Controlling

Adagio~

Yesterday's incident is still running through my mind. All of my outburst of anger, or should I say some kind of panic attack that consumes when this fear of losing takes over?

At that point I stand with a blurry vision of the future; it feels so lost and hopeless. I know what it took to sit here with power and authority. The thought of it vanishing from my hands sends this undeniable frustration and anxity. After all, it was the only thing that was putting the breath in me.

What drives me crazy is that Aster walked into my office like she owned all the rights that possibly exist over me. No one ever dared to cross my office; the sound of breaking and wrecking would scare them away.

I was convinced that she only stepped in without being aware of the damage I could cause. I hate how she coolly controlled my one hell of a mood. I am in denial; I cannot accept the fact how the sight of her, the sound of her voice, and the warmth of her touch made me feel.

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