Charlie and I visit a bowling alley. He has always wanted to bowl. We played and I taught him how to bowl. He failed countless times but won just once. He was over the moon when he scored one. I bought him a popsicle as a gift. I was broke, but I had to scrape out cash from where I never thought I'd scraped just to make this boy happy today. He was indeed happy. He giggled and laughed as he rode an automatic toy horse. Later I took him to play dodgeball. It was really fun. Charlie was literally the sweetest person in our family. He's the light in my brother's world and I really loved the kid. By the time we played all the games, I was completely broke by the end of the day.
We stopped at a small diner to eat and I bought him a small plate of dessert. I didn't order anything, I just went through the pictures I took as Charlie ate. I lock the screen of my phone and place it down on the table as I smile at Charlie. " Enjoying yourself?" I ask. He doesn't answer, just nods. I sigh and look around the diner. It's Saturday evening and a lot of customers are beginning to step inside. The bell on top of the door rings, signaling their new customer. I stare at this new customer and cuss underneath my breath. All of a sudden, the place seems small in the presence of my boss, Killian Black. He's dressed in a dark green denim jacket, and black pants. I don't get to stare at him for too long because his eyes meet mine at once. He's surprised to see me. His eyebrows shoot up and then he stalks to my table. I quickly scan him upside down and God, he is looking incredibly good looking dressed so casual. He's wearing a dark turtle neck shirt underneath his dark green jacket. He looks like every other guy, except he's fucking handsome. His golden brown hair is styled perfectly and it matches his golden skin. Why does he have to look this sexy and handsome? I don't miss the eyes of men and women that stare at him as he walks gracefully towards my table. Men envy this man, and women wants to have sex with him. " Man, fuck my life." I mutter underneath my breath. " Checking me out already?" My boss asks, with a slight smirk gracing his cold demeanor. I've never really seen him genuinely smile or laugh before, even on TV. He's always so cold, collected, with a permanent scowl-like look on his face. It's always this one sided smirk and forced smile. What's it with wealthy men and powerful men? Speaking of wealthy and powerful, why's he here? In a local diner like this one? Killian stops next to our table, his eyes taking in Charlie and for a mini second, he looks more surprised and disappointed. He thinks he's my kid. I should laugh because it's funny but I don't, because my boss is already next to me as he speaks. " Who knew you had a kid." Killian says and sits down next to me. I try not to think too much at our close proximity or his rich, expensive cologne that just occupies my brain cells all of a sudden. I'm having that weird feeling at the pit of my stomach again. Whatever this weird feeling is, it needs to stop. Killian Black isn't the man I should be attracted to. " He's not my kid." I say softly as I try not to look at my boss who's staring at me and Charlie at the same time. " Yeah?" I feel him smirk and I make the mistake of staring at him. His perfect – God I hate myself that I had to use that word 'perfect' to describe his eyes. His gray eyes stares into my dark ones and I look away. " He's my nephew. My brother's kid."" Interesting." Killian looks away. " Hi. I'm Charlie." Charlie says to Killian. He's never been good with strange people or new people, but strangely enough, he's comfortable with Killian." Hello." Killian smiles at Charlie. A sly one sided smile. I know he doesn't smile, at least not a genuine one, so I'm not surprised at his one sided sly smile. " I'm…"" Killian Black." Charlie says. " I know you."" Really?" Killian asks, genuinely surprised and interested that my little nephew knew who he was. " Yeah. You made that talking lady app thingy that also switches your light off and on. I've seen you on TV too. And Naomi always talks about you. She watches you a lot on TV anytime she drops by my Nana's place." Charlie says and licks his lips off chocolates." What?" I exclaim and bite the inside of my cheeks. See why you shouldn't do certain things in the presence of kids? You think they're not watching, but they're always watching and they embarrass you when you least expect it. My boss is an arrogant egotistical asshole. Telling him that just increases his ego by two. He might even start to think I'm attracted to him and I'm like every other woman who's on the line to know what he looked down there below his belt. Ugh..." Really?" Killian whispers and turns to look at me. There's a glint of amusement in his eyes as he stares at me. His lips curl the slightest as he watches me. " That's not true." I defend myself at once. " Charlie?" I playfully glare at my nephew. He blushes and looks down at his plate." I don't talk about you. Maybe I do, a little. But please don't flatter yourself and think that maybe I talk good stuff about you. Definitely not."" Yeah? Hey Charlie, does she say good things about me?" Killian asks. I glare at my boss as I turn to give my nephew an eye signal. Charlie smirks and looks down at his plate. I hear Killian chuckle silently underneath his breath. He turns to look at me again. " What are you doing here?" He asks instead. " I should be asking you that. What are you doing here?"" You know I'm still your boss right? You seem to forget sometimes." He asks and I bite my lip. I sigh and look anywhere else but my boss. He's staring at me and it's making me uncomfortable. Why's