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Pain Into Power

Author: Ali Parker
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Killian

“I trust you, Killian Ricci, with my life.”

Sera’s words lingered in my mind like syrup, sticky and sweet. Trust was a huge factor amongst the syndicate, but when it came to people outside of my own family, well, trust had no place in the mafia.

Which was why a mother and daughter were plotting to kill the man who betrayed them.

At least some Bianchis were redeemable.

But could I trust Sera? Was I capable of trusting someone in any capacity?

I entrusted a lot of things to Tommaso; I trusted him to have my back and carry out my word. I trusted him through thick and thin.

Sera? I trusted her to a fault.

Maybe it was time I admitted it.

I ran my fingers through her hair, feeling the warmth of her skin, the warmth of her breath as it filled the empty, dark space of my soul. I lost myself in the blue depths of her eyes, forgot my name at the sight of her slightly parted lips, drowned in her lavender scent.

“I trust you, Serafina Bianchi,” I murmured like a promise. Tears sprang to
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