure smile took over Harper's lips. "You're welcome."
Saint continued smiling, and Harper smiled back. For some odd reason, her heart was wildly thumping. It caused her to stand frozen in the doorframe until dark humor took hold of Saint's face.
"Uh..." Saint scratched the back of his neck and bit back a smile. He was wearing rags to hide his manhood and didn't want Harper to see him fully naked just yet. "Are you just going to stand there all day?"
Harper blinked and blushed when she realized she had been dumbly staring at Saint. She shouldn't be drawn to Saint. He was potentially dangerous, yet something about him had her insides simmering and screaming with want.
"Sorry," Harper apologized. "I will make your bed and then sleep on the couch. Good night, Saint."
Harper wasn't sure if she imagined the amused curl to Saint's lips before he said. "Good night, Harper."
Harper's dream was different as she slept on the couch.Instead of facing her mate, she watched his muscular back from afar. He was standing on a hill in front of the castle in the Autumn air. Werewolves were racing toward him in their wolf forms. Leaves circled from the sky, wolves howled at the skies, and anxiety immediately struck Harper.She knew the werewolves weren't friendly. Their paws hit the ground as they violently leaped forward. She could feel their anger from a mile away. These werewolves were here to kill.So why didn't her mate escape?Snarling and growling could be heard coming closer. It made Harper's chest fill with fear. Again, she asked herself why her mate wasn't running away? If he continued standing there, he would be killed!Even though this was a dream, Harper shouted. "Please, move! Run! Get away from the hill, or you will die!"As expected, her mate didn't pick up on her voice. Instead, he peculiarly lifted his hands and fingers. A chant left his lips, and
The words used to describe Saint in the past were: aggressive, unfriendly, monstrous, untamed, bloodthirsty, and treacherous. He had been a monster and someone everyone had feared. People ran when they saw him. Whole cities had left their homes, and Saint had never had any friends. Things were different now. Harper was friendly and innocent, the complete opposite of Saint. She was precious and someone he wanted to protect. He was already falling so hard for his mate. Perhaps it could help him become a better person? Saint smiled at the thought, but his senses snapped to life once he heard humming coming from outside the door. He inhaled the air and repressed the urge to growl. The air didn't carry the scent of Harper. No, this was someone else. A butler? Regardless of their identity, Saint couldn't let them find him. If anyone found out Saint was set free, they would capture him and chain him inside the basement again! "Harper?" It was a man speaking. "Are you awake?" Frowni
Smiling, Harper looked up at the setting sun in relief. Soon, she would get to see Saint's face again. She had thought this day would never end. Every minute at school had felt like an entire lifetime. But now, Harper was finally walking down the street with Tanja and Frida. "Ryan is so cute," Frida swooned and touched her cheek while thinking of the guy she was dating. "He came to my house with homemade cinnamon buns. Regardless of my father's glares, my parents eventually opened up to him. No one can resist his baking."Harper smiled. "Ryan sounds like a great guy.""Indeed," Tanja agreed and wagged her eyebrows meaningly. "When do we get to meet him?""Huh?" Frida blushed. "Guys, I just started dating Ryan—you're not meeting him anytime soon!"Harper grinned. "Ah, young love!"Tanja put her hand to her forehead. "Indeed... It's so beautiful... Dazzling, really...""Guys, stop! It's embarrassing!" Frida was entirely red in the face. Ryan was the first guy she had ever dated. "Why
Today was the day to try dresses for the upcoming ball. Unfortunately, Harper wasn't looking forward to it. Testing fabrics and getting free acupuncture by the dressmaker didn't sound like fun. Harper knew she would be injured, so she was unwilling to leave her bed. She rolled around in the morning light. Birds were singing outside the castle, and Harper parted her lips in surprise. Saint was lying on his stomach in her kingsized bed. Harper blinked in surprise and then blushed—that's right! How could Harper have forgotten?! She had given her bed to Saint, but somehow she had forgotten about it during a bathroom visit at night! Now Harper was lying next to Saint, who still wasn't awake. His broad back was naked, and his thick hair fell into his face and hid his muscular arms. Yet there was no denying Saint had transformed from a skeleton into an intimidating behemoth. Saint probably needed to turn a bit to get through doors now. He was a tank of a man, and Harper's heart gallope
After sharing breakfast with Saint, Harper was standing inside an airless room with the dressmaker. Her nose could barely gather any oxygen, and Harper suspected the windows were never opened to ventilate this room.It made Harper want to head outside. The weather was lonely. Sunlight shone through the windows, and birds were singing. Harper would have loved to take Saint out for a walk, but sadly, she was stuck inside this room."Ouch! Be careful, please?!" Harper cried out while wearing a blue satin dress. It brought out the blue from her eyes and looked good with the dark brown color of her hair, but the fabric sat way too tight. Penny, the dressmaker, glared up at her. "If you stood still, it wouldn't hurt, young lady. You're making it harder than necessary to put the needles in place. Stop dancing around.""I think you're pulling the fabric too tightly around me. I feel like I'm wearing a second skin," Harper grimaced. "And I'm shaking because you're clumsy with the needles!"A
