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III. Meeting you in my worse day

Author: Meraki
last update Huling Na-update: 2024-08-13 18:55:00

HE REALLY have a girlfriend now. Paano? Gaano na sila katagal? why did he hid it from her? and why—

Mariing napapikit si Astria nang makalabas nang lobby nang hotel, kasabay nang malamig na panahon ang pagbagsak nang damdamin nya.

Ang galing nya naman magtago. Hindi manlang nya namalayang may girlfriend pala eto.

She suddenly remembered last month nung bumisita sila sa bahay nila Cian. Lolo Carlos always joked about their engagement tuwing nagpupunta sya don pero Cian always laugh it off and her? syempre kinikilig sa gilid.

But ang mas nakakasakit pa ay, Cian always replied to it na "Lo naman, you're so impatient, kalma lang. Little Star is still a student right?we should wait for her to graduate" saad neto kaya naman mas lalong naniwala sya na sya talaga ang papakasalan nang binata, pero ano na? he had a girlfriend.

Napatawa nalang ang dalaga habang nangangatog na nag lalakad, She laugh her ass off. Feel nya tuloy ay pinaglalaruan lang sya nang binata.

The laugh suddenly become tears, kasabay ang malamig na hangin ay ang pagbagsak nang mga luha nya habang yakap yakap ang sarili dahil sa lamig.

She really hate being iyakin tamo umiiyak nanaman sya!

Akala nya talaga ay na may gusto rin sakanya si Cian dahil sa asal neto, he also never clarify their relationship in their parents, he even agreed on what Lolo Carlos said about engagement kaya mas lalong umasa si Astria.

She thought that he agreed on being his Fiancé dahil may feelings sya sakanya, lol jokes on her for assuming things, so stupid.

Luminga-linga si Astria pero wala syang makitang hotel sa paligid, mas lalo tuloy syang naiyak. Pero bago pa yon, Inilabas nya ang cellphone nya at nagsearch ng malapit na hotel gamit ang g****e maps at luckily, she see one pero almost 45 mins ang lalakadin, kahit na lamig na lamig ay nagpatuloy sa paglalakad si Astria hanggang sa makarating na sya sa hotel.

Agad syang magtungo sa front desk matapos makapasok sa lobby at nagtanong kung may bakante pa pero nadismaya lang sya nang malamang wala nang kwarto.

Wow akala nya ay swerte na sya, pati ba naman dito malas sya. Hindi na nya alam, feel nya pag lumabas pa sya ay baka magkahypotermia na sya sa sobrang lamig. Kaya naman she's debating kung hahanap pa ba nang bagong hotel o mag aantay nalang sa lobby nang hotel na to when suddenly, she hear that someone is Calling her name.

"ASTRIA!"

Napalingon naman si Astria nang marinig ang pangalan nya. She was stunned nang makita ang isang lalaking naglalakad papunta sakanya, His wearing a black turtle neck with a beige long coat paired with slacks.

She was stunned.

The Tall and Long-legged Man walks near to her with plain black facial expression with a noble demeanor and cold aura.

Napakurap kurap si Astria bago tumitig ulit sa lalaking naglalakad papalapit sakanya.

"K-Kuya C-Cairan? Kuya Cairan Funtaveriá?" Astria unconsciously said, nabigla naman sya dahil how dare she called her that? Kuya!? pero bakit sya nandito? kailan sya nakauwi? ang alam nya kasi ay nasa abroad eto.

Cairan Funtaveriá is the half brother of Cian, Mas matanda si Cairan nang tatlong taon kaya dapat kuya ang tawag nya dito pero kasi, Cairan has a special identity. Anak sya sa labas nang tatay ni Cian at dahil don ay hindi maganda ang maging relasyon ni Cian at Cairan. They are hostile to each other and Cian never called him brother kahit pa mas matanda rin sya sakanya.

Well, She never had communication with him kaya wala na syang balita rito, Hindi rin sila close so hindi nya alam kung anong itatawag kay Cairan.

Cairan didn't seems to bothered how she call her at kumunot ang noo nang makalapit kay Astria "What are you doing her, Astria? it's already late" walang emosyon na saad neto at sa mababang tono, may kung anong naramdaman naman si Astria dahil saad nang binata.

Baka dahil nasa sensitive sya ngayon kaya nya naramdaman yon but she's still thankful for that little concern. Feel nya tuloy ay maiiyak sya ulit, but she shook her head.

