Chapter 5: Alpha’s Thirst Tease

Arnold's POV

"When I was 25-years old, I took my little brothers on a long camping trip to the Northern woods of Wisconsin. We had been making the trip from Chicago for years but after our dad passed away, we decided to keep the tradition going. It is the perfect opportunity for family bonding and have some outdoor adventure. While we were staying at a state campground, one of the park rangers came by our camping area to warn us of pending severe weather.

I think the guy was around 30 years old or something? From there on, he seemed cool and nice so we started talking and from the way he was behaving and acting physically I got the sense he was interested in me.

I’ve never been attracted to other men, but there was just something about him that I liked and I felt attracted to him. Hard to explain. Maybe it was his cologne? Just before we left, he stopped by our camp to wish us goodbye and a safe trip and he also said he’d be visiting Chicago the next weekend. When I gave him my number, I knew exactly what I was doing or maybe I didn't.

But I didn't mind exchanging contacts at all. Sure enough, when he arrived in town, he called and asked if we could hang out. After a call or two I ended up going to his hotel and we ended up getting it on. Nothing serious.

He went down on me and I tried doing the same but wasn’t very good at it and that made me a bit embarrassed. After what we shared. I never heard from him again. Does this mean I’m gay? I don’t think so. I think labels do more harm than good..." Mr I don't even know his name continued talking because my fucking mind is going crazy since the last event, it wasn't an event.

Damn it, it was a moment that couldn't leave my mind no matter how hard I try to concentrate on this guy's opinion, story or is it a question? The only thing I could agree with him is

"You are right, it was definitely his cologne" " Arnold, will you like to share your insight?"

"Huh, well. Please let everyone finish first" Didn't realize I said that out loud till I answered Biggie's question absentmindedly.

I am currently at a closed support group for gays or men confused about their sexuality , we just got this rather too large building as a support center from the LGTBQ UN committee when they heard about the success stories of what we do. Courtesy of this building that comes with a private beach that this guy and I git caught in the moment and I don't even know his name, that's some will night which I don't regret at all.

Currently, a middle aged young man was in front of the group of seven men pouring out his heart while I am her pondering on me.

I didn't know what came over my head to challenge him like that but I don't regret any bit of it.There was no dull moment with him from the first time I went to stop him from embarrassing himself. It was all goofy and cute for a big guy like him. "Biggie really hilarious!"

This still cracks me up. "Dr. Arnold, did you whisper something?" Damn it. "No, no I just remembered something and needed to memorize it.Sorry for the interruption"

Biggie looked at me quizzingly before he signaled for oh ,it's another guy to keep talking. Didn't even know when the first bit finished and this one came up but oh well.

I shrugged avoiding the curious side glances. I am normally more composed and attentive than this. I like the fact that he takes up challenges which really means he will work hard too.

I know and can feel he was sad and needed some company or relief or both but the bottles of drinks he kept drowning wouldn't help. I can beat that from awful experience , especially when I came out newly as gay to my parents back home.

Till my then boyfriend Logan taught me how to let out steam while gyming. At least that aggression won't be to waste when my body gets in shape and teased Fabiola, I sighed. He is a story for another day , now where was I? I like the fact that he trusted me enough to get into my car and drive all the way here.

I took a drink or two but I can hold my liquor. It was done enough to not get us killed beside my car which has it's safety advantages.

And besides, my field requires me to have some physiological skills to make us appear more trustworthy to patients, especially in this field of my work. He obviously thought it was a joke till I threw the first punch and then we started.

There was something about everything that night but the tension was real. Oh how I want to describe his body in detail but I dished my glasses for some fun but what I do remember vividly and clearly is his hair, it was so beautifully styled and shiny.

Couldn't help it but brushed the cute strands that were covering his jaw-dropping face structure. I tackled him down and he didn't even bulge, I could sense his breath hiking up so was mine.

My body was all over him and I was grateful for taking off my jacket before we started wrestling on the beach because this way I could feel his hard muscle under mine.

The way the half moon was saying down his face was too magical and getting unresistable, this hot guy under me doesn't look like the kind of gays that go about wearing heels and colour dresses.

He was in all form an alpha male, I was scared of going further at first but when I felt his ground grow harder underneath me. Damn, I couldn't control my urge anymore , his eyes were still closed when I gently pressed my lips on him, his lips were frozen.

No reaction at first but then he started ressisting and didn't know what came over me and the energy to tackle his arms above him and went down on his lips with full force.

He tried shaking his head but softly began to let me in and it was like a thousand stars clashing. The feel, I could get high just kissing this hunk of a guy.

His hands were still placed over his head and we kissed for like eternity in that position till I felt him moan when our hard ground grinded over the thin sheets of material covering us. At this point, it was my eyes closed thinking of all things pleasure.

Damn! Then I remembered this guy is drunk and oh my goodness. I quickly stood up from his body, dragging my hair back and hissing. This is so wrong and so right.

He opened his eyes and say up on his elbow , looking at me with a blank stare and I couldn't make out any emotions on his face

"Sorry man, I didn't mean for this to happen. I swear " I said, cussing at my irresponsible behavior. I have always had everything under control, till mr quarterback player that bragged about gyms expert. I waited for him to say anything, anything at all and I still got the blank look. Okay at least any reaction? None too.

I folded my hands as we stared at each other. I tried my best to take everything in, too scared that this might be the last time I will set my eyes on this guy.

"Okay, can I drive you home or should I calm a taxi? '' His eyes widened in realization and he brought out his phone from his back pocket. Checking something , I hope it's same to assume it's the time because he hissed loudly. Stood up aggressively and picked his shoe heading for the exit without even backward glance.

This is the most exciting thing that has happened to me since I moved to Kingston city but the best way to describe my euphoric state us that " I am screwed ".

The clapping around brought me back to life as I saw the men standing up as shaking hands or patting backs. Ahh, finally the meeting has come to an end. I took my phone out and went to a far corner pretending to take a call, because I wouldn't have any words of encouragement or advice to anyone today.

" Everyone is gone, just you and I. Confess?"

"Confess what Biggie" I answered with a chuckle "Never saw you this distracted at a meeting like this before, you have always been an apt listener "

"But I paid attention and heard everything"

"Okay...? What happened when the second guy got married?" He asked, folding his huge hands. He was not called Biggie for the wrong reasons.

"They adopted a child of course " I did confidently, hoping it's the right answer. He just shook his head "When you are ready to talk, I am just a walk or talk away"

Your choice, he said sitting my back before going to help the cleaning service guy arrange back the chairs that were kept in a circular manner.

I let out a sigh of relief and tried my best to think of something else, like the health project I and my supervisor are working on but wait a minute , maybe I should pay Kingston university a visit during one of their football matches? I reasoned as I zoomed back to the hospital for my call duty.