he here? Why's he sitting next to me and making me feel uncomfortable by this close proximity? " Why are you here? I mean... sitting in my booth." I ask softly. " Because I want to." He answers at once. I scoff and chuckle underneath my breath. Right. He is here because he wants to. " Naomi, can I get the chocolate and strawberry pie? You know it's one of my favorites." Charlie says, biting his bottom lip as he stares at me with big doe eyes. " I'm sorry, honey, not today." I say to my nephew. This kid have no idea that I'm broke as fuck right now. Before I pulled the stunt that I pulled yesterday, which I'm sure I'm already jobless, I hadn't collected my monthly check and it's just the middle of the month. " Please. It's my birthday, remember?" Charlie pouts, with his bottom lip out. He puckered his bottom lip, with big puppy eyes. He knows I can do anything for him each time he stares at me like that. Shit. I hate that my boss is here. I don't want to give him that idea and impression that I'm broke and I can't give my nephew what he wanted. I'm not broke, well a little broke, agreed. But I can afford the simplest things out there if I wasn't saving money to go back to school and get my masters degree. " It's fine." Killian Black says at once. " No…" Before I can stop him, he's already calling the attention of the waitress and she's heading towards our table." You don't have to. I don't want you to." I protest. Killian ignores my existence and hands the waitress a bill, giving her a specific order to get Charlie whatever he needs. I bite my lip and stare at my nephew who's all jittery and happy on his seat opposite my boss and I. " We have a lot to talk about." Killian whispers for my ears only. " Yeah?" I scoff. " The last time I checked, you owe me an apology on behalf of your manwhore friend." I grit out. Killian Black turns to look at me, I bite my lip out of instinct. His gaze shifts from my eyes to my bottom lip and I look away from him to Charlie who's staring at us with a small smile. " You seem to talk a lot, Naomi. And you don't listen either. Do you?" Killian speaks softly, with his gray eyes staring at me, taking every info of all the imperfections in my face. The waitress comes back with a big pie. It smells really nice and beautiful. She drops it on the table, along with a milkshake. " This is too much sugar for him." I complain. " Thank you, Killian." Charlie says. Killian gives him a small smile. " You're welcome. Assume that's my birthday gift for you. Happy birthday by the way." " Thanks." Charlie smiles and starts to eat. Killian surprises me when his hand rests on my arm, gently tugging me to come with him. I look down at his hand on my arm and slowly at his eyes. I try to ignore the weird electric feeling I'm feeling at the pit of my stomach." Come on. A word? Outside." Killian speaks softly." Why?" Killian rolls his eyes and tug at my arm again, I restrain. " I get it. I work for you, maybe I used to work for you. You still don't have to treat me like this." I grit out in a whisper" You really want to do this Naomi?" He grits out. " Cause a scene? In front of your sweet little nephew and the customers? When are you just gonna listen without having to cause a fight?" Killian says softly as he stares at me. His hand is on my arm. Slowly he lets go. " And I'm treating you nice, princess, you should see the way I treat other people. Come on. Outside." Killian stands up and Charlie's head jerks up to stare at my boss. " See you around, Charlie." Killian pat his head and walks towards the exit. Did he just call me princess? Princess? Should I even be offended or amused?" I'm gonna be back. Just sit here okay. I won't stay long." I say to Charlie." Okay. I'll be fine." He gives me a small smile and I get up. What does he even want from me?" Do you have to do that?" I ask once I step outside the diner." Are you always annoying?" He asks. We're at the parking lot of the diner, and thankfully no one can see us. " And are you always bossy?" I ask him. Killian doesn't say a word as he stares at me. I scoff and cross my arms. " You didn't have to get my nephew that."" It's just a pie, not a fucking house. Stop thinking about it." He says and licks his lip. I try not to focus on his red full lips but I fail and he catches me staring. I look away not before I see a sly smirk on my boss's lips. " Also you didn't have to call me princess." I say sternly and cross my arms. Maybe I should have ignored his use of pet names but I need to drop it out there that I'm not interested in him and I'm not one of his girls. " And why's that?"" Why? Because I'm not interested in whatever game you're trying to play."" Games?" Killian asks, thrusting his hands inside his pocket. " I don't know Mr. Black. I'm not interested. You're not even my type." Killian pauses at once, taking in my word and registering every meaning behind it. He smirks, for a second as he looks around the parking lot. " Right." He mutters and clears his throat. " Why did you leave the club this morning?" He asks, bringing his gaze back to me. " Why did you ask me to sit and drink with you?" I ask him my own question that's been bothering my mind. Killian stares at me, for the first time today, his eyes stare at me from my head to my toe. He doesn't even try to be subtle as he stares at my body. I shift my weight from one foot to another at his brooding stares. I've never felt this way before because a guy is staring at me. Well my boss is just not any other guy. He's Killian Black. An arrogant Billionaire who always gets what he wants. His stares make me conscious of myself and he's not looking away. I stare down at my blue crop