Helena's POV
It was after three o'clock in the morning, I could feel my feet hurting from the high heels, and the atmosphere made me uncomfortable because of some of the dirty looks I was getting. The party was great, I couldn't deny that, but it wasn't my world.
All that luxury was surreal! Really, who buys a triplex to live alone? I would never understand, but who am I to argue, right?
Sophie was chatting with a guy and it was noticeable that they were flirting with each other, so I signaled to her that I would take a walk with the obvious intention of leaving the two of them alone. I walked around the stunning apartment, contemplating all the refinement of the place, from the furniture that was certainly worth millions, to an extensive glass wall.
I stopped there admiring the enchanting landscape of the city at dawn, marveling at the lights forming small bright spots seen from up here.
"Did you see it? I think Carter and Cassie had a fight" I heard the instant two girls approached me.
"They were arguing, she spent the whole party away from him. She went off with Suzi and left him here. It must have been serious" the two left and I wondered why everyone was so concerned about other people's relationships.
I continued my walk, going down to the second floor and immediately felt better to see that there was hardly anyone there. I walked to the area getting a breath of fresh air and smiled at the act. I had intended to go to the balcony, but stopped when I saw something strange. I closed my eyes and could see that John was also there.
But he didn't look well.
He was sitting - or rather, slumped - against the wall, his arms resting on his knees and his head lowered between his legs.
A bottle of some drink was located beside him, completely empty. So what I had heard minutes ago was true. Cassie was no longer at the party. John didn't notice my presence and I remained where I was, unsure of what to do. He lifted his head and ran his hands over his face, looking astonished, and then lowered it again. I bit my lip, still in doubt, but decided to go to him just to see if he needed help. As I saw it, yes, he did. I walked over to him and crouched down beside him, lightly touching his forearm.
"John?" he raised his head and looked at me bewildered. His expression carried a bad mood and I almost regretted approaching him "Uh... you... " I totally lost track of my speech due to his stern face, cursing myself for even bothering. An arrogant smile broke out on his lips.
"We're not at home, you don't need to be helpful here" she spoke in a half-dragged and somewhat insolent voice. I noticed that she also sounded huskier. I quickly removed my hand from his forearm.
He followed this movement with his gaze, returning my serious stare.
I stood up again completely surprised and even annoyed by his ignorant attitude.
That's what you get for trying to be nice.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to bother you," I said hurriedly, turning and walking at a quick pace to get out of there.
"HEY!" his slurred voice made itself audible "Wait!" he ordered. I stopped and turned slightly to look at him "Sorry" he was staring at me with his eyes slightly squinting in an attempt to see me better and his expression conveyed guilt.
I just nodded and motioned to walk again, when I was stopped once more as he struggled to get up, leaning his hand on the wall. John staggered, almost crashing to the floor.
I ran toward him and helped him to balance, almost not falling too, since he was bigger than I was.
I took one of his arms, slipping it around my shoulders, and wrapped one of mine around his waist, guiding him - with great difficulty, I might add - in unsteady steps to one of the benches scattered around the place. He sat down and leaned on the back of the bench, throwing his head back as he ran a hand through his hair, ruffling it. I blinked a few times in order to stop admiring him and thought it best to leave him alone.
"I didn't mean to be rude" John spoke suddenly. I turned my attention back to him, who remained with his eyes closed and his head tilted back.
I stared at him expressionlessly, not sure how to deal with a half-drunk John Carter who had probably had a fight with his girlfriend.
I suddenly felt guilty, assuming that they were still arguing about the episode involving Bryan and me.
"Ah... No problem" I continued standing there like a plant in an internal dilemma between leaving or staying where I was "Do you want me to call your friend?" I asked, thinking that his friend would be the one to be with him there, since his girlfriend had left.
"If he's not worse off than me. You can call" he gave a drunken smile and I ran my hands through my hair wondering what to do.
I mumbled an "okay" and went out to look for Paolo, already tired of having to walk around that gigantic apartment.
I looked around for him everywhere, also wondering where Sophie was. About half an hour later, I found him, however, he was with a girl following him and they were going down a corridor, probably towards a room.
I huffed, realizing that I would have to be alone, since I couldn't even find my friend. Well, I owed John one anyway.
I grabbed a cold water from the bar and came back, bumping into him the same way I had left him. I sat down next to him and offered him the water. I propped my elbow on my leg and put my head under my hand, staring at the view from the second floor penthouse.