"Uhm, Cian got in trouble kaya sinundo ko sya sa pulis para mapalaya sya" saad nang dalaga habang iniisip ang nangyari kanina. She just sighed.

Hindi naman na nagulat si Cairan sa sagot neto.

"Ganon? eh asaan sya? Why are you alone here in the lobby?" napatameme naman si Astria.

"Well, Sya at yung girlfriend nya ay nasa kabilang hotel nakabooked, yung malapit sa Police Station" saad nya in a depressive tone "Eh sarado na yung dorm namin, hindi naman ako makakabalik dahil for sure nilocked na ang gate, anong oras nadin kasi so I'm finding some vacant room pero wala e punuan ata lahat nang hotel ngayon" may lungkot na saad nang dalaga, sobrang malas nya talaga ngayon.

"Eh? Aren't you..." he paused for a while "Aren't you his girlfriend?" pagpapatuloy ni Cairan.

Haha akala nya din? lol

Baka he also heard yung biro biro ni Lolo Carlos kaya naman akala nya din ay may something sakanila ni Cian. They never denied it din kasi kaya siguro nag lead into misunderstanding, na namisunderstood din ni Astria.

Astria didn't know how to response, ayaw nyang ipakitang nasasaktan sya kaya si forced herself to smile with chanting this one word

"No..." may kung anong tonong saad nya "Never" dagdag pa ni Astria at pilit ulit na ngumiti.

She felt awkwardness nang makitang nakatitig lang sakanya si Cairan without even uttering a single word, she's also confused and in dazed.

His eyes are really something, so special. Well, Cairan's eyes are not like the Funtaveriás. They have a light brownish eyes while Cairan's eyes are dark brown that are almost similar to black. So beautiful that can decieved others and give illusions to the people.

Nagiwas tingin nalang ang dalaga, nagiging uncomfortable narin kasi ang titigan nila. She felt something na hindi nya madescribed.

Nang mapansin hindi na sumagot si Cairan ay agad syang gumawa nang excuses, ewan ba nya, her mind was in mess.

"Ah, well. That engagement was just lolo's joke after all and also magkaibigan lang din naman kami" parang aligagang saad ni Astria trying to revive the dead atmosphere earlier.

"Then, you should explained that to your family they might take it seriously. Also Look, He always uses you when his in trouble like now, you bailed him to jail just because he start a fight, why you? I mean, like you said he has a girlfriend, bakit hindi yung girlfriend nya ano yon display lang?" mariing saad ni Cairan, napatameme naman si Astria.

His so sharp-tongued, she never expected that.

But...

Tama nga naman sya.

Cian always asked for help every time he's in trouble at sya tong uto uto tutulong naman.

Kaugnay na kabanata

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   IV. Thankful for his Kindness

    CAIRAN JUST sighed nang makitang hindi makasagot si Astria, he took of his coat and put it to her shoulder. Pansin nya kasi ang panginginig nang dalaga. "Hindi ka paba nakakapagbook nang kwarto? Pano ka nyan anong oras na?" may pagkasoft na saad ni Cairan matapos mailagay ang coat nya sa balikan ni Astria. Astria was stunned by his action kaya hindi agad sya nakasagot sa binata. "W-well, I should look for other hotel. Fully booked na kasi rito e, Thankyou pala for the coat" may pagka-awkward na sagot ni Astria. She never expected that he is willing to give her his coat. Hindi naman agad sumagot si Cairan. Mag papaalam na sana si Astria para maghanap ulit mag ibang hotel nang biglang magsalita si Cairan "Ahh, I live upstairs. Kung gusto mo doon ka nalang muna magpalipas nang gabi, I have a guest room" Gulat man sa narinig pero hindi eto pinahalata ni Astria, she should be thankful dahil baka mas lalong wala syang matulugan pag hindi nya matanggap ang pagmamabuting loob neto. "U

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-13
  • Take my Hand and Choose me   V. Guiltiness and Gratefulness mixed up

    KINUHA NYA ang cellphone nya at tiningnan eto, nag-text pala si Cian. "Little star, nakahanap ka naba nang hotel room?" basa nya sa text nang kaibigan. wow naalala nya pa pala sya? funny thing. Hinayaan nya nalang eto at binitawan ang telepono nya. She's so sleepy to bothered to reply in his text tsaka after what happen earlier she lost all her energy to talk to him. ' You're so bad Cian, you let me stay in that cold night. Buti pa si Cairan, he let me stay in this cozy room, you're so bad Cian ' tanging saad nya sa isip bago nagpadala sa antok. That night, Astria dreamed something she didn't want to dream. Lumaki si Astria na masunurin sa elders, modest din sya sa lahat nang bagay at magalang. At lagi syang kasa-kasama ni Cian sa lahat, Even Cian use her para pagtakpan sya sa lahat nang kalokohan ni Cian nung bata pa. Nung makapasok si Cairan sa mga Funtaveriá, not only they weren't welcomed him, they even gave him a cold shoulder. And one of them is Aunt Odette, she'