top and black boyfriend jeans and white sneakers. My hair is in a ponytail, with little strands at the sides of my face. Finally he looks away, not before I hear him mutter 'fuck.' underneath his breath. " You don't get to ask questions, Naomi. And ever since I met you, you've been doing just that and it's fucking annoying."" And why's that Killian? Why do you get to ask questions and I don't get to ask mine?" Killian raises his eyebrows in bafflement, not for once backing down from his stares. " Killian?" He whispers, as if testing his own name on his tongue. His cold, brooding, and domineering stares leave my body, and for a second I can breathe properly." I mean Mr. Black." I correct myself, with my arms still crossed against my chest. " You sure are feisty, aren't you?" Killian turns to look at me again, raising his eyebrows as if daring me to speak. " And stubborn." He adds as he continues to stare at me. I might work for this man, but I never for once thought this day might come. I have been working in the shadows ever since I got a job in Club K. Killian Black didn't know I existed and I was happy about that. And ever since he knew I worked for him, I don't like the feeling that he's just getting started at turning my world upside down. And now I find myself asking why is he interested in me all of a sudden? What exactly does he want me from? Why me? Why did he even ask me to sit down and drink with him? There are so many questions going through my head and I need answers. " What do you want from me?" I ask him the one question that's been bothering me." What do you think I want from you?" His voice comes out hoarse, deep, God, fucking sexy. It sends a weird vibration down my back and I'm breathing weirdly. My boss is in front of me, too close and I can't breathe. I can smell his cologne, and him standing so close to me right now makes me small. He's tall, I have to crane my neck upwards to stare at him. Killian stares down at me, dark gray eyes staring into my dark eyes, watching me, observing me. God he's fucking mysterious. And annoyingly attractive. And I hate that I find him attractive. I hate that my body responds this way with his mere words. What am I gonna do if his hands are on my body? Faint? Hell no. Before he laid his eyes on me, I've never acted this way before, and him suddenly finding me interesting all of a sudden shouldn't change anything. I try to tell myself that. I'm just in one of my phases. This weird attraction will pass given time. Definitely. Hopefully. " What do you think I want from you, Naomi?" He asks again, this time in a whisper. I bite my lip and draw in a deep sharp breath through my slightly parted lips." I don't know. Maybe, you tell me." I tell him, thanking myself for my little act of not showing him I'm intimidated by him or as if his deep voice isn't doing something to me right now." Do I make you uncomfortable?" He asks suddenly. I bite my bottom lip, with Killian's eyes shifting from my eyes to my lip. " Yes." I breathe out. " You make me uncomfortable." I don't know if he's just too egotistical or a complete asshole, he doesn't show any emotions as he stares at me. Killian moves back from me, giving me space to breathe properly. I can't look into his eyes. I don't like how they make me feel each time he stares at me with his gray eyes that hold a lot of different emotions. Emotions that I can't interpret. To say he's mysterious, it's an understatement. He's intimidating. It's quiet between us as our eyes locked. None of us backed down from this intense eye contact and weird sexual tension between us. " I need you to come back to work tomorrow. No further questions. And try your best not to slap more people." He says and I watch him turn his broad back to walk towards his car. I don't notice the two bodyguards or whatever they're, standing next to a black expensive car. " By the way…" Killian stops to turn to look at me. " You should quit hiding your body with these heavy baggy clothes that look like parachutes." He says and continues his walk." It's called boyfriend jeans." I call out to him. " Dick." I mutter that last part. " I heard that, Naomi." Killian Black says and stops outside his car, with the bodyguard opening the backseat door for him to enter. " And it's big." Killian smirks and winks at me. What? I stand on my spot with an open mouth as I stare at my boss disappearing into the backseat of his car. The guard shuts the door while he scrambles into the passenger's seat and closes the door behind him. I watch the car drive out of the parking lot with my mouth still slightly opened. Did Killian Black just flirt with me?" You know your boss wants to fuck you right?" Bianca asks as she applies make-up on my face. I glare at her from underneath my lashes. She looks at me and chuckles. " What?" I roll my eyes, staying still as she continues her makeup on my face. It's Saturday evening and Bianca and I are getting ready to party at Bart's. The club where her new boyfriend or fuck buddy Lucky, is a DJ. I don't feel like partying really, but that will offend Bianca. I already promised her this morning before I took Charlie out that we were gonna party together. Plus, her boyfriend, Dean, broke her heart and she needs me to be there for her. To be there for her, means getting wasted tonight. I'm a lightweight. Two glasses in and I don't recognize myself anymore. " Are you really avoiding this topic?" Bianca asks, closing her makeup kit. She plugs in a curling iron to curl my hair. I shake my head and stare at her. " What do you want me to say?" I ask her, biting my lip. " Well...I don't know
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