I took his drawing out of my bag and the tears that I had held back throughout the day fell stubbornly down my face. I didn't make a point of holding them back. They flowed uninterruptedly with my full permission, as if the fact that I had omitted them worsened the intensity of the silent weeping.I analyzed the illustration, remembering his proud face as he finished his art. Benedict sprang up in front of me and I gave a start, bringing my attention to the German Shepherd sitting with his tail wagging frantically. I saw that the sash was no longer on his paw and smiled at him."Good boy, you have recovered nicely! "I stroked behind his arched ears.An extremely familiar scent invaded my sense of smell and I looked up only to confirm the veracity of such a characteristic aroma. John stopped in front of me and I quickly tried to wipe the traces of weeping from my face that surely gave away my tears. He moved closer and I cut off eye contact, focus
"Hold on, I'll get Trish! "He got up quickly and ran to the woman, who had been pulled by the hands to where I was standing. He spoke excitedly, pointing to the two freshly painted cards."Wow, I think we have a great artist here! Tell us about them. "Trish asked kindly."The first one is a dragon and a knight! " He explained, pointing to each stroke made.I noticed heavy lines and a few other details that caught my attention. I studied it and recognized emotional indicators throughout the figure."The second one I made for her! "He pointed at me and I smiled, surprised by his gesture. "It's a boat on the sea with a sailboat and a bunch of flowers! And it has a rainbow! " He demonstrated excitedly."Thank you so much, Archie! I love the present, I'll keep it in a very special place in my room. "I announced with a warm heart, and the little guy's face lit up." You swear?!""I swear! It's beautiful," I said, t
"Welcome again, Helena. How was your first experience here? We didn't get to talk last week, I'm sorry. I had a meeting and it messed up my schedule. "Magnolia, the director of the shelter, explained, sitting down on the chair behind the desk in her simple living room."I can imagine, don't worry, I loved it, the kids are great! "I said enthusiastically."I'm glad. They have left the class and are finishing their lunch, then they have a play activity*. Trish, our instructor, will tell you more about the whole process. You met her on your first day, didn't you? Any questions?"" No, it's all cleared up. Thank you for your willingness, Magnolia. "I stood up and shook her hand in greeting."Anything you need, you can come to me. "The woman smiled and I reciprocated.I excused myself and left the room, walking to the patio, paying attention to all the rustic details of the orphanage. I spotted a group of children running around in the
" He said, "I'm fucking with his head! " I exclaimed falteringly. The sentence in question was making my mind go round and round endlessly towards nowhere."Wow... "" And there's more! We almost... Well, we made out today. "I said, trying to sound as unassuming as possible, but ended up sounding stammering."My friend practically screamed, and again I had to hold the cell phone away from my ear with a grimace on my face. " Everything we talk about becomes ambiguous, it's like we can't stay close to each other without a weird vibe arising, you know?"" I usually call it sexual tension." Sophie deduced and I laughed, finding the term very fitting to the circumstance."Whatever it is, it's driving us crazy. We only didn't go all the way because, guess what? Bryan showed up. " I said, allowing boredom to take over my sentence."I can't believe it! What was that asshole doing there?"" He went to get something, I didn't qu
"He really knows how to give a welcome. " I commented, laughing at Benedict's indecision as he looked at John and me, not knowing who to play with. " His paw is fine now."" Yes. I'm taking him to the vet before he rips the band off by himself."" I'm surprised that hasn't happened yet. " I said laughing."I'm glad he's spending some of his energy on you. " She spoke with the serene smile that remained after her succession of giggles."And I always end up on the floor. John stood up and took my hands, helping me up. We stared at each other for a few seconds and I decided it was time to go home. "Thanks again for yesterday," I smiled crookedly and he denied it with his head."Not at all. "I stroked Benedict's fur one last time and nodded, seeing the dog and his owner standing side by side looking at me.I turned my back and hurried out of the garage, running through a thunderstorm that did not cease for a moment.The
It was all so unbelievable, I had never even considered the possibility that one day I would be in the situation I was in: confused about getting involved with John beyond what could be considered normal, if you keep in mind the fact that he had always seemed unattainable to me. I didn't know whether to enjoy the moment, or rationalize about the problems that this unusual involvement would bring. I hardly knew if I could risk calling...this involvement.As much as it hurt to admit, Bryan was right. John had just gotten out of a long relationship, and although I did not know what had occurred for the breakup to take place, I knew that getting rid of the fragments of a relationship was not usually that easy. A few minutes later, John reappeared in the room with damp hair, and the unmistakable scent of his perfume wafted into the room before he had even finished coming down the stairs as he shook out his newly wet hair. He raised his eyes and found me staring like a perfect