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-13
  • Take my Hand and Choose me   VI. Breakfast with him

    MATAPOS NYANG maligpit ang higaan ay nagdesisyon na syang lumabas nang kwarto, kailangan nya nang bumalik sa dormitoryo nila anong oras nadin kasi. Nagulat sya nang makalabas nang pinto. Gising na pala si Cairan, nakatayo ang binata sa may tabi nang dining table at busy maglapag na plato. Napaangat naman nang tingin ang binata nang marinig ang pagsara nang pinto nang guest room. "Ahh, Good morning" may hiyang saad ni Astria, hindi parin talaga sya sanay na kausapin ang binata. Hindi nya din alam ang itatawag dito, nakakahiya naman i kuya sya baka hindi nya magustuhan. He just stare at her blankly with no expression pero later on Cairan decided to speak "After mong maghilamos, come here and join me" tanging saad neto habang inilalapag ang mga nakatupperware na pagkain. Wow, andami. Kahit man may pagkagulat si Astria sa akto ni Cairan e hinayaan nya nalang eto at dumiretso sa banyo upang maghilamos. Naalala nya bigla yung panaginip sakanya, nabagabag tuloy sya dahil don. S

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-16
  • Take my Hand and Choose me   VII. A gift that comes in a strange way.

    "UHM, I'M in the hotel right now, ilang blocks lang from your hotel" saad nya sa kabilang linya hindi naman sya nagsinungaling at nasa hotel naman talaga sya, she just— hindi nya lang minention na sa hotel room ni Cairan sya ngayon. "That's good to hear pero bakit hindi ka nagreply kagabi!? you know how scared I am? what if something happen on you?" sagot nang nasa kabilang linya na para bang nabunutan na nang tinik sa dibdib kung makabuga nang hininga "I'm also worried na baka wala kang makuhang room hindi ka naman makakabalik sa dorm nyo kaya kanina pumunta ako don to see if nakabalik kana pero wala ka pa" dagdag pa neto. Tahimik at kalmadong nakikinig lang si Astria, maybe kung hindi nya nalamang may girlfriend eto eh kikiligin na sana sya pero now? that nangyari yung kagabi was become her eye opener. Suddenly parang namulat ang mata nya na his just being kind to her because they are friends. Pero, If she really didn't get a room and get frozen by the cold night eh sa umaga

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-16
  • Take my Hand and Choose me   VIII. His Birthday

    "TEKA" PAG AGAW pansin ni Astria kay Cairan na papasok na sana sa study room. Ayaw nya na sanang abalahin pa ang binata pero hindi talaga kakayanin nang konsensya nya kung hindi nya narerepay ang mga ginawa nang binata. He just coldly stare at her as usual. Napalunok naman si Astria dahil feel nya ay na-offend nya ang binata base sa mga tingin neto, hindi naman masama ang tingin nya pero nakaka-intimidate kasi. "Uhm, ano..." tanging nasambit nya, wala syang maisip jusko! brain gumana ka! "Ah! ano, your birthday! kailan birthday mo? I'll give you a gift too" Mabilis na saad ni Astria nang makaisip nang idadahilan bakit tinawag nya ang binata. "Nah, no need. Tapos na birthday ko tsaka..." He paused for a while and saka tumingin kay Astria with a slight sad emotion "I don't celebrate my birthday" he calmly said na nagpahinto kay Astria. Hindi alam ni Astria ang isasagot, she wants to pity him but she knows that it might be disrespectful to Cairan. Well, looking back sa mga din

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-17
  • Take my Hand and Choose me   IX. Her bestfriend's foul mouth

