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2024-10-29 19:42:56We laid on the bed breathing heavily. I was drenched in sweat, massage oils, and cum. Lots and lots of it. My head on his chest listening to his heartbeat slowing down. His hands playing with my hair that he had fisted and tugged on, pulling it until it hurt so good not so long ago. As his breathing slowed down he whispered sweet words of love and praise that made me smile so wide I felt like my cheeks would break.
"You were amazing."
"My baby girl, I'm so proud of you."
"Hush, just breathe in deep. Deep breathes through the mouth, exhale through the nose. Just like that. Good girl."
I followed his instructions to a T. He would clarify if I asked politely. I was a good girl and loved hearing the praise. This man was my boss, my Daddy Dom, and my lover. It all seemed like some fucked up fantasy dream that I was bound to wake up from at any moment.
But minutes went by and we just laid their wide awake even though we hadn't slept a wink. I had no idea
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