When Harper wandered back into her room to eat lunch, Saint was already waiting for her by the door. Harper couldn't peel her eyes off him. Large arms were parked over his mighty chest, and his shirt sleeves were rolled up. The muscles in Saint's arms were huge and exposed. Harper wanted to touch them, maybe even lick them if Saint would allow it.Harper realized she sounded crazy, but...Saint looked like sex-on-a-stick if you ignored the hair on his face. But it frightened Harper how he lacked respect for her personal space. Saint behaved like a giant cat that got straight in her face."H-hello... "Harper nervously said."What is that smell?" Saint questioned. "W-what do you mean?" Harper asked.She tried to keep eye contact with Saint, but her curious gaze had a mind of its own. It crept over Saint and made her absorb him. And Harper gulped at what she saw.She couldn't help but notice how Saint made Asher's clothes look like they were from the children's section. The sweatpants
Harper ate her soup in silence, bending her head to eye her father across the table. Since entering the kitchen, he hadn't spoken a word. Yet Harper knew her father was pleased since her dress was finally ready. The upcoming ball seemed more important to her father than Harper. She could already see her father was looking pleased. He probably longed for the weekend to come.Finally, Harper would pick a man to marry. It meant a new beginning for the Sun pack, but for Harper, the ball symbolized the end of her freedom. No longer would she be able to find her mate.Though lately, there had been another agenda on Harper's mind. She wished to know more about Saint. Hopefully, her father had the answers she was looking for. Now Harper needed to enter a conversation about Saint without drawing suspicion.Harper cleared her throat. "Can I ask something?"Her father looked up. As usual, he was wearing a suit and a cravat. His bushy eyebrows were combed, and his lips formed a frown. It looked
Anxiety hit Harper when she woke up without Saint sleeping in her bed. His large frame could usually be found sleeping only inches away from her, but not this morning. Instead, Saint's side had been neatly folded, making Harper's eyes skip around the room. Where had the behemoth gone?The door to Harper's balcony was opened. A wind hit her face while sunlight danced in through the curtains. The birds chirped happily outside, but Saint was nowhere inside Harper's room. It made loneliness wrap around her heart. Saint had promised to be at the ball... So why had he left Harper in the middle of the night?Confused, Harper swung her feet out of her bed. Typically, Harper always shared breakfast with Saint. It was something she looked forward to every morning. Grief pierced her heart. Nothing in this world could repair the blackhole growing inside Harper's chest. Well, except for Saint coming back through the balcony. Unfortunately, Harper knew Saint wouldn't return, or else he hadn't
Epilogue Years Later Harper sat on the balcony, watching her and Saint's daughter, Caroline, playing in the big garden. She was laughing while their golden retriever chased her around a rose bush. "You can't catch me, Bobby! You're too slow!" BARK BARK!! A smile curled Harper's lips as she listened to Caroline's giggles. Her floral dress was dancing in the winds. And Bobby, the golden retriever, was trying his hardest to get to her. Life was great. Mating with Saint hadn't made Harper into an eternal creature. She wasn't immortal but had remained the same. Instead, finishing the mating ritual had bound Saint's life to hers, and they would die together. It meant Saint could finally rest the day Harper died of old age, which made him happy since he didn't want to keep living on forever without his beloved mate. "So it's here you're sitting all by yourself? Where is my invitation, huh?" Harper looked up, meeting Saint's brilliant smile. Now looking younger than her, Saint wa
It should have felt awkward that Saint had come out of nowhere and plowed his way back into Harper's life. But it didn't. Even if they had spent months apart, all the feelings remained intact. The mate-bond sizzled between them as Saint pushed open the doors to the castle. No one else was awake, but the nymph made sure to shape-shift back into his more humane self. Harper was still caught in his beefy arms. She looked up into her mate's eyes and blushed. And even though she enjoyed the closeness, she wet her lips and forced herself to say, "You can put me down. I can walk up the stairs myself." "What if I don't want to?" Saint shot back with a smirk. "What if I want to keep you tucked safely in my arms and never let you go?" The playfulness in his eyes made little knots spread over her skin. Bees and butterflies buzzed in her belly. She hadn't seen Saint in forever. It made her weaker than usual to his silent charm. And her last resistance broke as she reached out her hand to
Harper was on a mission. She knew that the feeling of something calling her hadn't been imaginary. Whatever was out there on that icy lake had spoken to her soul and reached into her heart. Therefore, she threw on her clothes in the dark and snuck down the stairs while holding a lantern. Her mittens warmed her hands, her earmuffs covered her ears, and she wore a bomber jacket—Harper was ready. She carefully opened the door, hoping no one would hear her leave the castle behind. Tanja thought she was crazy, as did the rest of her friends. They thought losing her mate had driven Harper mad; maybe they were right, but Harper needed to get out there on the lake. The reason was that Harper believed in miracles. She was pregnant with Saint's child, which proved that blessings were real. Saint had told her nymphs couldn't have children, but here she was. Perhaps more incredible things could happen?Harper didn't know, but she had hope. It gave her the strength to walk through the sno