    MATAPOS NG ilang minuto ay nakarating na rin si Astria sa dormitoryong pinagtutuluyan nya, mabuti nalang at di traffic kanina sa daan kaya naman makakaligo pa sya at makakapag ayos bago pumasok sa klase. "Andito na ang babaita, anong nangyari? bakit wala ka paggising ko? umalis ka pala? bakit di ka umuwi kagabi? Pumunta ka ba kay Cian? Di nga? anong oras na non ah? may progress naba? grabe ah ang speed nyo naman nagkikita na kayo disoras nang gabi? baka iba nayannah" panunuksong bungad ni Yuniña matapos makapasok ni Astria nang kwarto nila na ikinagulat nang dalaga. Yuniña is her dorm's mate and ofcourse bestfriend na din dahil halos ilang taon na rin silang dorm-mate. Freshmens palang sila ay magdorm-mate na sila hanggang ngayong Senior year. Madami dami nadin silang pinagdaanan sa loob halos apat na taon nilang pagsasama sa dorm kaya kinoconsidered nya narin talagang bestfriend ang dalaga. Kaklase nya din pala eto dahil same sila major. Also, alam ni Yuniña ang tungkol sa fee

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-18
  • Take my Hand and Choose me   X. Do me a favor

    NGAYONG ISANG linggo nalang bago ang Exam, napagdesisyonan ni Astria na magtambay sa library upang mag review tutal wala naman na masyadong nagtuturo dahil inaantay nalang ang Exam week. Kinuha ni Astria ang literature book nya at nagbasa basa, paminsan minsan ay nagtetake note din sya nang mga takeaways info. But even tho pinipilit nyang magbasa, magulo padin ang utak nya, wala manlang pumapasok sa utak nya sa mga binabasa nya o sinusulat. Her head fills of what happen kagabi, Isinara na lang nya ang libro at sinubsob ang sarili sa lamesa. Mukhang wala na talagang pag asa ang fantasy nyang mapakasalan si Cian, haha. Ano nang bagong plano? Honestly wala, all her life akala nya ang future nya ay maging asawa ni Cian kaya wala na syang ibang inisip kundi ayon lang. Pero ngayon, nagbago na lahat, She needs to think nang back up plan nya. Ayaw nya na kasing umasa kay Cian at sa Fantasy nya. Hays. Halos mabilis din pala ang oras kahit pa magulo ang utak nya. Napatingin sya sa ka

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-19
  • Take my Hand and Choose me   XI. Why is he keep calling my name?

    PADABOG NA isinara ni Astria ang librong hawak nya, hindi naman sya makapagfocus sa pagrereview dahil vibrate nang vibrate ang phone nya. For sure it was Cian, kanina kasi ay di na nya ni-replayan si Cian at piniling magreview nalang ulit pero dahil sa binata na text ng text sakanya kanina dahilan para mag vibrate nang mag vibrate ang phone nya eh nawala na sya sa focus nya sa pagbabasa at nawala na din sa isip nya ang mga inaral nya Nakakairita talaga. Mariin nyang ipinikit ang mata nya at bumuntong hininga, kinuha nya ang phone at tiningnan eto. Tumatawag na si Cian, ganon ba sya ka desperate na pasalo kay Astria yung dapat na si Roxie ang gagawa?? She picked it up at bumungad ang boses ni Cian sakanya. "Little star" tawag nya sa pangalan na may pagmamakaawang tono. Nanahimik lang si Astria, It's funny na ngayon nya lang nadistinguish ang pagbabago nang tono neto tuwing humihingi nang pabor. "Please Little Star, alam mo naman kung gano kapabor sina Mom and dad sayo. For s

    Huling Na-update : 2024-08-19

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  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CCIII. She just cling to her instincts.

    "Hmp, so hindi ka nga talaga nakikinig" inis na saad ni Astria sa binata at inirapan eto "Ayoko na hindi ko na uulitin" dagdag nya pa at pinagkrus ang nga braso.Lumapit naman sakanya ang binata at may inabot na ano sa gilid nya hanggang sa naramdaman nya na lamang ang paglapat nang tela sa mga binti nya."There, Now I can hear what you're saying na" he uttered.H-ha!?"So!? you're selectively deaf earlier!?" wala sa sariling naging sagot ni Astria.Umupo naman sa tabi nya ang binata at mariing napatitig sakanya."Well, how can I Concentrate when you're like this infront of me?" diretsong saad ni Cairan at mariing napatitig sa dalaga.Natahimik naman si Astria pansamantala at tila ba hindi naintindihan ang sinabi ni Cairan."H-hoy! i... ikaw ha!" she shyly uttered nang magprocess sa utak nya ang sinabi ng binata, my gosh! how can he said those words!? He's so straightforward."My bad, can't help it" natatawang asik naman ni Cairan "Anyway, so ano nga yung sinasabi mo kanina" pagbabali

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CCII. I'm expecting you want to sleep with me.

    Bakit kasi kakatapos lang nya maligo!? “Such a pity na yan lang hanap mo kaya ka nandito? I'm expecting you want to sleep with me.” buri neto at humalakhak “Anyway, tara! come in. I'll find something na pwede mong masuot, sana lang ay meron" bawi ng binata at umusog. Pumasok naman si Astria sa kwarto ng binata at napalinga-linga, eto ata ang unang beses na pumasok sya sa kwarto ng binata. The atmosphere is dark, maybe because most of the color pallette here are dark colors. Napalinga linga sya, his room is neat. Wala masyadong kalat at maganda rin ang pagkakaayos ng furnitures. It has this minimalist style. “Try this, eto pa ang pinaka maliit kong shirts” saad ni Cairan at inabot sakanya ang isang gray tshirt. “Uhm… Can I borrow some pants too? or… kahit boxers?” nahihiyang saad ni Astria. Hindi naman kasi pwedeng tshirt lang ang suot suot nya diba? Napatingin naman si Cairan kay Astria pababa sa maliliit at payat nyang balakang “Seryoso kang gusto mong humiram nang pants ko?

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CCI.

    Mabagal lang silang naglalakad, their enjoying the time and Cairan is matching her steps para magkapantay sila. Ngunit hindi talaga mapakali si Cairan at patuloy na lumilinga-linga sa paa ng dalaga. It's still red at pansin nya din ang pasikreto netong paginda tuwing inilalakad. Kaya naman hindi na nakatiis si Cairan at humarang na sa dalaga. Umupo pa eto sa harap ng dalaga na nakatupi ang binti. “Alright, I won't carry you like I always do pero let me carry you on my back. Kung nahihiya ka pwede kang magtago sa likod ko” saad ni Cairan. Bigla namang nakadama ng excitement si Astria, this is the first time someone offers her to piggyback-ride her. At isa pa, masakit parin talaga ang paa nya tuwing naglalakad. Sensing her quietness, nagsalita ulit si Cairan. “Dali na, come here. Ako nahihirapan dyaan sa paa mo, it's red nakikita ko ring uncomfortable kana maglakad” dagdag pa neto. Hindi naman na naginarte si Astria at lumapit sa binata upang pumasan rito, matapos ay ipinalibo

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CC. To tell the whole world about her love for him.

    Mabilis na natapos ang oras at ngayo'y nasa restobar na ang apat.Si Yuniña ay katabi si Zairo na nasa kabilang upuan habang si Astria at Cairan ay nasa kabilang upuan kaya naman magkakaharap silang lahat.Nakapagorder narin sila ng canned beer.Aabot naman na sana ni Zairo ang isang light-welterweight canned beer kay Astria nang bigla etong harangan ni Cairan at biglang humingi ng isang juice sa dumaang waiter.“Kj mo boss, hindi naman to nakakalasing” maktol ni Zairo at iniurong ang kamay nya saka binuksan ang Canned beer na hawak at sya na ang uminom.“Kahit na, nakakalasing padin” sagot naman ni Cairan at nag-thank you sa waiter saka kinuha ang binigay netong juice at pinatong sa tapat ni Astria. Astria is super lightweight na kahit light drinks ay nalalasing padin, hindi sya sure baka ano nanamang gawin ng dalaga pag nalasing to.“Ahhh! alam ko na!” Saad naman bigla ni Zairo at tila ba may naalala “Grabe ka pretty sis! mukhang natrauma na ata sayo si boss nung nalasing ka. Naala

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CLXLIX. She didn't want both of them to get hurt

    “Lalo na… M-my boyfriend is a successful person, he raised on top without anyone’s help, he was an excellent person kaya naman gusto ko ring maging kapantay nya. I want to be deserving to be by his side, have a name for myself” mahaba pang dagdag neto.Looking back in her past behavior, masyadong nakakahiya na sobrang obsessed sya maging housewife ni Cian to the point that ayon na lang ang future na naiisip nya.Of all people bakit kay Cian pa sya nabulag, a uneducated playboy, puro saya at adventure lang ang alam, ayaw magseryoso sa buhay, puro sarili ang iniisip.why din she lower her standards? he even lowered herself. Mabuti na lang talaga at naging magulo ang lahat at nabago ang papanaw sya. Now, she didn't lowered her standards, she even get a top tier man. Caring, Lovable, sweet, intelligence, amazing, manly, future oriented, always thinking of her.Kaya naman she wants to be different this time, she wants to be better not only for him but for herself too. She wants to stood

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CLXLVIII. To sacrifice for the family or choosing her own happiness.