HarperSix Months Later"Dear Saint," Harper leaned against the big tree Saint had become after the battle six months ago. "As you may know, I'm pregnant. The baby belongs to you, and sometimes when I sit here, I want to bawl my eyes out... Why did you have to go?"With quivering lips, Harper wiped away tears with her mittens. "I know it's a horrible thing to ask for... But sometimes... Sometimes I wish I could be where you are... I know I'm pregnant, and while I love our baby, I'm... I'm unsure how to do this on my own... How am I supposed to handle parenthood on my own?"Harper's eyes traveled to where Tanya and Jack were making snow angels, and then she blinked at Frida and Asher standing further away. Everyone seemed to have found their happiness. Everyone except Harper because she had lost it. She had lost Saint. And the pain was constant. It didn't come in waves. No. The grief made her want to constantly cry. Even now, Harper fought her tears. She was all alone and didn't
Saint was deathly tired. He had used most of the magic flowing through him, and enemies were still coming in. He needed to recover, but there wasn't time. Harper was carrying him on her back but was tackled by another werewolf. She whimpered, and Saint flew down in the grass.It hurt as he bounced into a bush, and he coughed. Jack was screeching above them in his wyvern-form, blasting wolves with ice, but more and more enemies were appearing. There wasn't an end to them. So many packs wanted only one thing: get to the portal underneath the castle. They were fighting to the last breath to reach it, and Saint widened his eyes upon seeing Harper scream."No, get off me! You fucking cunt! Ouch, you bit me! Let go!" Harper was no longer in her wolf form. She had turned back to a human from exhaustion and punched at werewolves trying to murder her. Her legs kicked and flared, and blood splattered over the grass.This was bad.This was so fucking bad.Further away, Asher was being torn a
Jack couldn't relax, and his heart wouldn't stop pounding. The mate he claimed he didn't want, Tanja, was out conjuring up spells to throw at the werewolves attacking the castle. She was screaming and fighting, doing everything to eliminate the enemy. A sight to behold and watch.Jack worried about her, but he was supposed to protect the alpha he worked for. Liam was supposed to be his mission, not Tanja.Yet his eyes kept steering back to Tanja as she defeated werewolf after werewolf. His little witch was terrific to watch. Her hair swept around her face, and her eyes doe-eyes were huge with battle spirit. Looking at her made Jack's heart clamor.He had opened up to Tanja and told her about Clara. And Tanja? His mate had been hanging on his every word. She had listened to him so patiently that he experienced flutters simply breathing the same air as her.Tanja was amazing.But Jack could tell she was growing tired. The last couple of spells had been sloppy. Tanja's legs weren't
It was nothing short of frightening to wake up to snarling werewolves. Harper opened her eyes in haste and blinked up at Saint. She was in his arms, cradled to his chest while roots grew from his legs.His skin had taken a more greenish gue, and his eyes were eerie black while he hissed at the werewolves surrounding them. His voice came out loud and melodic, like a singing siren. But Harper knew it was a warning to the wolves. His legs had turned into tree trunks, and some of the roots came up from the ground to grab two werewolves coming for them. Whimpers filled the air as Saint's roots and vines curled around them. It was frightening to watch. Harper shuddered as the werewolves were hit against the ground multiple times until they no longer moved."I'm sorry you have to witness this," Saint told Harper, tightening his grip around her. "But it seems the castle is about to get attacked by some unknown pack. Some of the werewolves are headed there, while others are here in the woo
Harper was excited about her training with Saint. She was waiting for him in the garden outside the castle. The flowers were dancing around her feet in the wind. There were only a few clouds in the sky—the perfect weather conditions. "Nice to see that you're in time."Harper turned around to the sound of Saint's voice. He hadn't spent the night with her because he claimed he wouldn't be able to keep his hands to himself. But when Harper's eyes landed on his toned body, she was suddenly the only one wondering how to focus. Saint waltzed toward her, wearing only a pair of tight grey sweatpants that hugged his bubble butt and showcased his v-lines. Tanned skin, abs, and a confident smirk—Harper was already close to experiencing withdrawal symptoms. She wanted to touch him!"Harper?"Saint gave her a questioning look when Harper repeatedly blinked, and she plastered on a smile. "Yes?"He bit back a laugh. "Did you listen to me?""Uh..." She blushed. "Not really.""Because what I said
When Saint arrived at the sunset island, Harper laughed so much that she fell off her mate's head. "I can't believe you accidentally swallowed a freaking seagull!"Saint caught Harper in his palm while desperately grasping for air. His eyes were red from tears, and he could barely breathe. It felt like there were feathers in his throat. And the cherry on top was that the freaking seagull hadn't been tasty either—Saint was confident the bird had been so scared it had shat itself when he ate it!"I think I'm going to be sick..." Saint pulled himself up on the sandy beach and made sounds that reminded Harper of a puking dog. "I hate my life, Harper... The seagull tasted like... Tasted like shit!"Harper cracked up and rolled off Saint's palm into the warm sand. Her rib cage hurt from laughing so much. "You're such a scary-looking guy, but really such a goofball!""Don't laugh at me..." Saint transformed back into his original, tanned self and coughed up a feather. He grimaced. "I need s