    “Hindi nga ako makapaniwala, alam mo ba nung unang kita ko kay boss pogi sa university natin. Akala ko isa syang cold, gloomy, mysterious person that you don't want to get along with, he's a man with a few words and sobrang cold nya na kahit isang tingin mo palang sakanya mapapatras kana sa takot. Pero ngayon, you know— A lot of things happen to be honest, magbagong ang aura ni Boss pogi dahil sayo, tapos pa tuwing napapagusapan ka namin sa office masyado syang napapadami nang sinasabi halos hindi ko na mabilang. Iba talaga ang kapangyahiran ng pag-ibig ay jusko! haba ng hair ateh koh” pagkekwento ni Yuniña sa kaibigan nang puno ng kilig at panunukso.Hindi naman mapigilan ni Astriang mapangiti, syempre she's happy na ganon ang tingin ni Yuniña kay Cairan. Means that malaki talaga ang impact nya sa buhay ng binata.She just kept listening, pansin nya rin na naging halos chatterbox talaga ang binata sakanya, he even tease her and syempre di mawawala ang panaka-naka netong paglalandi sa

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CLXLVII. Like a wife watching her husband go to work.

    “Sobrang kulit mo kasi, you're making me act like a strict kuya. You even call me kuya, remember” sagot naman ni Cairan sa dalaga. “Edi ano, hindi na kita tatawaging kuya” sabat naman ni Astria. “alright, so ano nang itatawag mo sakin?” mapaglarong saad ni Cairan habang may mapaglarong ngiti sa kanyang labi. Hindi naman makapag-isip si Astria, she never expect that she will catched feelings sa binatang nasa harap nya ngayon at nakaluhod padin. “Hays ewan! ang weird kasi, hindi mo ba feel? it's weird na tawagin kang kuya lalo na sa kung anong relasyon meron ta…” nahiya bigla si Astria, pahina at pahina narin ang boses ni Astria dahil sa sinasabi nya. She still can't believe that he's her boyfriend… they even, you know… Last night, Argh!! nahihiya nanaman sya tuwing naalala. Biglaan tuloy na namula ang mukha nya matapos ang naisip. Anong klaseng kuya ang hahalikan sya ng ganon karahas? H-he even pinned her down in bed… touching her… Aaaaaaaa! Mukhang nakita naman ni Cairan ang mga

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CLXLVI. Because of his damn hopeless obsession.

    They even had this ridiculous arranged marriage that the adults always talk about lalo na ang lolo niya na gustong gusto si Astria. And now, slowly they started to get matured and become adults but still maganda parin ang relasyon nila, they always stick together like in their childhood kaya naman hindi na nakakapagtaka kung mauwi ang lahat sa kasalanan. Ngayon, naguguluhan sya hindi nya maintindihan ang sarili. Was he betrayed by those dreams to make him impulsively come back here kahit na alam nya namang wala syang babalikan? Did he come back here just to watch her from afar… A girl that didn't belong to him, a girl that he can never think that will belong to him. Let's say she's just a glimpse of light na panandaliang inilawan ang madilim nyang buhay na nagbigay sakanya nang grabeng ilusyon. Bigla nya tuloy naalala ang mga pusa sa damuhan doon sa park. Like those pitiful cat, ganon din sya sa paningin ni Astria. She would pity him, give charity to when kung masaya man sya

  • Take my Hand and Choose me   CLXLV. He just watched those scenes quietly.

    That night, in his dream. As always, Astria was there but…The content of the dream is different.In that dream, He was with Astria. In a foreign place, in one bed.He's on top of her, Astria trembled in his arms and looking at him pitifully. And then he heard her voice as he wished.Moaning his name.Mukhang eto na ang simula nang isang magandang panaginip, ngunit napaka-torturous.Nang magising sya, hindi na nakakapagtaka ang bubungad sakanya.He was so damn hard.and wet. For godsake, it was just a dream but he was so damn aroused to the point na nagkapre-cūm pa sya.Napabuntong hininga na lamang si Cairan, matapos ay napagpasyahang maligo.Maybe it will die down, but before anything else. Nagpunta muna sya sa veranda at nanigarilo.He now needs to admit that Astria is special to him, not just some random girl who barges into his life.He suddenly considers going back to the Philippines just to see her.Lol.Matapos ang ilang buwan, semestral break na nila Astria— She was in her

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